I found me in you. I felt home in your arms. I lost myself when you left. Where is my home, now that you’re not here?
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carrying you with me, always 🫀🔒
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′′ If we ever stop talking, and you don’t know how to come back, send me a song.”
-Begin Again(2013)
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Dido - Here with Me (Official Video)
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There is nothing worse than the feeling of tighness, pain, and sadness in your chest when experiencing heartbreak. It never gets easier, either.
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Merry Christmas Dad! 🎄🎄🎄 love You! #rip #imissyou #imissyousomuch #merrychristmas #xmas #christmas2022 #xmas2022 #mydad #myfather #loveyou @cofchrist @heroesandvillainscollectibles @brujita.lorenzo #family #father (at Jefferson Barracks National Cemetery) https://www.instagram.com/p/CnVVyejueZf/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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So true……#imissyousomuch https://www.instagram.com/p/Ck8_BIvpyPK/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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Morning vibes. #musicislife #nowplaying #imissyousomuch #tlc https://www.instagram.com/p/Chlafvgv6M8/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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I remember you saying that once you break up with someone, you write them off completely.
I remember writing to you that there wasn't any turning back.
I'm so impulsive, stubborn, overly passionate, hopeless romantic, and I let you in. All those warm, loving feelings had left with you. I'm trying not to blame myself for how I allowed this to unravel. I'm sorry I made you feel past traumas that seem to still be raw for you... I feel like I lost a huge chuck of me and this pain isn't gone yet. I know it's unfair to you to ask so much, to reach out to me and give me the final blow. Instead, you have done what you said you would...
I have been written off. 6 days... it's still raw... it still hurts... I went full rogue and typed a storm and forced my feelings on you. I'm sorry. That's not very considerate of me. I wished you loved me enough to reach out and try to mend this. I wish we could've stayed together and plan for a future together.
Now I see, I was just someone who did meet your expectations. Your wants and your needs. You deserve to have those met.
We both deserve that, but I want you and need you. I chose you, but you didn't choose me back. I thought we were each other's kindred spirit... We had a great romance, I had a great romance with you. Your goofiness, kindness, gentle words, and patience were there, but I guess I was too much for you. That wasn't who I am, what I am is a friend who is wanting to support and be present for another. That's where we couldn't see eye to eye.
So I lay and wait until this feelings drip away with every tear.... pouring out until these feelings finally so fall with pain of loss... I just want to take that breath of acceptance that you aren't coming back into my life... I just want to fast forward to forgetting... but here I am... feeling and filling this sea of tears I'm currently still crying out for you.
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Today is my mom’s heavenly birthday, this photo of me touching her coffin one last time came up as an IOS memory today. Can’t help but remember how much I miss her, and how badly it sucks that Phoenix never got to meet her. Every positive trait I posses was taught to me by her, perseverance, hard work, charity and volunteering, cooking and my sense of humor. Till we meet again ❤️❤️❤️ . . . . . #missingyoualways #happyheavenlybirthday #happybirthdaymom #gonebutnotforgotten #gonebutneverforgotten #iwishyouwerehere ##imissyousomuch #missingyoualways #missingmymom (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CgPN60GrC-n/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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There have been better days recently but it doesn't change the conflict and sadness much. Less crying and a bit more numbness. Memory triggers are still everyday, everywhere, and everything. Today was productive though! Did this, voted, and got a pedicure. Hoorah. Lyrics this time are from "I Miss You So Much" by TLC. #dailydoodle #art #design #illustration #lettering #typography #red #black #white #lyrics #tlc #imissyousomuch (at Chicago, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/CfDG7OGrKs-/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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Three years ago heaven gained an angel! Spike will be forever in our hearts! 🐾🙏🏻❤️ #ourforeverangel #spiketikhonov #imissyousomuch #myfirstlove #foreverinmyheart (at Reston, Virginia) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cev7pv3AtQC/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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