#its gonna need to be a VERY big one

[b4kuch1n]

siren

#bakuspecial #cw: nudity #cw: body horror #monster #siren! I think. they're bird to me #I think this has been brewing since that stream mim did of drawing dnd monsters only from official text description #and when the official art for the sirens were shown I was like. oh thats just a woman with wings #lmao like. granted. its an official dnd book available for all audience. you cant make it too Bad To Look At #(I do not agree with this but it wasnt about me. if its about me its gonna be about very few people lmao) #but yeah. after that I got slightly too into the idea of putting more bird into birdwoman #but I also do genuinely love monsters that are Rearranged Human Parts so. I couldnt commit too much to the bird scales Im so sorry #I wanted the fleshiness. the feel. textural experience of holding her hands and being like oh that's a human #even when ur eyes tell u otherwise. mmm #...I looked to my right as I was typing these tags and saw. the fucked up pikmin I tried to sculpt the other day along with the pin #and got startled #its so. its so fucked up. gods. dusty white naked grainy parsnip #I used to have that one doll I butchered wanting to customize in a box next to me and thats way less upsetting than this. man #its perfect actually I will never throw this thing away. anyways #now. now I go to bed. its sleep time for the baku #have a good night lads! you CAN have it both way easily you just need a big bat

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

honestly. half the fun of fantasy aus for me is the Food Descriptions

#why yes i WILL spend entire paragraphs going into great detail about characters' meals #ovens and campfires and magic-roasted and festival vendors and cauldrons and- #meats... cheeses... fruits... bread... mead... ale... onions... egg... pastries... stew... pie... cake... etc etc #i could go on forever #i live through writing and one of my greatest and most favorite delights in life is Tasty Food #it shows. it very much shows at every available opportunity #i always get so excited when im reading something and theres Descriptions hell yeah #yes it makes me hungry in a way that i cannot satiate! #because most of those things are Beyond My Grasp! #oh to sit down at a table laden with high quality deliciousness.... allowed to go Hog Fuckin Wild... #absolutely unprompted #im gonna go butter a plain white bread slice and dip it in canned soup #thats as close as i can get! #i need to make a big soup again... i crave Vegetables... #or ohhhh a nice thicc stew... yeah... throw some turnips in... nice soft shredded meat... Spices Galore... #wailing wailing wailing #its a shame that i Do Not Enjoy Cooking!

[bookofmac]

DEADLOCH SPOILERS

It's so interesting that #FeministAlly Serial Killer Ray is like 'Eddie we can get married and have a kid! We can watch Buffy on the couch together' as if a) that is ANYTHING that Eddie would want if he actually knew her rather than idealisng her and b) That Marriage was the end game for him

Like all his grandstanding about being an ally and such a good guy is undercut by him wanting credit, but also by him STILL buying into to this Essentialist view of men and women: men are always the agressors and women are always the victims, there is no repentance for the men, it is innate and unable to be change.

His paternalistic idea that women can't get out of bad situations by themselves, seen with his shock that Abby DID break up with James on her own. That his happy ending is a wife, kids, and a dog as if that tight nuclear family environment is not partially causal to IPV due to the closed off nature of our lives under the capitalist imperial system in so called australia, as Sharelle says 'All that civility and no Actualy community amoungst you Cunts' Ray was killing Sex Workers because they were 'undeseriable', and he seemed to to see what he did to them as Bad, because Eddie pointing out that murder is murder is what shakes him

It's RadFem logic, and it's facinating to see it in the show

#Deadloch #Deadloch Spoilers #Deadloch Meta #It's facinating and theres something to be said about how he started by killing sex workers #and how swerf and terf logic overlap due to the RadFem essentialist stuff that runs underneath #Vic has a line when she confesses where she basically says 'i didn't want him dead i wanted him to be a better man' #while ray is like 'they're all fucked' as if peopel are things #its all just *MWAH* #i NEEEEED season 2 i need to see if the Themes change or if it'll do more stuff with Cops and First Nation relations #given the recent history of the Northern Territory Intervention and how Fucked it is and you need to cover it in a crime show set in Darwin #GIMME MORE #I'm gonna have more Big Meta Thoughts later but I wanted to do this one first bc it's very connected to the Themes of it all

[good-beanswrites]

My translyrics for Salamander, written out under the cut :D

This one was much more difficult than the last, but I'm still very satisfied with it! 😤 I'm both sad that my version lost a lot of the fun soundplay of the original, and also waaay more impressed with the lyrics and vocals after digging it like this! I tried to keep it balanced between the original and Fuuta's version, though maybe it ended up leaning more toward the cover, idk. Leaving my specific notes in the tags 👍

Salamander~ Hot's nice, don't you agree? This pa- passion's fine, see?

"But" isn't what I wanna hear, so say "more" loud and clear.

It's heating up all through my mind when I'm with you.

I want a taste, but all this spice may prove more than I can take, (eh?)

Something's on your mind. So spit it out and tell me, don't waste my time, kay?

I'm hooked on this, pass me a dish.

The way I'm starving here without you -- it's a crime

A spicy treat, put on repeat,

Can I get seconds with the same heat? One more time!

Salamander~ Hot's nice, don't you agree? This pa- passion's fine, see?

"But" isn't what I wanna hear, so say "more" loud and clear.

It's heating up all through my mind when I'm with you.

I can't stop anything, although I wouldn't want to stop, oh no --

Take a breath, it's best to cool down or you earn yourself a burn.

I want a bite, I can't help giving in to this new appetite.

Again, again, I want to be on fire when I get to the end.

We live too fast, we burn to ash,

I never handled spices well and it's a crime.

A spicy treat, put on repeat,

Can I get seconds with the same heat? One more time!

I want to burn bright red

I want to burn bright red

Salamander~ Hot's nice, don't you agree? This pa- passion's fine, see?

"But" isn't what I wanna hear, so say "more" loud and clear.

Tell me I'm not alone in my mind!

Salamander~ Look what's happened to me. This pa- passion's crazy

Tell me I'm not delirious, I'm being serious.

It's heating up all through my mind when I'm with you.

I can't stop anything, although I wouldn't want to stop, oh no --

Take a breath, it's best to cool down or you earn yourself a burn.

I want to leave I want to go, but I can never stop, oh no --

Take a breath, it's best to cool down or you earn yourself a burn.

#milgram #fuuta kajiyama #deco*27 #this time i can confidently say this is my fav milgram song lmao #literally the hardest line of the whole song was the very first one #still not 100% satisfied but compared to my dozens of draft lines its pretty good #i really wanted the 'po's to be within a word like the original and went digging through so many words with the sound in the middle LMAO #i wanted something focused more on heat/spice but alas it had to be passion -_- #there was very little space to get across the idea of 'its not a big deal right?' so i hope 'fine' conveys what i want it to hmm... #forever missing the sound of 'ripiccha itai/ piriccha itai' but the treat/repeat lines still worked out well! #so mad english doesnt have a nice onomatopoeia like 'fuu' :( #i needed to keep the long u to finish of the first stanza the long o in a few lines -- i absolutely love how arthur lounsbery sings those #my ace ass appreciates his commitment to singing such a steamy song so harsh and turning the seductive whispers into angry grumbling 😂 #me too man #the struggle of trying to write fun food lines and going 'oh NO that sounds even dirtier now' 😭😭😭 #i actually did record myself singing and i knew it was gonna be bad but it was Really Awful adsfdsfd so sorry #just take my word for it!!! it all works perfectly!!! #(once again if anyone wants to cover it hmu hehe :3) #oops spelled delirious wrong in my chart shhhhhh #lyrics

[thatchaotictiefling]

OH WAIT I FORGOT TO POST THIS!

I title this: Smoking is cool and all 7 year olds should try it.

My DND OC Violet (shadow monk/rogue) in a baseball pinup sort of vibe, I'm obsessed with her. Heavily inspired by my time in the TF2 fandom and a certain type of scout art.

Violet hits things with a stick until they die too, so it kinda fits lmao. I may do more inspired by other TF2 classes? We will see.

ID in alt text

#dnd #dungeons and dragons #ocs #tf2 #illustration #feel free to reblog :) #listen. we dont need to talk about how i never considered baseball sexy poses until i indulged in scout art. #i am a product of my hyperfixations there is no denying that #also you can tell by how i draw Violet that i am an ass man. its hard to have your art tell you that #VERY proud of how the smoke came out; ive never rendered smoke before but it look great IMO #also if it wasn't extremely clear; the phalic imagery was very intentional. she got that metaphorical big dick #i think this is the first time ive drawn her in 'modern' clothes. very funny #ALSO i tried a new trick to make the color more harmonious and i like it. everything is tinged a little blue and it makes everything meld #also; what is she sitting on? fuck you; a nondescript cube #one last thing: ive given up posting to my old art blog; im just gonna post stuff hefe since i draw so infrequently #and reblog to my OC blog when applicable #kay bye like and reblog pls *kisses*

[scientologyblows]

okay but lets be very serious here right now, when they release a statement what exactly is that gonna change? don admitted to him and lex having intercourse (which shows that he coerced her) and matt and ryans texts show that the situation was handled VERY poorly. an apology isnt enough for the trauma they both have caused

#cuz you know its bad when even the subreddit is on their ass they’re usually dickriding m and r anytime someone makes valid criticism #theyve been let off the hook too many times a line needs to be drawn and this needs to be it #im sorry but sa is not something you can simply look past especially when they have a history of brushing serious shit off #what is there to even hold onto for them its not like theyre dropping bangers like they used to #theyre in drama every other month i know thats the appeal to some of yall but when things get this serious it shouldnt be hard to drop them #especially when they have piles of evidence lined up against them showing that they only really care about their channel and their image lol #yes im still talking shit because im very disappointed #also saying quote unquote check up on the big fan accs theyre going through it is very weird lol. we should be checking up on the victims #anyways the bad publicity will probably make them lose sponsorships and yall know the podcast was one of the only things holding them- #together financially LOL #worst part is matt and ryan have people relying on them to get paid.. their company is about to go to shit all bc they have no backbone #jacksons comeback post is gonna be a pic of matt watson flipping burgers at chickfila in a year or 2 #yeah yeah this is my last post about it for now until one of them says something i just needed to get these thoughts out there #rest in piss supermega your actions actually do have consequences and its clear theyre not used to being put on the spot like this #theyre used to people letting everything slide i know theyre all screaming and crying right now 😂

[imabiscuitinthousandworlds]

Okay so there's this offer for younger kids at my school that they're being watched the afternoon too and can do their homework and stuff, and the three women running that are actual gems and also you bet your ass they know you whether you're way too old for that or not, right?

Well, one of them approached me today randomly, like completely out of the blue. She just. had a favourite jacket that doesn't fit her anymore and since it's a favourite, she wanted someone she knows to have it and apparently thought of me. Now, the jacket is a tiny bit too big and it's ver, sturdy and kiiiinda military style and looks sick as fuck and that's amazing and in conclusion i love that woman.

But also, my brain apparently saw the jacket and went "that's soooo marquis de carabas", and you know what, my brain's right, it does look a bit similar to how i always picture his coat. Therefore I'll be adding a shitton of pockets inside :D

in conclusion, i got a fantastic jacket today, kinda-but-not-really? teachers are the most amazing people on earth and i need to learn how to properly sew with a machine and all RIGHT THIS SECOND

#a biscuit's rambles #im gonna have a pocket big enough for a book #and so many small ones for pens and stuff #and a medium sized one for like money and headphones #and one for my phone #and random smaller ones for Trinkets and Silly Rocks or whatever #and one for like keys and stuff #and and and #maybe ill even fit a SECOND book HOW SICK WOULD THAT BE?? #i neeeeeeed a sewing machine and the know how of a month at least #PLEASE #tho i ALSO still need to finish my other jacket #i have half a sleeve (urgent) the front (slightly less urgent) and the back (not yet urgent) still to go #or its just gonna fall apart while im wearing it #so i need to make patches and paint them and stuff #AND im boutta This close to make a karn helmet #ITS VERY GENDER OKAY I NEED IT #and four days of the week my afternoon is at least half gone not counting homework. rip me LMAO #nahhhhhhh itll be fineeeeeee #the jackets go first #bc it would be sad if i finished em in summer when its too fucking hot to wear them

[pivsketch]

went to the art store last last weekend and of course picked up some new items. tested them out by drawing wrestlers on (incompatible) sketchbook paper. i didnt want to digitally edit any of these but i caved specifically on that topmost mjf because i really didnt like it lmao. included the before/after at least

#wrestling #traditional art. aka: ''oh no! the consequences of my actions!'' #im a big dummy i shouldve bought another black pen because as it turns out all my black pens are old and dying UGH i need to throw them out #anyway i got: #a replacement n3 copic (my set has had an awkward gap in it for YEARS since i lost my last one) #a curiously opaque gray brushpen (karin decobrush. i used it on that cole) #water soluble pencil (oh... you can not erase this after you get water involved. lol) #non-photo blue pencil (lives up to its name. very difficult for it to show up on a scan. i digitally recreated it up there) #woodless graphite pencil (cool in theory but im extremely afraid of dropping this and shattering it -_-) #i also bought some PROPER watercolor paper and bristol. will i be too coward to use it??? stay tuned #ah frick i shouldve bought some like. fixative spray or something. these pencils are gonna smear over time. o well

[shevr]

hey yesterday i got distracted until 5am into browsing lists of old animated movies on wikipedia and there's a bunch of stuff that i wanna get around to dig up & watch but i crave even more older, more obscure, more forgotten stuff

plz feel free to drop any obscure animated flick you know of so i can go check it ( extra bonus points if you're not american and it's a movie from your country )

#stuff i fell onto that i particularly wanna get around includes #Rock & Rule : scifi fantasy. lou reed sings the villain's songs. there's other big names in the soundtrack. absolutely bombed financially #Hugo the Hippo : i dont know much about it but seemed cute as hell #Shinbone Alley : top of the list this one i think ? arbitrarily . theres a super cool aging femme fatale cat in there #Dick Deadeye (or Duty Done) this oness complicated because it's so painfully british as in they threw racist asian designs in there ( ofc) #but the animation style is kinda charming...i need to watch it & hate it #Mr Bickford : claymation movie set to orchestral music written by frank zappa. this one seems . like a lot #its not gonna be an easy watch but i NEED to watch it #also not one that i found yesterday but i had a while back and i never managed to find ANY trace of #il giornalino di gian burrasca. 1992 italian film based on a then popular series of books about a rowdy kid... #i have no reason to want to find it other than i randomly stumbled upon it & the very few images i could find looked very charming #and the FACT that i can't even find any clips of it online is frustrating. #if somehow ur italian and u know where to find this hmu; #shevr

[strangersynth]

reducing mike and el's love for each other to something that'll make their relationship stumble and fall if not evaporate when they break up will never not be like emptying a room and then walking in and wondering why its empty.

#like it would be great if there was fighting involved im not gonna lie #mike and el being like lets break up <3 yeah okay :D makes no fucking sense okay they're both lost #and neither reacts well to that kind of stuff. mike is incredibly defensive and el is incredibly determined to getting the truth #and she could very well scream and he might very well scream too if he's still getting defensive like a yknow like an ass #im not gonna say 'neither is' like ik whats gonna happen in s5 but i will say neither /should/ be soft enough for a mutual breakup with #no sort of angst when they're both at the very least conflicted (in different ways) because of their relationship #but aside from all that fighting what i mean to say is idk that i agree with the fact that the biggest issue with mike and el is that they- #-have no foundation like they could never work even as friends #when at the end of the day that is essentially just an anti-mi/even rage that falls flat when this could stop at friends. #they dont need to bore the life out of each other and be in constant tension forever in order to go their ways #theyve done countless things for one another there is love there. and it does not cancel out mike and will nor el being free from mi/even #its givin ''mike said im not scared of u to el but he said what is wrong with u when she got lucas unconscious so he is scared of her!'' #big picture maybe #elmike

[fruitycircus]

btw if there's a slim to none chance of the next nintendo console getting teased at the direct i'm gonna say a hot take

i do not care for the idea of the switch 2

#is it likley? yes ofc #im fully expectibg some type of followup a la what the 3ds is to the ds #but i feel like so many people are betting on it to be an acutal gaming powerhouse w 4k 65 ffps 170 kiloflops etc #but thats really not nintendos pace #nintendo has a see a need fill a need thing. they make a silly gadget w a cute gimmick or two that isnt ridiculously powerful #but it takes full advantage of its limitations #even if it gets overlooked as time passes it brings something thats at the very least different from the average console #its not big n strong but its memorable at least. and i like that #and also im just of it. if i hear one more 'the switch 2 will be the most powerful ever!' im gonna smash something #again #a switch successor makes a lot of sense #but i feel like this would be time nintendo moves onto the next gimmick of the decade #wheres your whimsy #also i completely forgot to mention abt nintendos intended audience. most families / kids probably dont care about specs so long as the- #-games are entertaining and good #n the price of have the biggest and best hardware would not fit in well w that #i should write an essay. that is all #nintendo direct

[claitea]

finished the dlc! enjoyed it a lot :D

#clai speaks #i'll talk abt it in tags so dont open these if you havent played #first of all. no other mentions of unova at all other than the mention that blueberry academy is located there ok </3 #not a big deal ofc i just. really like unova if you couldnt tell HJSBDHHD #actual story was great! its no main story but it didnt need to be. sv's story was already brilliant the dlc didnt need to save it for me-- #--like swsh's dlc saved its main game in my eyes. ily calyrex shoutout to my buddy calyrex #lots of little details added like borders for menus that matched your location or phone case and chairs for your picnics!!! #always a sucker for minor aesthetic changes thank you pokemon #carmine made a bad first impression but i warmed up to her i like her a lot :) #kieran...... :( poor guy #weeping sobbing crying about the fact that the last protag sees of him is him crying and running from them #never have i been so upset that i dont have full control of my characters actions within the story #the way carmine and protag kinda just... dismiss kieran so protag can catch ogerpon #talk to him he's distraught!!!!!! he's gonna turn sour in pt 2 no!!!!!! kieran!!!!!!!!!!!! #also speaking of ogerpon. little guy :) very very cute love its mask gimmick #i named mine Kino after the xe/noblade nopon bc i cant think of anything else But a nopon when it keeps saying Pon lmao #also!! sinistcha!!! love how it uses a whisk as hair. also Matcha Gotcha has to be one of my favorite move names now #i'll get around to catching enough pokemon for perrin eventually i'm done for tonight #in summary teal mask was very good i'm very pleased :)

[the-yearning-astronaut]

As if I need something else to dwell on right now, I'm having a hard time with my orientation again. Like I just.... Idk. I feel like I don't fit in with the queer community because I'm aroace spec but I also feel alienated from the aroace community because I'm demi aroace. And it makes me feel very lost and very isolated.

#like i needed to feel even more like a broken thing... #negativity #demisexual #demiromantic #demi aroace #and not to go all vague blogging in the tags but #its really... [insert big complicated emotion here] to find a character you relate to on such a deep level #and then stumble across some... very strongly worded posts about the Right Way to interpret the character #and that supposed Right Way happens to invalidate your own experiences #specifically the ones that draw you to the character in the first place #and i know everyone's interpretations are (mostly) valid and we all have a right to play in the sandbox #but i can't help but feel a bit of shame alongside that alienation now because i happen enjoy an interpretation of the character #that fans seem to like being very vocally against #and im gonna try to not let it get to me and im gonna put the thoughts aside #knowing ive been up for just shy of 24hrs now and little sleep messes with the brain #but its just... its all too much rn and i feel too broken in too many ways #fox thoughts #tbd

[moe-broey]

I also want to say this main screen dialogue makes me so soft............. doing things to me. Emotionally.

#fire emblem #feh #like all of this is extremely half baked very first impression thoughts but i need someone to hear me LMFAOOO #and i'm putting this half baked thought in the tags bc idk if i'm gonna sound insane for it #but like. being loved... being cherished and valued as a friend.... even if you have a chronic condition and/or disability #and also recognizing yourself in the other and becoming a family about it. to me all of the fairies feel like one big family. #ESPPP in the recent TT event and ESPPPP in triandra's fbs w plumeria #and plumeria just. SO MUCH. feels like an older sister. who has a lot going on. but still loves and protects despite that. #and ofc triandra literally is an older sister to peony. but SO much plumeria and triandra feel like sisters to me too #AND LIKE........ tbh the fucking sweet dream/nightmare split. freyja and freyr aside. #literally actually peony and triandra almost feel like half sisters (despite canonically being full blood) #it's the circumstances i'm talking about though. like plumeria and triandra live in one household #and peony and mirabilis live in another. they might see each other on weekends. do you get me??? #also i am just still SO fascinated by where sharena's placement in it all could be. #like..... this may be a wildly different tangent already that could be its own post #but also don't get your hopes up for analysis again all of this is half-baked and purely headcanon. as well. #fe peony

[swagging-back-to]

im actually floored by how well the girls are getting along. they're all running on the wheel together and just napping. they are literally so chill together rn it's insane

#i was expecting it to go so much worse not even joking #it's why i decided to do it today bc i figured it would take them a while to really settle in and wanted them to be somewhat familiar by th #time the 50 gal came in #but honestly? theyre so chill rn. #mochi and sushi fought like one time since the time i got them despite not really liking each other so it's kinda interesting that they #arent opting to fight as much as some other mice even during the intros. #and they dont really chase like how the 5 p's did during their intro to the curries. the p's were bullying the curries HARDCORE. #pepper still does tbh but pepper does it with everyone bc shes an asshole and hates everyone #i do feel bad tho bc now theyre all in a (for the group size) small tank with no real enrichment for the next few days #potentially even the whole weekend if fedex is shit #but it helps the bonding #some sites (usually just brits) always say 'oh you need to leave tem in the small bonding tank for a week or more!' #and they say you should spend DAYS for each step of introductions. so literally waiting hours before you give back food and water and a hid #sorry not sorry but i have never ever ever needed to do this with any of my introductions. #the fighting is gonna happen regardless. mice who have lived with eachother for years will still fight. if you waited until 'a few days #of peace after a fight' then you'd have them in the small bare bones tank for their whole lives #i never even did intros this elaborate the last two times. i just introduced them on the table and when i was done setting up the tank with #clean stuff i put them back in. they fought but it's just because MOST of my girls are pretty dominant. theyre all related so thats why #the only reason im doing the bare bones small cage method is because its such a big group and it can be very fragile at first. #but honestly hese girlies are so chill coded it's wild #the ladies

[dandyshucks]

need Guz to hug me tightly for like an hour solid oh my god dhdjdkl I went driving for the first time in over a year and I chewed my lip raw 😭😭

I'm starting to look like a caricature of Anxiety with all these physical symptoms and signs LMAO

#this is so ridiculous fhfjdkdl #i do not like driving fjdkdl i know i should not be on the roads #but unfortunately i have to bc i live rural and also my parents insist i ''just need more practice'' #practice is not going to fix the dissociation 😭😭 practice will not fix the Other Drivers being shitty and scary and reckless fjfkdl #it might make it slightly easier bc i wont have to think as hard about shoulder and mirror checks and roadsigns and speed limits #and where i am located on the road and intersection rules and whatnot #but like... it does not fix that i live in a town (and world lol) where ppl are fucking bonkers on the road #i had someone riding my ass for like a full five minutes. we had only two feet btwn us. MAYBE. IF THAT MUCH. #he was BIG mad that i was going the speed limit #and THERES A POLICE STATION LIKE RIGHT NEAR THAT AREA MY GUY IM NOT GONNA GO OVER THE SPEED LIMIT RIGHT THERE LMAO ???? #also im a rule follower usually so i do tend to go Exactly the speed limit fjfkdl #and maaannn that makes people SO fucking angry dhfjdl its impossible to drive Anywhere without having someone right on ur bumper #its so ridiculous like... that's not helping anyone ??? ur not getting to ur destination faster by riding up on somebodys ass ???? hewwo ??? #ANYWAYS. i drove around the neighborhood and then went up the highway and thru some intersections and then into the main core of town #and then i got my dad to take over from there bc it was lunch hour and the core of town is a lawless land at the best of times #MY NERVES ARE FRIED. i need Guz to act as a weighted blanket or one of those pressure therapy vests for me LOL #im like... shaking fhdjsl that was far more than i thought we were going to do for driving today good lord #IM OKAY THOUGH I SURVIVED I DIDNT EVEN HIT A CURB OR ANYTHING #i think I've only hit a curb once so far in all my times driving and that was on my second time driving on a road i think #so pretty good track record... im a very careful driver fjdkdl i work so hard to be safe and drive smoothly #during my driving test the only thing the test guy had to critique was that i waited at an intersection when i could've gone #but the reason i waited was bc i wasnt sure i could make it across the traffic lane before the oncoming vehicle got to us #so it was like. a safe decision overall but a little too hesitant which can actually be unsafe fjdkdl #AUGH ANYWAYS SORRY FOR RAMBLING SM #driving stresses me out so bad and my lip is all raw now and i have so many physical stress symptoms the past few days fhfjdl #after tonight i should be able to calm down a bit hopefully fhfkdl theres a thing we're going to tonight thats been stressing me out so bad #but after tonight it'll be over and hopefully I can get myself settled down again fjfjdkl #dandy.cmd #vent //