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cutecherrygirl · 3 months

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Felix - Love you Goodbye

Warnings: Angst, smut.

Summary: The year is 2020, and Skz is going through hard times. This causes the members to start overworking themselves and go through waves of stress. Your boyfriend Felix is persistent but you can see everything is starting to take a toll on him. Scared of becoming a burden, and also wanting Felix to be able to give his full focus on the group you decide to end things. Before that happens though, Felix wants just one more night with you.

You and Felix have been together for a year. To be honest, you both have never been happier. Felix had never felt so much love from one source alone. Being together was like something out of movie scenes, that is until recently. These past couple of weeks have been more than hectic. Hyunjin went to Hiatus ,while skz were trying to figure out how to perform Cover is Du4 without Hyunjin.

You’ve attempted to help in any way you possibly could. You would bring lunch and dinner over to the boys dorms when you had time, and when horrid rumors about the members started to suffice you would try to be there emotionally for them as best as you could. There were also plenty of nights where none of you would get any sleep thanks to due dates or practice. You truly tried your best, but you were only one person. You could see how not only exhausted Felix was, but all of the members.

Even though everything was rigid, they continued to work hard. You felt bad, only being able to watch from afar. That’s when you started to think, how hard it must be for Felix to try to juggle a relationship & his work. He shouldn’t have to worry about not being able to make time for you then feel bad because of his career. You also had just received a job offer in a different country. You knew first hand that with both of your already crazy schedules, a long distance relationship would not be possible.

You sighed, looking up at the ceiling. You had to carry out the toughest decision of your life. You had to do it. It would be harder later than now. Still though, you laid in bed, deep in though. Is this really where it’s going to end? Just like that? The situation didn’t seem real to you. Suddenly your thoughts are interrupted by your phone ringing. It’s now or never. You gulped and answered the phone.

"Hey Lixie..."

“Baby…” Felix whined from the other side of the line. You couldn’t help but smile. “Yes bub?” He was so cute. “I miss you. Come see your cute Chicken boyfriend.” Felix spoke with a sweet tone. You giggled. “I’ll be there in 10.” With that you hung up the phone. You sat up from your bed, realizing the reality that was about to hit you both. You rushed and grabbed your car keys, heading out.

“Hello there, my sweetie.” Felix greeted you at his room door. He pecked your lips, smiling afterwards. You looked down, allowing your thoughts from earlier to eat you up. Felix noticed something was off and looked down at you. “Are you okay baby?” He asked, concern clear in his voice. Your eyes looked up to meet his own. “Felix we need to break up.” Your words lingered in the air. The room was suddenly silent, your breathing being the only thing audible. Felix was looking towards the ground, unable to say anything. “What are you talking about? Is it me? Was it something I did? Y/n I promise I can-'' You stopped his babbling, “No Felix, it’s nothing you did.” Your voice started to become shaky and your vision blurry. You took his hands in yours and he held on tight. “I’m moving out of the country, I got a job offer. It just wouldn’t work. And you should be able to focus on Skz.”

You smiled as you continued, trying to hold back tears. “Plus, I don’t doubt Skz will conquer success.” It was the truth, they were the strongest group of people you’ve ever met. You had every bit of faith in them. “But it’s not fair to the both of us if we can only hold each other back. It’ll be better if we both just ended things here.” There was no doubt Felix’s heart was breaking at this very moment. But he understood your every word. You were right. He couldn’t argue with that.

“Where are you going?” He asked trying to focus on the more positive. “If I tell you that, you’d just end up at my doorstep.” You forced a smile at your remark. “So? I love you Y/n.” Felix couldn’t contain his tears anymore. He grabbed your waist, pulling you into his embrace. Felix held on tightly, letting his cries become vocal as he sobbed into the crook of your neck. “I love you too.” You joined him in woe. You caressed his back, trying to sooth him by any means. Felix lifted your chin up with his fingers. He planted a soft tender kiss. But even that couldn’t stop the tears. The kiss became more sloppy but longing at the same time, the taste of your salty tears mixed in added additional wetness. You suddenly pulled away, looking him in the eyes.

“Stay with me… one last night.” Felix requested. How could you deny him? Tonight would be the last of each other, why not spend it in pure sensual love?

You nodded in response and once again Felix’s lips met yours. This time it was more passionate, more heated, but still full of heartbreak. Felix’s hands began crawling up your shirt, rubbing small circles into your bare waist. His touch was something you had never gotten used too, goosebumps spread all over. His tongue slipped into your mouth, twirling around with yours. After being like this for a good minute, the heat became too much for Felix. He pulled away, a tiny string of saliva pulling between you. He lifted up your shirt.

His lips rushed to kissing your exposed skin. He was sucking, licking, biting all over your neck and collarbones, while unclamping your bra. Your breathing became heavy. You couldn’t help but moan softly as Felix found your sweet spot. It was a good thing some members were gone for a family visit, & the rest of the members were out of the dorms.

Once Felix got your bra off he picked you up and laid you on his bed. He hovered over you kissing you again.

You were still his for the time being. You tugged at his shirt, usually he would smirk at your eagerness, but he just bit his lip trying to refrain from a look of bitterness. He pulled his shirt over his head. You sat up and began kissing his upper body, small sweet pecks. Felix sighed at the feeling. Everything was hot but his mind kept going back to the fact this would be the last he would be able to feel your lips all over him like this. Felix grew frustrated and pushed you back down into the bed.

He pulled your jeans off with haste, you gasped at his swift motions. He went down and kissed your hardened nipples. He grinded down on your heat while his tongue swirled around your breast. “Felix..” You moaned his name, letting him take over every inch of you. “What baby? Tell me what you want.” His voice was breathy, trying to mask the shakiness. You grinded up into him, creating heated tension. You moaned again, “Felix, I want…” You trailed off. You pulled Felix’s face down, you bit his ear softly, a moan escaping his plump lips. “No. I need you.” You stated. With those words, he unbuckled his pants, stripping off the last remaining clothing.

Before he could move further you grasped his member in your hand. Felix sucked in his breath quickly. You bent over leaving wet kisses up and down his shaft. Felix closed his eyes as you took him in your mouth. He loved when you sucked him off. “Just like that baby.” He exhaled. You detached your mouth and smiled up at his scrunched up expression. His hair already clung to his sweaty face. Oh, how you were going to miss him. Felix went back to hovering over you and slipped off your panties. You let out a shaky breath, remembering for the hundredth time that this was the last time.

It’s like you were both connected, because Felix felt it too. He looked down, making direct eye contact. His eyes held nothing but both, love and melancholy. “I love you so much.” He said, You smiled sadly at him, too scared to respond to anything, scared because this was becoming real. Felix aligned himself with your entrance and slowly pushed in. You moaned loudly. Felix kissed you passionately. Once he felt you adjust he slowly pumped in & out at a slow pace. Even though you were lost in the euphoria of the moment your heart continued to ache. Felix made love to you slowly and lovingly. He made sure that you could feel his love for you, even as his chest felt like it was being ripped open. “Felix..”

You moaned his name, gripping his hair. He grunted lowly. He quickened his pace. “You feel so good Y/n. Keep moaning my name baby.” He was engulfed in these hot flames of arousal and despair. He clung onto your body because this was the last time he’d be able to hold you this close again. You shut your eyes, a single tear rolling down as you moaned. You kissed Felix’s shoulder, relishing in the feeling of him inside you. The thought alone was enough to send you over the edge. Your body shuddered as you came undone around him.

Pretty soon you felt his movement become unsteady and sloppy. With a few more thrust he pulled out, letting out low moans as his hot liquid released on your lower stomach. Your heavy breathing was the only thing audible in the room now. Once Felix calmed down he grabbed a towel and cleaned you up. He laid beside you pulling your body close to him. He pecked your temple and closed his eyes. He knew yours remained on him but he ignored your gaze on purpose. He didn’t want to come to terms with the reality in front of him. He didn’t want to let you go.

He didn’t want to hear you speak a word because he would fall apart all over again. Maybe if he just held you close & shut his eyes all of this would’ve been a bad dream. He’d wake you up to the smell of pancakes, you’d strut into the kitchen with his shirt on, and he’d be able to see your beautiful smile once again.

Serenity had taken its course as you engulfed yourself in the feeling of his arms wrapped around you. You closed your eyes and fell into a slumber by the boy you who would soon become a memory.

Your eyes fluttered open. Your first instinct was to look towards the window. The color of the morning was a taint greyish blue. Meaning, the sun hadn’t come out yet. Your head turned towards Felix’s sleeping body. His blonde hair was sticking up in all sorts of places, his lips swollen were puffy, and the duvet outlined the silhouette of his body beautifully. You smiled, mentally snapping a picture of his state in your head. You pecked his forehead tenderly. The feeling of overwhelming heartbreak returning. You stood up gathering your things and putting your clothes back on. You grabbed your keys and turned the doorknob to leave. You looked back at Jimin one last time and frowned. The tears formed in your eyes but you hastily walked out, leaving before you could turn back and do something stupid.

A couple hours later, when the sun was peeking through the windows Felix slowly opened his eyes. He smiled remembering the events of last night. He turned to look at your sleeping body but he was met with emptiness. And there was his cruel reality. The loneliness had hit him like a ton of bricks. His heart clenched in his chest and the tears built up in his eyes again. Could you really be gone? For good? Forever?

Felix looked around the room in panic looking for any piece of you. Suddenly your existence itself felt like a dream. A dream that was never true. A dream that was disappearing from his memory. To his dismay, not a trace of you was found. It was like you were never there. Felix wept aloud, his hand gripping his chest tightly. The pain was too much to bear. He fell to his knees as the tears ran down his face nonstop. His worst nightmare had come true. This really was the end.

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goldenjupiterz · 7 months

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staring contest — idol!lee felix x f!reader

pairing — idol!lee felix x female!reader

trigger warnings — almost kiss, getting pinned, and idk what else

word count — 0.3k

summary — you volunteer to go up on stage to participate in a staring contest with one of the members of skz, but something unexpected happens.

lowercase intended ! p.s. this was heavily inspired by that one video of VAV and that staring contest with a fan. yk the one- p.p.s. i'm currently accepting requests for imagines of skz ( just not for 18+ content ) so don't be afraid to ask !

staring contest | idol!lee felix x f!reader

you almost immediately regretted volunteering to participate in the staring contest. for one, you were on stage, which was something you hated by itself already, and you were also on stage, facing most likely thousands of people. yet another thing you strongly disliked. people.

yet you were feeling brave, and how often did someone get to participate in a staring contest against their bias from their favorite group?

so, here you were, standing two feet away from felix, doing your best not to blink. you tried to look everywhere but his eyes - his freckles, his hair, his nose, yet none of it seemed to be working, because your gaze would wander back. and every time it did, you got closer and closer to losing the challenge.

it also didn’t help that felix was slowly leaning in, to the point where you instinctively stepped back, only to be met with a hard as rock back.

the fact that you were backed up didn’t stop his approach and his face was now inches away from your own. he casually placed his arms on either side of your head, trapping you in place. “what’s your name?” he asked casually, leaning in even closer, your noses brushing against each other. his gaze searched yours and you could feel the heat creeping up your neck.

“y/n.” you said, your voice cracking. you silently cursed it for failing you at the wrong time.

his lips were centimeters away now. and he began to lean in closer and you didn’t run away and-

blink. he grinned, removing his hands from both sides of your head. “i win.” he said smugly, taking several steps away from you.

you continued to blink quickly, now feeling the wetness in your eyes roll down your cheek. felix reached up, wiping it away with his thumb. “we’ll see who wins next time.” he continued.

next time?

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skzimagines · 11 months

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Characters: Dom!Bangchan x female reader. | All of Skz |

Genre: College!AU | Smut, smut and more smut.

Summary: Chan has had his eye on the “femme fatale” of their group, for a while now. When you all get invited to a party, he takes this as his shot to get closer to you, without making it obvious.

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“You’re way out of her league anyway.” Minho say says, wrapping his arm around Chans shoulders with a laugh. “No he’s not! Shut the fuck up. He just isn’t interested. Asshole.” I laugh.

Minho has been trying to hook Chan up with this girl in our class all night. Chan has no interest in this girl, but Minho has taken it upon himself to invite her over with us. She stood around by Minho most of the time. I think she got the hint that Chan wasn’t feeling her, when she tried to dance with him and he lightly pushed her away.

We’ve all had plenty to drink, not understanding anything coming from our mouths anymore. Being tipsy quickly turned in to us being drunk.

“He’s not interested because he’s in love with you.” Minho yells over the music. I look at Chan, he looks down at the floor with a light blush tinted on his cheeks. “Go away!” I yell, pushing Minho away with a laugh. Minho walks away, and things become quiet between Chan and I. I get a text from one of my friends, who are outside smoking. They ask if I want to come out with them. I get closer to Chan, to talk into his ear. Considering he wouldn’t be able to hear me from the distance I was at, with how loud the music is. “Hey, do you want to come outside with me?” I ask. He rests his hand on my hip as I ask in his ear. I pull back to find an answer, he nods his head with a smile.

I grab his hand and drag him through the crowd of people, finding the back door and stepping out on to the balcony. The smell of smoke instantly hits my face. My friend walks up to Chan and I, embracing me into a hug. She pulls away and eyes Chan up and down. “Who’s this fine man?” She asks with a smirk. I laugh at her reaction to him, turning around and pulling him foreword by his sweater pocket to introduce himself. “I’m Chan.” He says, with that award winning smile. She stares at him for a few seconds longer.

“Are you fucking my best friend?” She says out of no where. I playfully smack her arm and give her a look of warning. “What? I’m just asking!” She says in a high pitch tone with a smirk. “Umm.. n-no I’m not… fucking her.” Chan answers her, but he’s looking into my eyes as he says it. My friend passes me a joint and a lighter. “Here, you two need to relax. I can taste the sexual tension between you guys. It’s sickening.” She says with a laugh before walking away.

“I am so sorry about her, she just has a mouth that cannot be tamed, I’m sor-” he cuts me off by taking the joint out of my hand. “It’s okay, no worries.” He says, placing the blunt between his lips and lighting the end. Taking a long drag before passing it to me. I do the same. I pass it back to him and he takes it, moving closer to me. His face centimeters from mine. “Besides, even if I was fucking you… I wouldn’t walk around telling everyone.” He whispers, sending chills up my spine. He takes another hit, blowing the smoke out directly into my face. I take a deep breath in as it flows past me. “Do you want to fuck me Chan?” I ask, in the most innocent way that I can. I take the blunt from him and take another long drag, exhaling it to the side. “I’ve wanted to fuck you since the first time I laid eyes on you.” He admits.

I drop the blunt and grab his face, slamming my lips into his. The kiss was aggressive, our tongues slapping against each others and our head rock back and forth, trying to explore each others mouths as much as possible. His hands cup my ass, mine pull his hair. Heavy breathing, moans and groans are all you can hear from the both of us. Like two lost souls have just found their soulmates.

“Mmm.. take me to a room Chan.” I say in between kissing. “You don’t have to tell me twice. He pulls away and grabs my hand, pulling me into the house through the crowd of people. He drags me down a hallway, finding a room and pulling me in. He shuts the door and turns the lock, then turns around and smashes his lips into mine.

I begin to back up, until the back of my knees hit the bed. I scoot across the bed, laying down. Chan climbs on top of me, quickly undoing his belt. “Give me your hands.” He demands. I give him a questingly look, holding my hands out for him. He moves my hands closer together and starts to wrap his belt around my wrists, finishing up by giving it a tight pull. “Try to get out baby.” He whispers. I pull at the restraint, trying my best to free my hands, to which I fail. “Perfect.” He says. He stands up, and strips himself of his clothes. He then pulls my pants down, leaving me in nothing but my white tshirt and black thong. “Mmm… you dressed up for me.” He says, twirling his finger around the string of my thong. Letting it go with a snap against my hip. “All for you Chan.” I whisper. I suddenly feel a sting on my thigh, as he lands a harsh smack on it. He slips out of his boxers before crawling back on top of me. He takes my restrained hands and places them over my head, holding them down with his hand. “From this point foreword…” he starts to say, as he drags his other hand up my body and under my shirt, pulling it up. “You don’t call me Chan.” He continues. He pulls my bra down, my tits falling out of the top on full display for him. He grasps one in his free hand and begins to squeeze my sensitive bud between his fingers. “You call me daddy.” He finishes. Giving my nipple a tight squeeze. A loud moan escapes my lips as he does so.

He eagerly lines himself up with my entrance, pulling the string of my thong to the side, out of his way. Before slamming himself into me. His hard cock slamming into my walls, my head flys back and my eyes roll. “I’ve.. waited.. for this.. for a very… long time.” He says with every deep and hard thrust. Cries and streams of moans are the only thing I can bring myself to say.

“Are you close baby?” He asks. I’m too fucked out to answer. A light slap is placed on my cheek. “Answer me when I talk to you.” He growls, fucking into me harder. “Yes daddy, I’m going to cum.” I moan out, louder than expected. “Good girl baby, cum all over daddy’s cock.” He groans.

My stomach grows tighter the more he talks. I can feel his thrusts growing sloppy, telling me he’s just as close as I am. He brings his free hand up to my mouth. “Open.” He says. I open and take his thumb into my mouth, licking and sucking as if my life depended on it. The look on his face sends me over board. My legs wrap around his waist, my head falls back and my eyes roll into my head, as I feel myself come undone around his cock.

“Mmm. That’s it baby, that’s it.” He groans as he hits his high. Covering the inside of me with his seed. He lays there for a second before pulling out and collapsing on the bed next to me.

“Why did this take so long to happen?” I ask with a smile. “Because I was too big of a pussy to make it happen.” He says with a chuckle. We lay in silence for a few minutes. Just taking in each others features. “Round two?” I ask with a smirk. “For your sexy ass? As many rounds as you want.” He smiles, before climbing on top of me again.

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skzoolandia · 11 months

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#stray kids x reader #stray kids imagines #stray kids fanfiction #stray kids fluff #stray kids imagine #stray kids scenarios #lee know fluff #lee know angst #lee know boyfriend #lee know x reader #felix #leefelix #felixskz #yongbok #changbin #seochangbin #binnie #dwaekki

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inurini · 2 years

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FELIX - day 2, 220918 'Taste'

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yzhuolips · 4 months

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boydepartment · 1 year

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Just thinking 💌

Just thinking about watching Felix play videos games after a really tiring day. Watching how he’ll either be really overdramatic to make you laugh, or so focused on the game that you could admire him. You’d admire his side profile and try to count the freckles on one side of his face. Then you’d slowly fall asleep.

Just thinking

Just thinking about how after Felix gets home you have brownies ready for him. Usually he bakes for you but today you wanted to surprise him. He gets so happy that he makes a sprint towards you and practically tackles you. You two enjoy a nice dinner (spoiled by the sweets OOPS) and then watch a movie. You barely pay attention to the movie though, you and Felix talk through it making little inside jokes.

It’s the little things that matter to him.

Just thinking 💌

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zestyskz · 1 year

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Felix smut🔞

~ mommy kink, sub!felix, softdom!reader, blowjob, teasing ~

guys this is going to be bad because it's my frist time posting anything that i write and i don't really write a lot😧 so this is js gonna be a short one ig

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as he lay on his back, chest rising up and down, he can't help but stare at you when you keep on grabbing at his thighs like it's the last time you'll ever feel them. a slight whimper slips Felix's lips as you go from marking up his thighs to leaving light feathery kisses on his leaking tip to then go back to biting and sucking on his inner thighs.

Felix begs for you to do something else, it was pure torchere to him as you've been going like this for at least 20 minutes, "please.. oh f-fuck just please do anything else, please mommy!" his voice is music to your ears as it was the most heavenly voice you've ever heard, his begging always got him what he wanted, how couldn't it when his voice is just so angelic.

he looks down at you with his glossy, pleading eyes and your panties are starting to get soaked from the way Felix's half lidded eyes staring right into yours. just seeing him in this submissive state had you in a choke hold, he was so beautiful with his fluffy hair which now was roughed up with little strands sticking to his sweaty forehead. Another thing that always got you railed up is his thrusting, it always showed that he was just begging for some type of pressure on the spot where he needed it the most. as of right now you had to hold his hips down giving a stop to his movement as he feels your nails digging into his hip bone. the physical contact made Felix suck in a breath and lick his lips, making them shiny with his own saliva. the pool between your legs got worse as he looked so fucked out already and you've barely just started.

"what do you want mommy to do? you have to tell me what you want or i wont know.." a shiver goes throughout his body as he feels your warm breath on his leaking cock and wet thighs. he lets out a soft whimper at that. and that whimper makes you go feral, you love his whimpers, how there only yours to hear and how your the only person that can get him in this state.

you teasingly sick your tongue out to let it travel along his tip for a moment but just really ghosting it over as to not giving him fully what he wants just yet. he leans his head back and lets out a soft moan, this usually would only encourage you to keep going but you wanted him to only get a sliver of the thing he truly wanted until he answered you. you pull your head back slightly and decide to admire his wet and pretty cock as you waited for your expected answer. it makes your clench your thighs for the 50th time as you stare at his divine cock, and how it was a dark pink at the tip as it was just waiting for any kind of attention.

the room is filled with Felix's panting and whimpers as you patiently wait for his response but he seems to be taking to long for your liking, you give him a light slap on his thigh as a warning to hurry up. he jumps a little from the action which brings you to squeeze your thighs together to at least get a little friction as the warmth between your legs was getting unbearable.

"i want you... i want you to suck me off, pleaseee mommy, i need it so bad.." he trails off as the heat is also getting to much for him to handle.

you smirk as you dip your head back down in between his legs and latch your mouth on the pre cum filled tip. he brings his hands up against his head to grab onto the pillow his head is resting on while his legs twitch against your shoulders and back as he lets out a particularly loud moan. you were sure that the neighbors were going to send in a complaint but with all the pleasure your feeling right now you really didn't care about an complaint.

"see, it wasn't that hard, now was it baby?" you question the boy underneath you the next time you bring your mouth up from his tip. the sight of him looking down at you is driving you crazy. he couldn't give you a fully comprehendible answer as all that would come out of his mouth is random babbles and mumbles of your name here and there. you dont want to go hard on him and edge him more as he's already out of it so you slowly bring him deep into your throat. he lets out loud girly moans and whimpers as your move your head up and down. he keeps on bucking his hips up but you can't help but move one hand from his hip down to the throbbing place between your legs.

as you move your fingers along your panties you let out a moan that sends pleasure all through out Felix's body.

"Mommy!! oh mommy i'm so close, i cant-t hold it anymore! mommy!!" with this type of encouragement you hallowed out your cheeks some more and made your movements faster. his hands went flying down to your hair pulling and tugging on the strands to try and keep himself from going over the edge. you sped up your hand movements on yourself trying to get yourself over the edge faster. your thighs begin to shake as the way your fingers move on yourself unravels the knot in your stomach. Felix pulls on your hair rather harshly as he lets out all these beautiful noises. your feel the hot squirts of cum going down your throat. that brings you over the edge and you feel yourself pulsing around nothing as you cum.

you slowly take him out of your mouth while Felix lets out a little whimper. Felix lays limp while your crawl your way up the lay down next to him. you're to tired to clean yourself up so you leave that as a task to do once you both wake up. you wrap your arms around his waist and he shivers, still very sensitive to any kind of contact. you both rest there peacefully until darkness over takes your vision and sleep over takes your body.

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guys this isn't very good so don't bully me😔😔🙏 anyways idk what to say here but have a good day ig?? idk😭

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emilyssky · 1 year

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Chapter 1: 3:45am

PAIRING: Lee Know! x Fem!reader

GENRE(S): college au,smut,angst

WARNINGS: Mentions of violence and abuse, depression, self harm, eating disorders etc.. mentions of blood, swearing, smoking, smut [ dirty talk, oral; giving and receiving, chocking, spanking, praising, degradation, pet names, sometimes Minho is a dick :)

SUMMARY: "Do you remember what you told me the first time we met?"

"What?"

"You said; Always leave people a little better than you found them" he looked at the floor with a small smile for a few seconds and then his eyes found mine. "You really annoyed me when we first met. I envied your optimism and excitement for life. But each time I saw you, I felt a certain thrill. You made me angry, you made me laugh., you made me feel everything. Something about you made me feel a little more alive each time. I know I fucked up and I know I'm an asshole but I'm also brutally in love with you."

[the GIF is not mine]

1 year ago.

Tonight the night breeze feels more gentle than ever, even though it's freezing outside. Maybe it was too hot inside the frat house or maybe I'm still numb from everything that happened to feel the cold. My hands are still shaking from anger, my eyeliner is probably messed up and the world is still spinning. Tonight wasn't the night to drink so much but it was the only thing that numbed the pain, even for a few moments. The realization hasn't quite hit me yet. The tears have dried, but my heart still hurts. 1 year. 1 whole year of my life I dedicated to him. I cried over him, we fought, we laughed, we talked, and we made love. I opened up to him more than anyone. I trusted him and I fell for him. I thought Jackson would never hurt me. Everyone was warning me, telling me to stay away, reminding me of his 'fuckboy' reputation but I didn't listen. I was stupid enough to believe that with me he would be different like I'm some main character in a fucking movie. He was, in a way but he was also going through a lot but regardless I was there every single time. He had so many issues, so many demons, and such pain from his past that he hadn't and couldn't deal with, and I stayed despite everything. Despite the fighting and the yelling. Despite his cruel words and despite his inability to control his anger. I stayed even after the nights I forced myself to bury deep in my memories where his anger would take over completely. I understood him in a way and I loved him despite everything. But it was all a lie and finding out I was a joke to him made my world crash. That I was just some chick he wanted to fuck and make fun of with his friends. He tried to explain by saying that at some point he started to feel more and couldn't stop thinking about me. Bullshit. I slapped him for the first time that day, the day I went by his apartment, unexpected, and found all of his friends there that had no clue I was even his girlfriend. For a week straight he wouldn't leave me alone, He was calling me none stop, banging at my door, and showing up to my classes. I was thankful to Hyunjin and Felix for never leaving me alone when he was around. I hadn't left my bedroom for a week and Emma was begging me to come with her to this Frat party tonight. I showered for the first time in days, put on make-up, and got dressed up. The alcohol made me forget for a while. I was dancing and drinking and I was having fun. Accidentally opening a bedroom door instead of the bathroom door and seeing Jackson half-naked on top of some blonde girl was when everything came back, crashing down. I left, I left and I've been walking in the cold for the past half an hour. My thigh-high boots and the leather jacket I stole from Chan are doing a decent job at protecting my legs from the cold but I still wrap my arms around my body tighter as I go up the familiar flight of stairs. When I reach the top, I notice that the door that leads to the rooftop is slightly open. I walk outside and when the air hits me, I feel like I can breathe again. I closed my eyes and take a deep breath. I take a few steps, aimlessly toward the center of the roof until a male figure comes into view. All I can is his back, that's rising and falling, almost as if he's trying to breathe. His head is down and he's only a few feet from the railing.

"Excuse- " I try to say in a quiet voice.

"Shit!" His body jerks backward, his hand searching behind him for the wall beside the door. "You scared the shit out of me" His eyes snap to mine when he reaches it.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to-"

"Fuckin hell" He curses under his breath and turns back around, this time with his head up, facing the sky. I found out about the secret door that leads to the rooftop of the dance building only a few months after I first started college and I've been coming here ever since whenever I needed to clear my head. It's the clear view of the whole campus, along with the height, the complete silence, and the occasional, calming breeze that makes me feel at peace and makes all of my problems disappear, even for a few moments. Tonight's the first time I see someone else here. I was kinda hoping that I was the only one that had figured out how to get up here, making it my special place but I guess I was wrong.

"Are you okay?" I dare to ask after a few seconds of silence.

"I came here for some peace and quiet, can you leave? I wanna be alone" He harshly says without even looking my way.

I'm a bit taken back by his response but I choose to ignore it, he seems like he's had a rough night. I bet I look the same.

"Yeah, same." I cross my hands. I can only see his side profile from where I'm standing. His hair is dark and slightly falling into his eyes, his lips big and full and his nose almost perfect. "Do you own this roof?"

He rolls his eyes, not amused by my attempt to joke. "I came here first"

"That's a really mature answer" I laugh and move forward to sit on the small bench that's in the middle of the roof. We're now on the same level but he continues to look straight ahead. His jaw suddenly tightens, and the hand that isn't touching the wall turns into a fist. He looks genually upset and my drunken mind is suddenly curious about the reason.

"If something's on your mind, just spit it out. There's nothing better than talking to a complete tranger about your problems. The fact that we probably won't ever see each other again makes it a lot easier." I say, trying to make him feel a bit more comfortable.

"Is your life going that great that you don't have any problems of your own or is just boring?" He starts pacing back and forth.

Excuse me, what?

"Just because I asked you a simple, human question when I saw that you're obviously upset about something, you think that I don't have my own problems?" I snap at him, getting annoyed. "Not all people are fucking rude out of nowhere."

He brings his hands behind his head, then back down to rub his face. "I'm not rude out of nowhere, I came here to be alone. I'm sorry if I don't wanna deal with some chick that probably wants to avoid her own issues and thinks that solving a stranger's will make her feel somewhat special" His voice rises with each word and his hands are everywhere, from his face to his hair the back to his side, clenching, unclenching. I'm trying really hard to control my temper. Oh, how I despise rude people. I rise to my feet, taking a step toward him.

"You're obviously going through something right now and you want to be alone but you don't have to be a dick about it . I was just trying to be polite." I spit through my clenched teeth.

" I don't want your kindness." He finally stops pacing and turns to face me. His hair is a bit wild from running his hands through it so many times, and his jaw is still tensed but what I notice more is his eyes. They're slightly red. Calm and wary as they stare at me. I study his face for a second. I definetly would remember him if I had seen him around here before, he's gorgeous.

"Have people not been kind to you?" I decide to ask. "Is that it? You're not used to it?"

His eyes shift and a small smile of satisfaction makes it's way to my lips, knowing I hit a nerve. "The world is cruel and people are crueler. There are no 'kind people' , only people that play nice because they want something for you or just wanna use you to feel better about themselves." His face is expressionless.

I narrow my eyes at him, wondering what could have possibly happened in this man's life to make him believe something like that. I smile at him, shaking my head.

"What's so funny?" He raises a brow at me.

"You have such a wrong idea about the world. Yes, people can be cruel, and use you at times but not everyone is like that. Everyone has problems, some bigger than others but at the end of the day, we're all struggling. Being kind to someone costs nothing to you but it may mean the world to someone. You don't know what someone is going through, they might be fighting to stay alive. You don't know what I'm going through, but you were so quick to judge me."

He blinks. His eyes seem just slightly softer than before. He parts his lips as if he's about to speak and then closes them again, almost as if I caught him off guard. He takes a deep breath and rests his back on the wall.

"Why are you so mad at the world?" I break the silence once again. At that, he smiles. His face completely transforms. He's even prettier when he smiles, I think to myself. I walk towards him but stumble on my feet, almost losing my balance. The world is still spinning and I mentally curse myself for drinking so much.

My actions draw his attention "Are you drunk?" He asks slightly amused.

"Well, I wouldn't say it like that" I walk back towards the railing "but I've had a couple of drinks"

He straightens his back and his face hardens in a second. "Hey stop." I stop walking. "You're drunk, don't move to close to the railing."

"I'm not drunk" I roll my eyes. "And stop changing the subject"

"Why do you care?" He groans.

"It's like 3 am, we're 2 strangers on a college rooftop, I'm tipsy and you're for some reason mad. Why not ask questions?" I shrug. "Come on, entertain me and maybe I'll entertain you with my problems." I offer with a smile.

He takes a deep breath and looks at the night sky. I spot the tiniest hint of a smile on his lips. "Why wouldn't I be mad at the world?" He says mostly to himself. "The world's unfair. A cruel place where none gets what they deserve. Life hasn't been kind to me, and people have definitely not been kind to me, why would I be kind to them?" He laughs. It's not a happy laugh.

"People always get what they deserve," My eyes focus on the sky, as I speak, mostly to myself as well. "it's not your fault that you've had shitty people in your life but being like them doesn't make you any better."

"Please spear me the 'treat people with kindness' talk". He slides down to the floor.

"You listen to harry styles?" I say surprised.

He freezes only for a split second. "That's beside the point-"

"What's the point?" I giggle. "Huh? Mysterious stranger, who hates everything?" I question, throwing my hands in the air "No actually let me tell you," I speak again before he has any chance to say anything." The point is that; there's no point" I smile. "The world is coming to an end, and we're all going to die eventually," I walk back and forth, my hands all over the place, my mind still a fuzzy mess. "So just live your life. Stop hating everything and stop giving a shit about other people. Life is unfair, deal with it." I'm now standing in front of him, looking at him like I've just figured out the most amazing theory. His eyes are fixed on me, searching, analyzing. His lips frown, hands resting on his knees. His mouth opens and then closes again. His eyes move to his hands and then back to my face.

His lips fall to small smile. "You're drunk. And annoying, and-"

"Right?" I tilt my head to the left, A laugh escapes him, and he shakes his head. After a few seconds, his face falls a bit, eyes focused back on the night sky.

"I don't really see the point"

"Then change it". I fall to the ground beside him.

He looks at me confused. "Change what?"

"Your life. If you don't like it, change it"

He bursts into a laugh. His whole face changes. His eyes are almost closed, little wrinkles appearing on each side from laughing. His lips tug to create a smile, that takes almost half of his face. I stare at him in awe.

"What?" I ask with a smile on my lips as well.

"You make life sound so easy. You present everything about life so simple as if you actually have a saying in everything." He turns his head to me. "News flash kid, there are a lot of things that have happened or will happen in your life that are beyond your control."

"Maybe" I shrug "You're probably right, but giving up on trying to be the happiest you can be is definitely not the answer to your problems."

"And what is?" He half smiles, challenging me.

"Don't you have any dreams? Things you want to do? Places you wanna go?"

He takes a few moments to think before answering. "I used to, yeah. I wanted a lot of things but every time I wanted something, it was taken away from me. So I stopped wanting things. If you don't want anything, you can't be disappointed for getting nothing."

"Yeah, I get it . That's hard but," I pause, and he looks at me from the side of his eyes. "You have to appreciate the little things in life and be grateful for everything." I finally say, repeating the words my mother used to say to me whenever I would think that everything was going to shit.

"You don't know shit about my life" He sifts his body to face mine. His eyes are somewhat harder than before, cold almost. "Stop talking like you do"

I wanna laugh at how defensive he's getting but I don't wanna appear heartless just because I'm drunk and everything seems a little funnier than usual. So instead I sigh, choosing a different approach. "Look, I'm not some optimistic chick who always smiles and only sees the best in every situation."

"You sure act like it" He glares at me.

I wish. I wish I was all the things I present myself to be. I wish I could take my own advice.

"Everyone is fucked up in a way. I just don't need anyone to know how fucked up I actually am. I'm more than all of my problems and mistakes. I'm also my dreams and everything that I've gone through and accomplished. All of us as are." I rest my head on my knees. My words draw his attention. He chooses to mirror my position, resting his own head on his knees. I smile, finding it cute. "Everyone has their own story, and maybe yours is sadder than others's but it's your own story and you're the writer. Scratch people out. Feel free to fuck everything up with a plot twist." I giggle. "Write something better."

His eyes haven't left my face, they bore into mine and for a moment I swear they sparkled. "What are your problems? It's you turn to entertain me."

"There are plenty." I nod my head,smiling.

"Tell me the biggest on right now."

I feel the words in my throat, the words that never actually left my mouth. The words that I've never said out loud let along to another person. I look into the stragner's eyes. "I've been in an abusive relationship for almost a year and I finally found the courage to leave him. " The weight begins to lift of my shoulders. "I've kept that part of my relationship hidden for all of my friends, among other things cause I'm too ashamed to admit that I was so stupid and weak for so long." I break into a laugh but tears begin to fill my eyes, as the realization of the whole situation now that I'm saying it out loud feel more real than ever. It makes me feel kinda free to finally share this with someone nevertheless.

For the first time tonight his face visibly holds emotion. He takes his bottom lip between his teeth and then he takes a breath, getting ready to speak.

My phone starts ringing. interrupting whatever he was going to say. Chan's name flashes across the screen.

"Hi-"

"Where the fuck are you?" Chan's angry voice comes louder than I was expecting, making me pull my phone away from my ear.

"I'm walking back home" I lie.

"Why would you leave without telling us? And why are walking back home alone at 3 am? Are you stupid or are you stupid?" He sounds a bit out of breath. "Send me your location, we're leaving now. I'll come and get you" He says sternly.

"Okay" I choose not to anger him further and hang up.

I look back at the guy. His eyes are not on me, instead, they're glued to the sky, almost as if he's searching for something.

"I have to go," I quietly say. He doesn't say anything instead he closes his eyes and rests his head against the wall once again. "Next time you'll meet a stranger on a rooftop, don't be an ass." I joke as I lift myself off the ground.

He stays quiet.

"You know a few years back, I saw a quote somewhere, I don't remember where exactly." I giggle as I stumble towards the door. "But it was something like; Always leave people a little better than you found them." I turn to him.

He opens his eyes, keeping his face stays unreadable. I simply stare at him, and he stares back. His eyes sparkle under the dim light of the moon for the second time tonight, gazing towards me In the saddest way I've ever seen, and my heart tightens. Something in his eyes pulls me to him, forces my legs to move forward, and before my mind can catch up, I'm standing right in front of him. He's up to his feet by the time I reach him, lifting his hand to tug a stray piece of hair behind me ear. His touch is so light, that I don't even feel it when his thumb brushes my cheek before lowering his head back down. He exhales a short breath and I'm so close that I inhale it right back. I silently ask for his permission and instead of answering, he wets his lips and tilts his head downwards. A tiny smile makes its way to my lips as I reach forwards and wrap my arms around his neck. He smells like vanilla and cigarettes and I bring my face closer to the curve of his neck. I feel him freeze, probably not expecting me to hug him instead but I stay still, tightening my grip around him. I slowly feel his hands leaving his sides and a few seconds later they wrap around my waist pulling me closer to his chest. He releases a breath I didn't know he was holding and my smile grows. We stay like this for almost a minute, silently holding each other. Just two strangers comforting one another without knowing anything about each other's pain or problems. Moments like these are golden for a person like me.

I pull away, unwrapping my arms from his body and taking a step back.

" I hope you feel a little better. See you around, stranger" This Is the last thing I say to him before walking out the door.

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hyunlixflr · 2 days

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Hyunlix x LOTTE DUTY FREE

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So much love for our Felix

- Felix at the airport today [240426]

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Just a compilation of lixies freckles… 🥺

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Felix as a model for Louis Vuitton in Paris Fashion week!

I love the fact that the makeup artist left his beautiful freckles!!

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Characters: Hyunjin x female reader. All of Skz and y/n’s friends.

Genre: Camping!skz Obsessed!Hyunjin

Warnings- alcohol, swearing, smut.

Summary: Hyunjin and y/n have always had feelings for one another, but were always too scared to admit it. But maybe with the help of their friends, and the annual yearly camping trip they’ve all been attending together, they will finally admit to their feelings.

“Where are the poles to this stupid thing?” Changbin says, ripping through his tent bag.

Everyone has just arrived to the campsite we’d picked out together and putting up the tents was hell, no one looked forward to this part. So far we’ve gotten four tents up and we’re on to our last two. No one had any idea which tent we were sleeping in, we haven’t made it that far yet. But with the amount of alcohol that Chan and Minho brought, tells me we’ll just be sleeping wherever our drunken bodies take us.

As Changbin and Felix finally find the poles, I make my way to Hyunjin’s car to grab my last bag. We drove together, with Han, Seungmin and one of my friends, her name is Ash. Ash and Felix have been together for a little over a year now. With the way they act together, you’d think they’d been together for ten.

I see Hyunjin is sitting in the beck seat of the car with the door open as I walk up to it. “Are you alright?” I ask. Leaning against the open door. He looks up at me and gives me a warm smile. His roots have grown out since the last time I’d seen him. It’s pulled back by the sunglasses that he wore on the way here. “Yeah, just happy to be here. We needed this.” He says, looking down at his hands, that are playing with the rips on his jeans. I give him a smile and grab my bag out of the trunk. “Well, let’s get moving then. We don’t have all I night.” I say, giving his shoulder and light push, to tell him in joking.

I see Hyunjin getting up and shutting the car door as I walk back to the fire pit, where all of the tents are set up around it. “So, where’s everyone sleeping?” I ask Chan, who’s just opened a beer and standing with his one leg on the rocks around the fire pit. “No one has chose a tent yet, so I guess just throw your stuff into whatever tent and that claims ownership.” He says with a laugh. “Ownership.” I say with a chuckle. I pick the tent all the way to the right and head in. The boys had already blown up an air mattress inside. I set down my bags and begin to unpack. Throwing my pillow and blanket on the air mattress and setting up my phone charger. I set my bags on the other side of the tent and head out to find what Ash is doing.

•

“Where’d y/n go?” Hyunjin asks. Making his way to the tents with his things. “Your girlfriend went to find Ash.” Jisung says, tapping hyunjin on his back as he walks from behind him with his bags nearly falling from his arms. “Will you shut up, she’s going to hear you… and she’s not my girlfriend.” Hyunjin says, in a hushed tone. “As if she doesn’t know, you stalk her like she’s your own prey.” Minho says laughing. Hyunjin rolls his eyes at that. “All of the tents are taken.” Seungmin says, throwing his arm around hyuniins shoulders. “But there’s room in your girlfriends tent.” He whispers in his ear. Laughing and walking off.

His words cause goosebumps to form on Hyunjin’s arms. He looks over the tents, finally landing on the tent with your things inside. He takes a deep breath and makes his way into your guys’ shared tent. He sets his things down and begins to unpack, just like you had before. He throws his blanket and pillow on top of yours. Throwing the rest of his things to the side. He sits on the bed, deciding to lay back. It was a long drive, and with you sitting next to him the entire time had killed his nerves even more. He is obsessed with you, every single thing about you made him squirm. He took every chance he got to talk to you, sit by you, touch you. Although those touches might seem so innocent to you, he’d think about them later on, but not in an innocent way. He is completely and utterly in love with you. Although he’d never admit it to you, because the minute you come around, his brain shuts down.

He lays down, getting a whiff of your smell from your blanket. He rolls onto his side, starring at the large piece of fabric sprawled out on the air mattress, before grabbing it into a ball and bringing it up to his nose. His eyes close as he breaths in the scent of you, his hips involuntarily buck at the scent. He lets out a light desperate moan.

“HYUNJIN!” Minho yells from right outside your guys’ tent.

Hyunjin throws your blanket away, and shoots up out of the bed. Minho pokes his head into the door of the tent. “Are you coming?” He asks. “Where?” “We’re all going down to the water, swimming. You in?” He asks. Looking around the tent. “Are you sharing with y/n?” He asks with a smirk. “Yes.” Hyunjin says, still worked up from the whole blanket situation. “Nice! Well maybe now you can ask her out, instead of dry humping her blanket while she’s not around, pervert.” Minho says with a loud laugh. “Now get your swimsuit on, let’s go.” he says before leaving hyunjin to sit in his own misery.

Hyunjin is left with his eyes wide, feeling completely disturbed with himself. ‘Why do you have to be so weird? Just ask her out you pussy’ he thinks to himself, before getting his swimsuit on and meeting you all by the water.

And there you are, laughing and splashing water at Ash the same way as she does to you. The water slowly falling down your chest and over your barely covered breasts. Your hair wet, sticking to your back. All it would take was for him to go in that water and grab you by the waist, whip you around and slam his lips in to yours. Pulling you up as you wrap your legs around his hips. Grinding your wet heat against his.

“Snap out of it bro, just go talk to her.” Chan says. Pushing Hyunjin to the water. He makes his way into the water towards you.

•

“Here comes your boyfriend.” Ash says, pushing you toward him, with a smirk. “Shut up.” I say in a whisper. Making your way towards Hyunjin, meeting him half way. “Hey.” He says smiling at you. “Hey.” I smile back. “The waters warm.” I say with a chuckle. Trying to make decent conversation. He laughs. “Yeah it is.” “So we’re sharing at tent I hear?” I ask, with a smile. I notice his eyes go a little wide and he looks away. “Oh, um, yeah. Im sorry, everyone already picked their tents. It was the only option, but if you want me to change, I’m sure one of the guys will-” “Hyunjin.. it’s okay!” I say with a chuckle, cutting him off. “I don’t mind.” I smirk. “You don’t?” He asks, his eyes falling to your lips. Completely enchanted by the way your top teeth bring in your bottom lip. “I’d feel safer with you anyway.” I say, bringing my hand to his shoulder and rubbing it gently. “Me too..” he says in a whisper, still starring at your lips. I bring my other arm up and place it on his other shoulder, slowly moving closer to him. He brings his head down, closer to mine. “Y/n..” he says. “Yeah?” “Can I k-” “GUYS COME ON, ITS GETTING DARK, TIME TO PARTY.” Ash yells from the beach. I quickly pull away from hyunjin, embarrassed about how bold I became in that moment. I glance up and see that Hyunjin had thrown his head back with his eyes closed. I hear him silently ask the sky ‘why do you do this to me’ but I act as if I didn’t hear it. I smile at him and tell him to come on.

•

We make our way back to our tents to get changed.

“So um.. can you just turn around while I do this?” I ask hyunjin. There were no bathrooms close to the campground we got, only a porta potty and I refuse to get dressed in those things. So it’s resulted into changing in the tent. “I can just get out while you get changed, it’s okay.” Hyunjin says. Making his way to the door of the tent. “No! It’s okay, really. Just… turn around.” I say, grabbing his arm and giving him a reassuring smile. He smiles in return and turns around. I quickly try to untie the top of my bathing suit, but it had gotten tangled up while swimming with Ash. “Umm, hyunjin?” I quietly say. He hums to answer. “Can you help me? My top string is tangled.” I say, still trying to undo it.

Hyunjin turns around, and sees your bottom strap untied. He also sees you struggling trying to get the top undone. “Umm. Yeah.” He says shyly. He makes his way toward you, reaching his hands out to grab the strings of your bathing suit. He carefully pulls your hair to the side and sets it over your shoulder. You have such a beautiful neck, the things he would do just to get his lips on it. He slowly drags his fingers down from your shoulder, to the tie of your bathing suit. Causing goosebumps to form on your skin. He leaves his fingers on your back for a second before picking up the stings and slowly undoing them. The strings fall down your back as he gets it undone. Your hands reach around your neck to grab the strings and pull them down your front. “Thank you.” I whisper.

Hyunjin turns back around so you can continue getting changed. His hand slowly falls down the harden length in his pants, running his hand over it and taking in a deep breath. ‘You’re going to be the death of me’ he thinks to himself.

•

Everyone gets changed and passes drinks around the fire pit. I pick the spot between hyunjin and Ash and everyone else finds their own places. We all sit around the fire and reminisce on life. By now everyone has had a few drinks, some are completely waisted, some are tipsy. But as of right now, I am completely hammered. Being a light weight sucks at times like these.

Everyone’s laughing and cracking jokes, loudly talking amongst each other. I look to my right, seeing hyunjin sitting there just staring into the fire. “You alright?” I ask. Placing my hand on his blanket covered thigh. I see him tense up at my touch and I chuckle. I begging to rub my thumb back and forth. “You’re so pretty hyunjin.” I say, his hair is pulled back in a messy ponytail, he’s wrapped in an oversized sweater and sweatpants, with a blanket tossed over his legs. I stare at the beauty mark, placed right under his eye. This man has been the center of my heart for as long as I can remember. And knowing now that he’s felt the same way this whole time, has brought out a more confident side of me. Ash had told me through text on the way here that the guys had told her that hyunjin has the same feelings for me as I do for him. So I made it my mission to bring those feelings out of him. “What?” He asks as a whisper. Turning all of his attention to you. “I said you’re so pretty.” I say, scooting closer to him. “I.. um… thank you.” He says shyly. Looking down at his hands in his lap. I take a deep breath and take one for gulp of my drink. “Can you come with me?” I ask. “S.. sure? Where are we going?” He asks as I grab his hand and stand up together. “I want to go lay down, don’t want to be alone.” I say. Standing up made me realize how much I have had to drink. I nearly fall over before hyunjin grabs my waist to hold me up.

•

We make our way into the tent and I fall on to the air mattress with a giggle. “I love you hyunjin.” “Y/n, you are drunk.” He says, zipping up the door. “I am.” I say, sitting up on my elbows. “But I love you. I love every single inch of you.” I take a deep breath and lay back down. Hyunjin stands at the side of the bed, shaking with excitement. “You know I love you right? Everyone must have told you.” I say. Looking up at him. “I- I didn’t know. No.” He says, shaking his head quickly. “You love me too right? That’s what they all said. Lee know told me what you were doing in here earlier…” I say with a smirk. Minho had informed me of the blanket situation before Hyunjin came down to the water with us earlier. Hyunjin stands there, looking into my eyes. Completely lost for words. “Y/n, I - I am so sorry. I- I don’t know what i wa-” I cut him off, getting up and smashing my lips into his. The kiss was deep, and long. As if we’d been waiting our entire lives for this exact moment. I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him on top of me. He brings his hand up and cups my breast. He deepens the kiss by shoving his tongue on to mine, his teeth hit mine in a rage of lust as he presses his tongue even further. Moans falling from the both of us as we fight for dominance. He pulls away and immediately shoved his face in my neck, leaving kisses and hickeys all along the side. He stops sucking on my neck and he gently wraps his hand around my neck and makes me look up at him. “You are going to be the death of me one day.” He whispers, before smashing his lips into mine again.

Part two

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