#ita also the way the gen ed teachers talk about the asd class i teach

[aceyanaheim]

I Genuinely love my jib but I also sometimes just cant with my job.

#personal #this is acey's work tag #its the misgendetimg and being in yhe closet #and also there being like five churches amd always dondering just how far the acceotance would go #its seeing someone i know to be transophobic and abusive as a fuckin counselor at my school of all things and feeling- #-like theres rot in my mouth having to be nice to her #its hearing about Disney vacations and complaints about how the kids test slow and knoeing on a primeval level aint no one here wanna know #me we're beyomd incompatible #ita also the way the gen ed teachers talk about the asd class i teach #mainly its me hiding in a kindergarder br bv the cleaning guybis out and hes nice enough my work moms trust him #hes genial amd kind and id be down to coexist except I dont know if the niceness exrends to thibking trans ppl are ppl #and when i think about it that way im not intrrested in niceness or interactions from anyone that woild end if they figured out im wearing #a binder #even if they dont kmow im wearing a binder #anyways #negative #sorry im whining #mainly its the self censoring and the kmown ( to me) transohobe tho ngl #tho knoekng how soviety will view some of these kidswgen theyre not six ( specislly the poc ones snd specislly if they come out ) #sits a little to the left of second