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jashne-bahaaraa 3 years
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#it's 3:48 am but i need to get this out of my chest or else i'll won't be able to sleep#i just finished watching the 1st ep of i told sunset about you and i have so many thoughts#don't read further if you don't want spoilers lmaoooo#idek where to begin#man teh's such an idiot he reminds me of myself in a way??? he's so mean sometimes???? but i'm glad they both made up#gosh he shouldn't have said that to oh#i was like 'it's fine they're kids and kids say mean stuff to each other sometimes' when i heard him say that to oh but oh was a kid too????#ahhh my heart broke every time i saw oh cry tho#AND THE EXAM RESULT#why was i so nervous lol#istg i got flashbacks of my exam results lol oh is me when i'm checking my results i deadass cover my phone with my hand and slowly move it#abd when he didn't get in I FELT THAT#when he crying i was crying too#it just hit hard lol#and at the end when oh said that he was really hurt and put pressure on himself :(( i wanted to give him a hug so bad#AND i love the beginning and the ending of the ep so much????#AND I WAS TRYING SO HARD NOT TO SCREAM WHEN OH SAID KE YI AT THE END#this drama is 馃挴馃挴馃挴#only the first ep and i'm feeling Things already#also why do i have a feeling that bas is going to do something shitty???? idk it's a feeling i hope it's not true#i think he likes oh? like romantically?? and so he'd try to do smth to tear them apart or whatever#ahhh idk idk i can't wait to watch the next ep tomorrow tho AHHHHHHH#i'll try to finish my slides asap#man the end of the ep made me feel so nostalgic and emotional??? it doesn't even make sense#gosh when they were at the beach and apologising and crying and ahhhhh#yk how teh's a lil shit sometimes??? reminds me of myself lol#and poor oh :((#when he said he put a lot of pressure on himself my heart broke poor bby he didn't deserve that#i'm really glad they made up tho#personal
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cornholio4 4 years
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Team Iron Man鈥檚 Doomsday Clock
Dedicated to the memory of actor Wilford Brimley, 1934-2020. May he Rest in Peace and I hope for the best for his friends and family.
This week I got in the mail my DVD for the Watchmen show, I am also actually interested in the upcoming Rorschach comic series. Hopefully Tom King will pull off his Mr Miracle quality of writing and not his Heroes in Crisis quality of writing. Also I apologised for this as I knew beforehand that I am nowhere near good enough as a writer to perfectly capture Dr Manhattan (I am not even sure that he would be care enough about the MCU Earth to form an opinion of it). Also if by some larger than life miracle Alan Moore himself finds this fanfic that I am writing that could be a sequel to Watchmen as well as admitting to having seen the Watchmen show as well as now have read Doomsday Clock and wants to read the other possible sequel to the comic... Please have mercy on the curse that you send my way.
It was after the so called Civil War of the Avengers and Tony Stark even after getting Steve Rogers' letter. He shared everything with Rhodey and then to Pepper when she came about wanting to have a serious talk. They were all angry about all this and what Steve had done.
How dare him and his rogue sheep think of how their precious freedoms will be impacted, how they dare want to not sign until their concerns are realised and that they could have the safeguards guaranteed before signing anything. How dare Steve burn the world for his stupid HYRA killer friend Bucky when he went to bring him in because he was capable of not being killed and was protecting the hit squad from Bucky as well as him. How dare they want to not fight and just want to focus on what they knew was a real threat in the 5 Winter Soldiers and knew that Tony jsut wanted to bring them in and wasn't interested in what they had to say.
How dare Steve not reveal that Bucky had killed his parents though he apologised saying he was only protecting himself since he only knew for sure that HYDRA had killed the Starks and that he admitted that he didn't know that it was Bucky who personally did it.
Well they were focused on brewing and revenge especially when the reports of Steve and his rogues (who the public and some media began just calling the Avengers) just doing what they wanted in rescuing people and fighting terrorists around the world, sadly they got the public on their side and Anti-Accords sentiment became popular. They called his surrogate son Harley Keener (who Tony hadn't talked to in a long time) and got him on board and he was totally on their side.
Sadly Tony lost his other surrogate son who he barely knew Peter Parker the Spider-Man who after learning more about the Accords and feeling fed up about Happy not having any answers from Tony to the questions he was asking, blocked the number and was basically done with Tony. It seems that Peter joined his friends in promoting Anti Accords and pro Cap articles and statements. Then Vision left them to hide with Wanda. Rogers and his rogues were ruining anything.
They began trying to recruit more including Hank Pym, Hope Van Dyne and Thor's old girlfriend Jane Foster. However their recruitment was pretty much a failure as the Pyms were still on the 'don't trust a Stark' mentality (with Hope subtlety making it clear that if Scott had brought her on to the airport battle then she would have been on his and Rogers' side). Jane asked why they thought that she should be involved in this at all.
However with 'borrowed' research on the Quantum Realm from the Pyms they managed to find a way to look into the Multiverse and other Earths. They found one where decades in the past after the popularity of Action Comics #1, costumed vigilantism became popular among people and it was a fad that lasted for a good long time. However they became more brutal and dangerous and it led to public outcry and a police strike causing a law to be enacted making them illegal called the Keene Act.
They felt so vindicated because them being outlawed entirely if they were not put in check was exactly what Tony had warned Rogers and his rogues about. They saw there was only one real Superhuman on this Earth and it was Dr Manhattan who through an accident became a powerful force far beyond anything on their own Earth. He single handedly won the Vietnam War for America (while ignoring how horrible the thought was) and thought that they can recruit him and he can take care of Rogers and his Rogues and then make the whole world better. Plus they could handle the big threat that his coming...
Through countless money and hours of building (having to ignore and cancel appointments with Ross calling demanding to see them as he was being close to being kicked out of office and the Stark Industries board of directors telling them about the failing stock) they got a machine ready to summon Dr Manhattan.
Using the large Arc Reactor they had to rebuild and using the entirety of the power of Avengers Tower, they managed to summon Dr Manhattan there from wherever he was. He was like a glowing blue godlike larger than life creature and thank god that he was able to create the black thong to cover himself...
They explained everything to him and he stated "I can see the past, present and future all at once and I already knew of this before you explained yourself. You remind me of Adrian Veidt somewhat Mr Stark..." Tony beamed and there were smiles from the others and Dr Manhattan continued on "He masterminded a plot to get scientists to create for him a fake interdimensional lifeform out of believe that it was a movie plot. He used his lifeform to devastate New York in a plot to unite the world and end the Cold War through a futile peace that was destined to fail. I fail to understand how you would believe that it was a compliment."
They were not pleased with how this was headed as Dr Manhattan said "while I am sort of impressed that you went through this work to bring me here, unfortunately for you I don't believe that I have any desire to continue being a weapon for the governments of any Earths. If you are done then I will be on my way."
They were gobsmacked and Rhodey shouted "you can't be serious! You should know how right we are and that you should help us, we know about the Keene Act and there is an actual threat coming and not some hoax..."
"A law to outlaw dangerous individuals from playing dress up while your Accords seek to control Superhumans while blaming them for incidents where they were actually responding and fighting to save the day. I have seen the life of Steve Rogers and why he opposed the Accords and I have to admit some admiration for him and his ilk who want to inspire hope and good in this world that is so much brighter and more... fantastical than my own one. Steve Rogers could very well be everything that Edward Blake wasn't and should be. With him and his Avengers uniting with teh world's greatest defenders and not divided by issues like these Accords, I see high probability in their success." Dr Manhattan replied and this got them all angry.
This was a god like being who should have been smart enough to know that they were the right side and Rogers was an idiot thug who was preaching his own twisted morality, they will humble him and get him to join them by force. Tony activated the House Party Protocol and they cheered as all his armours were assembled to fire upon Dr Manhattan.
However Dr Manhattan was not phased at all and without even having to snap his fingers all the armours disintegrated all at once. "This isn't over, you leave right now and we will hunt you down and get you back by force! I can make use of your power myself; you will pay as Rogers will. I am the world's smartest man, I am Tony Stark... I am Iron Man!" Tony snapped with his colleagues cheering him on.
Dr Manhattan saw that in less than a week they will get the news that the Accords were repealed with the Governments welcoming Steve Rogers back, Thaddeus Ross will be in handcuffs once evidence of his secret projects come to life and Mr Stark and his colleagues will get the news that the Stark Industries board had enough of them ignoring their calls and then sell off their stock. 51% of Stark Industries will be bought by Hank Pym and his daughter Hope using some offshore money that they had.
Steve will have the Avengers united and then once Bruce Banner and Doctor Stephen Strange comes to them , the Avengers will be ready and Thanos's snap and the disintegration of 50% of all life in this universe, doesn't come to pass.
However before leaving Dr Manhattan gave them a last message to Mr Stark and his colleagues:
"Even if you were the world's smartest man... The World's smartest man poses no more threat to me than it's smartest termite."
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xottzot 6 years
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2018-04(APR)-15th--Sunday Midday and early afternoon at this hellhole area.
2018-04(APR)-15th--Sunday Midday and early afternoon at this hellhole area.
I'm sorry, I apologise for the last of my entries, they were entitled Sunday 13th when they should have been Sunday 15th.
I am under intense daily pressures and daily anguish.
Robert just a short while ago VERY violentally verbally abused me.
All I asked him was a simple question as whether he would be home in a day or two because I had to go to an appointment and he at first totally ignored me words to him. I repeated them and he VERY ANGRILY replied, "Of course I will be at home!!"
I calmly replied that I needed to know for genuine reasons of security. (which ANY normal person can ask any other person, but NOT Robert......he gets suddenly viciously violent for no reason at all. And it can (and HAS) lead i teh oast to vicious physical attacks upon people and to myself.
Did this ever happen to dear Fliss? --- NOBODY WILL TELL ME. And Fliss refused to ever say anything about anything like that to me.
Robert is STILL VERY LOUDLY whispering to himself as I am typing this, just as he has been ALL morning since I have been awake.
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Sown at the Koongamia School Oval there has been some sort of football? mtahc going on. The carpark is full of cars. And there has been inane vocal crap coming from the place as if there's some sort of primitives fighting over a football again.
Can you see why the criminals and thugs of all ages hang about this hellhole area and try to live here by any means?
As I type this, there is AGAIN, as always so many time, the high-pitched whine of an elctricial engine nearby as somebody cuts up metal.......it sounds to my like the SAME place that alwasy does it, is again cutting up pieces of metal scavenged from all about which is then taken off to scrap metal places to make money. This has been going on for many many years and was occuring when dear Fliss was here but did NOT exist beforehand.
The machine-cutting noise stops and starts. It's not constant. But it's loud and pervasive.
Dear Fliss and I alwasy thought it was builders at one of the 'new houses' in Bellevue (through the criminals pedstrian walkway, which used to be sheep paddocks long ago), Fliss and I always thought that the noise was coming from somewhere over there......but as the houses all about this hellhole are so packed in so tightly and the suburb region borders are so nebulous and fluid with regards to authority and services etc., NOTHING is ever certain.
Right now as I am typing this....there are car horns tooting & honking......why? - Because not only is doing so illegal, but also because those who have been at the football? match at the Koongamia oval next to the school are all leaving in drips and drabs.
Earlier the old guy who stands by his front gate all day etc., he was there.
And when a group of young thugs wandered past walking ON THE ROAD he vocalised something to them. He then of course turned about and walked away to the interior of his front yard or into his house.
The young thugs consisted of aboriginal chidlren, non-aboriginals children, youths and very small kids....about 11 of them I think there was in number. A right little 'gang'.......
An aboriginal kid tore away from them on a small pushbike, whether it's his or not makes no difference to him, and he rode of course without any bicycle helmet. Helmets are the law but never for the constant criminals it seems. That one on a pushbikle rode along the road, went through the intersection and went to ? whilst the others all slowly walked ON the road and not on any footpath and slowly followed. I didn't want to be noticed by them at all.
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Oh! - Typing all that in JUST reminded me of that which occurred with the POLICE vehicle on Saturday afternoon........did THAT involve the old guy as well?
In any event, the group of thugs and shitheads, 11 of them today, was certainly on Sunday. And once more they were clogging the road and almost stopping traffic from going past them all.
And once again as usual was aboriginals from the aboriginal households of Kalara Way, but also there was older youths from ? and non-aboriginals all amongst them. That is how things usually go. The young criminal aboriginals usually are attracted to groups of youths andor adults to see what they can find out/steal/whatever.
The old guy at his gate today was standing there very imperiously, leaning into the corner of his driveway area and watching all that was going on. From his deliberate chosen vantage point, the old guy can visually survey the entire Koongamia grocery store area, and the entire length of Kalara Road, and along Jinda Road, and across to other houses too. He does this sometimes even at night such as last night (Saturday night), especially as so many people wander about on foot, or tear about in cars.
I don't think he's a violent man at all. But he has a constant need to visually watch what the hell is going on all around. And I don't blame him for that at all. Really I don't. I've never really met him but we see each other quite often from our own vantage positions of our own homes. I've always thought of him as just another poor dear man a victim of this hellhole area. When dear Fliss was here she thought him a busybody, or what I don't know. - For her sake and mine we naturally always kept ourselves to ourselves in any case, nothing to do with the old guy whatsoever. But we were alwasy friendly to him nonetheless whenever we met....AND to his dear wife.
Fliss told me herself in person one day years ago that the old guy was 'related' to the aboriginals of Kalara Way. She never elaborated. I always thought Fliss meant distant cousins or something.
But one thing I DO know is that the old guy claimed that his son was in the Police force. He told Fliss and I that at the time when that prime-mover and it's huge trailer smashed into the power pole and PRACTICALLY SNAPPED IT OFF at it's base at the corner of Kalara Road and Kalara Way a year when Fliss was living happily with me here. Whether the old guy told us the truth of his son being in the Police force is anyone's guess. And I never faulted him for that or anything like that.
The power pole was removed, then repaired, but the actual broken power pole itself was laid down on the street verge next door and it lay there for YEARS AND YEARS. It became a sitting bench for all manner of wandering shitheads and idiots that flowed about this hellhole area. Fliss saw all this herself. (it wasn't until MANY years later that the power pole was removed and taken away when it was seeen by a wandering power pole repair crew truck. - REALLY!)
IMPOSSIBLE THINGS THAT NOBODY BELIEVES ME WHEN I TELL THEM, YET IT IS ALL TRUE. THE SAME WITH DEAR FLISS. I ALWAYS SPEAK THE TRUTH YET NEVER GET BELIEVED FOR TELLING THE TRUTH!
Another tiny example.....I just looked outside to see what is happening....AND......the old guy looks to be out standing there watching from his position......AND......a blonde headed short-cut youth was wheeling a pushbike along Kalara Way ON the road. - Why?
I'd suggest that Police had pullled him over earlier elsewehere for not wearing a bicyle helmet (his tyres were NOT flat) and so he was wheeling his pushbike along ON the roads. As soon as he got around the corner and near the old guys place, suddenly he got ON his pushbike and began pedalling away on the footpath AND on the road. -- DON'T TRY TO FIGURE ANY OF THIS OUT. - THIS IS NOW WHAT GOES ON AROUND HERE ALL THE TIME. - CRAZY THINGS. INSANE THINGS. CRIMINAL THINGS. POLICE LEVEL THINGS. IT'S RARE WHEN THINGS DO NOT GO ON AROUND THIS HELLHOLE AREA THESE DAYS.
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As I write this at this moment, Robert is lurking about the inside of this house doing things acording to his own timetables and loud whisperings. He has been playing video games all day and cooking in the kitchen at the same time and swearing and talking to himself all day.
For myself, I'm slowly getting tired enough to sleep. But I KNOW it never will be restful sleep or much of it at all for me. Poor dear Sam & dear Max have been sleeping next to Fliss's empty chair in the living room which is their location today that they associate with dear innocent Fliss.
I'm getting tears in my eyes from remembering all the happy years/decade of it all and becoming upset that I am not with dear Fliss which she promised me and promised to dear Sam & to dear Max and promised to herself.
It's getting COLD inside this hovel of a house.
When I'm dead I'll be cold forever but I have felt being so very very cold and chilled in my life countless times and none of it was good. My tears feel hot about my eyes and down my cheeks as I type this.
NOW...Robert is whispering VERY loud now that he knows I'm awake, not that he cares whether I'm awake or not or alive or dead. He is so utterly self-centered and utterly selfish and self-posessed all the time now. But please don't blame him for being bad.....because he is also a victim. And I'm a victim. And dearest Fliss is a victim.......
I'm going to take dear Sma & dear Max outside for their last-chance ablutions before the darkness of night falls.
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Please do not think that I am rambling all about for the sake of talking about nothing. - But I am alone. Abandoned. Through no fault of my own. I bear nobody illwill, least of all dearest Fliss who had so many terrible demons in her mind and memories which she was always afraid to tell anyone about (even her parents) and only let me know a very few of them at all. - We were going to get married. I WANTED to marry dear Fliss. BUT she kept putting ot off saying, "But we'll do it when things get better....when we can afford to get married......."......but that day never ever came........no matter what happened.......
So many tragedies happened when dearest Fliss and I were together, people getting ill (or old) and dying, our dear very much-loved pets being terribly suddenly killed, poor dear Fliss forever getting maligned and demaned by others all the time (but NEVER EVER by me!), dear Fliss constantly getting deceived by others she thought of as 'friends' only to have them use or deamean or try to use her for their own shitty ends, and THOSE people actually prospered...and THAT was another factor in dear Fliss's terrible state of mind and how she crashed seeing how bad people did whatever the hell they wanted and not only got away with it all the time but prospered over any and EVERY one else and STILL carried on exactly as they did so whilst good, kind, gentle people like Fliss and myself, never got anywhere no matter how much we earnestly tried. - God will know when I am dead that I always told the truth in all of this and to dear Fliss. I'm crying right now. - I'm sorry. - It's cold. I'm feeling the cold temperature. Hours ago I have eaten a little and given dear Sam & dear Max some. I'm aching. - Dogs outside are barking madly and angrily. RIGHT when I was going to take dear Sam & Max outside too......it will upset them. - I'm getting VERY cold now. I have to get into bed. Sam & Max will join me on top to keep warm themselves. - I have to get to bed early-ish...before all the criminals make getting to sleep impossible......again......they are already lurking about outside in the streets it sounds like.......and loud overpowered cars are roaring in the streets........a typical hellhole night........no wonder many people have been all moving out today in the fine rain-less weather. (no mention by me of specifics for security, theirs and mine)
Poor dear Cath in Queensland.......I think of you as the dear sister I never had in real life and I love you like that. Fliss also loves you BETTER than if you were her sister. Please always have dear memories of dear Fliss and myself in your large Queensland home with you on those months years ago and us all happy and full of life. I STILL have that gift of that candy tin behind me that you gave us at that time. I keep it for those happy memories and more.....
And STILL Robert loudly whispers LOUDLY and clucks his tongue as he plays his endless video games endlessly......
I love you dearest Fliss and want to be with YOU. - I want the world to know that and to remember. We are good people you and I dear Fliss and I want to be with YOU Fliss. - But nobody cares......
I must end this entry before my tears stop me from being able to see again.........
To any and everyone else reading this, please do not be sad. Be well. Be friendly to others. Be kind and gentle and thoughtful and giving. Do not be afraid. - I'm sorry for giving you all a 'sermon'. You have your own lives to live and it is not my place to meddle in anything. I'm sorry. -- To much noise outside!
I love you dearest Fliss and want to be with YOU.
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jashne-bahaaraa 3 years
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#i watched the 2nd ep of i told sunset about you today.... i told myself i'd binge watch the entire series after finishing my slides but 馃拃馃拃#i wanted to watch it while eating lunch and i couldn't just stop it mid way and the ep's 1.25 hours long lol#but it was so good????#teh omg he's so passive-agressive and tbh he reminds me of myself???? i'm super passive-agressive too and it fucking sucks bc-#-idk how to deal with stuff lol i was screaming at teh the whole time for being so mean#i mean??? come on oh didn't deserve that#but at the end when they both tell each other that they can tell each other everything it was so cuteee#ngl i thought when teh said 'flash cards' he was being petty and asking his flask cards back but he just wanted to tutor him#and they're both idiots lol icb they spent the boat ride together but didn't talk shit#ABD WHEN OH CAME BACK !!!!! man i love oh so much#when he said 'we're only 18 why do we have to decide our career already' I FELT THAT except i'm 20 and in the last year of uni 馃ぁ馃ぁ#and gahhh they were so happy when oh was told he was the first in the waiting list and just- so cuteee#and bas !! i knew it omg i knew they had smth going on#i wasn't expecting teh and his crush to kiss tho??? man she's so cute tho#also when teh said that he didn't like it when oh told all his friends smth he thought was only between them i was like 馃檭馃檭#bc i'm like that too lol#ofc i don't tell ppl that but i get sad for sure#man i'm such a shitty person lmaoooo#i'll get started on my slides now lol#i told my friend i'd start 30 mins ago but i still didn't :')#i hope i finish them today#no no i WILL finish them today#personal#qd
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