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taegularities · 8 months

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hi luvvvv, 🐼✒️ here

how are you doing? im glad you're back, i hope you're energized and taking care of yourself!!!!

getting straight to the point, i can't WAIT for cmi, and again, you're wrong to think we're not excited anymore🤨 sure the angsty arc was fun and all but we deserve all the fluff and all the lovey dovey stuff, we've been good girls (hopefully) SO YEAH idk how to express myself but im SUPER excited and i'm sure everyone else is too. it's offensive that you think otherwise🤨😤 it's actually so offensive and hurtful that we deserve the new updates sooner to make up for all the offending you've done don't you think🙄🤭🫣

ANYWAYS looking forward to it, but ofc take all the time you need and don't forget to take care of yourself❗️❤️

also i saw that u finished 2521😭 i watched it earlier this year and i still think abt it. it was sooo beautiful, and one of the best romance ive seen in kdramas. i love how it portrays the bittersweet feeling of knowing that everything is temporary🥹 didn't make me cry at all nope. i'm glad you enjoyed it too. what other kdramas have you watched? do you have any recs?

i apologise for the long ass text, my thoughts are so unorganized lmao😭 but yea moral of the story is that i'm glad you're back, you go girl🫶🏻🫂❤️

panda, i am so so sorry i'm getting to this so late, i hope you know i'm not ignoring you!! just wanna give good answers to your thoughtful messages and yeah 🥺 i really hope you enjoy 9.5! i saw you've been busy, so no stress at all, take your time!! and yeah, i still stress about people wanting it a lot :') like for the longest time i feared yall wouldn't wanna read it anymore once the angst arc is over, and even now i try to combat these thoughts a lot. vv worried the upcoming chapters might not meet your guys' expectations or tempt you anymore!! but we'll see. in the worst case, i can focus on other wips and there are definitely plenty of them <3

and yes omg, i finished 2521 a while ago and still think about it :') really did a number on me bc im a v nostalgic person who also cannot deal with the emotions that come with nostalgia, so there's that lollll. i think my favs are still a couple classics like it's okay to not be okay and pinocchio!! what about you!! also please don't apologise, pls give me essays anytime you want, ily, always 🥺🤍

#also i saw ur other ask too and appreciate your words so much 🥺 didn't answer since things were back to normal again but i rlly rlly #adore you :(#notes for rid 🌹#🐼✒️ anon #fic: colour me in

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jaylaxies · 2 years

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so i had a dream and i just wanted to share it 'cause it's quite funny and heartwarming

so i was attending like a wedding ceremony and of course i'm all glammed up and feeling confident and beautiful about myself 💅 surprisingly both jake and ni-ki was there too. in my dream i was crushing on jake and was planning on confessing to him after the event. now as the event started i sat close to him but not beside him 'cause there was someone there (btw he’s seated at the super end of the row wherein there’s no more seats behind us) so like i was just stealing some glances, but we're already friends in my dream that time together with ni-ki. now we all know that dreams are weird and unorganized right because we’re guests but they made ni-ki and i cook the food behind the last row of seats behind jake. as ni-ki and i were cooking, i suddenly want to make a move and feed jake the steak that we’re cooking but as i was starting to come to jake, ni-ki stopped me and said that he’ll rest for a bit. so of course as a responsible noona, i let him rest up next to jake. now, here i am busy with cooking for some minutes that I didn’t noticed that NI-KI WAS ALREADY FEEDING JAKE AND BEING ALL LOVEY DOVEY WITH HIM! and jake spoiling maknae ni-ki, he’s letting him feed him and focuses all his attention to ni-ki. when i noticed that, of course my plan was a little bit messed up so i called ni-ki to take turns so he’ll cook and i’ll rest. now, proceeding on my original plan of feeding jake, i went to him and offered to feed him the steak that we cooked BUT OF COURSE HE WAS ALREADY FULL BECAUSE NI-KI ALREADY FED HIM🤦‍♀️ but let me tell you jake looked me in the eyes with those apologetic “as much as i realllllyyyy want to let you feed me and i also don’t want to hurt your feelings, i’m really already full rn so i am very sorry” eyes. Then he really bowed, apologized, and explained that he’s really full. so of course i just said that it’s really really fine and i went back to ni-ki, and you know what i just gave up at that point and let ni-ki rest up so i can do all the cooking and cleaning. ni-ki sat beside the other seat next to jake and i can really see jake giving all his focus and attention to ni-ki and i realized that he really loves their maknae 🥺🥺🥺 So yeah until the end of the event I didn’t bother interrupting them and also gave up on confessing to jake. it’s not that he rejected me, but I understood that right now all he want and prioritize is to give his attention and focus on ni-ki and that’s so heartwarming ❤️🥺

I think I dreamed about this because of that one time where jake said that he wants ni-ki to enjoy his childhood as he’s put in the kpop industry at such a young age so he wants to spend time and play with ni-ki as much as possible❤️🥺🥺

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this is so sweet tho?? jake would definitely do that to make sure riki is happy and healthy but it's just so soft for some reason, they all are babies fr lemme just cry now 😭💔

#☀️ anon

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