#it’s almost been 100 days since then

[dailyjevil]

Jevil get the banana

P o t a s s i u m

Day 158 of posting Jevil every day

#if I had a nickel for every time Jevil ate something with the ”peel“ still on it I’d have two nickels #which isn’t a lot but it’s weird it’s happened twice #I’m referring to day 73 where I drew Jevil eating a loaf of bread with the plastic wrapping still on it #huh #it’s almost been 100 days since then #time flies #dailyjevil #deltarune #deltarune jevil #jevil #jevil deltarune

[hunterfromtheabyss]

happy fifth anniversary, arknights!

#amiya #arknights #kas scribbles #100 day challenge 2024 #> this anni livestream was one of the best experiences of my life #i've been BEGGING for a mili song for arknights since the game started #mili is my favorite band of all time and the second i heard cassie wei #i almost woke my housemate LMAO

[priceofreedom]

funny how everyone seemed to adore Zack until he started having more screentime...

#it's honestly very surprising. i see hate towards him almost every day since Remake came out and i wish i was kidding #and yeah yeah i know other characters get lots of hate too but the hate towards him has been so sudden and random??? #idk maybe he *was* hated before but i just didn't notice #but at the same time no. i'm 100% sure the hate increased considerably after he was shown to be alive in the Remake #i feel like some people are just weirdly concerned he is gonna overshadow the main characters which is stupid #this story is still about Cloud and the others #we're just gonna explore another reality (allegedly) with Zack it's not that deep bro #(rebirth spoilers) -> even in Zack's timeline Cloud AND Aerith are there #and who knows how many more #like i get shippers being petty because when are they not petty #but i've seen non-shippers/casual players saying they do not want to see more of him and being all bitter bc he's important #he's always been important you all just refuse to acknowledge it!!! #no matter how many times hamaguchi nomura nojima etc say he's super important ppl just keep denying it 💀 #as if y'all know more than the freaking devs i'm getting tired of this bs #my post #i'm glad the devs love him as much as we do. cry about it

[icewindandboringhorror]

sneepy cozy....

#cats #(medical stuff mention for tags) #poasting confortable image of boye for peace and serenity and such forthe #I have little weird episodes sometimes where I get shaky (but like violently like 'would spill a drink if you were holding it beacuse #your hands are moving so much' type shaky) and weird and sick feeling but usually it passes in an hour or less. but last night I just #literally couldnt sleep I was shaking so much and my heartrate was up a ton and wouldn't go down even after like 6 hours plus super nausea #so I went to the hospital and now shall wear a heart monitor for a week. which hopefully it's just some weird drastic low blood sugar #event or something and there's nothing actually going on. ekg + ct scan for blod clots + virus panel + almost all of the blood work seems #normal so... aa....... #Though me being so privacy focused hrggh... I basically have a constantly bluetooth connected device around me #since the monitor comes with a cell phone that is constantly transmitting data to the place. which they said they'll call you #if they see anything weird which is also scary. random phone calls... but definitely better than letting an issue go unadressed lol #the phone is also not meant to be more than 10 feet away from the monitor at any time so I put on this old tactical fishing #vest thing thats like navy green with 100 pockets and im just using one of the giant pocketson the side as a phone holder #my enormous silly vest just to keep one little phone #ANYWAY... because I got up early the morning before and didn't sleep at all and spent nearly all day in waiting rooms and such #I have been awake for like 32 hours striaght. which I'm sure also does not help with an elevated heartrate lol #feeling shrimp emotions or whatever people talk about unlocking at a certain level of stress and sleep deprivation #and also no food or water. after a while they brought me like 3 saltines and some ice water but I basically also haven't eaten since 3am #last night and it's 2pm now.. #thus............ bapy............. baby boye....... he will help ease all ailments with his baby powers... #And no I dont drink energy drinks or anything with caffiene really I'm afraid of all substances on the planet essentially #My body just likes to become shaky and weird randomly even when I'm not conciously anxious about anything/have had no caffiene/etc #and I guess I'm always more nervous about getting anything heart related checked out because of my arm/shoulder/chest area injury stuff #... i literally have constant chest pain all the time. it moves around but i nearly always have some sort of pain or pressure in my chest #so when people are like 'oh well a little weird heartrate is fine but watch out if you have pain!' it's like... i always do lol.. how am I #supposed to tell the Bad Pain apart from the Always Pain when the descriptions of Bad Pain are very very similar #AAAANYway.... hrghh... i wanted to be very productive and finally post drafts and wrok on things today. but alas.. #I can at least post small image of soft boye.. though he recently got into stuff in the bathroom whilst left #alone and knocked things into the toilet.. So perhaps not an innocent and NICE boy.. but still.. a soft one .. beautfile....

[copper-skulls]

@thornwolfy235 replied to your post “"haha wha tif I gave the vampire au grillby...”:

I must know more about firebirb with sword.

​FIREBIRD GRILLBY TIME

He's still heavily fire-aligned, and MAN does he give off incredible amounts of heat, but the only "fire" part of him is really, his crest and partially his tail (and even then, if you rifle through it, it's a weird feather+fire mixture at the base). He's very much solid under all that fluff.

All his feathers, whether golden or crimson, give off incredible amounts of light, even after being shed. So while this massive bird form is great for fast moving around, he's also a massive, glowing target, so his tactic of choice is flying into enemy lines, transforming into his more compact, humanoid form and then wreaking havoc with his claymore and fire magic on the ground. inventory magic comes really in handy, though he might have some kind of sword strap even in his birb form i'm not really sure. lol

Firebirds are not from the part of the world where the war takes place; he's traveled a bit. not entirely of his own volition, sometimes. firebird feathers are highly valuable and their song highly coveted; he has some Bad Experiences. he also has language troubles for a while but since he doesn't talk much it's not that. apparent.

#thornwolfy235 #while a bit of the fic will take place in wartime I am not confident in writnig overarching war logic so the actual. war in it will be very #brief. flashes of fights etc. and will focus almost 100% on gaster so here's extra info on the Birb #unnamed vampire au tag #rough #digital art #krita #birds #grillby #undertale #fanart #.....hopefully that won't be bothersome in the ut tag anymore since it's been. half a day and that tag moves fast #MWaF related drawings

[anarcho-masochist]

It really is like my brain went, "Wow, those are powerful intrusive thoughts you've got there. You know what's more powerful? Your desire to see this guy traumatized. Have 1.5 days of maladaptive daydreaming about them."

#I'm predicting this will continue for what's left of today #'pulled myself out of it' now but just enough to do things like post online and eat #I predict I'll return #I got up for the first time today (it's 7pm) and was suprised at how weak and shaky i felt #thought 'it is almost as if I experienced everything from the daydream. the power of one's mind over their physical well-being truly is #exceptional isn't it?' and then realized since I hadn't gotten up today I hadn't eaten and 'breakfast' was in the daydream #(was having trouble remembering whether it was or wasn't) #and of course knew I hadn't yesterday save for breakfast #which was real. I ate it outside and it was nice. #oh yeah and yahto fronted for like 10 minutes earlier but all he did was respond to our friend on the main blog and then we switched again #So it really has been a solid 1.5 days of nothing but daydreaming #Not about Cedar this is about the other one #Cedar also featured prominently. He just wasn't the main draw. #It was a coherent plotline but I wouldn't tell not-cedar the details of it on pain of death #I need something to call this person other than “not-cedar” or just using pronouns that WILL NOT communicate to them that it's them #And it's technically people not person but I don't know which they prefer #100% of people I've gotten obsessed with are also plural (all 2 of them) (or 14(?) depending on how you count it) #(Actually. Since I'm specifically obsessed with Cedar not his whole system it's more like 6? people) #(I'm not sure if there's a particular alter I like the most in the second system)

[dailyzawa]

oct 16: objecthead

#wheeeeee #it's been way too long since I've used my sketchbook #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #serizawa katsuya #289 #holy shit we're almost to 300 #tomorrow im gonna do my catching up for the last few days since i finally have a free moment #cringetober #october

[six-of-ravens]

goal for tonight is to get to page 200 of this book. im on page 130 now, so that should be doable...

#if i read 100 pages per day i can finish it by friday #trying to get back into reading after a big reading slump and also the seasonal blues making it hard for my brain to focus on anything #im enjoying this book more than i thought tho. its a really nice blend of historical fantasu and sci fi #if i remembered more celtic mythology i might enjoy it even more but it's been A Minute since I've read any #as in almost 6 years whoops #at least my duolingo irish is paying off cause i can (mentally) pronounce things right (tho i keep double checking the pronunciation guide)

[cinnamon-notes]

i can't sleep :c

#and i think it's because i kinda have a lot on my plate rn #and lately i've gotten back into journaling- which is something im really proud of- cuz you know when i was with my ex i could never have my #own privacy so i had to give up journaling- which is something i had been doing nonstop since i was five and i could barely write #grammatically correct sentences- and im happy that im eventually journaling again- i really am- but this means that i do not know how to #handle my feelings unless i write- and today i was too depressed to write #cuz stuff happened at work as it usually does and im almost on my period and my PMS is killing me #then this man decided to tell me im incapable of loving and i will never find someone to love me back and that im a bad person and that im #uncaring and this hurt so much although i knew he was teasing- it still hurt! #then this other guy said im unreliable cuz i didn't show up for a task that was even optional and i had never 100% agreed on before #and i didn't show up because: depression + pms getting worse + had to figure out some bureaucratic shit that was pivotal and urgent #i talked to the moon this morning #that conversation we had (yeah i believe she replied) was the most meaningful thing of the day #so rn im just focusing on replaying it in my head because it was sweet and it was cathartic and i wanna do that tomorrow again #so im looking forward to it #while stupid voices in my head keep telling me that man is right and i AM a bad person who can't love and cant be loved #while stupid voices in my head tell me people are better off without me #ugh- i really cannot sleep- i have a lot of anxiety #and i hate that the most of it is caused by that stupid man i really hate that man #cinnamon darkness

[sickmachete]

fucked up that i need another car to jump my cars battery i should be able to just plug it into my skin and do it myself

#my roommate is STILL not responding to my texts #and denver has an upcoming vet appointment to re-do his shots and i still dont have a working car and UAAAGGHHH #i dont wanna spend almost 100 bucks just to jump my car pleaseeee roommate please just let me breed our cars together #damn it all #txt #its been like. 2 weeks since i asked her and i asked her again 2 days ago godhdgdfhjghfddsf

[ibijau]

100 Shades of Xisang: 33. Jane Eyre AU

“Jin Rusong is the master’s ward,” the old lady explained with a warm smile. “A good child, a little peculiar, a little quiet… I’m not sure, but I believe he saw his parents die.”

Lan Xichen’s heart squeezed sympathetically. Being an orphan himself, and having lost his parents young to be raised by distant relatives, the Wens, he knew how painful such a childhood could be. He promised himself that little Rusong would have a more pleasant time of things, at least as much as possible when he was nothing more than a hired teacher.

“When may I meet…” Lan Xichen tried to ask, only for a terrifying roar to resonate through the house, startling him so much he nearly dropped his bag.

It was a loud, inhuman sound, like a great wounded beast, and yet the housekeeper barely reacted.

“This is an old house,” she explained. “There’s some issues with missing tiles on the roof, and the wind creates odd noises as a result.”

“Shouldn’t that be fixed?”

“Master Nie has hired a man, Wei Wuxian, to deal with it if he manages.”

Lan Xichen hoped it would be repaired soon. A sound like that could drive one mad.

#xisang #nie huaisang #lan xichen #mo dao zu shi #mdzs #jau writes #I've been craving a jane eyre au for this ship since almost day one but alas it just keeps not happening #100 shades of xisang

[kashmirichaiwithmehr]

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#my best friend and i have known each other since the first day of kindergarten #literally 20 years this year #and we're EXTREMELY silly #like cant be serious w each other #but sometimes we have our moments #and yesterday on one of our almost daily video calls #she randomly was like #if i ever get married #ur always gonna be first #(for context we've been talking and thinking a lot abt shaadis bc all our friends are getting married lmao) #she was literally like u will always come first bc ur my friend and i can always get another husband PLS LMAOOOO #but yeah i was like omgggggggggggggg #im gonna cry STOP #i love her sm asdhjkalsd;asd <333333333333 #no one tell her i said that she will 100% clown me #i do NOT show emotion </3 #mehrtalks

[justalittlebluetiefling]

Byakuya is one of the most complex characters in Bleach, presenting as villainous early on but with multiple layers of complexity that are explained throughout the franchise. He is calm and collected 98.5% of the time, and is incredibly powerful and controlled. His skill is rivaled by few, but respected by many. Without spoiling anything, he is truly a bedrock of the series and generally considered to be a fan favorite. There might be some better examples of this, but I believe he is a great example of the D&D high wizard analogue for the shinigami. Take that as you will, I have simply observed the characters you tend to favor in other stories and he sort of screams your type. That’s all. I certainly did not mean to offend or confuse with my comment.

No way, anon, you totally did not offend with your comment. It was SO entertaining to me. Reading all this, I am very intrigued to get further in the series than I did last time, because this is definitely my type.

#honestly when i first read the ask i half-squeaked half-laughed #probably because i'm still on the soul society rukia rescue arc and actually #i was on the renji v byakuya fight today #so the timing was actually hilarious #like i KNOW he flips sides for lack of a better phrase because i watched at least 100+ episodes back in the day #but it's been almost a decade since so my memory of all that is so hazy #erin answers things #anonymous

[icewindandboringhorror]

Misc daily life images

#image commentary in tags once again since they don't allow captions anymore and I feel weird using the alt text for that -- #1. COLUMBINEEEE... (I think..???) one of my favorite flowers... I managed to grow a small one in a pot last year. huzzah #2. spicy soup for lunch (another very rare lunch since I usually eat literally the same exact thing every day for my stomach #issues and stuff lol).. also made a fruit smoothie but put tapioca boba in it out of curiosity.. which was weird #3. woven cucumber shavings.. one of the many little meticulous tasks that I find oddly fun and could probably do for hours #4. A RED FOUR LEAF CLOVER!!!! There are some patches of clover in the yard that have weird red coloring and red spots on them #almost like it's some sort of damage or something but it seems natural (and I wonder if it has to do with plants that grow around them at #all since these 'green clovers but where some of them are variously spotted in red' patches happen to be next to patches of weeds/ #grouncover that also have red stems and stuff.) but so in the yard it is rare to find a red clover #and also rare to find a four leaf clover. so a RED four leaf clover is the most rare... special child.. #5. bapy son on the heating pad (featuring my stinky little toast shaped 2ds lol... i wonder if theyve been obsolete so long that maybe #3ds are actually affordable now (under $100).. hrmm...) #6. Another wii fit mingame score. I'm not sure if this is even lower than the other ones or anything. I never go back to compare them lol #if a score seems good enough to possibly be my best I just take apicture of it anyway. I should probably at some point check what #the 'best' even actually is. I wish the wii always told you ur Best score instead of just your Last score on those games. It does on every #other game but seemingly not the daily fitness check in minigame ones. hrmm.. #7. little clovery things covered in beautiful water droplets #8. sky again. of course #photo diary

[mrfoox]

Uh you ever.... Feel okay or pretty decent and then you remember your lifes circumstances and then you're at the verge of tears?

#miranda talking shit #Maybe this is too specific but hah yeah ... #I can feel okay and be like ah things are pretty good ! And then i remember how my life 'is' and im close to a breakdown #Trying nit to compare myself to others and so on but like.... Its so hard not to lmao #25 soon and no job havent finished high-school i got no partner (plus i guess a virgin lol) #And all the things i havent done or experienced which is pretty universal? Yeah mmm... Ive lost so much of my time and life to mental #Illness and i cant help but morn that. Like if i didnt have my child trauma id probably have a lot milder anxiety and depression which is #Keeping from doing most things... Id still have my autistic and add struggles but i want to imagine I'd manage to accomplish more if #My dep and anx wasn't this bad bc of my past... I hate how my mentality was wrecked before i even knew how to count to 100 #And sooo many years of my childhood just feeling bad and even suicidal (first time i mentioned wanting to die in my diary i was 10-11...) #Just struggling so many years mentally and since i was so young i couldn't make the connection why i was feeling like it? Like the first #Time i started considering why etc i was already like 16.... I didnt think it was weird to cry every single day as long as i can remember #Now at 25 i am still a crybaby but i do it weekly instead. Its just so ... Weird and sad. You dont understand how serious something was #That happened to you and how it affected you until youre almost an adult... And you start to understand that its not just all on you #Its not just your fault youre struggling so much. Youre not just being lazy and difficult ... God Just wish someone protected me when #It mattered . I know my past could have been worse i could have been treated a lot worse and abused more and still to this day it makes me #Feel iffy or bad to claim i was abused? I mean... I was? But cant help to feel my trauma and experiences is not as serious as others #Like i wasnt sexually abused for example or abused by my parents... And i know many have so i feel its not my ... Right to say anything ? #Like my brothers mentally abused me for years and physically from time to time but it could be so much worse #Idk where im going with this i need to go to my vourses instead im crying in the bathroom like stop #Negative

[mattynmarns]

i want her.... but she doesn't even know I exist!!!!!

#like. there's no way in hell I'd even consider paying over 2k for a bag #but in the other hand............ i want it :( #I saw someone on tiktok w it like a few weeks ago (I've since deleted tiktok again lol) and I've been pulling up the website to stare #like almost once a day #but yeah I saw xQc with a crossbody bag a few min ago and I was like Yeah I want that to be me #heckin rants #plus like. if I wouldn't pay over 2k for a bag like I think the one I have now is maybe $100 but it's also my school backpack soo #and I got it as a gift 🥴