#lasabejas

[lasabejas]

I still love you. I didn't know under the pressures of your love I would bloom and that change would fate our doom. I never knew I would fear hell for it meant being separated from you. what scared me the most was that if I had to choose between you and I to my surprise I would choose you. betray my morals. betray my mind. betray my intelligence just to rest between your thighs having you hold me in a way that made me feel fine. and that was it. you made me feel okay just the way I was. I was enough. but then I became more and was relegated simply as a whore. a chore. no longer worth fighting for. I still love you. the you I saw when it was just us two shielded from the worlds view. the you I would get on my knees and consume like divine fruit. the you I would bow to even if it meant I was denying the truth. perhaps love such as this was too pure for our tainted world. I still love you. I always knew you would never be enough for me. even before I became more. but even now I'm unsure. I was made to wander the planet but that was done long before I was born. saving me from myself, you let me wander you. feeding me the treasures of your body. Allowing me to lap the waters from your valleys and shores. giving me an experience I thought was lost to my ancestors of exploring a place you adore. making me a cartographer to your topography. making a biologist to your flora and fauna. making me an alchemist to the elements of your chemistry. making me more. the me you could see when we were shielded from the world's view. at least I thought you could. when I would plant myself inside you, you were all I needed to be. you were my world. you were all I need. you gave this orchid a tree, a taste of immortality. but then I become more and was no longer enough for you. I still love you. the journey I would take so we could be lost in each other's gravity was worth it regardless of what I would endure. no matter the cost or any violence wrought against me I knew I would be restored due to you being my fountain of youth, rejuvenating me, making me me brand new. making me realizing realize at the end of the day all I needed at the end of each day was to be entangled in your embrace. the way you would look at me I would never assume it was I before your eyes being seen for want I truly am. a galaxy encarnate. I still love you. I knew no one can be enough for me. it isn't their responsibility but loving you taught me I could. I fell into myself the way I fell into you. completely. even the parts of me I deemed too ugly and I am beautiful. and I am terrible. and I am beautiful. and I am terrible. and I am beautiful because I am terrible. I thought that this is what you could see when you would look at me with those eyes that complete me. as I descended into the pits of my soul I expected to find you there waiting to greet me. smiling so carelessly, as you are one to be, asking me what took you so long to see that this is why I love you but lo and behold when I reached the bed rock of my being I was alone. I still love you. I still blame you. I put the onus at your feet. I know it sounds crazy but if you hadn't looked at me that way that said you saw me and I was okay even though I was broken, I would have never delved into tartarus to get more. I thought you wanted all of me, the terror and the beauty, monstrous divinity. I still love you. I refuse to hate me. I'm sorry you feel used because it's true. I used you. I used loving you to teach me how love myself. maybe I seem deluded to you but I know the truth. I know you are me and I am you when our love is sheilded from the world's view. I was finally complete, then I had to wrent bone from flesh, to cut my heart from my flesh. remove you. leaving me empty. leaving me hollow. leaving me without you so I could be me. I remember when you said to me "you don't love me the way I love you" and it know it's the truth because I still love you.

~delete my number (2023)

#poetry #poem #poema #poesía #meus #lasabejas

[fusave]

El dia 20 de mayo es el #diamundialdelasabeja . Un tercio de todas los alimentos producidos en el mundo dependen de la polinizacion .Ellas #Lasabejas juegan un rol clave en la preservacion del equilibro #ecologico y a la #Biodiversidad @tvnnoticias @treporta @rpc_radio @prensacom @ondascentrales @juancanavarro @victoreliseor @poderosa99.9 @chitre_progresa @chitreanos @herreranoticias @unionsantena_i @calobrenos.unidos @originalstereo @radio_veraguas @ciampanama @coalicionambientalcr https://www.instagram.com/p/CdzBuQcpXz8/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#diamundialdelasabeja #lasabejas #ecologico #biodiversidad

[campoformio]

Wepa! nos vemos este viernes, 19 de abril de 2019 a las 9pm en La Central, Isabela, PR. Compartiendo tarima con Las Abejas. Tendremos los vinilos de Los Nervios a la venta como pre-venta a la entrada del show del 4 de mayo en La Respuesta.

#campoformio #lasabejas #isabela #lacentral

[rhaynj]

CAGED system for classical guitar? 🤯😉 Revisiting this book and video series to update and adjust. (Cold or no cold!) I'm a massive fan of the CAGED system for learning the guitar. Generally it is used in pop and rock to learn how to shred across the fretboard, or in jazz how to play progressions. But did you know it's all fantastic for classical guitarists learning pieces? Las Abejas by Barrios is a great entry into the F major/ D minor key and my book will definitely help you sort out the shapes and ideas Barrios uses and get your first flat key learnt across the fretboard. #6stringinspiration #cagedsystem #classicalguitar #classicalguitarteacher #classicalguitarlessons #agustinbarrios #lasabejas #classicalguitarvirtuoso #classicalguitarrocks #author #authorofinstagram #books #bookstagram (at Auckland, New Zealand) https://www.instagram.com/p/CRP7unpsbZm/?utm_medium=tumblr

#6stringinspiration #cagedsystem #classicalguitar #classicalguitarteacher #classicalguitarlessons #agustinbarrios #lasabejas #classicalguitarvirtuoso #classicalguitarrocks #author #authorofinstagram #books #bookstagram

[espacio-chico]

Such majestic creatures, to be so underrated, though essential for our very needs of life and survival,on our fragile planet.... #naturephotography #lasabejas

#naturephotography #lasabejas

[mundoagronomicord-blog]

EL PAPEL DE LAS 🐝 ABEJAS 🐝 EN EL @mundoagronomico • • • Más allá de la elaboración de miel, la labor más destacable de las abejas es la polinización. El transporte de polen favorece la fertilización y la formación de frutos y semillas; de ello depende parte de la producción alimenticia y la biodiversidad mundial. Sin duda, hay que reconocer el impacto de lasabejas en el ecosistema. • • • Teniendo en cuenta que las abejas polinizan una gran proporción de los cultivos que abastecen al mundo, no hay que perderlas de vista. Sin ellas desaparecería el 60% de las frutas y hortalizas, además de unas 25 000 especies de plantas con flores. • • • • Con la desaparición de esta especie se reduciría la diversidad de alimentos, mermaría la actividad agrícola y con ella millones de fuentes de ingresos. La falta de abejas podría llevar a situaciones de escasez de alimentos, e incluso al desequilibrio económico. • • • • • • • • • • #mundoagronomico #mundoagronomicord #miel #abejas #polinizacion #produccion #agriculturard #agronomia #cultivos #frutos #frutas #abejas #mielnoelia #rutadelamiel #apicultura #apicultor #apismilifera #mielsanmarcos (at Amina, Valverde, Dominican Republic) https://www.instagram.com/p/B8ggLHHgz3Z/?igshid=1hl0gzdbo2le2

#mundoagronomico #mundoagronomicord #miel #abejas #polinizacion #produccion #agriculturard #agronomia #cultivos #frutos #frutas #mielnoelia #rutadelamiel #apicultura #apicultor #apismilifera #mielsanmarcos

[iyandiaz]

Las abejas - Always Wasted

#lasabejas #club77 #indie #garage #grunge #punk #puertorico #puertoricoindie

[gabriellesifc]

Te amo y felicidades amorsini #14defebrero #runners #lovehim #lasabejas #15k #sisepudo 🐝🐝💪🏻

#lasabejas #14defebrero #lovehim #sisepudo #15k #runners

[lasabejas]

I value peace over attention but don't want to be alone. sometimes a hangout is silence on speakerphone. if you talk to me I'll have something to say. may not come out in the politest way. not an asshole, just not going to lie. denial of reality is how you die. I promise I don't speak in rhyme, I'm just bored.

#poem #poetry #poesía #poema #lasabejas

[rhaynj]

This week has been The Bees (Las Abejas) by Barrios. Picking this piece up as it is the next video out on YouTube. So this was the first session. Need to work on the fluidity, especially those tiny scale runs. All I all, bumps and all, not a bad start to.a piece I haven't played in a few years. #6stringinspiration #classicalguitar #guitarraclássica #agustinbarrios #lasabejas #thebees #classicalmusic #classicalguitarteacher #guitarlessons #guitargoals #guitarpractice #guitar (at Auckland, New Zealand) https://www.instagram.com/p/CRGhGxulAeN/?utm_medium=tumblr

#6stringinspiration #classicalguitar #guitarraclássica #agustinbarrios #lasabejas #thebees #classicalmusic #classicalguitarteacher #guitarlessons #guitargoals #guitarpractice #guitar

[clubsprout]

I have OCD and I spend a lot of time on the tags on IG telling people what is and isn't OCD and they get so defensive it's kind of sickening, like, "why can't I use this debilitating mental illness that has left some people unable to eat to describe me liking things to be kinda symmetrical?"

it’s irritating to see people try to use mental illnesses as a way to describe themselves when they don’t have it but it’s absolutely disgusting to see the way they react when you try to correct them and explain why it’s wrong. it’s so far beyond what people think it is. depression isn’t just “sad”, anxiety isn’t just “nervous”, ocd isn’t just “organised”, bipolar disorder isn’t just “mood swings”, and eating disorders aren’t “diets”. i completely understand where you’re coming from. hang in there.

#mental illness #lasabejas

[dylanskeogh-blog]

II NEED EMOTIONAL SUPPORT RN

I FEEL U IM   SO EMOTION 

#lasabejas

[angeltit]

Lmao anon theres nothing stopping you being diagnosed w a pd under the age of 18 legally? Like at all? Its just considered bad practice at worst LOL. I hope you're ok btw, remember you know ur brain more than anyone else does esp anons on tumblr 💕💖

LITERALLY & tysm babe

#lasabejas #asks

[bethesdarpg-blog]

lmao whyd you point out flaws in ppls art when they already see them? thats not constructive at all grow the fuck up

It’s a observation.

#lasabejas