#kinda makes me wish i wasn't so embarrassed to talk about gorillaz with my friends

[sunny-daysss]

I was curious so I searched up ‘Gorillaz’ in the server with my friends and I didn’t realise how many of them had put Gorillaz songs into the music bot akjsdhaksdh

BUT, I also found out that my ex-friend (I might’ve talked about them here before, I was super upset when we had a big falling out) requested Slow Country at some point which meant he was DEFINITELY a huge Gorillaz fan and it makes me sad because I could’ve shared my obsession/excitement over the band with him :/

#vent #and i love s/t too :( #this is making me sad #i kinda felt that because i found a screenshot where he sent a meme that referenced clint eastwood #and i realised that i can't go back to him to tell him that i understand the joke now #i'm legitimately sad #there are so many things i missed out talking to him about #because he likes sonic too #we could've been talking about frontiers or the new movie #and we were still friends before the sonic colours remake came out #granted it's a shit remake #but we could've taken the piss out of it #i legitimately miss him so much #he was like a lil bro to me #we were both obsessed with kingdom hearts as well #there are so many things we missed out on #oh well :/ #kinda makes me wish i wasn't so embarrassed to talk about gorillaz with my friends #because they put up with me talking about vocaloid even though they knew nothing about it #at least i know that there are a few people who actually do know/like them though #idk i always get embarrassed to talk about the things i like #except vocaloid #well shit now i'm crying