#like yes i started T rly young it also took 2 years of appointments to get it

[binders-and-beanies]

When people are like “omg how have you been on T so long how have you had top surgery it’s not fair” ,,, bc I am older and started the processes rly early,,,, like that feels so mean and I wish a quick accessible transition for everyone who wants it I just dunno why I’m supposed to feel guilty for like how the passage of time works or that I was on T sooner than ppl who didn’t realize they were trans at the time,,, and like it took me significantly Longer to access these things than the average transition stories I hear. It’s just that I Started Trying earlier. Also like if people are constantly gonna call me an old man and claim to be excited about trans elders you can’t be like mad that someone has been on T more than a couple years

#like yes i started T rly young it also took 2 years of appointments to get it #when I know people who just got it thru informed consent which RULES it’s just like ok but you see how that was faster right #and w top surgery it took years to get a consult (and then only 6 months till surgery after that) #but I’ve heard of ppl just. calling and scheduling a consult and having it be soon #and I was never like supposed to feel jealous of anyone so when ppl act like I’m sooo privileged for being further along.. #I’m not saying it’s bc I tried harder or anything like that but there were obstacles that those same ppl didn’t have #I just. went thru those obstacles at an earlier time #like genuinely i hope u get these things by yesterday if u want them. #it just doesn’t make sense to be mad that I started T in 2015 if u decided u wanted it in like 2022. I did not personally stop u #mine #txt