#like i guess i CAN go without the adhd meds and the occasional sleeping aids

[tardis--dreams]

Keep realizing that i probably couldn't do my semester abroad in korea even if i wanted to because of all that stupid medication i take that's not allowed to be 'imported'

#like i guess i CAN go without the adhd meds and the occasional sleeping aids #but I'm quite fond of that anti depressant because it's the first one that ever worked and potentially having to give that up #sounds a little depressing lmao #been thinking about this for months now #just the fact i can't travel without worry because of the meds makes me mad #i kinda want to get off them just because of that #(and because i know i won't get a new person to prescribe them to me if my psych stops working #no chance to get access to proper healthcare in Germany if you don't want to sell your soul and sacrifice your first born #yeah no I'm bitter #sorry #this makes me sad #i guess the other meds should be fine since they're for physical health and don't fall under these heavy restrictions #but even with them it's stressful because even then I'd need to do paperwork and get proof i need that shit #and even if i have all that i can't take more than the supply for 3 months #i fucking hate it #really makes me bitter even tho i usually don't even mind it in my everyday life #but if i want to be free to go wherever i want i can't take meds but i need them so that's kinda fucked up #shut up amy