#ive been strugglin....

[naomistares]

okay which tlt bit should i comic-atize next because i genuinely enjoy doing them

#i was thinking harryanthe hand stab scene #but i feel like im doing too much of them #also i'll probably draw normal stuff for a bit #but having some ideas dropped to think about would keep me entertained #also no hard feelings if i dont end up doing a request! #everyone is brilliant forever #now that im thinking about it im going back to uni in like a month #so.... i probably won't have rhe time #but it's the little things..right? #nobody be mad at me if i dont end up doing anything at all #ive been strugglin....

[fazgoo-connoiseur-1987]

actually what is this guy's problem

(for @springlock-suits's DTIYS thingy :))

#soz this is a bit messy ive been strugglin to get stuff done lately #but i had a lot of funn with this #wren when given free reign: this could use some backlighting #eye strain #eye contact #i love drawing his eyes in the mask soooo much <3 #fnaf #william afton #fazgoodles #five nights at freddy's #spring bonnie #purple guy #i know the exact scene you were referencing with the og drawing and i cooouldve used dave for this but billy's 80s fit is just his default #state in my head #but yeh again very funn :)) ive never done a one of these before so i hope it came out oookay :))

[stilettomafiosas]

did one of these awhile ago 🫶

#jim doodles #sona #blaaa im so behind on answering asks and messages again .... ive been Strugglin yall #lots of love tho i will be back soon !!!

[mizzyislost]

testing out brushes and color palettes but also there is a Certain character on my mind. can you guess who

#the 2 genders. dry erase marker and one Billion burn layers #ive been kinda strugglin with art block recently so these are more just. practice sketches but yknow #SOMEone convinced me to post them so now you guys get to see them. awesome #deltarune #kris dreemurr #various meanderings

[sophiethewitch1]

in my hater era

#sophie speaks #tw vent #like. what. what??? #i do try not to upset anyone with trauma dumping or whatever but sometimes that bites me in the ass because people assume I'm not strugglin #struggling hugely #had one of my most violent meltdowns ever recently and it was after pushing myself to do something #and you know. thats on me #but saying like #im NOT trying?? #i dont want to start any problems but oh my GOD what do you think being sick constantly does to a person #what??? #trying to be a proper adult here but i am quite upset #idk how are you supposed to deal with shit like this #express this has upset you and that you are having a hard time #but then they dont believe you?? #trauma dump it is. hope you enjoy my psychiatrists notes #like im level 2 support needs autistic. i need a little fucking leeway or i genuinely try to kill myself #i KNOW its pathetic i KNOW its weak but my number one priority is keep myself alive #im so tired #ive been suicidal for like 7 years now #my life sucks so incredibly hard and I'm in constant pain and that just #it doesnt make me willing to deal with this shit #cripplepunk core lmao #cripple and im going to kill you #this is just geniunely upsetting #i feel like i need a good cry #i really am so tired #i feel like i just dont want to do this #why am i paying for this? why am i doing this? #if im not enjoying this why the fuck would i do it

[cerealmonster15]

jamiazu doodle ft that one tweet that changed my life tbh

#twisted wonderland #jamiazu #should i even tag chars. i dont feel like it lol #cereal tries to draw #i love the concept of like #azul having an annoyingly obvious crush on jamil #but when jamil realizes hes starting to develop feelings back #hes just so pissed about it and in denial for like a solid year #just like. fuck. god damn it. of all the people why the annoying octopus. #<- i have 2 fic ideas for them battling for dominance in my brain #not related 2 this pic ol #ive written down the base ideas and started a doc for both #but i just hhhhhh cant slog thru it yknow #strugglin. but. ive been thinkin more about one of em so i just gotta #start writing down the little scenarios in my brain and then sew the scenes together #anyway. i love drawing twst characters as tiny guys #why the hell am i so sleepy rn goodbye

[thekawaiione]

Photographer Jeon~ life through a lens...

a lil sketchy thing of Seventeen's Wonwoo (was inspired to do some arts since it was his birthday the other day all the other fanart made me wanna draw). Idk what color theory is anymore lol.

(Am truly returning here to tumblr now btw, the newest bird app drama is just so dumb. Someone pls give me more Carats to follow.)

#seventeen #wonwoo #세븐틴 #전원우 #hey look it's been YEARS but I'm back AND WITH ART???!! #inspired by his anniversary shirt design with the photos and the quote #fanart #kpop #svt fanart #if you saw my first attempt at uploading this without the drawing attached pls ignore lol ive forgotten how to tumblr apparently #strugglin in my old age :p

[notorioushiphopcrew]

also i sent an email i kind of regretted. but also feeling that a large part of that was formed by the very intense emotional state i was in where i was experiencing crazy anxiety and doubts and shame about the way i acted and i felt like everything i wrote in that email was so terrible and also i felt so emotional and so ashamed of it and so sure everyone who knew it woild judge me and know how irrational i am and i could tell logically it probably wouldnt be a big deal but couldnt feel it and like. i feel a bit awkward now but ive fully calmed down and honestly? it was kind of fine actually. its just been a while since ive been UP THERE in that kind of state and i guess it kind of does give you perspective on how your emotional state really affects you so deeply and your perception of things. and like yeah i might retract a few things or be like "eh not mt best move" on some things but realising overall it doesnt matter and i can FEEL that. it is really crazy how many problems exist in your head and you can understand logically its not rational but you just have to bear it for a bit

#but thankfully i calmed down #but damn its been a while since ive been like that #wondering if this also ties into experiences in fhe past and fears about not being taken seriously or being seen as overly emotional #for no reason #that definitely played a big part in things #idk why im oversharing on the internet just felt like maybe i should start postinf all my random thoughts #and experiencing a bit of emotional clarity like after you reach a more balanced state ans go “damn i was strugglin” #but yeah.... #ig my fear and anxiety really was #that i would be seen as so overly emotional and illogical and i wouldnt be taken seriously #and also in addition #the fear about thinking i have not communicated well how others acted torwards me and unneccessarily painting them as villians and using #language that was emotional to describe their actions #and my emotions were so strong i couldnt even handle to remember what i had wrote #but honestly i set clear boundaries and have explained my side of the story and although i dont know if i expressed myself perfectly #yes others did upset me and in my opinion act badly no i dont think its a long term issue and yes i will be taking distance from that happe #ing again #sometimes writing down your thoughts really makes them properly observable to you for the first time #and i am thinking about this writing this post

[musashi]

oh my gosh thank you to everyone who sent me birthday tips here and on kofi too!!!!! im gonna cry!!!! tons of you are anonymous but please know i love you so much!!!

#wordy wendy #my rent just went up and ive been a strugglin #so its nice to have money to buy myself a lil treat...

[dupliciti]

yeah idk askdjhgl

#doing dailies then gonna focus in ive been strugglin #( ◇ ᵐʸ ᵈᵉᵃʳ ᵃᵘᵈⁱᵉⁿᶜᵉ┊ ooc; ) #( tbd; )

[monomori3]

dragonfell bros as kiddos in the bottom left and baby pirenthem with his new big bro

#my art #dragon au #dragon au seraphim #dragon au pirenthem #dragon au ethos #dragon au pyroccos #been loving this scratchy pencil-y style the past couple days #oh also i swear ive been working on finishing up the other refs. just strugglin with motivation on writing out the post(s) #and with motivation on finishing up the last refs

[halodwolf]

huh i wonder what this could be .

#⛰️ #things censored cause is a secret #this thing is killing me #but im having fun #its been a really really long time since ive sat down and animated like this. im strugglin

[kirbyofthestars]

i want to write i NEED to write byt i want to sleeeep i want aleep .sleepp

#lorena.txt #sorry for fallin behind on replies fira ive just #been strugglin w nerves abt writing sfkghkgkgk #ill do my best to continue th thing aa soon as i can!! get back in the swing of things

[hefights-archive-3]

so i'm thinking, spicy little tlou orphan in one of the safe zones, has a much older brother he doesn't know about- but knows about him- and their parents are dead? maybe, maybe not. his brother might be good or bad, idk yet, he's older by quite a few years as mik wasn't planned obvi they're in an apocalypse. their parents are from russia, immigrated shortly before the apocalypse! i feel like his brother was a baby when it happened, so by older, he's very much older lmao. again mik was not planned at all, and was either given up by them, or they died shortly after when he was still too young to remember them. anyways, spicy, likes 2 play with knives, bc lbh a kid in the apocalypse??? he'd get knocked over if he tried to use a gun at his stature. uhmmmmm, he probably has a lil group of friends he'd die for, they do everything together !!!!! they're of varying ages, but all from the same orphanage.

#im running on limited knowledge of the games #bc its been years since ive seen / played #so im just :) #strugglin

[acidic-vagabond]

sunny puttin some leftover stickers to good use 😌

#fnafsb #sundrop #sun #daycare attendant #fnaf security breach #acid's oodles of doodles #my art #scuse me while i experiment w my style; ive been strugglin

[hiding-in-the-vault]

i adore the way you draw c!dream's hair and your prison design - he is so ragged, hurt and just unhappy. he is perfect <3

!!!! Thank you!!!! I usually end up giving him my 'default male hair but slightly longer' hairstyle, so I've really been wanting to settle on something more specific :')

He IS very ragged and hurt and unhappy!! And i love him <3

#vault asks #ive been Strugglin with his design for a While #so thank you <3