2019 Fic List
This is gonna get a little awkward since I have 3 AO3 accounts, I’m not gonna bother specifying which is which here, just know that all the linked fics/accounts here are mine.
In terms of past years, 2019 was a terrible year for me, my worst yet (me judging myself against my personal expectations for myself, not a statement about what is or isn’t a good year in general for anyone else), but seeing it all summarised helps me deal with feeling crap about that, even if it’s mostly all really short stuff, it’s still a lot of fics, and I’m still learning how my chronic illness affects my writing and how to work around it and trying to adjust my own expectations =)
This is a very long post (114 fics), so most of this is below a cut =)
Note: All explicit rated fics on my main AO3 account are behind an account lock, that means only logged in AO3 users can read them. This is for a couple of reasons, but a big one is because those fics are the ones that I find reposted the most frequently. Don’t repost my fics.
Most Popular Fics Posted in 2019:
Highest Kudos: No More Waiting (19 Days, Tianshan, 604 kudos, Posted June)
Highest Hit Count: Time to Think, Time to Doubt, Time to Know (HP, Drarry, 4,400 hits, Posted June)
Highest Commented: A Ribbon of the Finest Silk (MDZS, Wangxian, 48 comments, Posted November)
Before the fic links, some milestones and stats, and fandom/ship list:
Milestones this year:
Reached 1 million words on main AO3 account
Wrote for 2 new fandoms (19 Days, MDZS)
Wrote many new ships
Completed Femslash February for HP (on time too)
Submitted 2 fics for HP Drizzle Fest
Submitted 1 fic for Chubby Neville Fest
Stats:
Total number of fics posted: 114
Total word count posted: 175,178
Total number of fandoms: 4
Total number of ships: 36
Month with the most fics: February (30)
Month with the least fics: March (0)
Most written fandom: Harry Potter (109)
Least written fandom 19 Days (1)
Most written ship: Drarry (26/114 fics)
Longest (complete) fic: Stay Calm and Ride It out (HP, Drarry, 9.9k)
Shortest fic: Feels like a Home Now (HP, Drarry, 100 words)
Fandoms herein: Harry Potter (109), Mo Dao Zu Shi/The Untamed (2), Voltron (2), 19 Days (1)
Ships herein:
HP: Blairon, Blinny, Charlie/Harry, Cho/Ginny, Deamus, Draco/Harry/Ron, Drarry, Drarry/Tentacles, Drarryville, Dreville, Dron, Fleur/Ginny, Flonks, Ginmione, Ginny/Tonks, Ginsy, Hermione/Millicent, Hermione/Pansy/Tracey, Hermione/Tracey, Kittyhawk, Linny, Lunsy, Nottbottom, Nottpott, Pansmione, Parkgrass, Parvansy, Piers/Theodore, Pottbottom, Rarry
VLD: Klance, Keith/Tentacle Creature (Anyone who goes looking at that account, be aware I’m a multi-shipper and Klance is actually one of my least written VLD ships)
19 Days: Tianshan
MDZS: Sangxian, Wangxian
And with that out of the way, here are the fics, no summaries tho because ugh, this already took long enough, fandom, ship, rating and word count will have to suffice.
January (3 fics, 5,199 words):
It Was the Yelp (HP, Harry/Ron, Mature, 386 words,)
Don’t Drink and Transfigure (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 1,595 words)
The Perks of Skin Care (Voltron, Keith/Lance, Explicit, 3,218)
February (30 fics, 43,171 words):
Femslash February overall series link with prompt list
Opposites Day (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 921 words)
Better Than Any Boy (HP, Cho/Fleur, Teen, 577 words)
What’s Missing Is Not Lost (HP, Ginny/Luna, Teen, 1,269 words)
Cafe Reunion (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 1,265 words)
The Things We Don’t Know About Each Other (HP, Pansy/Parvati, Explicit, 1,379 words)
Minding the Wolf (HP, Ginny/Pansy, G rated, 1,043 words)
Less like a Joke and More like the Truth (But She’ll Worry About That Later) (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Mature, 1,286 words)
Love Waits (HP, Ginny/Pansy, Teen, 2,154 words)
Better Naked and Cold Than Covered in Lavender (HP, Ginny/Tonks, Teen, 1,035 words)
Third Time Lucky (HP, Pansy/Parvati, Teen, 1,511 words)
Fast or Slow? (HP, Ginny/Luna, Explicit, 1,099 words)
One Step at a Time (HP, Ginny/Hermione, G rated, 370 words)
For the Sake of Concerned Muggles (HP, Fleur/Tonks, G rated, 496)
A Perfect Picnic (HP, Cho/Fleur, Teen, 1,557 words)
Sharing Is Caring (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 984 words)
Why so Blue? (HP, Fleur/Tonks, Teen, 809 words)
Damned on Our Own Terms (HP, Daphne/Pansy, Mature, 1,300 words)
Anything to Make Her Feel Safe Again, (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 922 words)
More Familiar Than You Think (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 676 words)
Loss of Surety (Hermione/Pansy, Mature, 770 words)
Collecting Feathers and Finding Wings, (HP, Cho/Fleur, Teen, 5,055 words)
Shopping with Hermione (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 438 words)
Live a Little (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Mature, 1,521 words)
Daydreaming at the Wrong Moment (HP, Fleur/Tonks, Teen, 1,232 words)
Unexpected Gratitude (HP, Pansy/Parvati, Teen, 851 words)
Midnight Serenade (HP, Ginny/Hermione, G rated, 708 words)
No Such Thing as Too Close (HP, Luna/Pansy, Teen, 1,010 words)
Work and Reward (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 808 words)
Harry Potter the Christmas Tree (HP, Draco/Harry, Teen, 218 words)
Stay Calm and Ride It Out (HP, Draco/Harry, Draco/Harry/Tentacles, Explicit, 9,907 words)
March (0)
April (1 fic, 100 words):
Feels like a Home Now (HP, Draco/Harry, G rated, 100 words)
May (7 fics, 21,904):
Worth the Waiting (HP, Draco/Harry, Mature, 101 words)
Harry Potter and the Maudlin Merman (#1) (HP, Draco/Harry, Teen, 3,210 words)
Try Again, with More Conviction (Lacking Conviction #1) (HP, Draco/Harry, Explicit, 3,523 words)
Testing the Waters (Harry Potter and the Maudlin Merman #2) (HP, Draco/Harry, Mature, 5,736, 2 Ch)
Ron Deserves Hazard Pay (HP, Draco/Harry, Teen, 394 words)
Still Lacking Conviction (Lacking Conviction #2) (HP, Draco/Harry, Explicit, 6,512 words)
Sharing Beauty in a Storm (HP, Draco/Neville, Teen, 2,428 words)
June (15 fics, 23,343 words):
Dragon’s Clover (and Other Discoveries) (HP, Draco/Neville, Teen, 5,889 words)
A Decent Start to Things (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Implied Draco/Harry, Teen, 6,825 words)
No More Waiting (19 Days, He Tian/Mo Guan Shan, Teen, 2,136 words)
The Toothbrush of Commitment (HP, Draco/Harry, Teen, 372 words)
Watch out for Hermione (HP, Draco/Harry, Mature, 168 words)
It’s Not an Autobiography (HP, Draco/Harry, Teen, 619 words)
All Thanks to Seamus (HP, Draco/Harry, Teen, 439 words)
Five More Minutes (HP, Ginny/Luna, Teen, 139 words)
Too Cute to Resist (HP, Draco/Harry, Teen, 274 words)
Well Matched, Poorly Matched (HP, Draco/Harry, Teen, 891 words)
A Better Idea (HP, Draco/Harry, Teen, 881 words)
Ignore the Chicken (HP, Draco/Harry, Teen, 759 words)
Time to Think, Time to Doubt, Time to Know (HP, Draco/Harry, Teen, 2,862 words)
Required Watching (HP, Draco/Harry, Teen, 414 words)
To Save Those Tippy Toes (HP, Harry/Ron, Mature, 675 words)
July (29 fics, 12,135 words):
Only For Him (HP, Draco/Harry, Explicit, 6,033 words)
It Should Say ‘Girlfriend’ (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 800 words)
Collapse (HP, Harry/Ron, Teen, 517 words)
When He Isn’t Looking (HP, Draco/Harry, Teen, 482 words)
23 more in Prompted Microfics - July ‘19 (HP, Draco/Harry(6), Cho/Fleur, Harry/Ron, Hermione/Pansy, Draco/Ron(2), Blaise/Ginny, Draco/Harry/Neville, Ginny/Pansy, Dean/Seamus, Neville/Theodore(2), Blaise/Ron, Piers/Theodore, Draco/Harry/Ron, Draco/Neville(2), Charlie/Harry, Highest rating: Mature, 3,480 words)
Too Small (HP, Draco/Harry, Teen, 236 words)
Technicalities (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 587 words)
August (7 fics, 7,293 words):
The Point of Having a Key (HP, Harry/Theodore, Teen, 665 words)
An Unexpected House Guest (HP, Draco/Harry, Teen, 184 words)
The Strategic Application of Rain (HP, Draco/Harry, Teen, 372 words)
Battleships (HP, Draco/Harry, Teen, 226 words)
In Search of Better Sleep (HP, Harry/Theodore, Teen, 442 words)
Friday Night by the Fire (HP, Harry/Neville, Teen, 583 words)
Happy Consequences (HP, Draco/Neville, Draco/Harry/Neville, Explicit, 4,821)
September (14 fics, 30,978 words):
(Sapphic September was a bit fail this year...series link here)
Bartering for a Kiss (HP, Ginny/Pansy, Teen, 1,489 words)
When the Wife’s Away, the Cat Will Play (HP, Minerva/Rolanda, G rated, 834 words)
Soft and Warm (HP, Hermione/Pansy/Tracey, Teen, 1,246 words)
Time Moves Slow (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 1,689 words)
Boredom in Potions (HP, Pansy/Parvati, Teen, 1,635 words)
Minding One’s Limits (HP, Cho/Ginny, G rated, 1,548 words)
Healing What’s Left (HP, Daphne/Pansy, Teen, 2,066 words)
A Perfectly Innocent Conversation, of Course (HP, Minerva/Rolanda, Teen, 1,232 words)
Not Bad for a First Talk (HP, Hermione/Millcent, Teen, 4,301 words)
Choosing What Makes Her Happiest (HP, Hermione/Tracey, Teen, 1,254 words)
Early Morning Flight (HP, Cho/Ginny, Teen, 2,426 words, for HP Drizzle ‘19)
Hair Ties Are for Chumps (HP, Ginny/Luna, Teen, 1,090 words)
A Conversation Long Overdue (HP, Draco/Ron, Mature, 6,570 words, for HP Drizzle ‘19)
The Benefits of Curiosity (Voltron, Keith/Tentacle Creature, Explicit, 3,598)
October (3 fics, 8,064 words):
A Howling Good Time (HP, Draco/Harry, Explicit, 5,819 words, 2 Ch)
Three Days That Never End (HP, Draco/Harry, Teen, 518 words)
Making an Already Lovely Day Even Better (HP, Fleur/Ginny, Teen, 1,727 words)
November (4 fics, 22,013 words):
Getting Comfortable (Harry Potter and the Maudlin Merman #3) (HP, Draco/Harry, Mature, 3,520 words)
Restraint (ver. 2.0) (HP, Draco/Harry, George/Harry, Explicit, 10,288, 1/? Ch)
A New Book, a New Experience (MDZS, Nie Huaisang/Wei Wuxian, Teen, 4,318 words)
A Ribbon of the Finest Silk (MDZS, Lan Wangji/Wei Wuxian, Teen, 3,887 words)
December (1 fic, 978 words):
Shirts and Scarves (HP, Ginny/Pansy, Teen, 978 words)
Thoughts:
-You know, after all of that, I’m most surprised that there was only 1 month I didn’t post anything. I really thought it would be more than that. It’s been such a terrible year for me (relative to other years, I know I still get a lot done, I’m only judging myself against myself and my past performance here), but doing stuff like this is always good cos I can’t argue with numbers. My health and mental health was so bad this year, I just have to remember that writing anything at all is a win, past Zoe was a freak with how much fic she pushed out, I’ll never get to that 2016/2017 level again, I gotta learn to accept that.
-I’m still blown away that my fics in other fandoms got more reader engagement this year than HP/Drarry in most cases 👀 that was unexpected and a lovely surprise considering I have no established reader base for them.
-I will get that Sapphic September prompt list done eventually, I have 2 pre-written too but they’re later days and I want to post in order XD
-And I still have a bunch of prompts gathered through my google prompt form that I’ll get to eventually as well, sorry to everyone still waiting (whoever remembers they’re waiting XD). Tbh, aside from just struggling with writing in general lately, a lot of the prompts are exactly the same/similar but with different ships (or just straight up several of the same prompt with the same ship) and it’s a bit of a buzzkill.
We’ll see how 2020 goes.
22 notes
·
View notes
Less like a Joke and More like the Truth (But She'll Worry About That Later) (Pansmione)
For Femslash February 2019 Day 7, using the prompt from this list, ‘Disaster’.
Hermione/Pansy | Mature | 1,286 words | EWE, Post-Hogwarts, Established Relationship, Foreplay (but only as far as foreplay, under the cut)
(AO3 Link | My Other FemslashFeb2019 works: AO3 | Tumblr)
“It’s a disaster,” Pansy said dramatically as she pushed past Hermione the moment she opened the door to her flat. She then proceeded to walk over to her sofa and collapse dramatically onto it.
Hermione rolled her eyes and shut the door, muttering to herself, “By all means, do come in.”
“An unmitigated disaster!”
Hermione closed her eyes and counted to ten. “What’s a disaster?” she asked, knowing full well she would do better to ignore her dramatics.
Pansy scowled over at her as if she should know already. “Daphne’s mother has suddenly decided to renovate. The house is completely gutted.”
With a sigh, Hermione waited. Pansy stared at her.
“That ball!” she hissed. “We can’t very well have a charity ball in a room undergoing renovations!”
“Oh bloody hell,” Hermione muttered. “This is the third time you’ve changed venues. Just rent the function room in the Ministry and be done with it!”
Pansy stood abruptly. “The function room in the Ministry? Are you serious?”
That had been a tactical error, Hermione decided quickly. It was better to be around a Pansy that was pissed at someone else than to be the target of her ire.
With a hysterical laugh, Pansy gestured at her. “Why am I dating such a—”
“Oi, watch it,” Hermione interrupted with a sharp look.
Pansy glared back at her. Hermione almost wanted her to say it, just to see the look on her face when she kicked her out of her flat.
After a few tense moments, Pansy groaned and her posture sagged. Hermione mentally congratulated herself for warding off another fight about her lack of interest in social affairs. Her commonness.
“The dimensions of the function room are all wrong,” Pansy whined. “I’ll have to start over from scratch. It took months to hash out all the details for the Greengrass Estate. I’ll have to send out new invites. Change the decoration plans. Cancel all the orders because they just won’t work now and the number of attendees might change again. I have to start all over again!”
Hermione counted to ten. “That really is a tad unfair.”
“I really can’t stand Daphne’s mother. She should know better!” Pansy hissed, flopping back onto the sofa.
Hermione looked longingly at the report she’d been working on, spread out over the coffee table. She was well ahead of schedule, but still...she could have worked for a few more hours.
“I can’t hear another word about it,” Pansy decided. “I’m taking two days off before diving back in. I’ll still have enough time.”
Hermione glanced at the clock. They’d have to order in dinner, she still hadn’t gone shopping like she’d meant to.
“Probably for the best,” she murmured.
Pansy breathed heavily for a few moments and Hermione almost laughed. Pansy winding down from a huff was endlessly amusing even if the huff itself was bloody irritating.
Finally, still sprawled on the sofa, Pansy looked over at her. “Fancy a shag then?”
Hermione shook her head. “You are shameless. Coming in here in a huff and then using me as some sort of tool for stress relief. Really, I don’t know why I put up with you.”
Of course, she was already walking over to the sofa.
With a smug grin, Pansy sat up and pulled off her shirt. “Because I put up with all your little projects, and I only sulk a little when you turn into a hermit and don’t talk to anyone for weeks at a time?”
Hermione scowled as she straddled her lap. “That only happened once. And you know very well that—”
“That it was an important cause that demanded all your attention,” Pansy said, her tone lowering as she slid her hands up Hermione’s thighs and under the edge of the dress she was wearing. “I know. I only demanded two weeks of dates in compensation instead of a month like I wanted, remember? I was quite reasonable.”
Hermione reached down and pulled the dress off in one smooth movement. Pansy hummed appreciatively and leaned forward to kiss the swell of her breasts where they almost spilled out of her bra. Hermione looked down and ran her hands through Pansy’s hair. She really did need to buy new bras. She added it to her mental list of shopping. That would please Pansy, if she took her out shopping.
Pansy breathed in deeply. “You’ve been using that lotion I gave you,” she purred.
Hermione’s face flushed with heat. “It smells nice.”
Pansy kissed up from her chest to the side of her neck. “It makes your skin feel like silk.”
Hermione tilted her head back and hummed. She didn’t care what it did as long as Pansy kept doing that to her neck. Open kisses and gentle bites. She did so love to have her neck kissed.
“Indian for dinner?” Pansy asked, as she kissed up to her ear.
“Bit off topic,” Hermione breathed, tugging Pansy up by the hair so she could kiss her. Pansy artfully dodged her.
“Please, I know you love to plan. You’ll unwind better if you have a plan for dinner after. So, Indian?”
Hermione groaned and reached back to undo her bra. She hated how quickly Pansy had adapted to her. She was getting too predictable. She’d have to work on that. There was a place not far with the best curries, and now that she thought about she immediately craved it.
“Pizza,” she said, just to be contrary.
“Pizza it is,” Pansy laughed, tugging at Hermione’s hair until it fell loose from the messy bun she’d put it in. “Better,” she breathed.
Hermione’s face only burned hotter. Of all the things Pansy seemed to love about her, it defied belief that her untameable hair was one of them. Pansy’s smooth bob was far nicer in her opinion.
“I should kick you out,” Hermione muttered. “I was working.”
Pansy smoothed her hands up Hermione’s back after she tossed her bra to the side. “Then you’re overdue about three focus breaks,” she said with a smirk.
“Oh, shut up,” Hermione huffed.
Pansy just laughed softly before pressing her face between Hermione’s breasts and breathing deeply again. Hermione’s face burned from that ridiculous habit of hers, but the tickle of Pansy’s hair already had her nipples hardening.
After a moment, Pansy looked up and met her eye. “Maybe we should move to the bedroom before we get too carried away,” she said softly. “I intend to take my time with you.”
Hermione gripped her hair and pulled her head back. “You haven’t earned a spot in my bed yet,” she said softly but firmly.
“You are such a difficult woman to please,” Pansy replied, sliding her hands up to cup her breasts and flick her nipples with her thumbs.
With a soft sigh, Hermione got comfortable in her lap. Really, she didn’t give a damn about shagging in her bed, but Pansy reacted so delightfully to the illusion of something to overcome. Some barrier to take down piece by piece, night by night. She enjoyed the perceived challenge so much Hermione was loath to take it from her yet.
Pansy leaned forward the moment Hermione relaxed her grip on her hair. Hermione sighed and closed her eyes as wet heat encased one of her nipples. It lingered only a moment before a gentle scrape of teeth made her moan softly.
“Hermione Granger, I’m going to marry you one day,” Pansy breathed into the skin between her breasts. “Bad habits and bossiness and all.”
Like every other time she’d said it, Hermione laughed softly.
Like every other time she’d said it, it felt a less like a joke and little more like the truth.
7 notes
·
View notes