#man is this hitting me hard rn

[modernmanblues]

“In nature, there are neither rewards nor punishments—there are consequences.”

—a quote included in the inner sleeve of Godley & Creme’s Consequences, derived from author Robert Ingersoll

#man is this hitting me hard rn #godley & creme #kevin godley #lol creme #robert ingersoll #consequences

[runawaymun]

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#sorry let me rant real quick in the tags #cw personal #once again hitting an insurance pothole bc the psych says she accepts my OHP plan HOWEVER the therapy group she is contacted with says #THEY don't #they only accept the insurance if it's through my employer but NOT through the government?????????????? #so there's still some kind of payment??? #anyway I want to scream why is this so complicated #like will she take my insurance or not who's right here #anyway called her back directly and went to voicemail so now I've done all I can for now #why the hell is this so hard man #the person on the phone didn't know really how to explain #once again no one knows what they're talking about #like can y'all not communicate and figure this out? #AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #i need to get an ADHD eval before my next PCP appointment in june so that they will continue giving me my meds #and the psychiatry through the hospital has a limited number of visits that insurance will cover #*contracted #not retyping all of that #and once again the only reason this is so stressful is because the psychiatry group at the hospital fumbled the communication ball last tim #and the psychiatrist I was with never put the ADHD on the chart #and now somehow it's MY responsibility to fix that> #UGH #like I am grateful to have some kind of coverage but holy shit is the US healthcare system in shambles #the bureaucracy is INSANE #i had to just sit down and put my head in my hands for a second #and then go 'right okay nothing i can do about that rn moving on' #uGH #literally said 'what the FUCK' out loud a couple times #like not on the phone after I hung up obvs

[cosmic-chat]

I miss drawing them so much actually

#knd #codename kids next door #my art~ #numbuh 2 #numbuh 4 #my love for poly sector v is hitting me hard rn and any pairing in sector v works so well man #2x4 I think is one of my top favourites

[cat-of-starlight]

Ok so my last posts did GREAT (I love you all, fellow Simpos- Seeing other people go feral for this silly little man brings me JOY)

Sooooo, idk how many of you have one (ingame) BUT feel free to add/use my Absolutely Cracked™ Sampo

(UID/Info under the cut so I can ramble about he)

UID: 613736119

Also NOTE: My Trailblaze level COULD be higher but I'm waiting to do the next Equilibrium until I build up a few more characters, lmao)

But yea like- my man has - Max Traces - Max Eidolons - Mostly BiS for Relics (May EVENTUALLY tweak some but like he's doing FANTASTIC rn/relic grinding is annoying/I gotta level other characters too lmao) - Pretty good Light Cone (His really pretty 4* one) (I'll switch it once I acTUALLY GET A 5* NIHLITY CONE)

Here are the stats for My Boy rn if anyone's curious

Lmao so many people write off 4* characters but like?? He does so well in my party?? I legit couldn't imagine my party w/out him and I only take him out of the party if absolutely necessary tbh- (Plus he does get a LOT of use in my support slot because most of the support window is just filled w/ whoever the Newest 5* is and like. Sometimes you just need this silly little guy to help out-) <3

#In conclusion- friend me and use my baby boy (Or my other boys tbh) #Also for those in Penacony rn- Man is CRACKED against those annoying dino shits because he hits so many times in a round that- #- he basically fills their overload counter on his own lol #And my other boys are good too- both are close to max (At least in traces/relics) (getting max Eidolon for 5*s is HARD man) #deadass the only party member of mine who can deal more damage in a hit is Ratio #but to be fair he's a Hunt so that's his job #honkai star rail #hsr #honkai sampo #hsr sampo #sampo koski #RISE SIMPOS #(But fr I need more simpos on my friend list <3)

[eudaemon-m]

i need to get posessed so badly i need productivity for irl shit i need the fastest drawing skills to sprout out i have so much stuff i wanna finish before the new year.. aoooouu *rips shirt* *howling at the moon*

#it is so hard sometimes being so fuckin slow man. they need to make eudaemon 2.0 with enhanced speed #please overproductive phase hit me rn im begging you b;eease #i need to make myself feel good about myself on the new years eve

[clownmfxx]

yandere Warren smh what have I done I draw him too much😭

Cant believe I'm simping over this goddamn wo- e-eagle-☠️🛐 BUT LIKE-

#warren the eagle #dhmis fanart #dhmis #yandere au #Not me shaking as I drew this #THIS MAN GOTTA BE A YANDERE THO- #Warren just hit different 🛐 #kms this is pathetic I'm not sorry ;) #dont hug me im scared fanart #digital art #SIMPING SO HARD RN

[hyunrun]

tw ed in the tags !!

#im feeling sooo awful abt my body today its crazy #i dont wanna relapse but also i have prom and grad coming up so its very very tempting #silly side note but ive been friends w some moots on edtwt longer than I've known some of my irls and that's crazy to me #anyway i was looking at tweets of me being so majorly uber excited abt final hitting 45 kg T-T like man omfg #feb 23 me was the skinniest id ever been and i was thriving !! #and i highkey wanna be that again #was my hair thinning and did my face look so gaunt it scared me at times? yes #did i also feel my prettiest + have the most external validation from strangers etc ever? also yes !! #i feel fat and ugly rn but I'm also just very averagely weighted #but i have a naturally broader built but i feel like i look bigger even if I'm not ?? 9ufdkjhjs #anyway its scary looking through old tweets bc I'm talking abt skipping lunch like everyday and stuff like that's scary !! don't do that #but also it makes me wanna do it again like if i could look like that again... id genuinely kill myself for it #i was kinda also p healthy back then LOL only ate god food #cardio every evening + muscle training every morning #anyway teehee thats all i very much dislike my body rn and i hope i can lose a bit so i don't feel like dying <3 #i have hope bc im only 5kg off what i used to be so !! shouldn't be too hard yaaya if i can just get back in the 40s ill be happy like a 47 #i got this !! hopefully will not destroy myself in the process yay #tw ed

[rateater69]

Not to be cringe or anything but Patrick batemans opening and closing monologues hit SO different. Like…I really felt for him as a character even tho I KNOW I shouldn’t. I mean I don’t murder people in my free time or anything, but they both really had me going

“HE JUST LIKE ME FR!!!😭💔”

#like the ‘I am simply not there’ and that whole spiel. fucking HITS #like yes give me a protagonist that is merely a HOLLOWED OUT VESSEL of a man #an EMPTY FUCKING VOID who is pretending to be normal and who in truth has no real depth or meaningful personality #sorry I’m projecting rly hard rn #he’s so sussy bakacore #patrick bateman #american psycho #brainrot.txt #brainrot central.txt

[1980s-jean-ralphio]

the thing is, i should be throwing up and losing sleep over kenny vs. bucks and i'm upset that i'm not. having cj in this really dulls the impact.

unfortunate.

#i'm living for matt's bitchy attitude and am obv invested in any e l i t e drama but it's not hitting as hard as it should. #i guess we'll just have to see where tonight and FG go but idk man i feel weird about pretty much all of it rn. #i'm not even saying i think it's Bad #(and even if i was i've enjoyed plenty of bad media so w/e that wouldn't put me off for a second) #i mean...i trust the e l i t e with banger matches and killer storytelling. especially when they're fighting Each Other. #and i thought maybe it's just my typical depressive lack of interest in things i usually care about #but everything feels. . . off. weird. like the vibes are just not right. #i don't know how else to describe my issue. #the lack of b t e and these bizarre paid promotional matches (??) aren't helping. #really just hoping for a hard reset or something after FG #tj talks #delete later

[j-almori]

it's been SO LONG since i've drawn any lucio related things oh my GOD (it's been half an hour)

#i think i would draw this man 24/7 if i could #he's just SoOooOoOO DHNZJSJJS #he's just beautiful and gorgeous and i want to draw him in so many ways to try to capture every little bit of his character #idk why the lucio insanity hit me so hard rn im so sorry #maybe it's the sleep deprivation #and also it's so unusual for me to have so many ideas??? wtf is this obsession doing to me #rambling

[baishouqijia]

i am desperately trying to be more active but i'm experiencing mental burnout. just want to say thank you for the interactions even when i'm only checking in here now and again - i'll respond when i'm feeling better! <3

#nothing really happened - work and the house just got on top of me. #for context i was promoted to a management position in october and i hit my stride so i have a lot of responsibilities and i'm hhh. #having to play catch up in terms of skillset. i'm good at my job but i'm not the best - therefore ? i must keep pushing :y #as for home... Man (horse.jpg) #we bought a house a year ago. i envy people who renovate days after moving in. we're a year in and i'm only just redoing the kitchen floor #after a leak that happened in JUNE 2022. it's expensive as fuck and takes so much time. #i'm so fortunate to be able to afford a house but like. i won't lie. it's really hard having to be responsible for everything that goes #wrong with it. my kitchen has been subfloor for months. we destroyed our kitchen island trying to make room for the floor to be done #so we're down storage and stuff is just piling up. eh i know this is like. first world problem and really not a big deal. #but when your house is in disrepair because you don't have the money to fix it quickly or time to do it yourself. shit's hard. #anyway this is a rant. don't want a wrench or a tissue- just wanna get it out. #[puts on pantalone hat] i have money anxiety too #like i earn the most i've ever earned. i won't really get much higher than this atm. i'm due a bonus and i can cash out my shares #but fixing up the house is so expensive. i'm worried i'm gonna lose it all somehow. idfk why. when things are going well i worry i'm gonna #lose it all somehow. growing up poor does a number on your resource guarding. if i spend a penny I Will Lose It All. #' dima why do you like pantalone so much ' HE JUST LIKE ME FRRRR #sry this is a ramble . i treat tumblr tags like my diary but i hope you enjoyed the read xoxox #anyways! point is! i'm alive! i'm itching to come back but i dont have the mental space for fun rn. #can't have fun until i feel safe enough to have fun if that makes sense. #aight byeee

[sotogalmo]

2:16

I need to fucking explode. I m gonna kill myself /nsrs

#time diary(?) #audrey/kellie's time diary #NOT SERIOUS!!! #too much emotions. autism is autisming and I AHTE IT RN!!! #listening to the EPIC the Musical and FUCK ME. ‼️‼️‼️ #“Just A Man” hits so hard and i fucking hate it/aff #“Just A Man” JSBSJDNJRJDJNDHDHD..IM EXPLODING YOU ALL‼️‼️‼️ #KILLING YOU ALL #‼️‼️‼️💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥 #“deep down I'd trade the whole world to see my son and wife again” FUCK YOU ODYSSEUS‼️‼️ #<- but yesh this gave me a drawing idea. drawing idea as in like a kid drawing jist. a big family hugging each other or holdint hands #and that family being Vanessa Abby & Mike. jshshdjshdj

[hephaestuscrew]

Because sometimes you just want your favourite characters to tell you that things are going to be okay.

#Wolf 359 #I was going to make this longer and better #but then I got the impulse to just post it as it is #because I can't think of other bits to add rn #Maybe I'll make a extended version at some point idk #I feel kinda bad taking these lines out of context #and away from the relationships in which they are significant #but also this is nice to listen to #even though the bits don't really flow together or completely work out of context #Catch me listening to this on repeat when my deadlines hit hard #w359 #the empty man posteth

[hauntingblue]

Luffy just going 😥 when the man starts to cry in the middle of fighting ahdkahdk

#he is prepared to fight not to empathize rn #robin looks so pretty with her hair done like that...... #talking tag #episode 647 #watching one piece #zoro just watching luffy fight instead of go and protect the sunny.... bc he wants to fight too... boy just wait..... #mingo saying losing in the coliseum is certain death and most of the losers are just injured lmao #episode 648 #'well if you want to know...' 'i don't' 'so it was 30 years ago....' #so if this man was called drill... then electric tools are a thing in one piece.... #'not even the marines can enter this!' *smash cut to the marines showing up* #*insert the to be continued jojo music* #i have been punching mountains as if they were punching bags... that goes hard asf. #garp was a stunter in his days.... #well at least garp didnt steal the riches lmao #he said luffy wont be pirate king and teach will.... it's so over for him... #i said luffy slingshot that man out of the arena... and he kinda did.... on sync him and i #NOW BADMOUTHING ACE??? LUFFY. EXECUTE THIS MAN!!!!! HIT HIM SO BAD NOT ONLY HIS HEAD DISAPPEARS BUT THE IDEA OF HIM TOO #luffy saying all this over a punch? he hit me so many more times and i came out normal ajdkajska #he made him a new drill ahdkahdkadhjashjashjs well... that backfired.... #maybe he calms down #the arena ahdkahs.... well he is in the water.... disqualified #now 4 hour intermission to fix the arena we'll be right back #cavendish callim him mugiwara with burgess beside him.... i can feel the tragedy already #luffy being so happy about winning now teach had to come and fuck it all up... and he is not even there.... #episode 649 #teach DIE CHALLENGE

[fricklefracklefloof]

i love school i hate. doing assignments though

#why cant i just go to school and sit in the lecture hall and then leave and never have to think abt it again #tf u mean i have to do WORK!!!!! #and READING!!!!!!!!!! #Sorry man im still waiting on the adhd diagnosis rn its really hitting me hard #the college system of ‘i talk to u in class and then u figure out the assignments and work to do at home’ does NOT work for me #his ass is NOT WORKING!!!!!!!!!!!

[princeofyorkshire]

me to my mom 4 years ago: i’m bisexual

my mom today: so you still don’t know if you like boys or girls?

#bruh when my therapist mentioned me not being heard she was not fucking lying #she remembers a complete different conversation than it actually was #and i’ll be honest i’m crying while i’m typing this cause i remember it all so perfectly it took me so long to finally have the courage to #say it and she just. heard whatever she wanted to hear #or part of her chose to remember whatever she wanted to remember #so how much of that acceptance was real? #this hit me so fucking hard and she doesn’t even understand why i’m upset #she just doesn’t fucking get it she was like don’t expect me to remember every detail of every conversation i have #well we are talking about me coming out in a household that used to be a little bit homophobic because it was the early 2000s #like it just hurts that she didn’t care enough to remember it #she understood whatever she wanted to cause i NEVER said i had doubts about my identity #or that i didn’t know if i liked boys OR girls #it was always both it was always the big word it was always bisexual #she was the first person i came out to by using that word #i remember the date i remember the situation i remember where we were #and she doesn’t even remember it right #like part of her didn’t want to accept it no matter how supportive she was/is #cause that’s the thing she IS supportive and i should be grateful and i really am but i can’t focus on that. not right now #this is so fucking depressing to me i might be overreacting a little bit yes sure but i don’t care this is how i’m feeling rn #fuck man i don’t know what to do with myself rn #effie talks to the moon