#instantpot for personal use and am apprehensive abt putting my name down next to like dish soap toilet cleaner etc 🥴 loike theeeee cringe.

[pepprs]

presidential alert the girls are beginning to confront the fact that when they m*ve o*t they may not be coming back.... 🤭

#one of my future roomies 🥰🥰🥰🥰 made a spreadsheet so we can keep track of who’s bringing what for the kitchen and bathroom and first of all #i am so ficking scared to tell my roommates that i... am the way i am and live the way i live and that is why i am bringing my own #instantpot for personal use and am apprehensive abt putting my name down next to like dish soap toilet cleaner etc 🥴 loike theeeee cringe. #of it all. but also like. damn i am going to be responsible for buying us... a dish rack! and a utensil organizer! and a toilet brush! #like almost as if.. i am moving into a new place and living in it and those things are not bei ng provided for me and i have to provide them #for US.... 🤔 and a little over. a yr from now when i gr*duate i may take some of these things and move into my own place w them? w new ppl? #or the same ppl. but either way... maybe not back here to my childhood home. probably not back here to my childhood home if i know what’s #good for me and the last couple of weeks have cast considerable doubt on my ability to know what’s good for myself but like. hm. hm... hm. #it’s the way i am so deeply ensconced in life here and the thought of separating myself from it.. LITCHERALLY makes my chest seize up even #tho i also desperately want it so fucking bad. lol. and it’s still a couple months away but also ITS JUST A COUPLE MONTHS AWAY! FUCK! #in many ways it’s a lot better than getting ready to st*dy abr*ad and leave everything and everyone i know and love behind bc like. i know t #this place it’s close to home. and i know the people who will be there and they are going to be better for me i thjnk. but like it’s also so #much worse and scarier bc it’s so much more permanent even tho it’s only 9 months but like i literaly.... um i think this is me moving out #of my childhood home for good actually 😳 i think this is what im realizing this is 😳 and it’s ummm a lot to thjnk abt. so i will not 😌 #purrs #m*ving o*t tag