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i still don't understand why they gave spock that fuckass bowl cut in all post-tos adaptations. like a) nimoy!spock only had that haircut because it was the 60s and b) nimoy!spock was the only spock actually pulling that look off

#no hate to aos and snw. but like. a little hate to aos and snw #star trek #star trek tos #spock #limebug.txt

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i hate MANY things about how angsty the s'chn t'gai family's canon is but i think my main issue with it is that it really makes a "jim meets spock's siblings" scenario impossible because of the timelines

(p.s. if you know any fics of jim meeting spock's siblings, send them my way pls)

#i am soooo annoyed #michael gone into the future. sybok exiled from vulcan and later dead because he went insane and thought he was gonma fight god or somethin #spock just. There #then jim dies too after about 30 years after meeting spock so even if michael even returned via wormhole shenanigans she might not see him #the temptation to write a fic where a) sybok doesn't start talking to god and b) the discovery doesn't fall into the future #so that i can just have a. scenario. where jim meets the family. #if anyone knows any fics like these PLEASE send them my way #limebug's original posts #limebug.txt #star trek #spirk #k/s #star trek tos #s'chn t'gai family

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most people try to live their lives in a god honouring way. i am trying to live it in a spock honouring way (and still failing but it's the thought that counts right)

#born to be a woman in stem. forced to study financial mathematics. #it's not my fault ok #i'm not rich enough to afford a masters degree or med school or any fancy shit 😭 #i get one undergrad degree and i gotta make it count #and as it stands. no science job a) pays well and b) is attainable with only an undergrad degree #at least i'm doing financial MATH and not just fucking finance right #i would get sad without math i think #anywayy #limebug.txt #star trek tos #star trek #spock

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thank you mike flanagan (or possibly edgar allan poe, idk i dont read his works much) for giving me the excellent name of Prospero. i've been trying to find a name for my non binary ass for months now and mike flanagan just dropped it in my lap casually. prospero.

#the fall of the house of usher #prospero usher #limebug.txt

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if there was a snapewives cult but like, around spock, i'd probably join it without hesitation

#limebug.txt #star trek #spock

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i love being delusional abt jason todd

#limebug.txt #jason todd #red hood #i have SOOOO many opinions on this guy its insane. #blorbo of 3 years and counting

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i NEED to be an affront to god

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i NEED a new hyperfixation guys

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prospero usher gave me such insane gender envy

#the fall of the house of usher #prospero usher #limebug.txt

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wore a saree for the first time today for eid (family celebrates and i usually don't but i did this time cause i wanted to wear a saree).

review: people like to make it seem scary but its actually so comfortable and nice. and i'm not even dysphoric in it and nor am i having ANY sensory issues that i have with lehengas and shalwar kameez. common saree W.

#hard to feel dysphoric when the entire garment is just Big Cloth #limebug.txt #saree #desi genderqueer culture #thats not a tag but it should be #desi queer

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what the fuck is up with the rise in trans hate how are people this sensitive about what someone else wants to do with their own body

#limebug.txt #literally its my life and i can live it however i want #and if the people around me try to stop me i WILL cut them off idc who they are i'm sorry #just fucking. let people live. god #if i let my hate win the way bigots let theirs win i'd be fucking lynched by religious mobs #insult my identity and i have to deal with it cause its your freedom of speech but i insult yours and i'm gonna go to a fake bad place?? #god i hate religious people sometimes #so many transphobes either call it a mental illness or hate it because god said so and both of those are such STUPID takes #religion. well thats self explanatory #but mental illness?? #that tells me everything i need to know about what they think of actual mentally ill people too #you wanna stop ppl from transitioning because its mental illness?? gonna take away bodily autonomy from other mentally ill ppl too now?? #and ik they do with institutionalization and shit but that's such bs too #people deserve help but they only need to be locked up if they are hurting someone else #that's my controversial opinion for the day: people who only harm themselves dont deserve to have their autonomy taken away #even if they are hurting themselves. you can try to help but if someone doesnt want help then leave them tf alone #and what really differentiaties piercings and tattoos from 'self mutilation' anyway #'god made you one way you cant change' fucking cry about it. humans have made the technology and i am going to utilize it #i will desecrate the face of god without hesitation. #i will mutilate myself gladly. i should have the legally protected right to mutilate myself because it falls under bodily autonomy. #transphobes are not the brightest

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gender is so confusing because yeah, i think it's a social contruct that must be dismantled, and that it is intrisically tied with the constructs of our languages and culture, and that many people are misconstruing not liking their assigned gender roles with chanhing their gender identity, and that gender identity is different from biological sex, but also biological sex is highly varied and not just XX and XY, and none of the aforementioned facts can change the fact that i really wanna cut off my tits because they're fucking annoying

#limebug.txt #gender #transgender #gender issues #gender is a social construct

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i'm so out of it rn but apparently my eldest aunt's mother in law used to practice magic. in rural pakistan in the mid to early 20th centruy. she ran away from her village to marry the man she loved and was hated for it by the society around her. apparently people used to call her too cunning. she was also apparently famous in the villages nearby for her beauty.

i am really, really mad that i did not get to ever meet this woman.

#especially as someone who is now interested in paganism #like ancestral connection and magic are such an important part of the magicks and practices i've been looking into #and its always felt so difficult for me because i come from a muslim family and its like who the hell am i supposed to connect to?? #i dont share a drop of blood with this woman but my heart aches to know her anyway #she was famous for her beauty. her first husband died and she was forcibly married to his brother. #she ran away from that marriage and married a man she loved. she practiced magic and had children and everyone talked shit about her for #being too cunning but she just kept on going despite the hardship #and idk. i feel like i might be putting this woman who died well before i was born on some type of pedestal but like !!! #in rural punjab during the 20th century this woman fought for her life to not be taken from her #and idk. i wish i could have met her #i mean even if she was alive i probably wouldnt have since my family have cut ties with her family #because her son cheated on my aunt but i really really wish i had met this woman once #limebug.txt

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"cannibalism is erotic and romantic and loving in its most naked form blah blah blah" NO.

some of us like cannibalism for the hatred. the rage. the depravity. the complete consumption of another identical being into your own body. to crush down and digest another person, body and soul, only as fuel for yourself.

#limebug.txt #i am sooo tired of you people making cannibalism about love. cannibalism is beautiful and it is about selfishness!!! #it is about the decision that your life is worth more than another's !!! that you have the right to consume them entirely #only to keep your own body functioning #i suppose an argument could be made about the relationship between an organism and that which nourishes it which is beautiful #but i have always been a fan of violent cannibalism and not the pussy 'i love you so you can eat me' cannibalism

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just saw someone say they want a red hood live action and i was about to joke about how dc can't be trusted with that and then i saw their tags say they want jacob elordi as jason and i realized they can't be trusted with it either

#limebug.txt #not gonna tag as jason in case they follow the tag and see it but like bro. jacob elordi?

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the need to write and publish the poems i write about my experience as a queer ex-muslim so that others like me never feel as alone as i did vs remembering what happened to salman rushdie

#limebug.txt #i mean i'm still gonna do it #i write poetry and it is a life goal of mine to get at least one book published officially #and i really do want to make art about my anger and my trauma at the hands of an islamic government #but knowing that i'm definitely gonna get hate crimed for it. not sure if that sharpens the experience or dulls it