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#like. they definitely feel their past self was a worthless dumb baby and look. guys who are holding out. this is where that gets you :)
no-13s-alt-account · 5 months
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Might need to workshop some ideas here so they aren’t harmful or unintentionally disrespectful. Not what I intended.
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cottoncandyjester · 3 years
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Yandere ocs
So I figured I should show them off..and make stories for them cause this idea won't escape my mind no matter what. Please be gentle on them
All artwork is made on picrew I don't own any of it
As far as they go I'm accepting request, questions for the characters to answer and just questions about them and if you just wanna talk to them you can via ask
Warning: contains both sfw and nsfw headcanons..also these boys are yanderes so they are kinda toxic
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Theodore,21
Gentle giant
I'm not kidding he's 6'3"
Half japanese half american
Is a college student studying to be a doctor
Just the sweetest sweetheart
He comes across as ditzy though
He is the mom of any friend group
Will spoil his darling with affection and love
Best hubby vibes for sure
Works himself to death to provide for you both
Will give you all the headpats
"you're so sweet, a perfect angel"
Got his scar from his childhood
Loves sweets
Likes to make you lunch shaped as animals
Wholesome boy
Will never hurt you
Can be strict about self care
But completely forgets about his own self-care
Works so hard to please you
Makes sure you are never sad or anything
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As far as his yandere side
He isn't the type to get violent but is definitely the emotional manipulation type
Will make his darling seem absolutely insane
"sweetie, you shouldn't leave be logical here"
He will make his darling question their own decision making
In his eyes you are too fragile for the outside world
Listen to him, he is only trying to protect you
Doesn't like it when you fight him
Prefers a sweet darling but if you are a hothead he'll love you just as much...though your fighting and struggling will be a challenge
Will drug you if that's what it takes to keep you calm
"Just listen to me, okay? Why would you ever need to think or make your own choices when you have me?"
Definitely has a low sex drive more of a cuddler
But when he wants it he's such a gentleman about it
Will seduce you with a nice meal first before asking to make love
He will never force you to though cause he knows what that feels like
Can spend hours kissing you
Definitely has a kink for purity
If you act super innocent he just can't help but pull you into his lap and love up on you
Doesn't do any feral sex unless you've pushed him past his breaking point.
Is a switch so if you want to top him he'll allow it but he is far more comfortable being the dom
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Hikaru, 21
Young and famous model
Full japanese
Comes from a family full of actors
Flamboyant as hell will actually crossdress if he wants to cause fuck gender roles
Monster Dick energy
He comes across as loud and hyper
Seems super sweet and bubbly
Loves to dress up his darling in cute clothes and spoil them when they are well behaved
"look at my adorable baby! Oh you're such a cutie!"
Is a strawberry milk boba drinker(*cough* like me *cough*)
Will take you on shopping dates if you are good
Is the type to flaunt his credit cards
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Is actually a degrading king
He isn't the nicest yandere
Will kill an entire army if he has to
Will degrade the absolute hell out of his darling to break your self esteem and self worth
"baby, who else will want you? Honestly darling do you think anyone else actually cares about someone as worthless as you?"
Kinky as fuck
Has a bad temper
Don't piss him off or he will hurt you
"why would you ever need to leave! The only one who cares about you is me! Everyone else will just use you and throw you away!"
Is the type to try and make his darling as clingy as possible
Wants a housewife type darling no matter the gender
Wants to come home to an obedient lover ready to give him a kiss, dinner, and a BJ
Always wants to love up on you and have you in his arms
Will be grouchy if he sees you getting too confident in your looks
He fears that if you have too much self confidence you're going to leave him
"what are you wearing? It's absolutely hideous. Hmm? I bought that? Huh you must have looked cute in it then but right now you kinda look like a pig"
All in all he's a brat
If you try and dom him he will absolutely fight back and it will lead to some feral sex
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Axis, 18
100% blind
full japanese
Despite not being able to see he doesn't need a cane or anything
Though he likes it when you offer to hold his hand in public
Works at home as an artist
Is really good at it and had some of his work in museums
Like spicy foods
Dumbass
Like super dumb
"hey, babe is tomato sauce a smoothie? Or maybe it's like jelly..but made out of like tomatoes"
Is basically a puppy
Can't keep his hands off you
Is always kissing and loving you
Praise giving king
Has hightened senses so he definitely remembers your smell and how you walk
Always has to be with you
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Never leave
Never
He can't handle it
Is the exact opposite of hikaru
Makes it seem like he will actually die without you
"don't leave! Please! I'm helpless without you! [Y/n]! Don't leave me by myself!"
Will make you quit your job
Will make you move in with him
Acts pathetic when you even mention leaving
Hugs your leg and sobs hard
Has fake fallen many times to get you to think he truly is helpless without you
Will have a screaming tantrum if you walk out the door
Just painful screams and sobs while he claws his own face and body out of absolute insanity
Will keep doing that until you come back to him
"s-see, I'm helpless without you. I'll die without you, I need you so please..stay with me forever"
As far as sex..
He is definitely cries during it
Loves you so much that he is just sobbing while fucking you cause you feel so good and he loves you and-
Is like a dog in heat
Loves just feeling all over your body
Sex with him usually lasts many rounds and involves him humping you to death while he sobs and drools all over you
Will sub for you if you want him to
Will honestly do anything you want as long as you are touching him
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Prince, 24
Horny 24/7
Full Korean but moved to Japan shortly after birth
Gained his name out of a magazine..thanks mom and dad
Works as a bartender
Usually a one night stand kind of guy but with you it's different
Loves sloppy kisses and cuddles
Bad boy
Aka he pretends to be a bad boy but is actually a softie who loves dogs and long walks on the beach
Goofy as hell
Loves to make you laugh
He isn't used to having a real relationship so be easy on him
Doesn't like restricting you and lets you do basically anything you want
Of course you belong to him though so no doing crazy things
Like to take you to work with him and gives you free drinks
Definitely has a fan girl club
The word sex escapes his mouth every three seconds
Sex with him is usually amazing
He's knows exactly what he's doing
As long as you love him it's all good
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The moment you try to break up with him or distance yourself he loses it
"huh? Huh huh huh huh?! You're kidding yeah?! Stop joking around"
Gets hella paranoid and locks you in his house while pacing around not sure what to do
Will kill for you like absolutely will slaughter someone if they get too close to you
He changes so dramatically it's hard to see him as the same laid back flirty guy
He gets tense and panicked
"you can't leave okay?! Don't even try to ask!"
Will start to calm down if he sees you are accepting your fate
Thinks sex will solve his problems
"you just need to see how much of a man I am yeah?! Then you'll stay right?! Of course you will!"
Spirals out of control
You belong to him in his eyes so you can't ever leave
Clearly has abandonment issues
Will try to do whatever he can to make you happy though
Want it and he will get it
just stay with him and he will be okay
Will try and do whatever he can to make you just as obsessed with him as he is for you
Clearly doesn't have experience in loving someone
He's not used to wanting someone to stay with him so he takes drastic measures to assure you never leave
Even tries getting you pregnant or making you disabled to make you make no choice but to stay
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Yuki, 21
Not picking favorites buuut-
Sleepy boy
Oddly enough is super athletic and strong..despite not working out
Half japanese half american
Responds with sounds or very few words
Forked tongue- not given to him by choice
Owns a tattoo and piercing shop
Despite this he doesn't own any tattoos
Loves to put his head on your lap or stomach
Prefers chubbier lovers but honestly will love you regardless
Will sleep the entire day without eating if you let him
Doesn't like speaking but if he has to he will
Hates any sort of loud noise, has sensitive senses
Is pretty lazy but if he has to do it he will.. though he will make random grunts and grumbles the entire time while pouting
More of a cat than a person
Quite moody
Only you're allowed to touch him
Anyone else who does he'll glare at and act cold towards
Likes to hug you from behind and lean against you no matter your height
If you're shorter than him expect him to put his chin on your head
If you are taller he's nuzzling his face in your back and taking in your smell
Can't cook to save his life
Almost burnt the house down cause he fell asleep while cooking
It's fine cause he eats microwave dinners and snacks from the convience store
Low sex drive
The king of sleepy sex
Usually all sex with him is slow,teasing and just filled with sleepy praise and compliments
Unless he's jealous or stressed then it's just rough fucking
Doesn't really act like a yandere at all.. buuut-
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Honestly thought you two were dating this whole time
What do you mean you two aren't a couple
No no sweetheart you two were dating the moment he laid eyes on you
If you try to break this fantasy he will shut it down
"we're dating."
Try and say no and he will not be able to handle it
All his delusions keep him from breaking down but if you absolutely say that you two aren't dating he will snap
"stop talking, we are dating. So stop lying"
Doesn't like the thought of kidnapping but he will do it if he must
Will even work from home if he has to
He isn't really a violent type so he won't kill for you but he will absolutely spread lies and use blackmail to get what he wants
All your friends and family think that you eloped with him and never want to see them again
It's better for you both if you just play along with his games
Will definitely tattoo his name on you
He won't ever gag you cause he likes to hear your voice but if you try to scream he honestly won't know what to do
The loudness makes him tear up and he just covers your mouth with your hands begging you to stop
"It hurt. Too Loud. Please."
He just wants to love you he doesn't see what he's doing wrong
He just wants to be with you forever so be good and don't fight him
Is definitely the stalker and stealing clothes type
Will make a nest of all your things that smell like you and he'll just lay in it being in absolute peace
Has scared any and all potential lovers away
Mostly through blackmail
He is easily jealous but pretends not to be
As soon as you walk into the house he is there to smell you to see if you smell different
If you do you are taking a shower with him immediately
If not then yay cool cuddles and kisses
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hasksmfkan · 6 years
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one last horror story
here’s the thing, i feel i should just get these out of the way. it could be that i’ve been binge watching criminal minds for day and that always gets yah but also i would like to get some things out of the way, off of my chest, so that i can just start talking about more random things that come to my mind... because that’s what i want this to be about is a look into my own mind but there are definitely stories i will be sharing for the sake of putting them into words and they will not always be sad! my entire life isn’t sad, i promise.
i also want it noted why i completely lost my mind, this isn’t about “oh i want people to hate this guy” it’s more of “this is why people hate me and here’s what i have to say” in fact this is a sad story, not even a hateful one.
i’ve only talked about this with a number of people because it is a very, very long story, but i have made two of my friends cry with this, i’m numb to it.
so it all starts in a very happy time in my life actually, it was about march of 2016 and i was working at a daycare and i shit you not some of those kids, after a while, were a decent reason for me to even get out of bed in the morning... dear god, i was in love. i mostly fell in love with a beautiful 1 1/2 year old, h, i swear this girl was the light of my life at that moment. i won’t get too into that, i cry every time i bring her up. one day i was about to take out the trash and head to my car and i saw her dad, e, and he asked me if i wanted help, he offered to just throw the bag in the back of his car and take it to the dumpster and i let him. he was 29 and he just seemed real approachable so a couple weeks later i came up to him as he was leaving and told him that i may be way out of line, but i would love to babysit h if i could at any time because i love her so dearly and needed the extra cash (daycare’s pay like shit). this dumb ass goes “oh, rockin” blah blah and we exchange numbers and he said he’d text me when he needed me. he ended up texting me and i baby sat her like two times before my boyfriend at the time started getting very, very jealous. so long story short it turned into like every time i was alone or texting, i was fucking e. which i wasn’t! so then i am driving and e calls me and asks me why his girlfriend at the time, k, is calling him saying c contacted her and told her we are sleeping together i was like ????? so i drive to his work and that got bad but i ended up discovering that  this dude went through the trouble of going on some job resume sight and finding k’s brother (don’t know how he knew her last name) and got a hold of him and through him, got a hold of k and emailed her that me and e were sleeping together, as you can imagine i lost my shit. so if that wasn’t enough, a couple days later i got randomly as fuck fired, no one ever even officially fired me or told me why, but e told me he saw c’s rusty ass car there the day before and i figured he had told my boss. so not only was i clearly fired. but k was so mad thinking that i was sleeping with her boyfriend that she stated i could never see my little h again..... other than my break up with c i don’t think my heart had ever been that broken, oh god i cried for days.
e and i continued our friendship though because he seemed like a rockin’ guy and i’ve been known to get along with 30 year old men, so yeah we occasionally texted but it was never anything sexual. i mean, i definitely knew he had the hots for me, i’m not dumb, but he wasn’t coming on to me at that time (after c and i broke up i was seeing him for a while though cuz he had alcohol of coke and we’ll talk about my sleep struggle some other time) but yeah, at the time i was literally not sleeping with the dude. but i mean, fuck i guess i was because every damn time i wanted alone time, i was accused of doing so. every time i was texting, i was accused of doing so, it got ridiculous.
okay so a lot of shit happened in the relationship in the mean time but now we are fast forwarding to september of 2016 and it will be clear why i shared that previous story, that is when my 2 weeks of living hell started. i think i was punk’d??? i hope someone was recording because god that’d make a good movie wow.
okay so here i am and my dumb ass made a tinder because i wanted to meet friends! i know, that sounds like bull shit but c lived with me and i just had no friends and if i did, he was always around when i was hanging out with them... so i knew tinder wasn’t my best bet for friends, but i tried! didn’t cheat and so i ended up just talking to one person, a, and granted while i am bi-sexual, i was in a relationship and before she even knew that she had stated she wasn’t into girls. so i was like “ah, perfect!” and the first time we hung out was at her house and it was just so great to have some girl time and get to know this new stranger, while yes she is beautiful, i was truly much more fascinated with her brain... she has an interesting one and a nice outlook on life. i believe it was only the second time we hung out and the first time she came by my house that she slept over, c was aware of this. we are sitting around and a is originally from colorado so she’s used to getting bud much cheaper than she does around here and i thought to myself “ah, e is old. he will give us more for cheaper!” so it was like 1am and i hit him up and we go to his place to get some bud. we were just all sitting in the kitchen talking when i got a text from c saying “get home, now” and so i did, i was scared shitless, don’t think i even said anything to him. i knew then that he had clearly driven his car past my house and saw that i was gone and then drove to e’s house to see if my car was there which surely enough it was. the next morning he comes to my door and i told him to leave because i had a friend over and did not want to fight, he really creepily kind of whispers “don’t worry baby, we won’t fight. i’m not mad.” so i let him in and the second i did, surely enough he started screaming at me about what a worthless slut i am, started hitting me, trying to get the ring off of my finger. i screamed for a and she comes running down stairs and shit and he tries telling her that i’m this slut or whatever i don’t even remember, i don’t remember if i gave him the ring but i do remember that he broke up with me, he left and that was all i cared about. (i came to find out that earlier that morning he stopped at e’s and key’d his entire car, slashed all his tires, and broke all of his mirrors. about 7,000 in damage to that guys car because he was so sure i cheated that night) i know you’re already thinking “why didn’t that bitch go home after that, like damn” because she’s a fucking trooper and that’s only half of the battle she went through with this. we decided we were going to have another sleep over and granted by then i could kind of tell she was into me, but i didn’t really think like that because she was totally into guys. so here we are and we were eating dinner when (my dad is out of town this whole time) c calls me in distress and pretty much was just not in the safest environment and needed somewhere to go and me being myself could not leave him where he was so i told him i would pick him up and he could spend the night but he was to sleep in my second bedroom and be respectful of the fact that i already have a friend over who is also spending the night. we picked him up and for a decent ass amount of the night it actually went well but then it was like after midnight and we were all going to go to bed and i reminded c that he was to sleep in the other room, he starts freaking out blah blah blah and then long story short i am laying in bed with a and let’s keep in mind c broke up with me the day before, not the first time he had so this time i was not going back without a fight. so i am completely single with this adorable girl and she kind of starts snuggling with me and she ended up kissing me and i shit you not, not even a full second later c swings the damn door open, picks me up like a little baby screaming “get the fuck away from my girlfriend” and throws me gracefully as fuck into the hallway, i was like “damn”. so he starts with the whole “how could you do this to me” shit and i was straight up like “nope, you broke up with me and you have multiple times so this time i am sitting on this for at least a week, we are not together. you did this, time to face the consequences”. bitchy? yeah, but i was done getting manipulated in that sense.
now it is the next morning and for whatever reason a is being her angel self and offers c a cup of coffee which he said yes to, she made it and i bring it to him along with the creamer because i did not know how much he wanted, simple as that. he get’s highly offended by this?? i don’t remember what he said but his ass did not drink that damn coffee so then we are all upstairs a while later... i don’t remember how but somehow he makes a rude remark about how “a didnt offer him coffee” or something literally fucking dumb like that and i just absolutely lost it, sat there screaming about coffee like an idiot for about 15 minutes. i then told c he needed to leave my house to which he notoriously replies “no” and i’m like “lol okay let’s get petty” so i call raul who was on vacation with his girlfriend and was rightfully pissed that i am having to call him for absolutely not the first time to get c out of our house. raul states c could take his bike because i had picked him up, he did not care he just wanted the damn kid out... so he complies and i told him i would meet him in the garage, i was going to get the bike off the wall hanger. i kept my dad on the phone this whole time because i knew if i hung up, i’d just be calling him back, so i’m sitting there talking to my dad for a minute and i realize “wow, c is taking a while to come upstairs... i should probably go see what he is doing”. tell me why i walk upstairs to see in my hallway, by my door, c holding a up against the wall and repeatedly punching her in the face/head. i dead ass dropped my phone and screamed, i ran over and attacked the hell out of the kid. (i should quickly state that the first person to ever lay hands on someone in this relationship was in all honesty yours truly, i wasn’t just senselessly beating the kid but when i got mad, i’d swing... terrible anger problems, we’re past that. but yes, i definitely was the first one.) we end up, together, shoving him out of the door and the idiot takes off stumbling, sprinting to the bike he knew i had waiting for him and he just took off. you could imagine after that that a bitch needed a cigarette and so we go to the garage for a to smoke her cigarette and we are standing there talking when i hear pounding on my garage door and a woman telling me to open up and let her in, i had no idea who this could be so i said nothing and was ready to go out there and kick some ass. she then pounds again and this time adds “kayla, let me in or i’m going to call your dad!” i’m like ‘what grown woman is threatening to call raul on me’ but also who ever it was knew me well enough to know that that would make me open my door so i go to the front door and surely enough it was two police officers, both of which i already knew. like yes, police, threaten to call my dad when i’m 19 years old, you guys know me too well. so i go out and they wanted to talk to a because apparently c took my dad’s bike straight to the police station and told them that a tried fighting him??? which the police knew was utter bullshit because this girl was 17 years old and weighs 90 something pounds, but since she was 17 they had to come regardless and see what was up. so it wasn’t until right now that i actually heard what had happened and this is it: so apparently after i went down to the garage, a leaned over on the floor to check her phone that was plugged into the wall and c grabs her by her neck from behind and starts choking her, screaming at her “you’re ruining my life!” or some weird shit and they ended up down stairs trying to kill each other and my jaw just dropped wide open, like what the fuck. they then stated that since her head was against the wall and he was repeatedly punching her, they wanted to make sure she didn’t have a concussion and either way had to take her back to the police station and have her mother come pick her up since she was technically under-age. they all leave and i’m up in my room smoking a couple bowls to calm myself down, i was maybe sitting around by myself for an hour before c calls me yet again in distress and needing me to get him. the thing about this call, though, was that i couldn’t understand a damn word he was saying. he was bawling and sounded almost intoxicated but i was able to de-code that he was down the street from my house. i don’t think i have ever driven so frantically so i’m real glad it was close but i turn the corner to see this kid dragging my dad’s bike down the street and i could tell on of his arms was bleeding. instead of being supportive i got real angry, i knew he was doing that to weasel his way back into my house and surely enough i was right. i dragged his loopy ass to walgreens then brought him home so i could properly clean and bandage his cuts. while doing this, he kept murmuring to himself and then asked me for a pen and paper... i still have this paper. he then proceeded to write down a group of five seemingly random number and started saying them under his breath. he took his pen and traced them over multiple times and then re-wrote them to form a circle which, while still talking to himself, he started to trace with his fingers and it was in that exact moment that i came to the conclusion i might be dealing with someone having a form of a psychotic break and that, my friends, is why i don’t think this story is funny even if i make jokes, again it’s who i am. i am not a damn professional, i don’t exactly know what the fuck i was witnessing, but having known the kid for so long and seeing what was happening, his mind and his age together, that was my “kayla conclusion”, which could very well be wrong... regardless it was fucking terrifying. i told him that he could again spend the night that night, but i didn’t want to kiss him or anything romantic i just wanted to get through the day and sleep.
now it is the next day and we wake up and are laying in bed and i have no damn idea how this even came up but he started talking about wanting to start a family with me and i was like “okay, i literally am scared of what may be going on in this kids brain” so i played along and we talked about that and i believe we ended up having sex and he took my birth control away from me and put it in my ring box that he had given me. having been on the pill for 5 years at that time, i knew that if i missed one day i would most likely be fine and would just try to take two the next morning. i don’t remember too much of this day given what ends up following but i do know that for whatever reason we went to target and while we were in the parking lot about to leave i informed him that a was coming over and he was not allowed to stay, i had felt so bad for what had happened before and wanted the chance to make that up to her. now see, usually when c disapproves of something he does not hide that by any means, but to my surprise he seemed okay with this! i remember thinking “wow, props to him.... cool”. so we go back to my house and he had about 4 hours until i told him he had to be out of there and we are sitting on the floor of my room watching bob’s burgers and taking dabs. c and i always joked about that when you take a couple dabs, you just need to poop... it’s just what happens! so he stated that he was going to use the bathroom and i figured he was pooping. he goes in the bathroom and starts to play “here comes the sun” by the beatles and i thought to myself “eh, i sometimes listen to music while i poop, too” but i also admit to myself that it was a very strange song choice for him because he didn’t listen to the beatles that often and if he did it was absolutely not that song. now, keep in mind i am insanely high and absorbed into bob’s so in the blink of an eye i realized it had been about fifteen minutes and that here comes the sun was playing on fucking repeat and that was when i knew that he was definitely not pooping in there.
my stomach dropped and my heart stopped and i took a deep breath and literally go “alright, larios” and walk to my bathroom door where i try to open it, but there were man feet in my way. i shove his feet out of the way with the door and open it to see this boy leaned up against my bath tub, blood running down both of his arms, and my fucking initials carved into his chest. you ask me to scream on command and i could not, but i swear i let out the most blood curdling scream ever and yelled “what the fuck are you doing?!” he proceeds to try to get himself to stand up, he had lost a little blood so he was staggering and tripping over himself and he sounded intoxicated. he stumbled towards me and started taunting me about every bad decision i have ever made in my life (i’ve made the mistake of telling him a lot through out the years). he said something about me having sex with an underage girl (referring to a who i only kissed, i have never had sex with any girl of any age, i am too much of a pussy. pun intended) and then said stuff about sleeping with a 30 year old man, just literally anything wrong i had ever did, he was taunting me about as he moved closer to backing me into the wall and i was in such shock i don’t remember all that was said by any means but i do remember him holding himself up against my sink and i told him “you need help, you need help big time. you’re going to the hospital” and he’d either say “no i’m not” in a real mocking tone, or he would even more spookily state that even if i do get him in the hospital “no one can help him, there’s nothing they can do”. i called my dad and told him to bring that kids ass to the hospital and i don’t remember much besides when my dad got home c did make it a huge point to out me as bi-sexual to my father. clearly raul did not give a shit and he took him to the hospital where this kid did not even notify his parents that he was at and he got admitted to a psych facility. the next day he called me all “oh i love you” like nothing had happened, i don’t remember too much but i did know we were still broken up and regardless i agreed to drive all the way out there to take part in a therapy session with him and bring him some pictures of my eldest orange. i drive about 40 minutes out there, facing my fear of hospitals for myself, so we go into the therapy room and he introduces me and the second i start talking about what had happened over the past week or so, i could tell right away just by the look in that woman’s eyes that he had not told her a single god damned thing about why he was in there. he got mad at me, which was fine, at that moment i was done with him, too. we broke up the next day and he lied his way out of that place in about a week.
does it make sense now, why i wanted to ruin his life for a while there? i’m past that, but i wasn’t crazy... i couldn’t eat after that, i couldn’t sleep (hence the cocaine, was desperately trying to keep myself awake) and i couldn’t even really be in my room because i kept going back to all that had happened. i lost about 25 pounds and absolutely lost my fucking mind, i slept with everyone... and their mothers i swear. i went insane in literally every aspect of the word but
i have an okay reason.
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