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#istg my left leg always p a i n
frostywisp · 1 year
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pray tell me good sir:
why must such cushioned a chair cut off the circulation, the flowing of such vibrant life-blood to my limbs?
if only such premium a seat, such a fine specimen of the exotic variety, such a chair of the esteemed establishment of the Scandinavian geography,
could provide me with the lessening of pressure on the bottom side of my left thigh
then- maybe then- only then- would i be able to find one true route to victory over this mundane muddle of showing of a polygon through this messy list of letters and directional lines.
Ah, woe is me! For i may ne'er feel the touch of yet another well-made chair.
Why must this be so? why must the hard provide comfort but the soft provide ache?
This cannot be right, this cannot truly be the way of the world
However my self tells me it truly is so, thus all this pathetic being will do is weep
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astridselixir · 8 months
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"𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐢𝐭. 𝐊𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠."
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Pairings: Yoru x fem!reader
Summary: After a stressful day filled with missions and nonstop training sessions which involved Brimstone yelling at everyone around, it was safe to say that you and Yoru were exhausted. So, as always, you two decided to let off some steam. And what better way to do that than to have his pretty lover, you, ride him?
Warnings: p in v, riding, use of pet names, bit of degradation, unprotected sex, breeding, porn w/o plot
(A/n: When I heard Yoru say this in a match, I just knew I had to write it. Istg, I go feral everytime this man speaks.)
(NSFW below the cut!)
ִ ࣪𖤐*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚
“That’s it. Keep going.” Yoru breathes out, hands tightly gripping your hips as you moved up and down on his length, whines and moans of pleasure escaping your lips every now and then. Such pretty sounds, he thinks. But then again, everything about you was pretty.
“Look at you. Fuck. Such a slut for my cock, hm?” You were far too out of it to even process what he said, so you only nodded, hoping you weren’t making a fool of yourself in front of him
Seeing this, he chuckles, squeezing your supple flesh reassuringly as he continues to watch you ride him, guiding you here and there. What a glorious sight; Yoru knew this image of you would be stuck in his head for days. He relished in the way you bounced on him, tits mimicking the movement of your hips as you lost yourself in pleasure. He wished he could stay in this moment forever, within the warmth of your gummy walls.
Your eyes were screwed shut, head thrown back with a fucked out expression painted across your face. One hand was firmly planted behind you, on top of Yoru’s leg as you straddled him while the other rubbed quick circles on your clit.
Fuck, you looked like a goddess. He was losing his mind over how heavenly you appeared to be as you played with yourself.
You could say this was your favorite part of the day; sexual tension finally getting released in the bedroom, relieving both you and Yoru. This is definitely what you both need after such a stressful day. A good fuck.
I mean, working as an agent for Valorant was stress itself alone. And it’s worse knowing either of you could get injured at any given moment, or maybe even die. But you try not to think about it too much as it would only make things worse.
As you both continued, it was as if fumes from your intimate activity were clouding the entire room, creating an atmosphere of sex and need. One that felt warm and moist on your skin, added with a bit of familiarity.
“F-fuck. ‘m close, so close.” You uttered out, hips desperately grinding on Yoru’s to reach that sweet climax you’ve been working so hard for.
Hearing this, he bites his bottom lip, forcing a stop to your movements which earned a frustrated exhale from you. You opened your eyes, vision slightly hindered by tears as you turned to look at him. You tilted your head to the side, shifting in your position while giving him a look of confusion.
The agent only chuckled at this, amused by your frustration. He enjoyed seeing you suffer— it was a guilty pleasure of his. He rubbed small comforting circles onto the skin of your hips before answering,
“Come here, my love. You’ve done so much work already, let me take care of the rest.”
The minute those words left his mouth, butterflies exploded in your stomach, an even warmer sensation coating your already hot cheeks. You nodded eagerly as you moved, leaning down and wrapping your arms around his neck, nuzzling your face into his skin and planting soft kisses on it. He in response, smiled at this, kissing the side of your head before placing his hands on your back, rubbing it soothingly and getting into a comfortable position— one that he can easily thrust into.
“I love you so much.” He whispered, tucking away a strand of hair behind your ear.
Just when you were about to respond, you were cut off when Yoru slammed his hips into yours, the tip of his cock instantly kissing your cervix, causing your mouth to hang open and your eyes to roll back. The words died down on your throat, getting replaced by a loud moan that was both from surprise and pleasure as he practically drilled into your dripping cunt.
Babbles of his name rolled off of your tongue like a prayer, nails digging into his skin as you mewled, the sensation becoming almost too much to bear.
Oh, you were so close. So close that you were practically hovering over the edge. All you needed now was just something to push you off, and luckily for you, Yoru knew exactly how to do that.
Tears slipped out of your eyes, rolling down your cheeks as you sobbed, begging the man beneath you to let you cum.
“Wanna cum so bad. Please, please, please. Please let me cum.” You cried out, your whole body shaking as Yoru continued his abuse on your wet heat.
He smirked upon hearing your words, holding you tighter against him, his hands leaving marks on your hips that will surely bruise tomorrow.
“Aww, my little princess wants to cum? Go on then. Make a mess on my cock like the whore you are.” He cooed, both amusement and mockery evident on his tone. He loved seeing you like this. A literal begging mess that was ready to be picked up and pieced back together. He swears he cums almost instantly when he hears that cute, little voice of yours plead for his approval.
That was all you needed to reach your peak. It felt as if you toppled over the edge, a burst of ecstasy shooting throughout your body like electricity, sending aftershocks and waves of euphoria to ripple through your whole being. You let out an almost pornographic moan, sending the man beneath you over the edge as well.
Yoru moaned as he shot thick ropes of cum inside of you, filling you up to the brim and coating your velvety walls white. He continued to sloppily thrust, pushing his seed deeper and making sure it wasn’t dripping out. He wasn’t allowing even a single drop to go to waste.
Oh, fuck. The sole image of you swelled with his child made his eyes roll back, a shiver running down his spine at the thought of getting you pregnant. If that were to happen, he’d surely be overjoyed. But of course, he’ll always leave that choice up to you.
After that, you both stayed still, breathing heavily as you tried to calm down from your previous high. You were exhausted, sweaty, and satisfied. You couldn’t have thought of any better way to end this day.
“I love you…” You murmured, words slighty incoherent, but you’ve been with Yoru long enough for him to know exactly what you said. Your eyes slowly closed, a sigh of contentment leaving your lips while his hand smoothed over your back, occasionally tracing shapes on your skin to help you fall asleep faster.
Once Yoru was sure you were knocked out, he slowly pulled out and gently laid you down on the bed. He then got up, slipping on a fresh pair of boxers before going into the bathroom to grab a damp towel. He also grabbed clean clothes for you to change into before walking back to the bed.
He sat down on the edge, admiring your sleeping form for a while and the peaceful look you had on your face. God, you were so beautiful (he lost count of how many times he said that already), he adored every single thing about you. From your curves to your beauty marks, everything. You were the sheer image of perfection in his eyes. No one could ever compare to you. A literal supermodel could be in the same room as him, yet he’d only have his eyes on you.
Shortly after ogling over your beauty, Yoru got to work and began wiping you down. He made sure you were as clean as possible before changing you into the clean undergarments he brought. He also took off the sheets and threw them in the laundry basket, not bothering to put on new ones since he was too tired and didn’t want to disrupt your slumber.
Once he was done, he got under the covers and pulled you into his embrace, giving you one last kiss on the forehead as you snuggled closer to him. He smiled once he felt this, causing him to think that you were seeking his warmth— you were. That alone was enough to reassure Yoru, allowing him to drift off to sleep with his mind at ease.
(A/n: Alrightyy, I just needed to finish this one so I could finally start working on the requests I have! Thank you sm to all the anons that sent me requests! I love y’all 🫵🤍 Hope you guys have/had a great day‼️🎊)
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whumpywinterbun · 1 year
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i need you closer. 2/2
Trying to talk about your problems doesn't always suck, Bucky. Especially with the person you like. A little too much. Or: Bucky Barnes smokes and talks about feelings and maybe gets the love he deserves.
Bucky Barnes x fem!Reader (something something somewhat around tfatws?) 
Part 2 of this 
(emotional) hurt/comfort (comfort. mostly comfort.), still a teeny bit whumpy?, mutual pining (idiots in love), istg this is fluffy 
Warnings: talk about panic attacks & hallucinations, smoking 
a/n: Part 2 is up! Thank you to the people who read Part 1 and might read this! Please tell me what you think of it, I haven’t written in years before putting this out at like 4am during my internship so... comments or asks would be appreciated!!! And also just in general I am nice I swear lmao
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The sun shone through the curtains, bathing the room in a warm glow. You woke up under a blanket you don’t remember covering yourself with. You were reaching for Bucky’s side of the bed, blinking the sleep away when you realized that it was left, empty and cold. You got up, swinging your legs off Bucky’s bed and slowly making your way through his apartment. You called for him but answer came, so you looked around before entering his kitchen.
And there he was, standing behind the small island, pouring hot water in a mug. “Morning Buck.” Bucky looked up, a nervous half-smile on his lips before pointing at his mug. “You want some coffee?” You nodded, leaning against the door frame. He moved his head in acknowledgement, before turning around and taking another cup. He was scared, of you bringing up last night, of your reaction, you maybe finally realizing how messed up he is.
You were slowly making your way forward, joining Bucky at the kitchen island, opposite him. “How are you feeling?” you asked. “I’m... uh…fine. Yeah.” He couldn’t even look at you, keeping his eyes trained on your mug with knitted brows.
“Be honest Buck.” “I am honest.” “Okay.”
He sighed. “Listen. Whatever happened yesterday, I am fine. Okay? There-“
Your eyebrows raised. “Whatever?” Bucky tapped against his head, his lips a thin line. “You don’t remember?” Bucky shook his head.
“Well, at least not everything. I’m aware of some stuff but…it happens. I’m used to it.” He shrugged his shoulders before taking a sip from his coffee, hiding behind the large cup.
“You hallucinated blood, Bucky. You thought the floor, the bathroom, you thought that you were covered in Sam’s blood.” He froze. “You scratched yourself bloody trying to wash it off. That’s not something to shrug your shoulders over.” That’s not how you had planned to start this conversation. You wanted to sit down with him, carefully bring up what you saw and try to talk to him, not serving it with a cup of morning coffee.
Silence. Bucky’s mouth opened and closed again. He swallowed and put his cup down. “It just happens sometimes; it’s no big deal and I am really sorry you had to witness all that but-“
“No. No buts. Stop it. Stop pretending like it’s normal and okay for it to happen!” You slammed your hand on the island. Bucky’s eyes widened. “I- I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have yelled at you.” you stammered, hiding your face behind your hands, your lower lip trembling.
Bucky brushed his hand across his face. He didn’t want to have this conversation. He was aware that he needs to, if it’s not for his sake then at least for yours. What you saw and heard was a lot harder on you than on him. And it deserved some explanation.
Bucky grabbed the cigarette pack on the island, taking one and putting it between his lips. “You want one?” he asked, holding the pack up to you. You looked up from your hands, tears brimming your eyes. Bucky’s heart ached seeing you like this, because of him. You rubbed your eyes before taking a cigarette and following him. Bucky opened the window onto the fire escape, climbing out before holding his warm hand out to help you out.
The sun was shining, the last bits of the summer’s warmth enveloping you. You both sat down, Bucky pulling out a lighter and lighting up your cigarette before his. He took a drag. You took a drag. Somehow this felt a little like the night where you both first met, but you weren’t on the roof and you weren’t just getting to know your neighbor in the middle of the night.
“I’m sorry.” Bucky turned to you, searching for something in your eyes. Any sign in your pretty eyes that he didn’t mess this up.
“For what?” you asked.
“Making you cry, messing up, pretending like I wasn’t home. having you see the fucked up shit my brain does. Everything I guess.”
“You didn’t mess anything up, Buck.”
“Ah well.” He cocked his head to the side.
“Can you tell me what happened? I mean what…triggered… this.” you tapped ash out on a tray Bucky kept on his fire escape. A pastel pink one you gave to him after getting the confession out of him that he actually really liked the color.
“We were given wrong intel on the mission and I couldn’t stop myself from following through. We got some important information anyways but there was this ambush and- Sam got hurt. Shot.” He sniffed.
Your brows knitted in worry. “But he’s okay right?” Bucky nodded.
“He’s in hospital, doing better and is allowed to leave today or tomorrow but I don’t- I can’t- I don’t think he wants to see me. I wouldn’t want to see me if I were him.” Bucky looked at the ground.
“I don’t think Sam’s upset, Buck.” you reached for him, carefully putting a hand on his shoulder and you felt him ever so slightly leaning into it. “If you felt like not retreating was the right choice, there must have been something telling you to keep going. I’m not part of this…world you are in and how things work but it comes with an immense number of risks and every mission could end up like this for a number of reasons. I am just glad he’s alright and that’s all you should focus on for now.”
“I can’t really focus on any positives if there aren’t any.” He pressed the cigarette bud out.
“You are both alive.”
“Well, that could have looked a lot differently… because of me.” Bucky’s voice got smaller with every word, until it was barely a whisper.
You knew Bucky felt a lot of guilt, constantly, at all times. There’s guilt over wrong words, wrong decisions, wrong actions. It didn’t really matter to him if his actions were actually his, if his decisions were actually what he wanted to, not what he had to or, horrifyingly, was made to do. Sometimes it felt like guilt was the only thing keeping him going because without guilt, he could barely be a person. He would search for guilt in the smallest things life threw at him, because what, or who, was he without and what was he supposed to do if not feel guilty?
“Did you talk to him since?” you asked, gently stroking Bucky’s shoulder, where his skin connected to the vibranium. “Kind of. We talked for a bit a day after but I just couldn’t pretend like this was some lousy work accident like Sam did so I left. I’ve been at the hospital almost every day since but I just can’t bring myself to enter his room. I feel like any moment the bomb would drop and he would tell me to go to hell. I can’t lose him. Not him too.”
“Listen Buck…I know there are so many voices inside telling you that’s not true but I genuinely don’t think that Sam’s angry at you.” You were speaking softly, trying to get to him and somehow, maybe, worry less. Your eyes were searching for his blue ones, trying to get him to look at you.
“I’m just scared of losing him. To a bullet or the fact that I’m terrible to deal with.”
You grinned. “Ah…you are not THAT terrible.” Bucky snorted.
“You are a horrible friend to tell me that now.”
“No.” you laughed.
“Yes. Absolutely.”
“Na-ah.”
“A very, very horrible friend, bun.” Bucky leaned back, his back against the wall, the sun warming him. He looked at you, his mouth curving into a smile. Bun. The small nickname stuck, and what was first meant teasingly and made you cringe now gave you butterflies. You too leaned back, resting your head against his shoulder. “Sam loves-“ he grimaced. “Yes, Bucket, Sam loves you. You two can’t go a day without annoying each other because you can’t live without the other. If he were angry at you, he would have told you. Like. Right at the hospital.” He sighed.
“I mean…yeah. You could be right.”
“I am.” You looked up at him, seeing his eyes on you.
“He could also just wait until he’s out to kick my ass.”
“Not likely, Buck.”
“You sure?”
“One hundred percent.”
“Nice.”
Bucky took your hand into his and you two sat in silence for a while, looking at the city below you. His gaze kept wandering to you, wondering how he deserved you. Life was scary and for someone his age, he was terrified of living. But maybe, you, and Sam, made it all worth it. But while Sam was his best friend, his brother, he wished he could call you his. His bun.
Fuck it.
“Do you know why I like that ashtray so much?” He pointed at the small, pink thing next to you. “Because you, a very intimidating, tall, broad, old man, happen to like pink?” “Because it’s a gift from my favorite person, in their favorite color.” You moved your head, looking at him. His face flushed. “I’m your favorite person?” He nodded. You smiled at him.
“I…uh. I’m not really good at this whole thing.” Bucky sat up, suddenly looking a lot more nervous. You didn’t really know what to anticipate, but it surely wasn’t what you hoped it was.
“But I am glad to have you in my life. I don’t deserve you and yet you are still here and I don’t think I could imagine my life without you. You are possibly my first thought when I wake up and the last before I go to sleep and I want you to- I want-“
Your heart was jumping. Doing cartwheels. What was he-
Bucky took a deep breath. “I want you beside me instead of on my mind. In the morning. And at night. All the time, actually. ” He tensed up. You are going to leave him. Right now. This is the worst timing to confess your stupid feelings James and you are now going to get rejected and never see her again because you just could not be happy with how it is right-
Silence.
Oh.
Oh.
“I would love to.” You returned, beaming. Bucky’s tense shoulders finally relaxed.
“So that’s what it feels like to get your feelings reciprocated.” You chuckled, hiding your face in the crook of his neck. Bucky laughed, stroking your hair.
Feeling Bucky’s left arm wrap around you, you looked up. His right hand stayed on your head, slowly making its way towards your face. He put a loose strand behind your ear. He whispered. “Can I kiss you?” “Uh-huh.” He bit his lip before pulling you closer, his breathe on your lips.
Except Bucky’s phone rang.
You both snorted. “Sorry.” He apologized. “It’s okay, go get it. Could be important.” He got up, almost tripping while hurrying back inside. Bucky looked back, embarrassed and laughing, before picking the phone up without looking at the caller’s name.
“Hey Buck, would you mind getting me from the hospital?” Bucky looked at you. “Sam?” you mouthed, looking over the window. He nodded quickly before answering. “Yeah sure, give me…10 Minutes or so.”
“Alright. And Buck?”
“Yeah?”
“I know you were visiting me, we’ll talk about it later, you self-loathing dumbass.”
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channoticedmeuwu · 3 years
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` listen to really really by winner .*・。゚
p : yangyang x fem!reader | g : fluff uwu | warnings : none
a/n : oh my God yangyang istg get back in your lane you're creeping up my biaslist uGHHHH also this is also partially for @sunghoons-violet I hope this makes your day better bb :((
— [13 : 41 HRS] "What's your problem, huh?"
Y/n poked a finger into Yangyang's shoulder repeatedly, pushing him back with each touch.
"Who. Do. You. Think. You. Are?" She pushed him against the wall, and with every touch, his lips curled into a smirk bigger than the last. Up the wall, he couldn't really have an escape, especially with her grasping his shoulder so tightly. The alley was too closed in, anyway. He glanced up, his milk chocolate eyes reflecting the white-cotton clouds flowing through the bright blue sky, pigeons sitting on the rooftops, pecking at their feathers. He glanced back down at Y/n in front of him, staring at him as if he just killed her dog. Oh, it was certainly not a very charming look, considering her features were always glittered with the cutest expression you could imagine.
"What's wrong, Y/n?" he tilted his head to the side innocently, well aware of her grip on his shoulder growing tougher. Y/n furrowed her eyebrows, and made a face as if she was slapped between the eyes.
"What's wrong? What's wrong!?" She let go of his shoulder and grabbed her hair. He was sure she left his school jacket crumbled up, "Are you a fucking moron?"
"You make me sound like one, that's for sure."
She scoffed, rolling her eyes. "Liu Yangyang, you're the one who fucking put the gum on my chair during class."
He pushed his hands into his pockets and casually propped a leg besides the wall, "Do I look like I would do that to you?"
"Who else would!?"
He looked up and hummed, squinting his eyes as if in thought. Then, he gasped, his eyes twinkling as he watched her with amusement, "Haechan did."
She laughed, "Do I look stupid to you? I saw you crouching in front of my desk! You put it there!"
Yangyang rolled his eyes, shaking his head. That punk, Donghyuck. "I was getting it off, loser."
She frowned, and then crossed her hands. "Then why was it still left on my chair?"
"I gave up. I decided you weren't worth it," he said, smiling wide, his gummy smile making her almost convinced.
But, alas, this was Y/n, after all. She then made a face as if she was choking on her own swear words, "You little—"
"And besides," Yangyang shrugged, pushing her aside and skipping down the alley onto the sunny afternoon, announcing it loud and clear for the whole world to hear.
"Why would I want to prank the girl I like and make her hate me more?"
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main taglist (guys hmu already smh >:(() : @vera-liscious @kisshim @allegxdly @stayctday
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peachyhyvck · 7 years
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a-z tag
tagged by this precious human being @dangchanhee !!!!!! (thnks bub)
a / age: 16 (17 in July hOLLA)

b / biggest fear: fucking up my future, being alone, spiders, bees, butterflies (pretty much any kind of bug/insect), ostriches, clowns, darkness, oceans/boats, being kidnapped, being raped (yall I'm sucH A PUSSY OMG)

c / current time: 10:50 PM

d / drink you had last: that good h2o

e / everyday starts with: one of my parents telling me to wake my ass up

f / favorite song: (get ready....) Beautiful - MX, Can't Help Myself - Eric Nam, Trigger the Fever - NCT Dream, Spring Day - BTS, Stay - Zedd & Alessia Cara, Swalla - Jason Derulo, Animal - Trey Songz, No Long Talk - Drake AND Gang Up - Young Thug

g / ghosts are real? hell yeah, and I don't fuck with that shit - no sir

h / hometown: Chi-Town, baby

I / in love with: Lee Donghyuck, Mark Lee, and my dog, Buddy (’:

j / jealous of: people with flawless skin, people skinnier than me, people who are always genuinely happy, people who don't care what others think about them (to an extent... please have self respect), and yeah.... I kinda struggle with accepting myself sometimes, ngl //:

k / killed someone: nahh that’s what you hire a hitman for, b !!

l / last time you cried: yesterday (I'm the biggest crybaby in the world istg I cry when I feel any kind of emotion)

n / number of siblings: only one - a younger brother

o / one wish: to become the happy, healthy, successful person I desperately need want myself to be

p / person you last called/texted: I texted my parents telling them I love them because I'm sweet like that (((:

q / questions you’re always asked: “are you okay?“ (lmao this was Mik’s answer and I don't even need to change it bcuz same)

s / song last sang: Stay by Zedd & Alessia Cara (this song is such a bop)

u / underwear color: I'm not wearing any lmaoo

v / vacation destination: Italy, South Korea, Dubai, France, Japan, etc...

w / worst habit: biting my nails, procrastinating (thanks, ADD!!), avoiding things I don't want to deal with, bottling up my feelings (thanks, depression!!) and worrying too much (thanks, anxiety!!)

x / xrays you have had: both legs, my left elbow (twice), my right shoulder, my right hand, my right foot, my back (an ungodly amount of times), and I've had a handful of MRI’s - my medical history is insane (love being an athlete!!!!!!!!)

y / your favorite food: watermelon, helllllss yeah

z / zodiac sign: cancer (’:
I tag: @annoyingtiger888 @panpan07 @escapade-bts @smolchani @secretlymadeoutofcups @nctreacting @nct-dork and anyone who sees this any wants to do it!
(if you’ve already done this or just don't feel like it then ignore this and sorry for bothering you !!!!)
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