#instead of: Oh okay that sucks

[unholyplumpprincess]

>:I

#princess grumbles #okay brain lemme get this straight #you want attention #badly #and want to spend hours and hours with someone #but you also feel completely rejected and dont want to ask again in a new way #I suppose I could...ask someone else?? #how horrible! i hate when my brain is unwell #it makes it so gd hard to establish contact #i know i Need someone today and I know I Need it quickly before i completely retract #but thats so hard if I feel rejected and dont know how to explain that I feel horrible and terrible #Idk I just wanna be like hey man i dont feel good today #and get a response of Oh shit do u wanna hang out and we can just chill together so u feel better?? #instead of: Oh okay that sucks #Makes me feel...rejected and small #the words Im Used To It linger on my tongue like a knife aimed at my own stomach #how horrible. #guess I'll uhm...just...chill by myself and try hard for that to work out well in my favor #Really wish I was introverted sometimes so id feel happy on my own >:I would make it SO much easier

[sergle]

I'm thinking abt that pretty fall leaves embroidery pattern post and about how like... it is categorically a repost, it's a reupload. right? a thing that is generally disliked. but because it's credited, it's genuinely boosting the artist in question. and it could ALWAYS be like this. reposting content could ALWAYS be a symbiotic relationship, but because sourcing back to the original creator of something is so uncommon, it's just easier to ask people not to repost it at all. and people still don't understand the difference. or they'll go to the effort of cropping out usernames/signatures to repost something, which is More Effort than literally crediting the creator of something you liked enough to want to repost. Like. I literally don't actually care if my own shit gets reposted, you have to understand. I just don't want it STOLEN. But "do not repost" is easier to write on my art than "you can repost this, but don't alter the image/remove my signature, don't you dare write 'credit goes to the artist' because that is not credit, please link back to my original post or someplace that you can actually find me. please use an actual link/url instead of writing a non-clickable link of my username, because making it text instead of a clickable link cuts the number of people who will go to the effort of visiting my own page in Half." All those aggregate themed accounts, those fuckin annoying as hell instagrams and facebook groups that are like "body positive art we love wamen 💕 hashtag feminism" and then MASS-STEAL plus sized art created by women, if pages like these that always go and steal my older self-portraits and other works... If they just put a link to my prints of those pieces in the text of those posts, or, fuck, my commission info page? I would literally be living on the moon right now. I would have a house on the moon

#there is actually nothing morally wrong with running an account that just reuploads ppl's artwork or their jokes or their cosplays #if you just put a VISIBLE LINK in the description of your post with proper credit then it would be beneficial for everyone #because you can get your little clout or whatever it is you want by putting a bunch of same-category content on a page #but nobody's getting fucked over because if your post blows up then people just get FUNNELED to the source #because it's placed so plainly where everyone can see it #and yeah it's better to retweet or reblog but #on the rare occasion that I see my shit reuploaded on tumblr WHICH IS WEIRD BC I MAKE MY OWN POSTS HERE but anyway #someone making their own post where they upload my stuff. and it's always the floral self portraits so let's say it's a post with all those #if I scroll to the bottom and it says like. Artwork by Serglesinner on Twitter <-- clickable link [Sergle's Prints] <-- clickable link #to my etsy #I'm like oh okay and all the anger leaves my body and I'm like ah I see. and I toss the rock aside #like oh okay so you actually care that a person made these pieces. Instead of posting the caption ''women <3'' or smth #like you've GOTTA die if you do that. but if you just link back #or if you go to the effort of writing like a description with a BLURB? like it's a damn museum. like a light paragraph of info #about what the art is and who made it and their links #I am literally sucking you in a strange and peculiar manner. that is extremely helpful #and maybe other artists don't want this AT ALL and they'd rather people not reupload even if it is credited #but I feeeeeeeeel. like 99% of the time this would solve the issue #reposters could genuinely be helping ppl. sometimes the repost gets more traction than the real thing #as long as it credits the creator then that's an okay thing to happen! #that can land somebody a sale! a commission order! a new fan! A JOB #A JOB!!!!!!!!!! #sergle.txt #I didn't write this eloquently AT ALL what the fuck ever barkbarkbarkbark

[ssaalexblake]

Let's be real, some things people say to explain their dislike of the timeless child plot are justifying the allegory the story is portraying 🤷

Some of y'all need to learn to stop at 'I didn't like it' and leave off the questionable opinions on refugees that you don't realise you're even making, bc Yikes 👀

#dw shit #and maybe lay off the insinuation that only blood family is family bc oooffff #you know that thing where somebody says 'i didnt like Thing' and you're like oh okay fine #and then they go on to explain Why they dislike the thing and it's for a messed up reason and you're no longer 'oh okay' you're like #'wow you suck' instead? bc they should have quit while they were ahead? well this is that

[kqluckity]

how some people can look at Zhongli and Venti's dialogue during this Lantern Rite and interpret it as beefing instead of, you know, flirting truly blows my mind? like it's not just what they're saying, but also the way they're saying it. it's flirting, they're flirting. and even if they aren't flirting, that's obviously an inside joke? look at Venti's face when Zhongli acts like they're strangers, does it look like someone who can't stand the other and isn't willing to play along with the other's dumb idea? please. I don't understand how people can still think they hate each other even tho it's established that they're friends, not only through items lore and their own character stories (I really doubt someone like Zhongli would let a guy he hates forge his sigil, let him destroy his precious vase, let him pour wine on his head, and then yearn for him for 500 years bffr), but also in the first Liyue Archon quest Zhongli talks about "a friend from Mondstadt" who used to bring him wine all the time, and Venti has a "refined gentleman friend from Liyue" he wishes he could spend more time with. a friend he still visits often, so much so that madame Ping commissioned Tubby to make a Mondstadt-inspired house for the teapot with good acoustics so he could play inside with no problem.

#oh i heard about the refined liyuean gentleman who ordered tea instead of wine and is very knowledgeable and cute #well I've heard of a bard that is truly elegant and eloquent and whose rhymes are unmatched anywhere #hope this makes sense also yes this makes no sense because it's 11pm and I can't write and and and #also sorry they are melting my brain fr I've been shipping them since 2021 but never felt like sharing here #but now I am so you better suck it up #those two are literally always talking about each other I don't blame Xiao for being a little bit homophobic during that dinner #he needed a breather because of the embarrassing old men and I respect that #xiao: right in front of my salad? what if I killed myself rn? #<- it's what he should've said anyway. it's what transpired from the way he looked at the Traveler tbh #okay I'll stop talking about them for a bit. probably. maybe. but only on here #I'll talk about them especially irl for a little bit longer probably I love them #OKAY I'M SHUTTING THE FUCK UP NOW #Zhongli #Venti #zhongven #genshin impact #gi tag

[bones-of-a-rabbit]

You say "Sun/Moon arranged to be married to someone that's rude to them" I hear "Sun/Moon arranged to be married to Eclipse, when all of them would much rather marry Reader"

THIS IS IT. THIS IS THE MOST CHAOTIC TAKE FOR THE BETROTHED-BUT-IN-LOVE-WITH-A-SERVANT AU THERE COULD POSSIBLY BE. ONE WHOLEASS IDIOT STUPIDING THEIR WAY THROUGH LIFE WHILE THREE WHOLEASS MORONS ARE FRANTICALLY GOOGLING ‘how to tell my crush that I only want to elope with them and forget all about my engagement and live happily with them in a small cottage in the country side for the rest of our lives’

#this is so fucking funny fhsdjfjs #eclipse is like “ok I hate this but I guess it won’t be entirely horrible if I have Reader with me no matter where I go or what happens” #and sun and moon are like “okay we hate this but if it means we get to see that cute valet everyday..” #and then the three of them realize they’re in LOVE WITH THE READER #eclipse lowkey. gets possessive #tries to prioritize all of readers time so they’ll be with him #tries to find any and all reasons to be doing something fun or relaxing with them instead of just. letting them work #sun and moon are SWEATING BULLETS #like OH NO WE’RE IN LOVE WITH THE CUTE VALET #WHAT ARE WE SUPPOSED TO DO WHEN ALL WE CAN THINK ABT IS HOLDING THEIR HANDS OR #*in a tiny scandalized voice* kISSING THEM???? #and reader is like :3 wow I sure hope these guys can get along! #it sucks that they’re arranged but hopefully they can find ways to be happy together! #half a braincell in their stupid lil noggin #asks #anonymous ask #gushing #silly bullshit #au ideas #betrothed au #fnaf sun/moon x reader #fnaf eclipse x reader #bones of a rabbit #god I love ur brain anon

[hall0wedwyrm]

the random urge to play miitopia and put my fankids in to it and see what happens.

#its the superior idea to putting all of Void Crew into it instead #I watched my sister play it once and I was like huh that looks silly #and I heard it's got a cult following? and also I love tomodachi life I might do the same thing. #look... the brainrot is so strong rn and I need to like.... #express it in a way that's not gonna suck all of my attention away okay? #I could also draw moments... that happen....... oh my god......... #miitopia #fankids

[sortanonymous]

Just remembered this one comment I had on AO3 (kinda forgot the fic) and now I can't stop imagining Elfilis as Elvis Presley.

#kirby #kirby memes #fecto elfilis #kirby elfilis #elfilis #elvis presley #elvis presely memes #kirby and the forgotten land #this is like by far the most i've ever gotten from elfilis's existence and to say it isn't close would be an understatement #they should have taken up being a rockstar instead of a ruthless monster and mediocre final boss #okay i'll stop the elf hot takes for a bit now #if i could draw for crap i'd totally draw elfilis doing elvis cosplay #maybe even replacing elvis with elfilis on the covers of those songs #btw those are still the only elvis songs i really know about #apart from blue christmas mainly because my mom likes singing it in intentionally off-key ways during the holidays #i guess i inherited more from her than i thought but that's a different story #i may send an ask to someone about this but i can't help but feel bad sending any asks to artists just 'cause my skills suck #oh yeah also i've never heard “jailhouse rock” i just know about it but just move on with your life anyway #move on from imagining elfilis having a past as a rockstar before going psycho and becoming a murderous monster

[thedevotionaltour]

karen is MY special white woman. my problematic fave. because i understand why she sucks. i think in order to be allowed to be a karen fan you have to actually understand why she sucks. if you don't understand why she sucks then you're a bad karen fan i think.

#i think one of fhe reasons i dont like many of her fans and what made me feel :| about liking her at first is her many like. #unconditional supporters i think. and i get it. a lot of it comes from how misogynistic ppl are about her. but like. she also sucks mega bad #this is also mostly show fans. not many ppl are talking about her in a comic context. but it's like. #there is a difference from defending her from the very real misogyny against her VS defending her every move #the same way there is a big difference between critiquing her and analyzing her as a character vs straight up misogynist hate #but it's like. oughhhhh not enough of you get her. to be fair despite my jokes i know i cant claim to mega understand her either #but i think i give a lot more thought than some others do about her. #also all her wrongs are honest to god equivalent to many other male characters in this series in terms of ''''Bad Person''''. #but we get more of a focus on it bc she is the love interest. #but like. foggy is also deeply ableist to matt too. and rude as a friend to him for a long time. #and matt sucks so bad himself. and is /deeply/ misogynist for a long time in comics. #they all have their faults and when i think about that im like it really is no sin to like her. bc many other characters in terms of the #things people very validly crit about her. not many others of this cast are better! #and it's fine. bc it's who they are as people in their story. bc this is how real life often is and of course they will not hold the same #beliefs as you the real person who can often know better than them. due to also living in a very different time period from their creations #+ where most of these runs take place. #OKAY IM DONE TLDR I like karen! she sucks! but so does everyone else in this series! so i have let myself learn it is fine #but also. ohhhhh my beef with show karen. very different from my beef with comics karen. i have a lot of very specific beef with show karen #but also. a lot of that comes less from her as a character (MAJORITY OF THE TIME. DEFINITELY TIMES WHERE IT IS OF HER OWN AS A CHARACTER BUT #STILL IMPACTED BY) THE. HM. ATTITUDES OF THAT WRITING ROOM. THE VERY PISS POOR RACIST ATTITUDES OF THAT WRITING ROOM. #so trust me. trust me i doooooo understand the hate. but there is still a hefty majority of misogyny fueled hate about her instead of her #actual character flaws and the beliefs she has and holds and acts on. #but oh a karen lover who hates elektra in show well it makes me wish that blond woman would get laser shot. #but that is besides the point. point is i love comics karen and i think it's interesting to analyze and view her #my romance comic leading lady trapped in a cape comic<\3 #static.soundz

[pallases]

ourgejjg

#i am feeling so ill rn for no reason and i need to shower and wash my hair so bad but i can tell if i do it rn it’ll make the #lightheadedness ten times worse and there is a nonzero chance i will just pass out in there 😭 #best guess is bc my period started today and yeah the first two days suck but they’re not usually This bad #personal #also this is the last thing i need rn it’s tech week and all rehearsals lately have been going/are going to go till 10 pm and i have no tim #to do all my assignments and my probability prof assigned a lab today that’s due TMRW AT MIDNIGHT? <- we usually get a class period btwn #it being assigned and the deadline and he’s not even giving us until the next class period to do it now like why is it due at midnight #instead of noon the next day… also i have not one but two exams immediately following this weekend and i really want to see my family for #easter but that sounds like such a bad idea im so unproductive at home and i’ll be busier than usual when i go home on top of that bc easte #and one of the exams is circuits for which exams are worth 90% of our grade and im averaging a 74% at the moment which is NOT #promising and. AAAAA #also have an exam this thursday which imnot nearly as worried abt but still. and i have to meet w someone abt a scholarship tmrw during my #free period so i Still can’t work on that stupid lab due tmrw night like. this sucks okay ‼️ #the engineering chronicles #the music chronicles #i know it was only a matter of time before musical started stressing me out but 😭 please give me back the joys of saturday’s rehearsal… #oh also there’s ANOTHER probability lab due day after easter and same day as circuits exam and the prof is the same so he knows full well #what he’s doing like. why are you not giving us the usual period in btwn for these anymore fuck you <3 #OH ALSO soldering qualification i need to do for like 3 hours wednesday the night before my thursday exam. nearly forgot abt that one i hat #it hereeee #soldering i could reschedule tho which i might do. but ive already pushed it back once so im like :/ do i really wanna do that #idk. still feel sick as fuck and still need to do physics prelab tonight 😭 it shouldn’t take long but i really don’t want to get up and #stare at my computer even more ifeel so awful rn #ANYWAY. sorry that was oversharing even for me i am just 😐 you know.

[running-in-the-dark]

got a new hard drive (had to, no space left 😔), so I'm using that as a reason to completely reorganise my files (mostly shows, movies etc)

I'm having such a good time 💖

#not sarcasm! it's so fun #the only thing that sucks is that I managed to break sonarr somehow. didn't touch a thing but okay sure #I'll figure it out #I've got to wait for a couple cables that we had to order anyway before I can start moving stuff around #I've been sooo frustrated with how chaotic everything has been so this is gonna be great #but yeah I've had to delete so much stuff already (not at all because I've been downloading too much John Larroquette stuff or anything... #😬😬) #and I've been complaining about it every day so my husband bought me a new hard drive 🙈 #still not enough space but it'll do for now #I always think 'oh I'm not a data hoarder! I don't have nearly as much stuff as those guys on reddit or wherever!' but like. it's not #because I don't WANT to save all of it #I only have *checks* 16 TB now with the new hard drive. I'd absolutely get a bunch of 20 TB ones if I could but no instead I spend money on #dumb shit lol #anyway yay I can stop deleting movies! very exciting #lol if anything I'm a hard drive hoarder.... I've got 7 internal ones and 3 external ones now. #yeah I just add new ones and don't remove any #I don't even wanna say it because I'll jinx it but. I've never had a hard drive fail. in over 20 years of having computers. I'm scared it's #gonna happen but 🤷 so far it hasn't lol #well one external one started failing but it went gradually not all at once. so I was able to move everything off of it first #and I mean I have backups of everything that's important! but not any of the media stuff 😬 it wouldn't be awful but it'd definitely make me #sad because I'm sure there's things there's that I couldn't find anymore #personal

[oblivions-dawn]

I love Serana ❤ I love her so much ❤❤

#Senu Dialogue #Best way to fight against Serana hate? With Serana love uwu #You can hate her but you're an idiot <3333 #You hate her because she's an NPC not because she's 'written poorly' #Or whatever sorry pathetic excuse you've blamed it on instead #The NPC mechanics suck! They do!! And it's okay #But Serana is easily one of the best written characters and it's a shame that a lot of you simply don't see it <3 #Oh well that's why I'm writing fanfiction <3333

[sucktacular]

Who up spending all day not drinking liquids and then wondering why they have a head ache and feel like a husk?

#sucktacular sucks #it me the ps5 #i had a cup of ice tea. a tiny bottle of apple juice. and some sips of water... #but i also scrubbed the fuck out of our whole bathroom and the entire stair case #and it was hot and humid as shit today #and i had to shower a second time today cuz i Genuinely Had To Clean the stairs for saftey and biohazard reasons #that are unrelated to me and not done by me and its a whole thing i wont share here but #ANYWAY I was scrubbing the fuck out of this house today sweaty and sticky and yucky and disgusting #and yet #i neglect... #to simply hydrate my own ass #sitting here writing this instead of doing anything about it 👍 #(ill go get some water i guess finneeee) #also i fucking - okay this is funny #i was at my partners (3 hrs away + not in canada) and we were about to leave to go back to my place #and i said OH WAIT I FORGOT MY WATER BOTTLE and go back in the house and grab my bottle and we go #we get to my house and i look at my partner and i say.... i forgot my actual water bottle.... and theyre like HOW!!! #well see i was preoccupied getting the gatorade bottle id been using to hold my water with for the past few days #and neglected to collect my actual contigo water bottle out of the dish rack cuz i had just deep cleaned it.... #so anyway im boo boo the fool and now i gotta gatorade bottle my water cuz i left my stupid fucking ACTUAL bottle behind #😭😭😭 #ill get it back eventually but damn we wont be havin easy sippins for a moment #end stories :)

[deus-ex-mona]

ice cream ✨always✨ makes everything better!!!!

#like today… i had a seriously horrible very bad day :( #so i went out to buy like $20 worth of ice cream and now both my wallet and heart feel lighter than before!!!!! #ok fr though i needa rant about my day here in the tags just to get it all off my chest in case i snap at the interns tomorrow lol #this morning one of the mfing titration machines kept giving wonky results >:( #so i just filled its stupid job queue thing with tons of repeats so that it could just run on its own while i did other things instead #then this intern came in and said ‘i’ll take care of these few machines!!!’ and yanked the probe out of the test solution… #all while the thing was still running ಠ‿ಠ and welp time wasted? time wasted. #and this other titration units kept giving invalid blank values for the entire day which sucked bc it was our best unit >:( #then this higher up lady checked the machine and found precipitates in the burette. yeah too bad she only found it like an hour before 5 ಠ‿ಠ #that machine worked properly after it was cleaned out though. as expected of our best unit~ #but while those 2 units were deceased there were 2 other units that were up and running #except this random maintenance guy halted one of the unit’s runs to do some pointless check and wasted good ol’ testing time for nothing >:( #all’s fine! we still had one unit!! :)))) right??? :)))) #…yeah no. while i was out submitting some results during the last hour of the workday the computer mfing restarted itself #i came back from the dude’s office to see the computer on the lock screen. ‘haha very funny who locked this?’ i thought as i keyed in the pw #oh *no* it restarted itself. while the units were mid-run. in other words the samples had to be re-keyed in、 #the then-currently running samples had to be reweighed，and i still don’t know who restarted the computer >:( #to top it all off，that intern from earlier kept wandering over to pat my back and ask ‘are you okay?’ #pls i literally hate human contact pls don’t touch me you’re making this worse ಥ‿ಥ #call me ungrateful but i was pretty close to snapping on her. sorry intern. you’re the capable intern too… #unlike that intern who dropped part of the equipment into the waste container while she was supposed to be washing it >:( #i hate titration soooooooo much :( i can’t wait to try out extra dangerous titration tomorrow :( #i get to play with acids this time i think? sounds like a recipe for disaster if you ask me— #anyway sorry if you read all that lmao. stay hydrated and eat tons of ice cream for a good time ok? #mona monday

[chemicalbrew]

I can't sleep and I had a miserable time today going through my backlog whee

#the first game sucked ass another the second feels like it tipped its hand early so i don't want to come back #the third is alright and cozy and i won't mind writing about it if it keeps being good but it's funny because. #part of the premise is literally the same as aitsf and i just finished it <3 tropes #oh i also tried shovel knight yesterday and i was in misery bc all this game knows is instant death pits and spikes with poor checkpoints #so many games i think i got bc random people said they were okay and the more shit like that i try the more I realize how hard it is #to break out of my niche!!! #i need to start playing something closer to my niche so i can actually have fun instead of wanting to rip everything to shreds #or maybe I need to do something else for a bit like getting into wtnv again #anyway im fine in the grand scheme of things probably I'm just bored #and once again pissed at how hard it is to find good platformers #zero.txt #i think i will also have slept weird for two days in a row which isn't helping. oh well

[violentdevotion]

I had multiple dreams last night.

I had a bf </3

someone in my family got bit by a zombie </3

some guy made me explain narrative structure to him </3

#ameera speaks #1 expanded) it was someone ik in real life 😔 which sucks soooo bad anyway he was at mine and we were watching a movie in my bed on my #laptop < (loser behaviour) and okay so im lying by referring to him as my bf bc we were just friends in the dream but then he started like #acting well intimate and i wasnt not into it so i was like hey whats going on here and we had a talk and then i had to sneak him out of my #house. dream 2) zombie apocalypse im in my room my nephews and nieces come in and i usher them out. the world is the samw just + zombies. #like think covid when it was dire but schools were still open? (my dream was a commentary on the countries failures to manage covid) so i #usher my neohews and nieces out and i make a comment to my sister in law like ooh im scared one of them got bit and my nephew was like some #girl bit me at school today and i told his mum and i stayed in my room and like an hour later i rang her like whats the update #and she was like oh yeah and came into my room to find my journal on zombie stuff and sge was like should i just cut off his arm and i was #idk try but if that doesnt work youre gonna have to... and she was SO CASUALLL !!!! and as she was leaving she started like picking things #up off the floor and i made a comment like your sons dying and youre sweeping and she was like way harsh tai and i woke up #that one was a commentsry on covid and also how i might be too mean to my sister in laws sometimes #3) i was in a library with friends researching smth and some asian guy sits on our table turns his back to us and talks to his friends. #then he starts playing music loudly from his phone and i move back to my table and as im walking he stops me and starts talking to some #girl on the table next to mine who he knows and is like hey i have an assignment due where i have to write a compelling narrative from my #own life ur clever can u help and she was a stem girly and went highschool with me and she pointed at me like ask her she does english #and he was like no u just tell me and she started helping him but i felt the advice she was giving was.. bad. so i interrupted like dont #you think that you should do __ instead and we had a discussion about it till i woke up. < that dream was a commentary on how useless my #degree is and how i wish it wasnt useless

[cuntylittlesalmon]

…😐

#insurance rejected the claim from the corpse cleaners #so now i guess. i get to face down a $30k bill yahoo #<- i’m not gonna be financially ruined by this it just sucks #bc i got a phone call this morning telling me i just need to #pay the deductible which was $2.3k and now it’s like #oh! sorry we lied you gotta pay $28k on top of that teehee #i love. living in the united states. /heavy sarcasm #(and mind this is on top of like $7k in legal fees and the $140k mortgage) #frustrating but. we’ll be fine. #just letting people in on just how much it costs to die #oh yeah. his memorial/cremation costs were like $6k but thankfully he had funerary insurance thru his #job so they took care of that for us 👍 #edit: oh okay because the company we used for bio cleanup are literal angels it’ll be at most like 15k instead since we’re paying ourselves #anyway why the fuck do you pay for insurance if you can’t ever use it damn