#its 4:50 am

[tea-time221]

snrrkkk mimimimimi

good morning wyllstarion nation -holds this post out like its birdseed in my palms-

#ive scrolled thru like the same 50 posts in the wyllstarion tag #im so desperate for content #the pose in the first image took me a collective 4 hours i hope it looks right heart emoji ! #i am completely enamoured by these guys its insane #bg3 #here goes the 20 different tags for this damn pairing #wyllstarion #bloodfrontier #bloodpact #bloodblade #wyll #astarion #farts n sharts #baldur's gate 3

[anemonet]

Day tree: Chimney Canopy babeeeyyyy

better get a running start!!

#not to be totally biased but chimeny canopy=funnest travelsal at least in the lower levels i love it so much :D #rain world #rain world art month #i always somehow manage to get chashed by 50 different mobs in thsi area its so funa dn it feels like flyign when yu go throught eh pipes a #ahghghg love that region its my baby girl #!! #also dont look at the art to close its late and im running on 4 hours sleep so ahem dont yup yup #:D #we are listening to whirling in 8 am by seapower :D #ok ok thats all

[a-small-writer-in-a-big-world]

Just woke up to laughter. Everyone’s asleep and I’m in my room alone

#4:50 am #its #most likely in my head #but god I hate when this happens I’m here #because it only ever happens when I’m home

[leoninekelter]

Sometimes I hate pirating!! Sometimes I'm like damn!! I wish this movie I really want to see wasn't streaming only because there's no way in hell I'm buying Disney+ and 5 other services for one singular movie!! Sometimes good movies I want to give money to aren't accessible to me because they tried to capitalize so hard on it they're now failing at capitalism!! I want to watch movies that are on Netflix but I don't want to pay for fucking Netflix! And now Disney has stopped producing DVDs!! If all of you fucks do that too the only way I can watch your fucking shows is pirating!! God damn it!!

#im mad im angry!! #i got dvds of beyond the spiderverse and gotg3 and am hoping to get more #i collect tapes and dvds and this has jist made it all the more apparent why i need to do these things #hoping to get the barbie movie next #god knows when ill be able to watch bottoms... im gonna look up where its hosted hopefully i can... #the thing is like. i know they need to make money im okay with that. but i cant afford paying $50 a month for 4 streaming services #and now they're discontinuing dvds #its like they dont want to make money #purr purr purr #anticapitalist #movies

[todayisafridaynight]

psst for my stream regulars

How does the idea of me starting streams at like 1:30PM (EST) sound. i’ll still plan to run them to like 5:00PM (EST) but now its more definite it’ll actually end then opposed to accidentally going on until like. 7:30PM (EST)

Also im on mobile so i cant make a poll so you gotta let me know through like a comment or somethin ok ty

#snap chats #maybe end even sooner at like 4:50 idk point is how does this sound... #ik everyone shows up for the 3:30 time but im also wondering if 1 is just really too early for some people #maaaaybe 2 if not ??? #reason for the time switch is that my moms starting to like. actually use our gym equipment now #and all of thats in the basement. Where I Hang Out #and she’s been getting home just a bit earlier nowadays so im tryig to play it safe #i dont want this arrangement to be permanent and if things go my way for once it shouldnt be #but just for now.. #if its not alright then i’ll prob have to pause on streaming for a bit #not forever just. A Bit until i get some personal things sorted #‘personal things’ Wow So Im Not Oversharing For Once leave me ALONE its a complicated situation so we’re going with Personal Things #ok im gonna enjoy my walk. or try to #my therapist is making me take my blood pressure daily and yesterday it was like #149/107 or something and i was like ‘yeah i might as well have high blood pressure’ #luckily. or unluckily to me i just took my blood pressure wrong #‘snap how the fuck do you manage that’ I Am Very Stupid. I Am An Idiot Even anyway i didnt know i had to sit POINT IS #took it today and it was actually a Normal reading but man it Would Not be unbelievable if i had HBP #when my dad was with my mom he had HBP all the time and as soon as he got out he was at a normal level... lol... #ok enough rambling bye #im lying I Had That bout myself cause theres a stereotype with filipinos #where bitches just Cannot Say Goodbye like fam will say ‘bye’ and talk another ten minutes and i keep proving it true ENOUGH #BYE FR THIS TIME PLEASE LET ME KNOW HOW WE FEEL BOUT THIS TIME SHIFT

[girlscience]

trying to figure out the exact line I can ride for clothes to a family function is hell. i just want to wear a suit pleaz. let me wear a tie. i'm begging atp

#if i have to be recommended on more fucking jumpsuit by my mother i am going to shoot myself #my cousin is getting married next month and my sister and mom have started shopping already #of course my dad doesn't have to cause he has suits already #and of course everything my sister is looking at is beautiful and elegant or floral and frills #and i know my mom will end up in something floral that is very classic mid 50's WASP #and. i haven't looked. and i own nothing acceptable. so i need to get something #and so mom has started recommending things #and she knows i don't like dresses..... so that means fancy jumpsuits #or nice blouses and swishy wide legs pants and heels #or monochrome feminine pant suits #I JUST WANT A BUTTON UP AND SLACKS AND A TIE AND A SPORTS COAT PLEASE ITS NOT COMPLICATED #I COULD GET IT IN LIKE 10 MINUTES 😭😭😭 #instead i will go to the store for 4 hours. hate everything i try on. feel alienated from my body everytime i look in the mirror #and then give up and just pick something that doesn't make me want to die and suck it up and never wear it again

[rxg1nald]

glass balloon

#rxg1nald art #tw abandonment #animatic #frosty bulborb #fiery bulblax #bulbear #frosty bulborb pikmin #fiery bulblax pikmin #bulbear pikmin #pikmin 4 #pikmin fanart #pikmin 4 fanart #i finished this last night #but forgot to post it #when i actually like.finished it #its 7 AM now #alright bye bye see u all again in 50 yearz

[toytulini]

give me the strength not to google covid teeth rn lest i spiral into a Health Anxiety Meltdown about it during the night

#toy txt post #i mean. im sure i will anyway. i already am #they feel so bad and i have covid it must be related etc #but i dont need anything i can Latch On To you know??? #anyway i had a fucking telehealth today to discuss paxlovid and i fucking SLEPT THROUGH IT #I WAS TRYING TO NAP FOR LIKE AN HOUR NOT GET THE MOST RESTFUL SLEEP IVE GOTTEN IN THE LAST LIKE 4 DAYS #ARGH #I SET MULTIPLE ALARMS AND THEY EITHER DIDNT GO OFF OR THEY DIDNT WAKE ME AND IDK WHICH #im so mad #anyway #to comfort myself my current theory is that my nose being so stuffed has me breathing through my mouth more while awake and asleep and its #drying me tf out + all the meds that are also drying me tf out #ive been taking like 2 showers a day im like a fuckjng frog rn. i want to just live in the steam #my bedroom has been like. 50%+ humidity too like #im drinking so much water #anyway. sent a message to the dr begging to reschedule. asked mom for special extra sensitive for super weenie babies toothpaste. #called out of work for the rest of the week. when mom is done showering ill go again and hopefully be calm enough after to take a benadryl #and go to sleep instead of stay up all night panicking #my sleeping has been so bad despite my efforts #covid #ugh

[fidgetspringer]

Making maps is pure pain

#CSP and its custom brushes are the only reason I can be fucked to even try this #i hate maps #this is still so far from done #i need like 50 more names #i am not good with names #my art #this screenie is only 1/4 of this thing #tis LORGE

[ghostingcrows]

Hollow Knight still got me wanting to bash my head into the wall btw

I hate Panthoen of Hallownest so much

#I AM GETTING BETTER THOUGH #I can actually beat NKG without too much difficulty and Pure Vessel is a 50/50 #Its phase 4 of the Radiance that gets me #that platforming bit suck #I'm always on low heath by the time I reach the top and die in like 1-2 hits #hollow knight

[volfoss]

trying to finish all 100 issues of batman no mans land in under a week MIGHT be a mistake but that unfortunately will not be stopping me

#twist rambles #my VERY longest estimate is 5 days. day 1- 12 issues and days 2-4 are 25 issues and 5 is 13 issues. that way i get road to nml done today #and then jump into the proper content tomorrow. so far enjoying it i really like alan grants writing for the shadow of the bat issues im #hitting before the main event. normally i can get upwards of 50 issues done a day so i have highish hopes ill get it done sooner than the #plan but time will tell. ive heard its very good and i am procrastinating having to read the dark knight returns as long as i can basically

[skymantle]

i should rewatch all of adventure time. both in preparation for the new series and also just for fun

#if you ever wonder Why im the way i am its betty. it literally just all comes back to betty. and also portal and charlottes web #i read volume 4 of the comic when i was like 8 and it fundamentally changed me. #i even have a ~4 hour petrigrof mix. im unwell but so are its 50 followers<3 #anyways i do hope they go more into depth about her. maybe even have her say fuck because apparently it's counted as adult animation #logs

[nalayaktha]

Is 5' o clock a bad time? To wake up:no. To go to sleep: yes.

#im up at 4:50 #its almost 5 am #its relevant

[v4lentin333]

I hate the heat give me the snow back right fucking now

#it is 4 am n it 50 WHAT THE FUCK #there is no good reason it should be 50 at 4 am #its just not right #like why can't it be in the 50s n 60s during the day n in like negatives at night #like why nature why must u cook me alive #i fucking hate this place

[aro-aizawa]

sighs in contentment......

#shut up danni's talking #hi yes i always feel happy as FUCK when i read a v long fic but doubly so when i realise that i caught up before the end #i have spend idk how long maybe 4/5 days reading a 700k+ word fic #w only two more chapters left and i just. oh BOY #i cannot even begin to get into all the details i adore about this fic #and yes i am absolutely talking abt mortified #i spent the majority of the time listening to it via text to speech while playing mindless games #but when i got to the parts i hadn't read before (like the last 50 chaps i think) i had to give it my full attention #i just. there is so much i love. #it just adds so many aspects of world building that feels so right that its almost unnatural when i see things that goes against it #i just. #also theres no shortage of pride in there too bc wow 700k words in under a week? deffo good #HOWEVER my goal w listening to it rather than reading was hopefully something that'd take longer #considering how i read faster than it takes to speak things alas i'll have to wait for chapters again which is weird #i have been behind on it for so long #i have this mega word doc summarising the fic that i was working on to help me keep up w plot threads #and im not joking abt the mega its mammoth and i gave up in parts #i'll probs work on it as i reread it again at some point #its deffo smth i'm gonna share when its done bc i it is LONG and i know ppl don't have as much time as i do #but i want the opportunity for ppl to not balk at the size of the fic to not even attempt to read it #or if they want to read it but can only read a chapter a day so they'll need a reminder #one of the things i'll always be thankful for in fanfics is when ppl bookmark fics with a summary of the plot #its just. its reassuring to me to know vaguely what's going to happen #esp bc some plot elements will always instantly call to me #i can't begin to tell you how many fics i've ebbed and erred on but were ultimately swayed by bookmarkers' summaries #also i like to reread seconds of fics if i don't reread the whole thing #so knowing where those sections are located is v v helpful #anyways thats my lil fan project for mortified lol #always get a lil flustered when i interact w the author bc WOW the skill????? the dedication??? always a lil in awe #now to zone out and stare at my ceiling trying to process that masterpiece

[spamtonromantic]

i am like eve adn my boyfriend is like walle but also i am like walle and glitch is like eve. do uou understand

#its. 4:50 am #hacker.txt