#maybe not consciously/actively or w/e idk im not his therapist. but also idc what he said afterwards. i read that post when it was posted &

[daeluin]

i don't like sp patrick on my dash. i don't enjoy watching that man. he should be on suicide watch

#ok before someone comes for me: 1) this is mostly a joke. idc what others post #but also not bc 2) a lot of my discomfort around sp/2011-2 patrick stems from my decade held belief that he was suicidal #maybe not consciously/actively or w/e idk im not his therapist. but also idc what he said afterwards. i read that post when it was posted & #my fear and discomfort and reactions are real and yeah i dont think that now but looking back at those years brings them back so 🤷🏾‍♂️ #anyways #suicide tw #<- in case someone has it blocked #but also sry for venting but this is why u will never see me interacting with content from that era??? #im always like :| i shouldn't be seeing this i should be locking up the alcohol cabinet and checking all the sharp blades on the house #which is a RIDICULOUS thought to have in regards to a grown ass man who i don't know but w/e it's how it works on my mind 🤷🏾‍♂️ #anyways this post is dumb idk why im venting im just been really all over the place since yesterday