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the 2nd half of death note should've just gone full comedy complete with a laugh track and had these two dissing each other the whole time

#petty moonrivef my beloved #looking at this adoringly for hour the bitter resentful married couple we deserve

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Pe pé 🥹🫶

Baby 🥺

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This post with the 'you will carry a piece of ur loved one with u long after the relationship end, they will become a part of u'

you have changed me, gently, unknowingly. you have changed me with your love

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The name things is such a fav part of mine in noelvers e when it's professional and they r still warried it's L/Near for Nate and Kira/Yagami for Light but when they r getting closer and more vulnerable or the want to appeal to the other person and it melt into Light/ Nate. Im always a fucking puddle on the ground when Light call him Nate, and he let him,,,,

Everyone else already said it, but I'll never forgive english for not having formal and informal pronouns.

The tension in an enemy to lovers when two characters address each other exclusively with formal pronouns. But then one of them is in mortal danger and the other switches to informal?

The building of trust that shows by slowly abbandoning formal untill they have completely switched to informal because now are close enough?

unmatched.

#light yagami #near #nate river #moonriver #death note #rambling again about noel verse but i love them

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commission rambheem in their wedding attire for my homie max from the rrr discord 🥰🥰🥰

#rrr #rambheem #alluri sitarama raju #komuram bheem #ninh's doods

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There's so many terribly sad things about Law's backstory. The way he lost his whole family, how the government and ultra-wealthy damned his town and it's citizens to death for momentary personal gain, how he only escaped by hiding in a pile of corpses and how Corazon died trying to save him and ultimately also because Law unknowingly lead Vergo to him.

But honestly one of the most painful things to read in his backstory for me was this part;

Because Law was a terminally ill kid with no chance for survival. He'd seen it again and again as people died all around him and as he lost everything. The death was quick in terms of how many years left to live but waiting for the inevitable felt so slow and it was more painful near the end. He'd already committed himself to the idea that he was going to die like that, and probably alone. In his head, he'd already killed himself off so many times in preparation for the outcome.

But in spite of what he said, that he'd given up all hope and that he understood that there was no cure--deep down in Law's heart he really wanted to believe that somehow there was still the possibility and maybe this weird adult that's always spouting nonsense was right and could somehow find it. But, to admit aloud that he really did want to live would have broken him completely. He couldn't bear what it meant to admit that.

Corazon was so well intentioned and only saw it from his mature adult perspective at first thinking all it would take was some old fashioned footwork and patience. But he was so naive and didn't realize that all he was doing was retraumatizing Law. Over and over and over again.

Doctor after doctor making Law burst into so many tears by acting like his whole body was dirty and disgusting. Treating him like he wasn't even worth the time to look at, like he wasn't worth saving, like he wasn't even human; a lost cause.

Place after place completely rejecting him and telling him that there was nothing that could be done.

Corazon dragging him to hospital after hospital promising him that things would be different this time and to just hang on a little bit longer and put his faith in him and believe all while Law screamed and cried to just please please give up already and to stop giving him false hope.

It was so heartbreaking and tragic to read through this and see how painful it was for Law and how he just couldn't take one more fucking hospital-one more fucking doctor-one more fucking person rejecting him again. Telling him something that he already knew, that he couldn't be saved. And always throwing salt in his still-fresh and never healed wounds.

Law was (and still is) SO fragile, he already felt like he'd broken a thousand times and into a thousand pieces and just when he thought he couldn't break anymore, he would break again. It was like torture for him. He was just a child and the world had already been so sick to him, constantly twisting the knife and never letting up.

And it was also so sad to see Corazon getting angry on his behalf begging them to at least TRY to save this poor innocent child's life. Realizing how foolish and cruel people are when met with something they don't understand. And watching him realize what he was doing to Law and how naive and indelicate with his fragile heart he'd been.

An extension of this is also that, despite everything, Corazon went to such great lengths to save Law's life--even at the cost of his own. Something Law still couldn't understand when we were introduced to him. He couldn't fathom why Corazon fought for him so hard when he had long given up on the idea of living, resigned to his fate.

Essentially, they were more like strangers, completely unrelated. Not even really knowing eachother for that long. And Law was always searching for the reason as to why he was saved. Wondering why it was him of all people still living and not Corazon.

Only to find the answer was the simplest one of all--for love.

There was no greater rhyme or reason, no deeper meaning, either. No hidden agenda.

It was just because...he loved him.

#bitches b crying avout them again in the club

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one of the best things ever is when u find a really talented artist whos obsessed with an obscure/unpopular character and just lovingly draws their underrated guy 30 times a day even tho all their posts get 5 notes. these ppl are the backbone of society. they’re thriving theyre mentally unchained

#my moonriver homie im coming to ur house and kiss u all in the lips

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Reunion Chapter 5 is up!

Fun fact: whenever I put “figure the details out later” on my outline, the odds I will actually remember to come back and figure out the details before reaching that spot in the fic are around 0%. Sorry about that…

Chapter Summary: No amount of guilt can change the past, and no amount of worrying can change the future.

read it on ff.net || read it on AO3

#hey so excuse while i lose my shit a bit #they r back to terrorize my mental health again ✨✨

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Was briefly possessed to paint this, blame all my beloved enablers on the rrr discord 😩😩

#ninh's doods #komuram bheem #rrr

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i created you and you created me

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heres the boy having a a lil picnic in a sweet sunny day

#rambheem #rrr #komuram bheem #alluri sitarama raju #ninh's doods

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back to moonriver angst again in this week of which one in the two of them im gonna put on the brink of death as the others watch helplessly

#death note #nate river #near #light yagami #moonriver #ninh's doods

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Moonriver random idea sketch dump

#moonriver #death note #light yagami #nate river #near #ninh's doods

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Moonriver random idea sketch dump

#moonriver #death note #light yagami #nate river #near #ninh's doods

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I love your moonriver art! It's so beautiful. I'm glad a great artist like you is making quality content for my rarepair

My pleasure anon

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i didn't know i was broken till i wanted to change // i wanna get better

#i dont know i was lonely till i saw ur face #truly this is The Song for me

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Ram but like,,, in ancient viet royal court

#rrr #alluri sitarama raju #ninh's doods