#its not that i dont love skz i just feel like. so detatched from my interests rn

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rlly kinda crazy how if u think about it 99% of my interests are like. bpd related and when u take away the stuff that i got into bc i was obsessed w someone like… theres not much there lol. and then im not even interested in it even more like what the fuck do i dooooooooo

#i say this bc im trying to. like heal and not havw unhealthy attachments and like #rlly trying to stop this shit bc im so tired of just like. having a literal fucking ego death everytime the person i like doesnt like me #anyways was like.. just thinking about reading voltron fanfic bc honestly it holds up #and like yea voltron is just like. a thing i like but i only ever watched it in 2020 bc my ex liked it and i just. idk #even stray kids was the same i got into them bc my ex liked them and then more bc of ***** so like #idk #its not that i dont love skz i just feel like. so detatched from my interests rn #i need something that i like because I LIKE IT not bc someone im obseesed with likes it #i guess thats tma rn but tma exists weirdly to me podcasts are just different #idk yeah hi guys i miss u all i feel so weird rn #do not feel like a real person but i am trying to be happy 👍 #jace.txt