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[subbyalbedo]

Kinktober 2023! 👹

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**All fics are DOM READER**

Week 1:

(1) DACRYPHILIA with Giyu Tomioka

(2) FEMINIZATION with Tamaki Amajiki

(3) ORAL FIXATION with Kyojuro Rengoku

(4) ~x~

(5) THIGH RIDING with Zenitsu Agatsuma

(6) RIMMING with Katsuki Bakugo

(7) TEASE with Keigo Takami

Week 2:

(8) SOMNOPHILIA with Hitoshi Shinso

(9) BRAT TAMING with Neito Monoma

(10) EDGING with Sanemi Shinazugawa (Part 1)

(11) DOUBLE PENETRATION x THREESOME with Sanemi and Genya Shinazugawa (Part 2 of Day 10)

(12 - 14) ~x~

Week 3:

(15) IGNORE with Izuku Midoriya

(16) PRAISE with Douma

(17-18) ~x~

(19) MASTERBATION with Kyojuro Rengoku

(20) COCKWARMING with Neito Monoma

(21) OVERSTIMULATION with Shoto Todoroki

Week 4:

(22) ~x~

(23) CAMBOY with Tomura Shigaraki

(24) LACTATION with Eijiro Kirishima

(25-26) ~x~

(27) BREEDING with Zenitsu Agatsuma

(28) CORRUPTION with Tanjiro Kamado pt 1

Week 5:

(29) CORRUPTION with Tanjiro Kamado pt 2

(30) MOMMY KINK + SUB SPACE with Tengen Uzui

(31) A/B/O with Omega!Muzan Kibutsuji (Happy Halloween!!)

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This is my first kinktober so...we'll see how it goes????? Idk what demon possessed me to have a fic for every single day in October but this isn't stressful at all...not one bit *nervous laughter*

I added some breaks because I don't think I'm gonna get all these done in time, and I changed a couple things, but honestly I think I'm doing better than expected for my first kinktober lol.

Fics will come out at 5:00 AM on the day they are set for.

(as things are posted, they will be linked on here).

Enjoy!

(if someone can explain why tf the links are messed up and different colors (???), that would be greatly appreciated...)

#kinktober #kinktober 2023 #leonawrites #dom reader #dom reader smut #sub character smut #smut #my hero academia #demon slayer #first kinktober?!?!?!? #idk whats gonna happen #scary #happy halloweeeeeeeen

[vashtijoy]

"why not join me instead?" akechi's "invitation" in conf 7

People come and go on whether this question of Akechi's is genuine or not. Opinions run the gamut from "I hate him for trying to take you away from your friends" to "Akechi wants Joker to be his accomplice".

Myself, I don't think Akechi means this as a serious question, for a number of reasons. I think this question is rhetorical.

Quick summary:

Conf 7 illustrates the similarity between Joker and Akechi, and that they're both committed to the showdown between them;

Rather than being an invitation, Akechi's question again illustrates that parallel—that neither of them will give up the things that matter to them to join the other, as Joker has asked him to do;

"I'll think about it" does not count towards the third awakening—and I can prove it. Rather, Akechi can't conceive that Joker would ever abandon his friends, and uses it as an outrageous example of something Joker would never do;

Joker's loyalty not only to his principles but to his friends is something Akechi values so much that he won't let Joker sacrifice it;

Akechi is not so much offering Joker a way out in conf 7 (there is no way out) as he's confirming for his own sake that Joker is still in the game. Is this still a battle between rivals, or is it an execution?

Let's take a look.

what is akechi really asking?

[long post is long]

Look at this line. Look at the question he's posing:

Akechi いっそ君がこっちに来るってのは?⋯今の仲間を捨ててさ。 isso kimi ga kocchi ni kuru tte no wa?... ima no nakama o sutete sa Why not join me instead...? All you'd have to do is abandon the teammates you have now.

It's very easy to focus on the first half of this question and miss the second. But that second half is the important part, the sting in the tail. The Japanese is a great example of wa building suspense: "Instead, what if you come over to my side, (AND THEN WHAT, AKECHI???????)"

The sentence is left hanging, with the weight of it unspoken (since wa emphasises what comes after it); Akechi is obviously not done speaking. And indeed, when he continues, it's a doozy:

"though, of course, you'd have to dump the friends you have now." (Yes, I think "friends" is often a much better translation of nakama than "teammates", fight me; it's even often translated as "friend" in P5 itself, or indeed, awkwardly, as "teammates and friends".)

Akechi is using the same verb, suteru, that you use for tossing something in the trash; the parallel meaning, "ending a relationship", exists in Japanese too.

Ryuji, Morgana, Ann, Yusuke, Makoto, Futaba, Haru, everything you've all gone through together and everything you've been—Akechi is suggesting you toss them aside like garbage. For him.

Now, I think part of Akechi would very much like Joker to do that. But he also knows better than to expect it. Because he knows Joker so much better than that.

Akechi has seen firsthand how loyal Joker is to his friends—remember on 1/2 how he says he investigated them all? He's seen some of the things Joker will do for them. He expects that blind faith to lead Joker to his death, much as Yaldabaoth does. But he also respects it.

This boy who's never had a friend, who's convinced himself the whole idea is stupid, is still drawn to the loyalty he sees in Joker. Even as he's preparing his own ultimate betrayal, Akechi recognises Joker's commitment to others. He understands treachery is bad, even though he himself is a traitor—just as he understands that murder is bad, and that doesn't stop him, either.

This question of whether or not Joker will betray his friends (and Akechi specifically) comes back on 2/2, of course—and in force.

so why does he ask

Akechi is not proposing that the two of them run off together. He's not asking to see what Joker will say. He doesn't impulsively make the invitation, and then run away when Joker says yes. He is, in fact, not even asking. He poses the idea of Joker abandoning all his friends as a counterexample. It's supposed to be something Joker would never consider, something he will find morally repugnant.

Which is why, if Joker says yes, Akechi is shocked, and essentially tells Joker not to make such stupid spur-of-the-moment decisions. Akechi is making a rhetorical point about what Joker is asking of him.

Remember Joker's statement that leads into Akechi's question:

Yeah. Joker either suggests that Akechi should give up everything he's doing and everything he believes in (even as Akechi confabulates about what those things really are), or he suggests, with the top option, that he's already done it.

And in return, Akechi says that Joker should join him... and throw away his friends and everything he's working for and everything he believes in, of course.

It's the second response to his question, where Joker turns him down flat, that makes it most obvious that this was what Akechi meant:

Joker それは無理だ sore wa muri da I'm not doing that. No way in hell. Akechi だろうね。 darou ne I thought as much. Akechi 分かるだろ、誰だって今の立場を簡単に捨てられやしないんだよ wakaru daro, dare datte ima no tachiba o kantan ni suterare yashinai n da yo I'm sure you understand. We all have our parts to play, and we can't simply leave those behind.

See what he's saying? ima no tachiba o kantan ni suterare yashinai—"we absolutely must not lightly set aside the positions we hold now".

Incidentally, yes, that's that same verb suteru that he used before, for casting aside or throwing away. Akechi is drawing a parallel between Joker's friends and his own goals—between the things each of them holds most dear, which neither of them will sacrifice, even to save the other. (Assuming you think Akechi would even be down to save Joker—but I do think conf 7 suggests that at this point, he might not be opposed to the possibility. It's just that it doesn't exist.)

the phone call

This parallel returns in the phone call afterwards, if you again tell him that you're rivals:

It's a little hard to tell from the localisation what Akechi is getting at, so let's take a close look:

Akechi 僕らにはお互い譲れないものがあって、そのためにも負けられない。 bokura ni wa otagai yuzurenai mono ga atte, sono tame ni mo makerarenai [lit. for both of us, these are things we cannot compromise on, and because of those things we cannot suffer losing.] Neither of us can afford to lose, because we fight in service of our principles. It's the same for both of us. Neither of us can afford to lose, because of these principles we won't concede. Akechi ⋯だからこそ、もしも君が自分を曲げたりしたら絶対に赦さないよ。 ... dakara koso, moshi mo kimi ga jibun o megetari shitara zettai ni yurusanai yo [lit. that's exactly why, if you were to warp yourself [that way], I would absolutely never let such a sin (t/n: note the kanji) pass.] And that is precisely why... I cannot allow you to change. ... And that's precisely why, if you betrayed yourself that way... I couldn't allow it. Akechi だって、僕が負けたくないのは『君』なんだから。 datte, boku ga maketakunai no wa "kimi" nan da kara [lit. it's you as you are now who I do not want to lose to.] As you are now, as you think now... I cannot allow you to win over me. The person you are now, with those principles, and that determination—that's the one I won't ever allow to beat me.

Here's my attempt at a translation again, so you can see it all together:

Akechi: It's the same for both of us. Neither of us can afford to lose, because of these things we won't concede. Akechi: ...And that's precisely why, if you betrayed yourself that way... I couldn't allow it. Akechi: The person you are now, with those principles, and that determination—that's the one I won't ever allow to beat me.

It turns out that this phone conversation, that was originally quite mystical-sounding and hard to follow (what were you trying to say, Akechi?) is quite straightforward. It ties into to his original question. "Will I join you, Joker? Well, what if you join me instead? Just throw away all your little friends for my sake? Of course you won't—because we're the same. Both of us have things we can't give up, no matter what—and if you tried to do that, I wouldn't let you, because I value you as you are...."

This parallel between the two of them is what conf 7 is about, from the text message that opens it to the phone call that concludes it:

It's the same thing again: neither of you can afford to lose, because you're fighting for your principles. The billiard table is the stage for this wider discussion.

The billiard scene, of course, is interesting for another reason—Akechi is giving Joker a chance to back out; he's testing his commitment, and perhaps hinting that he never intended to be quite where he is, either. He states at the outset that he's being indirect, that what he's saying is a metaphor—and then closes that metaphor with a very direct question: "Do you still intend to play this game?"

Akechi それでも君は、このゲームを降りる気はないの? sore demo kimi wa, kono geemu o oriru ki wa nai no? Even then... do you still intend to play this game? But despite all of that, you still won't fold, will you?

The Japanese is even more specific: Akechi asks Joker if he intends to fold—not whether he still wants to play, but whether he means to give up entirely! "This can't be what you expected, so how about it? Will you just give up? Does this mean as much to you as it does to me? Is this a game we both choose to play, or are you just a victim?"

How much of this is Akechi blowing smoke up his own ass?—casting the fact that he's about to murder the boy in front of him in a glowing, romantic light? Pretty much all of it, I'd say. He's dreamed of having a rival, someone to compete with who challenges him, but what he's got is quite a bit more than that.

Again, the rival imagery is what allows Akechi not only to accept this close relationship, but to frame it as a life-or-death contest that only one of them can win. It confirms to him that what Lavenza describes as "a truly unfair game" is actually fair. It's about making Joker's murder seem as much Joker's fault as his own.

but what happens if you say yes?

Despite all of this, you can choose to have Joker consider Akechi's "offer"—to discard Ryuji, Morgana, Ann, Yusuke, Makoto, Futaba and Haru like trash, and assist Akechi instead. It's tempting, I know.

I don't personally get the impression that Akechi likes this response, for a number of reasons. None of the three responses to his offer score confidant points, but there's something else in play: only one of these responses unlocks his third awakening.

See the F code highlighted in yellow? Only one of these three responses has it. "You're my rival" counts towards the third awakening. Rejecting him, with "I'm not doing that", does not—but more to the point, offering to be with him, with "I'll think about it", also does not!

The issue is confused because a number of us have taken option 1 (or indeed option 2, like me) and still got the third awakening on 2/2. It seems like you need some of the flagged responses, not all of them. But it remains the case that "I'll think about it" does not make Akechi more likely to have his third awakening.

What happens if you take this option?

Joker 考えておく kangaete oku I'll think about it. Akechi へえ、考えてはくれるんだ? hee, kangaete wa kureru n da? Oh? So you'll think about it, at least? What? You mean you'll consider it? Akechi ⋯でも、そういうその場限りの情はやめた方がいい。 ...demo, sou iu sono ba kagiri no jou wa yameta hou ga ii ...But I'd advise you don't say these things without their due consideration. ... Still, it would be better if you didn't trust such fleeting sentiments. Akechi 出来もしない約束はするものじゃないよ。 deki mo shinai yakusoku wa suru mono ja nai yo You shouldn't make promises that you can't keep, anyway. Don't be the sort who promises the earth and walks away.

A few grammar points:

んだ n da on a question demands an explanation; Akechi's question could almost be rendered "Why on earth would you need/want to think about it?"

そういうその場限りの情 sou iu sono ba kagiri no jou—"sentiments that only matter here and now". Essentially, "sentiments that won't last"—or that are makeshift or ad hoc; Joker is making a stupid spur-of-the-moment decision.

yes, 出来もしない約束 deki mo shinai yakusoku translates idiomatically as "promising the earth". The point is not that Joker should not promise; the point is that he shouldn't be the sort of person who promises so much—and then doesn't follow through.

Again, this confidant is all about Akechi's expectations for Joker. It's about the weird belief he has in him, like the belief he has in Shido—that Joker has principles and friends and will stand by them, that those things are important and matter, even if they're diametrically opposed to Akechi's principles and the things he wants.

The fact that they foil each other in this way is a large part of what makes Joker such a worthy opponent for Akechi. So if Joker turns around and says, sure, Akechi, I'll dump all my friends so we can make out?

Akechi does not like that. He thinks better of him!—he loses respect if Joker offers this. Even if that little line about "promising the earth" suggests that, actually, yeah, he would quite like for the two of them to run away together—if only they lived in a world where it was possible.

what about "you're my rival"?

I've discussed this line before, but let's go into it for completeness.

Joker 明智は好敵手だ akechi wa koutekishu da You're my rival. Nah, you're my worthy opponent.

Do you see that Joker names Akechi there? He doesn't just say, "we're worthy opponents", or even "you're my worthy opponent", koutekishu da yo.

No, he picks Akechi out by name, and then tells him exactly what they are to each other. Because wa builds suspense. Akechi wa... (what?! what is he?!) koutekishu da. "I can't run away with you, because I need you to be this to me instead".

And this is the line with the F-code. This is the line that, if you choose it, will build towards Akechi's third awakening—which is centred on his trust in Joker, on the fact that Joker is worthy of that trust.

And how does Akechi respond?

He's astonished. He did not expect this at all, look:

On the left, the top screenshot where he's waiting for your answer; in the centre, the moment of shock, where he's pulled away and dropped his hand and his eyes are wide; on the right, a comparative overlay just to demonstrate that he pulled back.

smiles that aren't smiles

I have a half-assed theory that you can tell when Akechi is really smiling—because the model will smile with him. If you watch, for instance, Ryuji, the model's expressions match the sprite's almost exactly. But if you watch Akechi? Nah, not so much.

Here's an example. Akechi appears to smile quite often through conf 7—but if you glance away from the sprite and textbox to the model, the model is pokerfaced. Five smile sprites on the optimal route through conf 7, and not one of them—not even "you truly are fascinating"—matches the model:

But when you pick "You're my rival"? Suddenly the model's face springs to life:

It's obvious from everything else that this moment is of deep significance to Akechi. But this little detail with the smiles suggests we can confirm it.

and what does he say?

It doesn't take long for him to pull himself together:

Akechi 同意だね、僕らにはなれ合いより対等な関係こそふさわしい。 doui da ne, bokura ni wa nareai yori taitouna kankei koso fusawashii I agree. I think a relationship of equals suits us better than being co-conspirators, anyway...

This is another one that I find unclear in the localisation, so let's have at it.

nareai suggests an illicit or unduly-close union. It suggests "being in bed together" in the business sense—cosying up, colluding, conspiring. It suggests they're working together when they shouldn't be. Jisho uses the screamingly-outdated term "common-law marriage" (what we call "living together") as an example. Essentially, it suggests they're too close—or even co-dependent, in a way that corrupts them both.

In short? Akechi's "co-conspirators", nareai, means "accomplices"—what we might call "murder boyfriends".

taitouna kankei—literally, "an equal relationship"—is a set phrase, and we know what it means. It suggests a relationship where nobody is being cheated; where everyone gets out what they put in. Where the two of them compete on equal terms.

That's a very Akechi way to look at relationships. But it's also a relationship where nobody is in charge; nobody is dominant, and everyone has self-respect. Nobody is chasing after anyone or sacrificing unduly, as either would be if they joined the other. Everyone can be who they are and say what they want. Everyone can say no.

It's the sort of relationship Akechi very notably does not have with Shido. Is it the sort of relationship he has with Joker, when the two of them are hiding so much from each other and lying so much, and there's so much, like, murder going on? Nah. But as an aspiration, as a suggestion of the sort of relationship Akechi would like them to have, alongside everything else he's told us about how he sees the two of them—as similar, as equals and opposites, as bound by their principles, as destined to fight—it's almost touching.

and what does joker think?

Akechi ⋯たとえこの先、何があろうともだ。 ...tatoe kono saki, nani ga arou tomo da ...No matter what else may change. ...No matter what might come next. Akechi それだけの事を言ったんだから、逃げないでよ? sore dake no koto o itta n da kara, nigenaide yo? In any case, what you just said carries great weight. Remember what you decided, and don't run from it. All right? [lit. don't run away just because of what [I/you] said, all right?]

I'm not sure about this. It feels like it should be referring back to Akechi's last line—"don't get cold feet and run away just because I alluded ominously to whatever's coming next, okay?". I guess it could be referring to Joker's commitment, with "You're my rival"? IDK, I'm out on this one, so I'm inclined to give the localisation the benefit of the doubt.

But it doesn't matter. Because the significance of what Joker does next doesn't change:

He nods. Akechi spends the whole confidant hinting that something ominous is coming, and that the two of them are heading to an inevitable confrontation, and Joker nods.

I don't think this is really consistent with interpretations where Joker is a meek little sheep in the interrogation room. Joker might not have chosen this, he might not have wanted it, he might have by far preferred to avoid it. He'd happily back out if Akechi would just drop the whole thing and agree to act sane. But he's committed to it. He agrees to fight.

Remember, conf 7 takes place after Joker hears the murder phone call. He knows what Akechi is. He knows what he's planning. He knows the stakes—and he agrees to play, to face Akechi down.

To quote @nardaviel, that's no sheep. That's a full-on "Phantom Thieves win again, motherfucker" smirk. Joker played Akechi's game, with everything he had—and he played to win.

#persona 5 #p5 meta #japanese language #shuake #goro akechi #ren amamiya #almost the worst part of this is that akechi respecting joker for his loyalty tells you how little he respects himself #also! 'i'll think about it' CANNOT POSSIBLY unlock the third awakening #because the third awakening is *all about trust* and saying yes to akechi proves that you're a traitor #and that 'i won't forgive you if you betray your principles' on the phone? also 2/2. this is exactly what he does if you take the deal #also!! joker makes a third option to akechi's question with 'you're my rival' and this is what astonishes him besides the thing itself #also! (per leonawriter) the maruki deal ending is essentially the nareai relationship #where akira has all the power and akechi..? well #nobody is themself or choosing for themself #also as regards whether akechi is lying he proves himself through action #'i won't let you betray yourself' - he did that already if you tried to take the deal #ALSO? that 'megeru' for 'i won't let you depart from your principles comes back on 2/2 #as joker's 'i won't fold' #and ofc it's ALSO akechi's 'you'd fold over...' that precedes that. it was set up in conf 7 if you took the rival route #so tldr it's plausible that 2/2 is as much akechi fighting for his vision of joker as for his right to die. help??? #ALSO. did you wonder why it's *awakening* akechi who comes to leblanc? the one closer to you who believes in you more? #this is exactly why. awakening akechi has faith left in you to lose. non-awakening akechi already lost that faith. BYE

[nebulaleaf]

i love seeing tumblr mutuals or familiar people in my ao3 kudos. we are friends holding hands la la lalala

#valiantcougar your kudos on my pegoryu fic means the world #basil putting my works in a BOOKMARK wow i am loved #i recognized leonawriter from my notes #and ofc destiny hee hee hoo

[port4shippers]

2020-2024 Other Soukoku Fic Recommedations

Ongoing:

The Last Lost Star in the Dark by Anonymous; Rated: Teen

Extracurricular Activities by black00cat; Rated: Explicit

And then the False God dies by dykeosauruspdf; Rated: Explicit

Dazai and the Moving Detective Agency by forest_raccoon; Rated: Teen

all the love we're capable of by haysel; Rated: Mature

lamb to the slaughter by melebee; Rated: Teen

How to train your puppy by Miss_Choco_chips; Rated: Teen

Local Man Goes On Supernatural Investigation With Unfairly Hot Ex, Hopes This Doesn’t Reawaken Anything In Him by rosalyra; Rated: Mature

The Detective by slightchangeinplans; Rated: Mature

Two Wrongs Make a Right by samtoby; Rated: Mature

Series:

teenage soukoku by fivecentsilver; Rated: General/Teen and 4 stories; the humorous antics of teen Soukoku in the Port Mafia

young loyalty by illicitly; Rated: Teen and 2 stories

Since When Do Kami Care About Gender, Anyway? by Leonawriter; Rated: Teen/Mature and 10 stories

How Chuuya Got a New Partner Without Really Trying (or Wanting) by Writing_Bumblebee; Rated: Teen/Mature and 6 stories

Crossovers/OC stories:

I Would Walk Through Hell If It's With You by DarkestSpring (terriblyterrible); BSD X BNHA Crossover; Rated: Teen and Ongoing

Shayō by YunaYamiMouto; BSD x BNHA Crossover; Rated: Teen and 21,165 words

End of the Hall (not as scary as it once was) by Haguakos; BSD X Little Nightmares Crossover; Rated: Teen and 3,476 words

pull out your pen and write down your memory by Seito; Isekai OC-centric; Rated: Teen and Ongoing

#bsd #soukoku #skk #dachuu #chuuzai #fic recommendation #port post

[dharmafox]

Thinking about @leonawriter's post: Mononoke is also very much about the importance of compassion toward oneself: toward one's own feelings, needs, boundaries, limitations, mistakes, and dark side. Its stories are about its characters needing to allow themselves to be human and imperfect and about the peace it creates when they do. Mononoke is also saying, "If you want to make the world better, be kinder to yourself."

#mononoke 2007 #kusuriuri

[haejjoon]

Recently I was brain-rotting with someone about Joker's sexuality and we both concluded that... He seems kinda uncomfortable in the game. Mostly because of the "There's no turning back..." Msg afterward. Like, Atlus? Why is this so menacing and dreadful? And then you have these several moments of Akira jokingly flirting/or openly flirting with his Bros (gobro included<3)

It's just that nothing happens in relationships... I know you can interpret anything as you want *ahem* Curse Atlus for making silent Protagonists. But I couldn't feel like Akira enjoys it. It is as if he felt that he has to be in relationships with women (I forgot the term name but it's like when you question your sexuality because of heteronormative everywhere)

Of course, it may be just because romance is purely optional so there is no need to write it that in deep. But some romance routes are showing disapproval through Sojiro or Akira's face in model change.

It's just... Seeing Akira smiling after the friendship route with Futaba was such a whiplash for me. He doesn't do it when saying he loves her. I never even KNEW he CAN change his face on a model!!! That made me so curious if his face changes with others by he always facing away from the camera</3

Let me study you, Jokerrrr

(if someone is curious about Futaba, you can find screenshots on @/leonawriter's blog)

So uhh... I am really curious what are your thoughts on Romance in P5 :D

Because there are several posts about some translation misses in Persona for a variety of reasons as well as THESE. DAMN. FLOWER. KEYCHAINS.

Atlus can "queerbait" me as much as Capcom(Ace Attorney) but it is not my fault they have written these characters with homoerotic tension!!!

...or maybe I am just deluded AroAce V.V

So, yeah, sorry for my rant about not well-written romance :'D

HOL ON LETTER COOK???? U HAVE A POINT.

i always saw the romance options as... you know, options, which was why i always took them with a grain of salt. like its kind of ridiculous how little romancing anyone affects the overall plot. i romanced haru my first run through because i thought it'd somehow give her more screentime via plot (jun hhaeyeun u poor, poor fool.)

but you're so right??? whats the in lore reason as to why joker seems so aloof?? from his various options in main plot we know that hes pretty memey, cares a lot for his friends, etc etc. but when u have the option to romance the Girl Of Your Dreams you're suddenly about as emotional as a rock? i think ur onto smth...

not to mention he DOES seem to be super uncomfortable with the options... idk he always seemed like he was just going along with whatever the girl wanted to make her happy, bc he was her friend. one thing in particular that i wanted to point out was ann's romance route, where ur choices are either "you can rely on me" or "you can rely on the others" .... WHAT. like obviously you'd say "i'm here for you", right?? obviously akiren would say that he's here for ann, right?????? personally i think that akiren doesnt even know when hes dating a girl. the horde of girls who castrate him on valentine's day absolutely took him by surprise. he was just being a homie.

(which i think is prettu sad if you think about it... half of the dialogue options to toggle the romance route just sounds like akiren's trying to be friendly. "you can rely on me" "i came here to see you" "you've got me" arent romantic in the slightest. these poor fucking girls... a guy is decent to them One Time and they're over the moon .......... pls u all deserve better)

#character study #persona 5 protagonist

[strangefellows]

@hirazuki got me yesterday, but I only just now noticed so here we go!

Rules: Share the first lines of ten of your most recent fanfics and tag ten people. If you have written fewer than ten, don't be shy and share anyway.

Most of these are projects I’ve worked on/finished that aren’t posted anywhere (yet), so most of them don’t have titles (yet), but here we go. (I’m not gonna use EVERY part of my long FGO fic series because I’ve written more than 10 sections of it so...)

1.  It was a simple little wish. -- unnamed (as of yet) Lobotomy Corporation longfic

2.  His earliest memories feel a universe away. -- another unnamed Lobotomy Corporation fic

3. Blood. The air smelled of blood. -- unnamed chapter of Fate/Grand Order fic series

4. Everything was terrible and she was going to scream. -- a different unnamed chapter of Fate/Grand Order fic series

5. Nothing was immediately noticeable as wrong-- the day started out like any other in Chaldea, chaotic as usual, so it wasn’t exactly easy to pinpoint any minor change. -- a different unposted FGO fic

6. Uruk is empty. -- Consequences; unposted Fate Gilgamesh fic

7.  It had been a little over a year since the night of Ukitake's funeral rite. -- LONE GASP FROM HELL; Bleach fic

8. In the breath between Ed's attempt to defend himself against the two strangers who'd shown up just to murder Slicer and his brother and the click-snap of his arm breaking, his only thought was a resounding oh shit. -- to be human is to desire; FMA: Brotherhood fic

9. Kimura Goro’s life was a wreck. -- unposted Persona 5 reversal AU fic

10. At first, there was nothing.  -- unposted Persona 5 Strikers AU fic

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhh OH OKAY @leonawriter and @missingmywing get dunked on i love you guys post your shit

#tag stuff #shit sara did #poses dramatically #so much of this is sitting in gdocs unposted lol #i WILL be posting the lobcorp one tho its 45k words oops #maybe posting the fgo fic series at some point too idk #too scared to post the gil fic tho lmao

[aidendh]

I posted 1,030 times in 2022

That's 436 more posts than 2021!

203 posts created (20%)

827 posts reblogged (80%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@akirameta84

@canadiyang

@leonawriter

@moonpaw

@noose-lion

I tagged 1,030 of my posts in 2022

#reblog - 826 posts

#incorrect quotes - 253 posts

#bungou stray dogs - 197 posts

#aiden's aus - 189 posts

#persona 5 - 180 posts

#rau - 154 posts

#oc - 140 posts

#akirameta84 - 139 posts

#canadiyang - 131 posts

#pokemon - 103 posts

Longest Tag: 49 characters

#friend: please tell me it was with his bare hands

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Shuichi: Are you sure this is the right direction?

Kokichi: Certainly, I'm as sure as I am honest!

Shuichi: In that case, we're definitely lost.

9 notes - Posted June 9, 2022

#4

Made a sketch of my God oc Kyoutei Moutaru

(Traced the face/neck shape, rest is freehanded)

11 notes - Posted January 11, 2022

#3

Akira: Thank God you were there, Akechi. I knew you wouldn't let your best friend die.

Akechi: I'm still gonna arrest you. I just can't do that if you're dead.

Akira: Whatever you gotta tell yourself. Baby steps. It's hard getting you out of your shell.

29 notes - Posted May 9, 2022

#2

Kusuo: ['If I see a bug, I simply teleport to another country and require someone else do something about it.']

Kusuo: ['If no one fulfills my wish, I simply never go back there.']

41 notes - Posted June 9, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Akechi: What do you call disobeying the law?

Akira: A hobby.

Akechi: *crosses his arms*

Akira: That I do not engage in.

97 notes - Posted May 3, 2022

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#tumblr2022 #year in review #my 2022 tumblr year in review #your tumblr year in review

[leabyssa]

I got my figma crow in 3 days because of the recommended website @leonawriter linked. YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW HAPPY I AM AND THANK YOU CAUSE I DONT THINK I WOULD’VE FOUND ONE IF YOU DIDN’T HELP

#thank you #and im also broke in the process #because of convertion #but still thank you

[tilia-cacophonous]

If you like Joker and Akechi please please check out @leonawriter 's new Persona 5 fic. Please! It's very good, I really like how many things remain unspoken and yet you know they have been conveyed. Ahh and that scene in Shido's ship <33

http://archiveofourown.org/works/39734523

#I couldn't find a fic announcement post on the author's blog so i made this i hope that's alright #p5 #Persona 5 #P5r #Akeshu #Shuake #Persona 5 Royal #P5

[subbyalbedo]

Kinktober Day 2 - FEMINIZATION with Tamaki Amajiki

Warnings: smut, feminization, cursing, pegging, bunny lingerie, Tamaki is male but is called girl and has his ass called cunt, reader is afab and uses strap but gets called daddy and refers to the strap as cock, sub! tamaki x dom!reader

It had been on Tamaki's mind for a while. But now that he was finally doing it, he was definitely having second thoughts.

He winced at himself in the mirror, what were you going to think, what if you hated it? You'd think he was weird, this was a bad idea he should just go and change--

He heard the sound of your key in the door, his eyes widening as you stepped into the house. He was about to bolt to the bathroom before you could see anything, but you were already calling out "Tamaaaa I'm home!"

By the time you had gotten to the door of your room, he hadn't been able to move an inch, fear and shame coursing through him.

You opened the door, and you were about to tell him about something completely ridiculous that happened at work but now you can't even remember what happened.

Because there was Tamaki.

Tamaki Amajiki.

Shy, quiet Tamaki. In pink bunny lingerie. With matching ears and stockings.

As you got over your shock, you saw him covering himself with his hands as he stared at the floor, face already a bright red.

"Aw, Tamaki. Is this all for me?"

He glanced up at you, and you tried to hold his gaze as he looked away quickly. "I-I should go change, you don't want to see me like this...th-this was a bad idea, I'll go chang--"

You grabbed his arm as he tried to hurry past you, smiling as he froze to look up at you.

"But Tamaki, you look gorgeous! Why would I want you to change when we've only just started?" You grinned.

"I - you - what -" Tamaki was dumbfounded. You liked this? You actually liked this? You didn't think he was weird, you didn't want him to change?

You caressed his cheek as he gazed at you with shiny eyes. "Now, get on the bed bunny."

He hurried to comply, nearly tripping to please you. As he laid on the bed, you crawled on top of him, taking in his pure beauty.

"You've been bad, hiding this from me, haven't you?"

He nodded hesitantly, not wanting to go against your words.

"Such a bad girl, yeah?" He nearly let out a moan at your words alone, and he did moan when you placed your knee between his legs.

"But I won't punish you, since you're such a pretty little thing. Now, let daddy get his strap." He shivered at your words, he couldn't believe you were indulging in his fantasies.

Once you chose one of your biggest straps, you secured it and pulled Tamaki's pink panties to the side to see his ass.

"Your cunt is so needy, isn't it bunny?" You saw it clench at your words as Tamaki groaned. "You like being a pretty girl?"

"Y-yes." He panted meekly.

"Yes what?" You asked, lubing up your strap.

"Yes d-daddy?" He whimpered as you started pushing a finger into his hole.

"Good girl."

Starting to thrust your finger deeper, you drew moans out of his mouth. He covered his face in embarrassment at the noises he was letting out, but you were having none of that.

You pulled his arm down, sighing at his red face. "You're so pretty, such a gorgeous girl. Don't hide your lovely face, bunny."

He whined, loving your praising words. He started to grind his hips down as you added another finger into his hole.

"Your pussy is so wet for me baby, it wants to be filled to the brim by my cock." You smirked at his reaction, eyes rolling back at your words as you found his prostate.

"Looks like I found your g spot, princess."

He moaned as you thrusted a couple more times, and you decided he was stretched enough.

Pulling out, he let out a little cry at the loss, hips thrusting up slightly.

Positioning your cock at his entrance, you smirked at his appearance. He was so needy, cock straining against the panties that were crooked to make room for you, hair plastered to his face, hands scrabbling at the sheets.

"You ready for daddy's cock?"

He nodded fervently, his bunny ears going crooked on his head.

You slapped hard, right on his wet hole. He jerked, keening at the unexpected pain. "Words, bunny. Even a dumb pretty girl like you knows how to ask nicely."

He gasped as you rubbed your dildo on the sentitive skin around his slicked ass.

"I need your cock so bad, please fill me up, I feel so empty, daddy." Tamaki shyly begged.

In one quick thrust, you pushed most of your cock into him as he let out the most delicious wail you had ever heard.

You set a brutal pace, pulling his hips to yours at the same time you jerked your hips forward, listening to his chanting of 'thankyouthankyouthankyou's coming from Tamaki's lips.

You pushed in, listening to the babblings coming from Tamaki as he gripped on to you.

"You like my cock? Your cunt is just sucking it in, bunny. Such a needy little thing." You didn't think he really heard you, but he let out an extra loud moan, and you could tell he was close.

You fucked him extra hard to bring his to the edge, and you yanked his hair so his head tilted back. With his milky white neck exposed, you sucked on a spot to leave a mark.

"Come for me, pretty girl." You growled, and he followed your orders. He let out a scream, coming right into his pretty panties as his eyes rolled back and his grip on your arms doubled.

You continued to fuck him lightly through his orgasm before laying next to him as he came down.

You petted his hair as he nuzzled into you. He still couldn't believe his luck that you actually indulged in his weird preferences.

As you stroked his hair through your fingers he mumbled a quiet "thank you".

"You're welcome, love. I've been thinking about doing this for a while, actually, so thanks for making in happen."

He looked up at you quickly. "Really? I thought I was the only one."

You giggled at his expression. "If I wasn't into that, I wouldn't have said all those things. But I guess we're both weirdos, right?"

He just smiled, wrapping his arms around you.

"Oh, I got sidetracked earlier, but this really funny thing happened at work today..."

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At first I had no idea where I was gonna go with this fic, but I really like how it turned out! Happy October 2nd!

Kinktober Masterlist Link

#kinktober 2023 #dom reader #leonawrites #dom reader smut #sub character smut #my hero academia #smut #tamaki amajiki #tamaki x reader #sub tamaki #sub!tamaki #dom!reader

[jcrpspam-a]

Leona sighed as he walked out of alchemy class. He doesn’t see what the big deal was. He was getting too old for all this crap. When he actually shows up to class, it always seems like everyone seems so surprised he actually knows anything. He was held back once now. It was about time he learned something.

#&&leonaTAG #&&leonaWRITING #&&openSTARTER #twisted wonderland rp

[charlottedabookworm]

holy fuck they’re so small and fluffy wtf

#response #leonawriter #char liveblogs ffxiv #char reacts to shadowbringers

[escape-reality-and-be-free]

Fanfic Fanart

For @leonawriter​ and her Bungou Stray Dogs’ “Project Black”. 

The fic is about Dazai and Chūya saving a child that the government secretly lab grown using both of their DNA. (Basically, a Soukoku fankid!) I’ve attempted to draw said child, Satoko Nakahara, in the BSD style. I used a screenshot of younger Kyōka for the drawing on the left, and the drawing on the right was my own try after I got better with the style.

Leona’s fics are really fun and do a good job staying true to the characters. For any BSD fans (especially for Soukoku shippers) I’d definitely encourage giving them a shot.

#bungou stray dogs #bsd fanfic #fanfic fanart #soukoku #soukoku fankid #leonawriter

[kooriicolada]

Ok now I'm thinking - side fic entirely comprised of Sephiroth's reactions to some of the wild shit Cloud and Zack have been caught up in, that hears about only second-hand. Even better if the tales have been embellished while he was away.

Oh god.

Like, look, okay....  Sephiroth has a see-sawing opinion of Cloud as it is.  One moment he fucking hates him, at the next he’s weirdly impressed by him.  And honestly, it’s probably happening.  I can guarantee that at the very least Kunsel gets him the legit version eventually but....

Sephiroth listens.  He’s got so many ways to make people think he’s busy so that he can just eavesdrop or avoid them.  The fact that he’s intimidating helps immensely of course.

But like--  “Yeah, so I heard that Fair and Strife had an all out brawl with one’a those things that infests the abandoned houses in the slums.”

“A Hell House?” The second voice is, of course, muted through food.  Gossipy SOLDIERs still need a high caloric intake.

“Yeah sure--Anyway, word is that Strife wound up clinging to the eaves and ripping the thrusters off it while Fair ran around yelling at it to keep it distracted.”

“Sounds like’em, yeah.”

And they walk off ( “So what’s your theory on those things?”  “Prob’ly escaped from the Science Department.  The robots that the engineers send us after are too shit for how much they hurt.”  “Yeah, or they’re the discarded scraps of the ‘bots we took out.” “HA!”)and Sephiroth just narrows his eyes at the sheaf of papers he’s been pretending to read for the last half an hour and dies a little more inside because why.  He does everything he can to keep this little shitlord from getting noticed and they’re not making it easy on him at fucking all.

#counter crisis #crisisverse #and that's not even counting how he feels once he's in the know #that just makes it worse #doesn't matter that tbh he's just as shit at this as they are in many ways #leonawriter

[backtodc]

leonawriter replied to your post “zaiban2989 replied to your photo “¦It’s not just me that feels...”

The reason Heiji's love arc is taking so long. He's gotten his emotions all mixed up.

You’re trying to confess to the wrong person, Heiji

#leonawriter