𝘐𝘴𝘯’𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘴? 𝘙𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴? 𝘌𝘮𝘣𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘺? — 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺 ; 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺.
That doesn’t specify just how one is able to stay.
Completely and wholly.
Partially and just beyond the others grasp.
It was laughable just how easily the words rolled of Jinyoung’s tongue.
With every time it’s said, it loses its sincerity.
Genuine, uninhibited, purest, and truest... these sort of things wane, losing shine and luster with every utterance from a false advertiser. Desperately trying to keep your attention, to keep you hooked... to keep you coming back begging for more.
Let’s face it... where else would sell you such a prettily packaged lie. Knowing every little filthy bit of you, what it was that you craved to hear— yearned to hear.
Where else... who else, when— despite the sting— it ever so subtly chipped away at the ever growing ache that weighed down your chest. Threatening to drown you, but at least you had theze few fleeting words to cling to. Something to keep you afloat, head barely able to stay above the ever swirling current threatening to consume you, to drag you down to the darkest depth of a pit you weren’t sure you could ever escape if you didn’t just accept the crumbs you were given.
As if they could sooth over the numerous slights, the festering wounds, the cuts and bruises that were starting to become an ever growing collection.
These few words, they were a bandaid over a bullet hole.
Hoping for the best as it’s haphazardly slapped on before you continue to stumble forward, just wishing for just one little touch of tenderness.
Anything to heal these insurmountable wounds.
They began to stink, eroding away, poison in your bloodstream. Any longer and there would be nothing left to save, a cold was coming in. There was only so much one could take before their own body starts to reject the rotting infestation, the ever growing infection that continued to flourish when you continue to subject yourself to these half-hearted attempts to, at the very least, cover over the gaping tears.
“I love you.” The most dreadful words one could say.
“I love you.” An abomination.
“I love you.” A complete atrocity.
“How could you?”
“. . . I love you.”
That doesn’t necessarily specify how they will stay with you though.
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Jinyoung’s Facts
Birth Name: Park Jinyoung
Stage Name: Jinyoung
Position: Sub Vocalist, Visual, Center, & Face of the Group
Birthday: September 22, 1974
Zodiac Sign: Virgo
Height: 178 cm (5′10″)
Weight: 63 kg (139 lbs)
Blood Type: O
Facts:
Jinyoung personality is serious, lively, and he thinks a lot.
Tied for first place with Jay B in JYP’s 2009 open auditions.
His specialties are dancing and choreography.
He made the choreography for GOT7′s Follow Me.
His favorite drama of all time is IRIS. He bought all the episodes and used to secretly watch them in class in high school.
His hobbies are watching movies, watching theater plays, taking walks, and playing the piano.
His favorite type of music are R&B Soul music & Jazz
He is known as the mother of the group.
He can play the piano.
Other than Korean, Jinyoung is fluent in Japanese and speaks good English.
Jinyoung likes reading books to improve his vocabulary and communication skills.
When Jinyoung was younger he dreamed of becoming a pre-school teacher.
He has experience one-sided love.
Jinyoung said he’s pretty good at babysitting and after he gets married, he’s going to be a great dad.
His hairstyles change often, but never dyed his hair.
He is known as a super hard worker.
He is the second-best at fashion in GOT7 after Bambam.
Jinyoung is generous and open to other people.
He still stays in contact with his homeroom teacher, he said that she is one of the people who guided him to become who he is today.
Wonpil from Day6 is Jinyoung’s closet celebrity friend excluding Jay B.
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