#like that toastyglow comic abt the big emotions

[adhdandcomics]

is anyone else still really really Weird about the hyperfixations they picked up in 2020 quarantine?

#like. REALLY intense abt it #like ok let me explain actually #saiki k was my comfort show and a big hyperfixation during quarantine #and i have not been able to show any of my friends this show besude the one that was in the trenches w me for two (2) YEARS #bc i got such bad preemptive RSD about them not liking it for some reason i literally anxiety panicked myself out of sharing it #genuinely had the same feeling wanting to share this show w my friends as i would sharing soemthing like my personal poetry. like that level #of weird #i am only now rewatching it right #i started a few days ago and genuinely dyed my hair pink again the next day #something something my emotions are too big abt it to make even good fan content rn #also been having lots of anxiety in general recently so sure thats not helping #but anyway. weird big feelings. possessive instincts. too big emotions. #like that toastyglow comic abt the big emotions #i gotta find it in a bit #oh and like animal crossing is on the complete other side of the spectrum #literally played it Every Single Day that year n havent been able to play it in almost 2 years now #just bc. idk??? #anyway feel free to share ur feelings if you relate but if u are like ‘ #‘cecil what the fuck r u talking about thats genuinely concerning’ well. mind ur business. #adhd #hyperfixation #quarantine #actually adhd #and also tma which i had both before and after quarantine but tma was a VERYYYYYY intense time in my life. i have so many fucking animations #like very much causing MANY events in my life also being completely consumed by it ect ect. #will never be normal abt that podcadt ive accepted that anyway