#just not ready LMFAOOO

[enden-k]

still not ready to play the card event or whatever tf is going on, in my mind and heart im still in sumeru enjoying the school festival akademiya event, eating nice food, exploring the forests, playing with the desert foxes, watching the gorgeous sunset after a day playing around at the darshans stands, cheering everyone on and later celebrating kavehs victory with everyone at the tavern while u all moved on KAJBJCKBKJ 😭

#im not ready to leave sumeru and all the characters behind in general wdym fontaine is around the corner....so soon already.............😭 #sobbing forever #kirara helpst tho i rlly wanna meet her so ill start some time but not now AKJBCKJ #i lit logged back in just now bc i was like hmm i should start with the event but i see the banner and alr feel tired and #just not ready LMFAOOO #*logs out again* #babbles #tbd

[queenofbaws]

there are already roughly a million posts like this already circulating, but man. just. sometimes you really do have to step away from something you're working on and come back to it later.

creative buds, please. please. no one is worse at taking my advice than i am, believe me, but seriously, if you've been feeling down or frustrated or stumped with something you've been working on lately, take this as your sign to maybe take a little break. a week, a month, whatever. you've been looking at it too long, you've read it too many times, you've erased that same line so many times you've lost count - you need to come back to it with a rested brain and fresh eyes.

however rough it feels to you now, i promise, promise, promise that it'll feel so much better after a little distance. <3

#queenie rambles #writing woes #full disclosure this is 100% about me finally sitting down and forcing myself to reread my own stuff lmfao #there was a lot of Other Stuff happening during the time but the last like. 5-6 chaps of like wringing blood made me SO anxious to post #no matter how many times i edited/reworked them i felt like they were hot fucking garbage #and every time i posted a chapter i was just like. consumed. with anxiety for hours/days after lmfao #now i'm rereading and i'm like aw shit. why was i nervous about this???? #anyway. yeah. let your brain rest. sometimes you need that. #and to anyone who's in the middle of the venn diagram of 'tag reader' and 'like wringing blood reader' hey #thanks for never questioning my rampant misuse of commas and italics and the word fuck!!!!! y'all are the real heroes <3 heheh #and as soon as i finish rereading this you guys better strap in because...i have like...two chapters almost ready to go lmfaooo #FULL SPEED AHEAD FUCKERS

[banesberry-anomoly]

Im cooking 🔥🔥

Dealer has EIGHT floating ARMS and a total of ten legs specifically to spite this one guy that was bitching about the fact that Dealer 'cAnOnIcAlLy HaS nO aRmS' and was telling someone to erase the arms on their Dealer design when they posted art and was fighting people about it in two of the servers were in 💀

Like stfu bro its called artistic license and creative freedom lmfao

#Banesberry art #altoclef.exe #This is one of the most complicated things ive done in a while lol #I stg that guy was soooo fucking annoying #No one fuckin likes him lmao #Like stop telling artists what to do- we will threaten to draw you doing weird shit and follow through on it #No even to mention he was being extremely fucking weird about systems in one of the servers even while I was explaining it to him????? #Like bro fuck off ur a singlet sysmed lmfaooo (no idea how I stayed patient with him when I was trying to explain systems to him 😭) #When he started bitchin about the arms thing again I was ready to throw DOWNNN #Buckshot roulette #the dealer #buckshot roulette art #buckshot roulette dealer #arachnophobia #< only mildly cause hes like a drider but just in case #Torren Arache

[moe-broey]

Well I can finally post these now!!!!!!!! Even though Awakening was my first FE, and ofc I liked Chrom a lot, I never really thought too deeply about the Ylisse siblings... I spent some time replaying Awakening, going through supports, and drew up some character sketches!

Also these sketches in particular have some funny lore to them, that day I was off my meds and fighting for my life and only got. These four things. The entire day. The more detailed notes on the same page came after having them again, what a fucking difference it makes 😅🧍

Fave doodle from it tbh world's most normal girl 😇

#fire emblem #i did end up changing rhe earrings last minute but i still think it was a neat idea 👍 #i got lissa down like. immediately. easy LMFAOO #i was so scared of chrom. bc in the past when i HAVE drawn him it has NEVER looked like chrom #but as it turns out!! it was just a skill issue. i have now unlocked the ability to chrom (untwinkify that man!!! give him a nose!!!!!) #my art utilizes SO much shape language it's like. 90% just that. so it takes a lot to adapt certain charas sometimes!!!! #which isn't to say shape language is never present in the source material! but esp translating a more classic anime style #into my sorta cartoony style. it can take a lot to figure it all out LMFAOOO #i gotta get ready to leave so i'll come back later 👍 but wanna post these now! #chrom #fe lissa #emmeryn #my art

[astrxealis]

merry christmas btw i kinda forgot to say it ere at all oopsies >_< i hope you all had/have a wonderful holiday season or week or day or month regardless of your religion and if you celebrate christmas !!!!!

i got 'the end of everything' by katie mack for xmas (i begged my parents lol) bcs i finally saw it in a bookstore after months of looking for it that i just Fell to the ground ..... i love astrophysics i love space i love science. i also love u all

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #:3 :3 :3 meow #urgh. tired! i wish to ignore my responsibilities but i should not cannot #i actually got genshin again yesterday which sounds unreal. i just want pretty blonde girl navia LMFAOOO #but also i've actually been making progress w quests and shit so yay ^_^ also playing again bcs i lov my friends. nini u will not see this #but ily. also u berry even tho we are on wholly different servers bcs i'm on na haha despite the fact i am literally asian & in asia but ok #i miss ffxiv ... :(( i meant to make my theme vincent valentine and reference hit song valentine by hit band mäneskin #but i was like i do not think i can live long w this. and then thought hard. and then. ryne/gaia... my darlings <3 #also idk if i've said but i'm finally. heading and delving more into dnd finally !! tis meant to be lmfao i love my friends wow #and also my dad had his own dnd set back in the day he never used unfortunately and doesnt hav anymore but Yes <333 #bg3 ocs are tasty! you have apollo erebus and thanatos there is an obvious theme in names going on! #funny there is one silly bard (my guy ever. obviously) and then the other two are durges on opposite ends #pretty boy draconic sorcerer who tries to be good but honestly he's romancing astarion too so he's kinda Yeah #and then you have than who is. what a pretty enby he/she ladyman! romancing minthara ofc <3 they are my evil girlie #evil girlies more like. Two of them yay!!! w opposite color schemes (quite intentional but also i Just Love Red) #haven't watched pjotvseries bcs i will cry throughout the whole thing (probably not an exaggeration) so i am obviously not ready #yeah. ^_^ <3

[dorklyelectric]

More stuff I made for pride month, but this time, they kiss, and also I painted water. Water is oddly very fun to paint. Text vs no text versions!

#kaidan alenko #mass effect #mshenko #mshepard #john shepard #sheploo #tumblr has automatically picked up on my tags and just has them ready by default #theyre so real for that #also day 4 #uhhhhh #if youre still reading my tags #i have a sequel to my 20 page comic ready soon to be posted #i just want to make some edits to make it look better #and maybe add another page or so #someone also asked me for more and like #wait until yall learn i had the sequel made months ago lmfaooo #ok im done

[comraderoscoes]

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#i have such a stressful day coming up at work tomorrow lmfaooo but i’m just tryna remind myself that no day of work can be as bad as when i #worked in a cinema and had to introduce the imax screenings with a microphone and a spotlight to sometimes hundreds - sometimes only 2 - #people 😭 with the ten yrs older guy i was sleeping with waiting in the wings ready to make a mean joke about me 😭 #that job is my ~ at least i don’t have to do PE anymore ~ lmao

[waffles-and-flapjacks]

sorry for just disappearing, been like. busy and stuff. moved and km gonna be moving again. social media was a bit too much for me. but life's been better! just so exhausted though...

#gold.txt #hi again world #bored and finally ready to face tumblr #dunno why it just felt like #a lot? #like overwhelming #almost forgot i had a tumblr too lol #this is the only social media my system has lol #executive dysfunction has been #dysfunctioning #lmfaooo

[unproduciblesmackdown]

Today’s Joe Iconis Christmas Extravaganza clip is the devastatingly French Thérèse Neige-Noire (played by @hellojacks ) singing a depressed rendition of “Hard Candy Christmas” featuring Mr. Macabee (played by @juliamat) and our Hot Candy dancers in costumes by @bren_bash. The most extravagant cure for the holiday blues? Cellophane and legs and appropriately prescribed anti-depressants!

#lose it at the devastatingly french accent & not ready for the fuckin concertina or w/e to kick in like oh my god lmfaooo #getting an abs workout by partway through the first refrain as per usual and i've only just noticed the way she's holding 4 cigarettes dlsj #was wondering ''how do we transition from hard candy to hot candy?'' like this is the extravaganza cmon you say it & do it; is how!!! #the range of the hard candy christmas sequence....afaik Plotwise at least for; say; this half of the history of now 13 xmas shows; the #thread is [after the terrible memory of xmas past flashback; mister macabee is introduced; the song is to cheer joe up] #but like this year we have hot candy; last year we have the audience members passed out real hard candies to unwrap together when prompted #during an Especially Quiet Moment Of The Song; think that went for the 11th show too b/c will/melvin had damp paper towels & hard candies #in his duane reade bag. & looks like perhaps that year the krampus was part or all of the [fellow singers along w/mister macabee] #you've had the delights of it being sung by cindy lou who ft. the belly button puppeteers. go further back there's [cue the one video like #hell yeah look it's the source of that one photo of will as officer rossi the christmas burglar along seth eliser] lol & the choreo.... #meanwhile also as much video julia mattison mister macabee as one's had yet!! #joe iconis christmas extravaganza #mister macabee #love the eyeholes. the shading on that hot werther's original label

[felixfathom]

eu bebo a água. nós escrevemos cartas. elas fritam os ovos. a abelha é um animal. você tem as chaves.

#ENOUGHHH I'M READY FOR CONVERSATIONS #i dont even know if i did the accents correctly i don't care i'm just farming exp to stay on the number one spot LMFAOOO

[thelastsirenssong]

Jean Kirstein send tweet

#BRO I FORGOT.... HE. #he's so #yk when Eren was like oh you're just doing this shit to get into the interior? fuckass #and Jean was like dude kiss MY ass please you think you can beat the TITANS???!?!?!?!?!? LMFAOOOOO #like dude was right #no one should have questioned Jean #and he STILL took the reins during the battle of trost he was like fuck it guys we go hard or we go hOME #home being of course the heavenly realm the sand place all eldians go to or whatever LMFAOOO BECAUSE THEY WERE FUCKED #and Jean still said nope. WE RIDE MFS!!!! #and for thaf he deserves yk the titangrip 1000 whatever you get the idea #I fucking. LOVE Jean he's my king #Armin being the like new commander shit or whatever when Jean was gearing up over the course of the show to be an excellent leader was #some fucking BULLSHIT like WHY build his relationship with Eren like that just to make him another side character like fucking CONNIE #whatever Isayama eat my ass for that one #Armin should have been the next HANJI. JEAN the next Erwin and MIKASA the next Levi #but y'all not ready for THAT conversation #Jean fucks idgaf #Jean 'oh shit this all actually has purpose and meaning if I want it to and I had to lose my city and my best friend to see it' is so #it's just amazing writing to create a new leader who was INSPIRED fo lead first by Eren and the Mikasa and THEN Armin #and he should have fucked them all and become the survey corps leader WHAT I SAID WHAT I SAID #mmm....c......comm....commander Jean....? #yeah dude #yeah oh I FUCK with that HEAVY #bc Erwin was usually the brains behind the operation and while Jean didn't have that? he had the same drive #to stand for the fallen #idk anyway that's my jean rant #back to the cave HAHA

[moe-broey]

One thing I think about how autism can be (mistakenly) shaved down to just Having Interests You're Passionate About, is like. The huge difference between me and my sister(s) actually. Both of my sisters are avid manga collectors, like, I am not kidding I know at least one of them as a manga count in the 1000s (EDIT: this is true! For one of them. The other has a 2000+ count). I'm specifically also thinking about my sister who's more into video games too. And how for her and myself, both of these things just?? Manifest so differently?

Like yeah she's a collector she has a HUGE collection. Meanwhile, I have always described myself as having "niche" interests -- not as in, my interests are obscure, but as in, they're very few and VERY specific. I'm only actively collecting three series right now (and only two, before Dungeon Meshi). The other two are Toilet Bound Hanako-kun and Devil's Candy. I love stories about ghosts, I love all the creativity that goes into monster designs, and I like them a bit fun and silly! (Of course, with a few heavy/serious emotional beats/themes here and there). And for Dungeon Meshi, I think the setting of my Special Interest (FE) is carrying over, while also having an extremely appealing art style (that's another factor!). Plus, ALL of the creative designs that go into it, from the adventurers to the monsters.

Beyond that, the only other manga I tend to be interested in is queer stuff. And I am a little picky about it! Go For It, Nakamura! is a fun one-shot for me (though I think there might be another one now?), Roadqueen: Eternal Roadtrip to Love is another delightful one-shot, Love Me For Who I Am is one I CANNOT recommend ENOUGH, and also I find autobiographies extremely insightful though I can't do them all the time (one I'd HIGHLY recommend but with trigger warnings is My Lesbian Experience With Loneliness).

I'm. Getting off topic I think LMFAO but. My main point is that, I have a very narrow set of interests, which means my manga collection is very small actually. It can actually be very difficult to get myself to try something New.

Also I'm realizing the video game point got lost, but that one is huge too. The way my sister interacts w her interest in video games is actually Very different than how I do. Same core, we both really enjoy it! And given the time and motivation, she Could write entire essays on what she's most passionate about. Though, this Is harder to place actually -- because on the surface, it's extremely similar, isn't it? Because I can (and do LMFAO), too! The infinite feedback loop is SO FUN.

But I think, maybe the Core difference is. Especially with Fire Emblem, and FEH/Alfonse/Sharena Specifically. That is where my special interest lies, and I am CONSTANTLY. Using both Alfonse and Sharena as proxies to navigate my own thoughts and feelings. To examine them, recontextualize them, and ESPECIALLY to comprehend and study things that don't come naturally to me. It's also just all I'm thinking about 90% of the time. Sometimes to the point where I can't pull myself away or it prevents me from interacting with other things.

LIKE. I AM. LOSING THE POINT A BIT. But I think what I'm trying to express, is that my sisters are far more well-rounded about their interests. And that, while one of my sisters is extremely passionate and interested in video games like I am (honestly thanks to her LMFAOO), it just shows. So differently.

#milo autism moments LMFAOOO #but like the greater discussion of pop psychology and misinfo (mostly from tiktok from what i hear) #like. the dots are there you can connect them #i gotta get ready to head out though LMFAO I DON'T GOT TIME!!!!!!!! #i need to just get this out of my brain bc i feel. compelled.

[tariah23]

Denji… 😭❤️❤️❤️!!!

I like how Denji felt the need to immediately clarify that he didn’t eat that cat and how defensive he got like he was visibly annoyed.

#lmfaooo #DENJISFGF #yoshida…. he was speechless #Denji isn’t complicated at all he’s just so simple and matter of fact it’s mind blowing #was yoshida really expecting some kind of profound answer from Denji 😭…….? #fhkjhjkk #denji’s straightforward manner is probably something that yoshida isn’t used to #or it’s just that #yoshida is kind of weird and mysterious? off putting even #but when confronted with someone who’s as airhead and open as Denji it’s just #it leaves him at a loss for words and I just find this to be rly funny tbh #he wasn’t rly around Denji like that in part 1 so Denji obviously would have forgotten him but um #yoshida #he’s setting himself up lol… we’re definitely in for quite the ride here #I’m ready to see their stupid friendship develop or whatever as well

[ssolarcalendarr]

yup. all i looked at was the boots. that was literally the first thing i looked at and honestly? they be looking pretty swagger with that cool dude pose there LMFAO he just does not look interested in this at ALL

#hes like. oh. again. #anywho i want boots like that so bad. i mean. fictional. wise. ish. i wish i could draw shoes and boots LORD i love boots #toh spoilers #anywho can we just agree here that. he just has this awful pose and i love it like bro. LMFAO chill out i expected you to be like. #criss cross applesause with flapjack in your lap or something. your back hunch back so you could relax a little #but i know thats not the case for him he needs to be alert and ready like 24/7 and yeah . me too #anywho he couldve picked a better pose #ish. maybe. idk i cant draw LMFAOOO #sighh #if only i could do poses

[princeofyorkshire]

wait i’m seeing louis again today wtf

#i have known this for what. Months. but still. WHAT #i am so ???&;&/&/&/ WHATTT LMFAO #like i am about to go get ready and it just hit me i’m getting ready to see louis again LMFAOOO WHAT????????? #like no joke i am struggling sm w this cause it still hasn’t hit me????? tf lol #how was last night real #effie’s journal

[astrxealis]

seeing identical twins irl sometimes is so trippy (funny like woag...) but the funniest thing is i am an identical twin too. is that how it's like when others see me and artemis.

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #how does it go when you realize someone random you just met or knew for a while just as a Twin #and an identical twin at that...!! ye gods. #i can try to imagine it and i have had a bit of a reaction to others but it's mostly just. excitement. #for not being alone in the Experience lol but it is very natural to me! #thinking abt how an old friend thought i was years older than arti b4 meeting me in 5th grade bcs of how she talked abt me LMFAO #my friends or classmates (esp new students or new ones) and teachers old and new realizing me and arti are twins is crazy too #become friends w me you are friends with arti (to a lesser extent though). be friends with arti you become close friends with me. #funny habit really where the friends i make either last long or don't last long at all and arti's are in that. Weird Zone idk how to explain #fun. interesting. yeah :3 #okay i will ready to discuss d&d character sheet with my friend/dm now..... brrr. it is almost 10 pm. #i have a college exam tmrw actually but LMFAOOO (lmfao)..... yeah <3 #i'm chill tbh. it's cool. but genuinely speaking. ^_^