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#me if I didn’t pray a certain order/way g-d would strike my
lesbianstarlightglimmer
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Just recalled a memory from elementary school that made me realize I really did just have ocd from a young age
#meows
#or I’d assume these things would count?
#like I distinctly remember on several occasions
#being in line for gym or music class and looking at the line of classmates
#ahead of me and my brain saying ‘slap all of them’
#or ‘kiss all of them’ and then I’d have the other voice that’d be
#like what??? no!?? I would be hurting them/doing something they don’t want!!!
#also related to my ✨religious trauma✨
#if I didn’t say my nightly prayers the exact same way every night
#then my family would die lol. and if I wasn’t
#doing the family prayer thing I was subjected to as a child
#and was on my own I had the same thing as above
#PLUS having to hold my breath the entire time
#anxiety probably plays into it
#that reminds me fuck my third grade teacher I think she truly
#started my anxiety. I also cheated on tests a few times in there
#damn okay I need to go to sleep and. not. think about this….
#oh and I think I thought a lot of the ‘god’ telling
#me if I didn’t pray a certain order/way g-d would strike my
#family down was actually probably my anxiety and ocd
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