#love my dealer too

[psychopacifist-rm]

You design is so great I'm on my knees, you gave me motivation to draw Dealer fanarts in the first place 😭😭😭

I want to bite your version of him so much just grgrgrgrgrgrgrgrgr/pos

#thanks for the question! #glad to inspire you pal! #thank you #love my dealer too #your personal dealer brought you dealer #bite his bare veins #buckshot roulette fanart #buckshot roulette art #buckshot roulette game #buckshot roulette dealer #buckshot roulette #horror games #horror game #creepy creature #horror #meme #dealer

[gravedigg]

Young Enver and Virgil have captivated my thoughts today. Also, I realized that I have the power to give Enver a neck tattoo so I did :-).

They probably just did a heist or smth. Gonna celebrate by trying to kill each other.

#im far too gay and i have far to much power afforded to me #i wont be stopped #enver was an arms dealer before he started playing politics so I assume he was rougher around the edges when he was younger #and virgil lives in the sewer #and theyre in love thx #enver gortash #Virgil Acheron #durgetash #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 spoilers #baldur's gate 3 #the dark urge spoilers #durge #gortash #lord gortash #goretash #my art #envirgil

[moonamite]

Minor updates to my Dealer design (The scutes n scales texture update if you will)

I swear I don’t know why I’m giving him reptile traits

#to be fair he has some cat traits too #his skin is fun to touch tho #give him scratches #massaging his wing stubs to ease the phantom pains #he lays down like a croc #the gecko eye lick #more detail on the dewlap #in love with this beast #yes the tail comes off #laying under him while gently scratching his face as he purrs… #i’m normal #my art #he can’t wag his tail but he can flick the tip #buckshot roulette #buckshot roulette dealer #the dealer #dealer

[who-is-page]

Life is hard! Consider buying my stuff!

My life isn't quite falling apart, but things have gotten really tricky lately. One housemate (and their super destructive, permanent houseguest) is refusing to pay their share of rent or utilities for the next three months, and another is refusing to pay their full share of rent for that same amount of time and is making us cover around $75 every month, and I'm having to double-up my hours at work while still being a full-time student (and also one of my professors, who we're 99% sure is using ChatGPT to generate her citations because none of them exist and we pointed this out, hates my guts and has been grading me really harshly and forcing me to go full-sail on every assignment to ridiculous degrees in order to pass this required class).

My spouse is working on getting full-time at their job, but it looks like they won't be able to until December, and we also have no idea how much rent is going to increase this year-- my guess is it's going to go up another $500, same as last year, to a total of $3,000, so things are gonna get really fucking bumpy until around January, probably.

So basically, if you like the work I've done, consider throwing me a tip on Ko-Fi or buying my stuff on Itch.io:

(Also I promise we have more stuff lined up that we want to polish and publish, life has just been super-duper fucking busy! There is so much more going on right now than what I've mentioned here, especially in terms of surprise medical bills and other horrible surprises. And we haven't forgotten about Inky Paws issue 2, either, which we're still hoping to have done by December and which will STILL always be entirely 100% free to download, no matter what our living or money situation looks like. That will never ever change, so please don't worry!)

#personal #yells #one of the surprise medical bills was MY TOOTH FUCKIN BROKE #I need to get a whole ass crown!!! wtf I'm anti-monarchy this should be illegal to happen to me #there are other surprise medical bills too but that's the one I'm most like are you FUCKIN srs rn #I love dentists and I think they're the coolest so it's like not scary or anything it's just. it's SO EXPENSIVE. #All the other bills should be at around $600 or below but this definitely won't even with insurance and I'm like whyyyyyyy #I should have gotten the crown like a week or two ago but I literally just cannot afford it rn so I'm trying to just be careful #with the patch the dentist put on it a month or so ago.... #sorry I'm just using the tags to SCREAM at this point like oh my god guys #you would not believe some of the bullshit that is going on rn #My housemate's permanent guest? it's their partner with assault charges #Who kidnapped a cat #Burned their last place of residency down #Bite and shanked their mother at 5am while she was asleep in her bedroom #And got my housemate arrested on false charges last year for funsies #And jumped off my roof #And brings stray animals in the house #And makes the hugest messes in the kitchen and living room without cleaning them up #(And I think she's a local drug dealer but that's more just a DO IT IN YOUR OWN FUCKING HOUSE AND NOT MINE thing) #So the whooooole polycule is on high alert that this person is gonna go off the rails and hurt people/pets at any time #I'm so unbelievably stressed out and worried about my cat especially #And like. I have PTSD dudes! This is so unimaginably fucking awful for my mental health! #If it weren't for my support system I would be in PIECES right now. I am so lucky to have partners and friends who care. #Also if some of that list sounds Weirdly Familiar to you it's because I wrote a fictional AITA post for NaNoWriMo '21 based on some of it #Yeah THAT is how long this stuff has been going on and what I've listed here is only Tip Of The Iceberg #Those two people will be gone by the end of November but oh my god I'm so stressed about retaliation and shit #The housemate in question tried to deflect by being like-- oh well she was just off her antipsychotics! #Like dude I don't know how to break this to you but. 1) that's a reason but not a justification for her behavior #2) She's an awful and horrible person both on and off her meds so obviously it is not the sole fault of her psychosis

[the-rubies-that-i-gave-up]

Aaron was just as obsessive protective over Nicky as Andrew was to him btw. If you even care.

#tbqh the main reason i left this fandom was bc my views/opinions on the characters were too different from most of the mainstream views and #it was just too painful to carry on going but for love of nicky aaron and erik i leave this #aaron minyard #nicky hemmick #nicholas esteban hemmick #nicholas hemmick #aftg #all for the game #erik klose #nerik #where’s my solo aaronnicky content folks where is it… that fakeass precanon thanksgiving dinner… #i just know that nicky gave aaron one real smile and it spiraled from there #anyways nicky gave up erik for aaron bc he knew aaron was wary of men bc of his mom’s boyfriends/dealers #and aaron gets his shit together and puts nicky above almost everything #never seen a devotion so foolhardy as mine… #aaron thought little of basically trapping nicky solo with himself and then andrew came in and kicked aaron into his bitch era #aaron and nicky love each other so so much yall

[thegrimreaperisanerd]

"It's annoying how much of Disco Elysium fandom is shipping!"

I mean, sure, but somebody drawing smooches doesn't necessarily mean they didn't enjoy the haunting, beautiful writing; deeper messages; well-rounded characters; or the wonderful world of Elysium that was loving crafted over a decade then cruelly stolen by money-grabbing fuckwits

"I mean they're cops! And horrible people!"

Babes, I'm a Metal Gear Solid fan: I have been 👀ing at the fat tits of dudes who should be locked in a concrete box and dropped in the sea for the good of humanity long before 2019, as is the nature of faggotry

#im fully grown i dont care about heartthrobber or whatever the new one is #i wanna watch an arms dealer steal a guy and brainwash him/ give him cosmetic surgery to the point he thinks he's arms dealer's former love #because arms dealer's former lover fucked off to make war forever #also solid snake and otacon hrnrnrnn #'kim and harry are both codependent and bad people' i know it fucking rocks #i wanted house and wilson to fuck nasty too #i should probably watch hannibal i bet id love that shit #not to sound like lady gaga but i love 'bad' romance #i have a healthy relationship irl let my video games be full of freaks its funny #disco elysium

[mattodore]

the echthroi protagonists on the set of barbie

#river dipping #theodore doe #matthias evanoff #echthroi #oc extras #i didn't feel like doing any of my other ocs bc there just aren't enough colors for the full lot (but still missing three lmao) but okay so #imani: this barbie is living in a plastic house #romeo: this ken is collecting roses #sehyuk: this ken is carving his name in flesh #dutchie: this ken is circling the drain #alessandria: this doll is tending to too many wounds #delphi: this barbie is stomaching bone #dionte: this ken is digging claws into dirt #nicholas: this ken is fading in and out of the light #............................... romeo fr the only oc in here having a good time i'm gkjfdhnfjghndfkjghn #!! cw for vague mentions of abuse and drugs and like... a lot trauma in these tags past this point bc i'm talking abt my ocs !! #we got fuckin uhhhhhh neglected child aching for affection grows up craving any kind of touch even a welt abusing substances and himself #vs. barely there boy nearly human enough for love but missing the mark and growing up detached wild too apart from anything to feel alive #vs. eldest daughter discarded for only son unable to break free from kinship and find herself and a life apart from the plastic #vs. murderer drug dealer crime lord born to a cold family then sent away and abandoned out of shame #vs. recovering catholic suffering guilt and violent urges toeing the line of morality and seeking acceptance #vs. werewolf never meant to lead suddenly having their entire family ripped from them and struggling with power and isolation and grief #vs. woman who spent her whole life being used and hurt and silenced growing claws and teeth to strike back and maim and feast #vs. lost boy in a foreign land mourning the loss of his mother has humanity ripped from him and is forever altered from failed shifting #vs. protective volatile arsonist orphan older brother figure whose entire story arc is [redacted] #vs..................... romeo the hopeless romantic like it's kjdnhkjfnghk #maybe it's just bc romeo is a new oc and i haven't had the time to really sink into him but i kinda like that about him #dutchie was originally supposed to be the untouched by history oc but then i made him catholic and well. that turned around pretty quickly #i fully blame his pinterest board for that like you add one cross image in a board and suddenly every pin you get recommended after is like #hey what if you fucked this guy up a bit? and who was i to argue with that? ...................also i just reached tag limit LMAOOOOOOOO

[wallbeatjournal]

hopelessly besotted with The Artifact

#Riverdale #an authentic screen used prop ahhhhhhh #In my very hands. I can see the brush strokes in the stuff they used to weather it and everything #I'm over the moon. The dealer sent me a Riverdale General hospital discharge form too I LOVE paper ephemera I love life I love everything

[feralsteddie]

love in steddie fics where it’s in Steve’s pov and he casually mentions Eddie had to “do a little business” as if Eddie’s “business” isn’t selling hard drugs to minors

#i love him so much #like yes absolutely keep them rose-colords ON babygirl #he said 'my bf is actively commiting felonies and i support him so much' #Steve doing his hair like he's not on his way to blow the town drug dealer in his grungy ass trailer that smells like weed coffee and b.o. #i'm obsessed with Eddie's dirtbag ass and Steve is too #Steve: I'm going to be the prettiest princess for Eddie #Eddie: *sprays a bit of deoderant in the air to maybe help cover the smell* #i'm sorry that one post about the woobification of eddie munson has me swerving here #thank god no one actually reads my notes #note: Eddie is also obsessed with Steve he just knows that Steve doesn't mind #pyreposting

[waluigisgaybf]

Realizing my plug knows my mom is Bi but idk if he realizes I’m also queer at all djfnfjfjf

He came out as gay to my mom and was SUPER excited when he learned she was queer it was so cute

but idk if it’s ever come up that I’m also queer LMAO

#I feel like I’ve mentioned going to pride before??? #also we have pride flags in some our windows but who knows if he’s even seen them #my mom called her bf her partner #and he got so PUMPED and was like YOURE GAY TOO!!!!! #and my mom was like oh well I mean- my partner is a man #and he got frazzled and embarrassed and my mom was like #Aw man it’s chill cause I am definitely still Bi and love women #His weed is …… :I #and he doesn’t even know the strain half the time #but it’s cheap and he’s an absolute sweetie so 😭🤣 #He got to perform with Lizzo on stage once which was dope #but now i’m retrospect feels less cool unfortunately for him 😔 #Also it’s really funny sharing a plug with my mom #when your dealer can be like #hey how’s your mom! say hi to her for me! and it’s not weird and creepy #it’s so funny and also sweet tbh

[searidings]

how do you decide what books to read?

oh! i have many devious methods. i get recs from friends/family/mutuals, i plough through the entire works of authors who have written one book i've liked, i check rec lists e.g. on library websites or goodreads, and awards lists e.g. the man booker prize, but my fave way is to go and browse in a bookstore for 7 hours, scope out the books i'd like to read, write them down, then go home and borrow them from my local library (for free!!! support your local libraries kids!!!!) and THEN only if they're great will i keep a lookout for them in second hand stores and eventually get myself a copy

#my friends and i do 'author sweeps' #which is where you like an author so much that you're like ok. i am going to read everything they've ever written #i currently have about 20 authors on my sweeps list :))) and i've read almost everything for all of them this year :))) #but man i cannot recommend more utilising your local library #for books AND audiobooks bro i have not paid for a book that i haven't already known i love in advance in YEARS #try it out for free first!!!! this method is foolproof!!!! #and then i love to buy secondhand like my brother in christ i'm not spending 40 bucks on one god damn book #i have so many secondhand book pipelines lmao i'm like a dealer #the great thing about reading is the more you do it; the more you figure out what you do and don't like #and the easier it is for you AND other people to do the whole 'oh you liked that? you'll LOVE this' thing #even here on tumblr!! whenever i post a reading list and highlight the ones i like #i invariably get replies like oh i read that too and like it AND i liked this similar book!! #sharing the reading love :) #hope you find some fantastic books to read in the very near future my good bro!! happy holidays and have a lovely day #asks

[bella-but-not-hadid444]

singing the word ‘slay’ to the tune of How It’s Made

#god i love that programme #i used to watch it all the time with my dad #and we’d watch mythbuster too #god how i miss that #also we’d watch wheeler dealers or those gas monkey guys who fixed cars and whatnot

[ao2fics]

wait you started a crack scott/martyn around dl too???????? (i wrote a fake dating one for the sillies and never published it bc i assumed the ship would never get any traction)

i also assumed the ship would never get any traction, but i have awesome friends who are very willing to read any dumb ideas i come up with and at this point i've talked too much about it to not write it.

but yes! it's a whole thing. i'm emotionally invested in them.

#asks #anon #scott/martyn au #calling it dealer's choice #for now at least #but anon i would love to read a silly fake dating au for these two #and i sure bet my friend oz would too

[zillyeh]

i like parallels and implying characters that oppose each other are the same but slightly to the left, when u start to notice superficial similarities which kind of break open that, at their core, these guys are actually incredibly alike and any of them could have been the other guy if circumstances were different

#Zilly rambles #my obsession with names and era markers and the identity attached to what different ppl call u will be the death of meeeee #we've been wearing the same mask the whole time ass parallels. bites my hands off #sunseeker miles and zippie all have at LEAST 3 names ppl know them by #and they r so entwined w each other personally and just u kno. on my funny little meta level. it makes me insane. #i love u character foils i love u paths that cross and do not stay the same but do not stray too far either #AND neither zippie nor miles want to be sunseeker but one of them is a power hungry control freak #and the other one is a deeply religious death dealer #idk where im going w this anymore im very tired but hrrrrrrgh hrhghghrhghghgh

[aemoonie]

i'm convinced that the german kpop shop i always order my albums from knows me by now bc whenever there's an option to leave a message i always add a :) and <3

#like for the txt album i could leave a message to say which pc i wanted as a pre-order gift #and i just went yeonjun or beomgyu pls :) <3 #i would've added ily too but i held myself back hehe #i just love those guys they are my serotonin dealers #( 💭 ) !

[raposarealm]

On the one hand, wow Rui that’s one hell of a chuuni nickname, but on the other hand, that’s a very funny pun when you realize Seira’s an aspiring director.

Also chuuni or otherwise, I want a nickname like that :’)

#seira's initial reaction earlier to this nickname was 'i'm sorry that's me?' #not even upset just confused #seira's been a great friend through this whole vent so far. what a trooper. #cons are exhausting imagine a whole con but it's just the dealer's room the whole time. my god. #love rui's emotes too #looks like they were fixed here in this upload. they were broken there for a while #i the reincarnated overlord magnificently thwart their conspiracy!! #reincarnated overlord liveblog