#jinx rambles

[jinx-on-mars-19xx]

They blocked me after calling me out 😂🙄 That's cute. Sorry not everyone thinks exactly the same and actually forgives humans. I just don't get why people like to come pick on me? Like... I didn't even tag that post. Isn't my blog mine to say things? I blocked them because I'm not here for bullies anymore. I don't have the energy for it. I've flat out told people on my page before that the second someone gets rude to me my body reacts in a fight or flight way and I feel cold and sick. So thanks for that random spider-stranger. I still have to take care of my mom and clean my house for my brother's visit in a few days now I get to do it shaking. Yay!

I don't search out other people's pages and tell them they're wrong, not even terfs. I let people do their thing. Don't come on my page and bully, I don't do it to others. Have your thoughts on your page. Wtf.

I can't imagine not having the capacity to understand people can grow and change. It must be so sad. It must make you feel so judgemental and lonely. To me actions speak louder than words and if I see someone trying that means something. I try to not be closed off and jaded, no matter how overwhelmed I feel. I hope you all can see that in people too and not let yourselves become jaded. It's a dark place to be. Spread love 🖤

#jinx rambles #jinx is shaking #jinx loves you all so much

[gropebunni]

need to be a dom’s long term desk pet

#asap #jinx rambles

[butteredteeth]

Erm hi, here's rules and such for my blog:

About me:

Hello I'm Jinx, I am genderfluid and fluctuate between pronouns

• My old blog accidentally got deleted, it was the same user

• I am a minor

• I'm back to find my old mutuals

• my discord is butteredteeth

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Rules & Boundaries

Don't be weird and creepy, I'm a minor

I am okay with anything unproblematic

Please do not use any pronouns on me other than the ones I am currently using, they will be in my description, please follow off that

Things to Know:

I am autistic, I have ADHD and OCD

My commissions are open ||

I am lesbian, genderfluid, aroace, and nebularomantic

Other blogs:

@livingasand

@dearlifefuckyouu

DNI:

Pro lifers

Racists

Fascists

Fatphobes (and the opposite)

Homophobes

Transphobes

There's more

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Featured tags:

#big foot jinx #jinx speaks #jinx rambles #jinx vents #jinx cooks #jinx arts #jinx thinks #it’s alive?!?

[skolirethm]

so many people say that wesper is trauma-free and that’s why it’s not interesting and only worth fluffy romance stories.

Wylan had never been taught how to love himself. That he was worth something. Emotions were weak, and survival was more important. He’d probably had to read his father’s face and plan everything out, live in fear of Van Eck lashing out. 

Jesper had been blaming himself for his mother’s death and the way it affected his father. He ran away from his emotions, indulging in drinking and gambling. Anything to make the problems go away. Anything to hide what he thought of himself underneath that smiling, joking façade he’d had on. 

they both teach each other how to love themselves. how to love each other. how being weak is okay, and emotions aren’t like flies you swat away. they have their fights, but that’s how you learn and grow, isn’t it?

(SPOILERS FOR SAB SEASON 2 BELOW)

At the end of season 2, Nina talks about people finding their ‘happily ever after’s, and as she says that some people are still fighting for their ‘happily ever after’, the camera pans to jesper and wylan, and that. is the best way to describe them. 

#sorry i had some thoughts #jinx rambles #wesper #shadow and bone #grishaverse #jesper fahey #wylan van eck #soc #ck

[callsigndragon]

I'm gonna take a few days off, besties. I'm honestly really tired these days. I'll come back soon, hopefully with the Thanksgiving chapter and the Valentine blurbs ❤️

In case you need anything, my DMs are open

-Jinx 🤍

#jinx rambles #going on semi hiatus

[jinx-jinx]

Even though I am a dog I prefer cats I think I'm dog reactive not super dog reactive but being around our dog makes me feel uneasy maybe it's just because I have been feeling uneasy in general though

#physically nonhuman #fictive #jinx rambles

[ravingramblings]

For those of you who patiently wait for the next chapter of Fated Order, I've been busy with end of year projects and exams. I promise that I will work on it when I go on winter break

#update #jinx rambles

[kittenanon]

There are birbs ATTACKING my window again

I don’t know what they wantttt. I filled their feeder this morningggg

And it’s not like they’re attacking their reflection, if they were I wouldn’t be questioning. I watched one sit on the sill very calmly, go get some seeds, then SMACK

#jinx rambles

[saintdollyparton]

Ella Purnell's characters having to staple their own wounds while yelping in pain... oddly specific, yet it's happened twice in two different and fantastic video game adaptations.

#lucy maclean #jinx #jinx arcane #fallout on prime #fallout #arcane #ella purnell #randa rambles

[fizzlewizard404]

NONE OF YOU get me the way they do

#toh #the owl house #the collector #rambling #su #spinel #steven universe #mlp fim #my little pony friendship is magic #pinkie pie #arcane #jinx #kill la kill #klk #mako mankanshoku #might delete if i feel like it

[sugurizz]

I physically FCKING CAN'T ANYMORE.

#jinx #jinx manhwa #joo jaekyung #hana rambles #FUCK

[jinx-on-mars-19xx]

Hey people I love 🫀

I thought I'd do another update because some of y'all genuinely seem to care and that's amazing. Thank you. I hope I'm not a constant downer because even in the darkest moments I try to find some hope. Thank you so much for the well wishes and sweet things you all say. It truly helps.

I called my dad to check in and he let me know a few things about mom. The doctor thinks he removed the whole tumor (for now, glioblastoma comes back) but it had grown attached on an artery and when she woke up they found she has complete weakness on her right side (left side is fine), she can't seem to talk, and she couldn't swallow today so they put in a feeding tube. They'll work with her there to help and then hopefully they can transfer her to a rehabilitation facility in our city's hospital so she can be closer to the family. The specialist she sees is about two hours away.

My visiting relatives left today. I'm hoping I'll be able to rest a bit but... I can admit I'm pretty upset and nervous. The hope here is that they can help her recover some of her strength. I'm not going to say all my fears because I honestly don't like being emo on here and I'm trying to stay hopeful and not give voice to the Scary Things™️

I'm not sure I'm as strong for myself as I try to be for those I love. I want to be babied if I can be honest, as silly as that sounds at 33. But I keep trying to tell myself they seem hopeful- so I'm trying to be. I'm sorry it's not a great update, but she did make it through and they have hope she'll get a little better.

I hope you all know how much I love you! And I hope you're all doing amazing and having beautiful weekends! (I know it just started for most of us but ah well, it's Friday! Enjoy it!) Thank you so much for caring, it means the world. I love you! 🖤

#jinx rambles #life update #cancer tw #surgery tw #feeding tube tw #i love you all so much #🖤🖤🖤

[gropebunni]

I wanna be covered in your bite marks <3

#jinx rambles

[butteredteeth]

So I got this dress at the shop for 9.97 USD, right? Well it’s funny because it’s somewhat like maternity clothing which I find very comfortable. So I used it as a night gown (obviously/lh) to see how comfortable it would be. 10/10 VERY comfortable and stretchy. And so I have a petticoat that I feel like would be great with this style of dress because it seems like a “babydoll” dress where the waistline is higher than ones actual waist. I quite enjoy these kinds of dresses and I think it might just be the perfect length to put the petticoat up under it and have it be silly and poofy and AUGHHHHJAEFHJEJGLHGLUWGRJLH!!!!!

#jinx rambles #jinxtheowl #alternative style #silly #silly mood #gonna try this when I get out of bed

[skolirethm]

just love how no one judges u for stalking someone's account on Tumblr. like we're all in the same boat here, socially awkward people with a friend crush

#jinx rambles

[callsigndragon]

beFORE I GO

To all my mutuals who have series that I'm not reading: next month (i think, not sure yet) I’ll go through heart surgery. It's nothing serious, but I'll be in hospital for... three days, maybe? So I'll have a looooot of time to read. I'm saving them for the endless hours I'll spend in that room, without being allowed to leave the bed.

For now, I have @shrimping-for-all fic (shrimp writes slowly, but chapters are really long I love it) AND I'M REALLY CURIOUS ABOUT ROOSTER AND SMART ALECK written by the lovely @gretagerwigsmuse (I'm gonna need you to tell me where should i start reading my dear, cause I'm a dumb mess)

Any other good recommendations or things you think I might like, please let me know!

Now, good night everybody, and expect a new chapter of Seeing Red tomorrow... and MAYBE CH. 15 OF THE CHRISTMAS DATE THIS WEEKEND!

#top gun maverick #send me fic recs #jinx rambles