#kms tuesday

[brainrotisseriechicken]

local gay weirdos are horrible at surprises, more at 8

managed to slip in this post a little after midnight whoops!!!! please forgive me a war criminal got elected

ignoring that happy valentines day, ash wednesday, election day, and my birthday!!! im a birthday boy!!!🎉

#scp #scp foundation #scp fandom #scp fanart #fanart #dr clef #dr kondraki #clefdraki #valentines day #YAYYYY #im a birthday boy!!! #huge day today!!! #lets all collectively ignore the election results guys im fine we're ok #hahah #ah #fuck #kms #someone pass me the bottle #illustration #kms tuesday

[rickybaby]

Speaking with media, including FormulaNerds, after the conclusion of the F1 British Grand Prix, Horner was asked about the potential of the Australian taking no.3 back to Red Bull. The Red Bull Team Principal replied with:

“It’s not something that we’re planning, that’s for certain.”

Horner then expanded on his answer, saying: “But, you know, it was right to give him the opportunity this year to remain within the team and keep him around the sport – I think it would have been a loss to the sport for him just to disappear.

And I think that I didn’t recognise the Daniel [Ricciardo] of the last couple of years, so I’ll be very interested to see what kind of job he does on Tuesday.”

HORNER ON RICCIARDO RED BULL RETURN: ‘NOT SOMETHING THAT WE’RE PLANNING, THAT’S FOR CERTAIN’

#and if I kms in front of Christian Horner and change the whole trajectory of his life #then what?? #I’m choosing to focus on the I’ll be interested to see what kind of job he does on Tuesday #and we’ll see the change in their comments at the next race after the tyre test #cause if he is impressive it’ll be an option too good not to consider #daniel ricciardo

[actualsunflower]

job searching, despite the tons of applications I've put in and the stupid fancy new resume i made, has been going very badly My mental health has just been absolute garbage type bad, which is why I've been stuck in this slump of not doing anything other than suffering... I'm working on getting my medications sorted out, which is helping me with this problem, but it's taking time and I'm dealing with my insurance denying everything (bcs I'm also in the process of getting approved for a hysterectomy AND a dermatologist and insurance doesn't like that) and getting a new psychiatrist I'm always still gratefully accepting any tips/donations to help me out while I don't have a job :') Here's my Ko-Fi 💖 Art in return will be back as soon as I'm finished with my queue once I'm able to manage things (when I say my mh has been bad... I mean like bad bad. the kind of bad you dont talk about online usually) Today after buying some food and body wash I have $11.86 in my bank, and blood work coming up Friday the 28th, as well as a few bills that autopay at the beginning of each month and will overdraft my bank ($58 for one and $66 for another, $124 total) I've actually also been trying to look into getting help with SSI because I was fired due to mental disability, but that hasn't been going well either. I'm still trying to get legal help on my behalf 🫡 will update on that too if anything changes...

I'm feeling really awful about all of this. It weighs on me very heavily and makes trying to get out of this depression worse, and I've been putting this off for a while because of how embarrassed I am. But I'm struggling a whole lot and ignoring it is just making it worse :') I really appreciate any shares and help 💖 My gratitude to my amazing community is immeasurable 💖🥹

#i do actually have this group interview thing next Tuesday the 1st of aug. #so hopefully that goes well... #otherwise im still just stuck in this fucked up depression. trying to do what i can #my mh has been so bad. ive been having horrible manic episodes and multiple serious times of considering kms #shit has just. not been good #im sorry to just show up and make a stupid little post here #im doing my best 🫡 mybest is just pitiful right now #ko-fi #sunflower commissions #sunflower's art #any typos pls ignore my brain isnt working good 👍👍

[funkyness]

oh god that moment when you're painting (or doing any other project for school) and you're so painfully aware that it's coming out really bad. it's not even halfway done and you know it's gonna end up looking ROUGH. starting over would take too long and trying to fix it would take even longer. and you know you just have to finish it for the sake of presenting something?? yeah feels bad man

#aughhhhh #i have so much stuff to do and it's due monday #and a lot of other stuff due tuesday #might just kms #just kidding I'm gonna watch Across The Spiderverse on Sunday night n i gotta be alive for that

[khezuonhead]

i'm so fuckin stressed my storage unit got broken into and idk how much damage was done or if anything was taken and i can't go down and see yet

genuinely hoping they were after valuables and to not cause damage, like if they took my keyboard that's nbd i can't play the damn thing anyway but if they just damaged a bunch of my figs.... god i think i will just die instantly

i've got someone going down in the morning to sus out what's happened and shit and thankfully i'm not the only one that got done but the not knowing is hellish. i'm just glad i was down there a few weeks ago and that every time i leave i take a photo for some bizarre reason????? has come in handy

if shit is damaged / missing it's going to be a pain in the arse to prove the value but i need to not worry about that yet... god

#in better news the new mobo for my pc is on special and i'm hopefully going to buy it on tuesday after getting paid #won't have the new cpu for a few months yet still but i need to take advantage of the deal #but this storage unit thing is so fucked i'm so stressed hhhh kms #myscrems

[girlwithfish]

its 9pm now i have to go to bed by like 10 if i want to get 8 hours andi. havent even gotten ready for bed ive just been doing laundry since 7 waiting for laundry folding laundry putting laundry away and now i have no time . and i will likely be up for hrs and then hate myself when its 3am and i get like no sleep and have to b clocked in at 7 🫡🫡not manifesting this tho i am going to sleep i cant do no sleep anymore lol. whatever i didnt want free time anyway

#gonna kms if i dont finish my book before tuesday tho cuz thats when i have to return all my library books #i was gna read today but i dont have time #🧍‍♂️now i wish i had more time in the day

[greeds]

dear god! how does anyone do it! how can anyone work so many hours, so many days of the week! i am going to fucking die!

#i have to drop my 3hr tuesday shift it takes my entire day #i am going to kms truly i am despairing its only the first week of class but i am going to skip my classes bc i am so exhausted please god #give me strength.

[sw1tchbladef1ghts]

anyways guess whos doing his history project with all mcr songs ^_^ youll never guess

#its some dumb thing where we have to relate our answer to a question to asong #will i be able to do it with all mcr idk #but we'll see!!!! #due on tuesday kms kms kms

[chrisbangs]

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#every now and then i think abt deleting every single social media and dying . like #i really genuinely think abt just dying fr like #👎👎👎 #there's only 1 person i've been wanting to talk to lately #and like no one else lol #i just feel so fucking out of my head #why is everything so fucking bad #i barely leave the basement these days .. i just stay in bed and sleep #and i have less than a week to get the fuck over this random stupid rut i'm in #because fucking classes start on tuesday #i wanna kms so bad lol #like i would rather be dead than do another year of college rn #it's so fucking bad for me lmfao #i don't have any support or anyone to talk to and i feel like i'm going fucking crazy #i'm on academic probation is the best part so if i fuck up this semester i get kicked out which like part of me would love ik like #the part of me that's tired and exhausted and just done with everything i wouldn't mind being kicked out but #the ik . that my parents would fucking kill me knowing that i wasted 4 years worth of tuition money and just fucking flopped as a student #waking up wishing i hadn't woken up every fucking day... i feel sick inside... #my anxiety is spiking all over again and i can barely even organize my thoughts lately #i literally threw up last night cause i worked myself up into such hysterics . like lmfao... #i cant get a grip and i cant get the fuck over how bad i feel and no one fucking LISTENS when i saw i hate this and i'm not good enough for #this fucking subject i wanna fucking kill myself holy fuck it's crazy how much i wanna die.. #i used to wonder abt that 4th year kid who killed himself when i was at my old uni like how fucking bad was it for him that in his last year #he just couldn't take it anymore and now i'm in the funniest position of literally understanding exactly where he was lol #last year... and i cant do it... i just cant fucking do it and i wanna kill myself i think about it every day i think about it 24/7 and #i'm just so... tired doesn't even encompass what i'm feeling right now i'm fucking exhausted and empty and i have nothing left man i cant #fucking do this... every day im dragging myself kicking and screaming to school and dealing with a 4 hr round trip commute in the shitty ass #weather that we get and getting verbally and emotionally abused by profs and getting 0 acknowledgment for ANYTHING and it's not like my work #is even GOOD enough to begin with so ofc it's not gonna get any acknowledgment like jdjdjdkdkskd i just dont . have it in me to do this #for another fucking year... i literally cannot do this... and i have no other thoughts in my head other than killing myself lmfao...

[nomaishuttle]

oh my godddd

#god conspiring against me to make sure i dont meet my shower goal for the fucking week. also im gonna kms #tuesday: Didnt feel like it i was like ehhee maybe no shower today as a treat wednesday: passed out woke up at 2am thursday: hals sick rn #and idk if im allowed to go shower and he isnt answering my texts and i knocked on the door and he didnt answer so he might be at work #but i wouldnt fucking know bc nobody fucking tells me anything. so now i just cont get to fucking shiwer bc his doors shut and i dont want #to go in withiut permission but this will be my Third fucking day without a shower #and to top it all off i didnt wash my face this morning and now i feel like a bad person.

[mxdotpng]

i understand why ppl would skip classes that made them depressed in hs now. i get it. i understand everything.

#.text #i was rlly excited for this class i have wednesday at the beginning of the semester #but i think. this teacher wants me to die LOL #not even a slash j way i think he just wants me to disappear forever #every time we've gone over my work hes only ever had negative things to say about it. #once he went over my work and then someone elses and started it out with. 'and UNLIKE max you actually did [so and so] correctly' #like. im not even kidding. he said thay. #hes never said that to anyone else or about anyone elses work. #that class makes me want to kms man #project due this week for it and i havent started #its tuesday morning as we speak. i have 24 hours. i want to die. #christ #whatever #who even cares anymore

[angelinajoliesbottom]

Yall are the only ones i can ask this cause ik half of tumblr once dyed their hair blue or green… so how do i get rid of green hair.. ofcourse without darkening it

#bro im about to kms i used toner to ashen it #BUT IT TURNED OUT GREEN #Will bleaching help?? #like i need a answrr asap cause i already called in sick tomorrow #and i need to work at tuesday

[daz4i]

you know you're fucked when you go through that mental checklist of basic needs (did i eat recently/did i get enough sleep/have i been social lately/when's the last time i showered etc) and everything is alright there but you're still feeling like stabbing yourself in the head

#it's like oh. i don't have any concrete step towards feeling better now. i just gotta live like this and hope it goes away somehow #it might be a hormonal thing bc i need my tshot today (but I'll have to wait till tuesday bc of the holiday...) #not that that's helping me in any way lol like ok i may know what's up but i can't solve it so. death it is ig #also i mean it might just be bc my brain is fucked and should be stomped till it's nonexistent. in my humble opinion. #nothing new here. i wanna die. yeah yeah whatever. i always do. now more than usual but w/e. #I'm too mentally tired to even think abt it. like usually i at least fantasize abt how I'd kms or smth #now I'm just ''i wanna go to sleep and never wake up'' booooo boring. this is why you should die you uncreative fuck #......can you tell I'm doing really bad lol #vent #negative // #suicide // #ask to tag

[justisco]

the anons are testing me this week ya know

#idk why they try because i’m always gonna come out swinging #especially when it involves vini #the carva stuff is bullshit i’ve seen it before #got told to kms on tuesday #had a rabid milan fan come after me whenever that was #and now this

[pseudophan]

this is the weirdest fucking week of my life

#its only tuesday but its. #i got some news yesterday #some like my worst fear end of everything might as well kms kinda news #but im half in denial about it still #i keep tearing up at random but theres too much shit to do i cant break down yet #but then today was norways constitution day and i worked all day and it was so busy #and im SO tired #tomorrow i have a meeting #thursday is gonna be the worst day of my life #friday i will be. trying to cope #and saturday i'm getting on a plane to england #to see mcr on sunday #its like.. my life is ending and then two days later i see my favourite band #like the my biggest nightmare and greatest wish are happening at the same time #so rather than dreading and anticipating i just feel empty over all of it #fuck man.