#like ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[hideyseek]

im sure that other ppl's experience of watching guardian is like. very serious and dramatic. but shen wei is SO. and the subtitles are SO. and also i have to pause every like 3 min to look up some phrase bc between zhao yunlan's accent and my extremely mediocre reading and the terrible subtitles sometimes i have no clue what's going on

#zyl can put SO. MUCH. 儿. into his lines omg #also sometimes someone will say something and i will immediately pause and yell 'WHY WOULD YOU TRANSLATE THAT LIKE THAT' #like ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #this isnt even egregious i just currently recall it: #zyl says like: 你到底是不是— and gets interrupted. he's trying to figure out shen wei's scret identity #*secret #the subs said 'are you actually...' #i woulda gone more in the direction of like ... 'why don't you admit whether you're—' #'are you actually' just doesnt have enough SYLLABLES to me to convey a threat #like ok i am no expert !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am just !!!!! full of opinions!!!!!!!! #fic for this fandom is gonna be FASCINATING bc the show is in chinese to me but i gotta write fic in english #hidey watches guardian #favorite #guardian spoilers

[mahoushojoe]

thinking about how neji spent his entire life being the victim of gross injustice at the hands of the people closest to him and being constantly told his feelings towards that injustice were invalid and being manipulated to the point that he died thinking exactly the way the system wanted him to think under the illusion that it was his free will all along

#im in pain and i feel bad for him #he like. never escaped. his emotions regarding people he loved (his father most of all) were manipulated #to make him complacent with his own suffering #maybe not actively manipulated on naruto's part but ultimately neji's emotional vulnerability as a traumatized lonely kid was what made him #so easy to steer away from his righteous anger #his skills were used and then he was discarded #ughhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHH im upset #neji hyuga #naruto #naruto shippuden

[puppyeared]

can someone come over and step on my tailbone

#man idk if its just bc i need to get up and stretch more but it feels. idk #its like when your spine feels too close together and you have to get up and stretch and hear your bones crack #ive been squirming and flexing a little just to try and get it out but ughhhh. it doesnt hurt just kind of a dull ache?? itch??? #ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #yapping

[swan2swan]

I'm sorry, I know I'm going to be in an extreme minority here*, but I hate, hate, hate, hate, HATE that Wishing Star design in Wish.

#*this makes me even madder because so many people are gonna love it and it's gonna be UGH #it should have been more crystalline or nebulous #preferably crystalline #there could have been so much #but nooooo you gotta go with the plush luma look #disney's wish #wish #it looks neat besides that! #which is why I'm mad! #this is just like Shisu's design again #and her armadillo #too plush and marketable and Safe #dial back the cuteness to a more manageable scale #there was so much that could have been done but ''ooooh plush soft huggable cute thing'' UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[dizzybevvie]

Every day i resist the urge to rewatch this series

#Season 2 when they were on Berk slapped too #then they rebooted it with some httyd mod but only did like 3 episodes #then they rebooted it with the Fire and Ice mod and it was p good form my memory #and THEN they rebooted it with a httyd mod but it suckeddd #and apparently they rebooted it again like??? 3 weeks ago???/ #YEAH SO IF THERES A FANDOM FOR THIS OG SERIES . HMU AJSBDAKSJDN #little lizard #old mcyt #mcyt #httyd #how to train your dragon #I MISS IVY AND BUBBLES AND SPLASH AND PYRO AND TWIG AND THORN AND SUBZERO AND UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH <3 #beverly says stuff #is there a tag for this series #little lizard httyd

[rabbithaver]

came upstairs to get breakfast and found my brother had left the spaghetti he'd made cooking on the stove. now the whole house reeks of burnt tomato sauce

#like dude did you not consider how fucking dangerous that is??? you're 20 years old please use your fuckig brain #ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. not a good way to start my morning #rabbit.txt

[084392]

sorry just ventingggg about some of my projects bc honestly.....

ive just been feeling really unmotivated about my pokemon related project ideas lately bc it just seems like....why bother with a frankly over ambitious fan thing i realistically would not even be able to complete in a way im proud of when i should/could probably be focusing on more original stories....if anything. but it just feels like im getting nowhere either way :(

#like i was having some fun with BR and my more recent evlution family ideas but.... #it just seems like i dont have time in the long run for either of those projects now... #anyways sorryyyy this is. depressing and ik people wanted to see more br stuff too...but i just....ughhhhhhhh. sorry... #and..maybe it would be a good idea to at least finish the br outline or somthing but it just feels like. too pointless now.... #even tho it would probably still be good writing exercise either way...ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......

[widevibratobitch]

im so fucking irritated and mad at everyone and myself too and i just fucking know im gonna take it out on my mom when she comes pick me up from the train like i god i hate it here [my head].

#im a bad fucking person lol #like even unrelated to the whole thing with my mother. i just am. in general. #ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[gloopdimension]

I am still thoroughly in denial that i have not one but two whole girlfriends. Like how did i get you guys.

#Like we are in a little polycule. And they make me so happys. Im really really bad at showing it like ATROCIOUS at showing it i show it in #the dumbest fuckingways possible. BUT I DO LOAF THEM SO MUCH. UGH ITS UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #I CANT BELIEVE. #ifu guys see this . hisaff hi nikos<3

[theold-ultraviolence]

OKAY I LOVED 'PEARL' OMG

It definitely wasn't horror. Would've loved to have seen more kills and more gore but the story, the acting, the MUSIC AND PHOTOGRAPHY aaaaaah I AM OBSESSED

#I liked it way more than X #honestly it kinda makes more sense to see Pearl First and then X #I didn't like X because it wante to be Texas Chainsaw sooo bad and nothing will ever be it #I mean I liked it but didn't love it #BUT PEARL #UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I LOVED IT #LOVED THE SCENES WITH THE MOVIE PROJECTIONIST #kinda wanna write something with some blorbo based on that setting (except omitting what happens to the movie projectionist guy of course) #lol

[parasolids]

hot water has been out at my house since rfiday and unfortunately i get freaked out if i don't shower like 3 times a day and the repair guy wont be here til friday so as you can imagine i am quite unhappy currently

#been showering at family friends places but ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #i would like to clarify that showering 3x a day is not normal and once every other day (what ive been doing) is pretty normal and all #my brain's just broke #cactus.txt

[dyslexicempress]

talkin to a prof earlier today about how its really difficult and mentally frustrating that i can’t get myself to write things like a normal person-- takes me literal hours to get started on writing even IF ITS THE ONLY THING I HAVE TO DO AND WOULD ONLY TAKE MAYBE AN HOUR OF APPLIED TIME 

she told me to drink about it. vent in tags

#ma'am...... i cannot get shitfaced everytime i have an assignment i'd be dead of alchohol poisoning within the week......... #UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #like that's sorta the frustrating deal w/ everythin. is that i know i have some qualified chops as a historical writer. yay! #granted i dont really write the same on here when you compare my historical writing to my ramblings. #however. even with my writing skillz it's FILLED WITH AINGUISH. because it takes me WAAAAAAAY longer than it reasonably should because . #i just. can't. get started. like i'll block sites for hours. i'll throw my phone across the room #i'll remove any and all distractions AND YET. im staying up until the wee hours of the morn trying to crank out a TWO PAGE PAPER. #that should ONLY TAKE AN HOUR TOPS. #UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #like i don't understand the deal!!!! what the fuck!!!!!!!!!!! #but when i invaribly get my writing assignments done my profs are like. 'hey wtf. you should publish this.' or lavishing me w/ compliemtns #which is nice sure. BUT FFS I'D LIKE TO WRITE W/OUT THIS BARRIER #IMAGINE WHAT I COULD DO IF I COULD WRITE LIKE A NORMAL HUMAN BEING #rather than the sleep-deprived musiings of a highly dyslexic fool.

[vivi266]

tfw you forget you were subscribed to a yearly renewal for something you never use

#cancelled that bitch now but that's like 200$ down the hole #ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[gregmarriage]

yeah so, the antibiotics i took? didn’t work. i took the whole week’s course and i felt like maybe i was getting better, but nope. i want to stab something

#of course it’s not as simple as i’d hoped it would be #of fuckin course #idk what to do now #i think i’m gonna go back to the doctors but idk what they’re gonna suggest #a different set of antibiotics? #but who knows if they’ll even work this time #i’m just stressed bc i REALLY fuckin hoped this was over but nope i’m still sick #and i fuckin hate it #my mind is spiralling again like last time and i wanna scream #just UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[autismsubway-remade]

another day another shaking with rage at incest shippers

#sorry jsut. im just thinking abt that one artist again. i really liked their art but i have seen unspeakable things and no i don't care #that it was in 2019. i really dont. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ok im gonna actually try to sleep now