#im struggling so much

[youreternallover]

My app where I write things down now lags every time I open Kiras folder.. damn. I didn’t even write that much 😭 why is it already lagging, I have way more in Laylas folder yet it doesn’t lag.

#🌑 eclipse’s ramblings #Attempt number two today to try and draw #It’s awdul #im struggling so much #Never wanting to pick up a pen again #might write today if I give up drawing

[diesaur]

why does all of my artistic talent lie hidden in bara furry art what if i want to draw an anime girl

#im struggling so much

[monzterzack]

i shouldn’t complain, but a life tied to work is not fully living

#im struggling so much #in two steps from doing stupid shit #i dont wanna slave away forever #i dont #my hands hurt

[ajokeformur-ray]

My feet are so sore from the 28k I have to put them through every day but I don't have a day off until tomorrow so that means there's a seven hour shift which involves 28k steps between me and my body getting some rest and hhhhh I just don't wannaaaaaaa😭😭😭😭😭

But Arthur probably felt like this every day and he still got up and did what he had to do, so I'll drag myself outta bed once I post this. Hhhhh I'm so tired but work, come home, study and then after THAAAAAAT maybe there's time for me to write like I haven't been able to in weeks and then I can sleep and then tomorrow is a day off so I'll have to study as hard as I can because I'm three weeks behind with an assignment due because work is a lot and also I'm really tired when I get home because my job demands everything from me except a virgin sacrifice and I don't wanna study so I usually just do like a page or two when really I should be doing so much more buuuut I can't.

Hhhhhh okay Arthur. Also would be tired. Also would have sore feet. Also wouldn't want to get up. And he would. He would he would he would...

Come on, feet.💔

#im struggling so much #💔

[transgenderfreak]

if i had to do coding for a living i would become a chronic smoker and alcoholic

#something against dogs #IM STRUGGLING SO MUCH #i can’t do this #i was born to make little graphs on excel not whatever this is

[oswin-remains]

If anyone could recommend some good aromantic books please that would be very very helpful, im going through it and have repressed everything even after coming to terms with the fact (thought i might be aro before reading loveless by alice oseman but it solidified after that i probably was)

#aromantic #alice oseman #osemanverse #loveless #georgia warr #im struggling so much #im so jealous of people that feel romantic feelings #im starving for representation

[zekkopunks]

drawing ranboo with slightly more big arms instead of skinny twigs has been a harder adjustment than his eye reveal

#im struggling so much #I just suck at drawing limbs in general

[armandism]

the boss fight against william at the reactor pisses me off so much

#like i understand what i have to do #i understand how it works #and yet #im struggling so much #i felt it was easier during the leon story #had better weapons for it

[sims3melancholic]

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[inkskinned]

love when men cry about body hair bc "it's hygiene" and yet 15% of cis men leave the bathroom without washing their hands at all and an additional 35% only just wet their hands without using soap. that is nearly half of all men. that means statistically you have probably shaken hands with or been in direct contact with one of these people.

love when men say that women "only want money" when it turns out that even in equal-earning homes, women are actually adding caregiver burdens and housework from previous years, whereas men have been expanding leisure time and hobbies. in equal-earning households, men spend an average of 3.5 hours extra in leisure time per week, which is 182 hours per year - a little over a week of paid vacation time that the other partner does not receive. kinda sounds like he wants her money.

love that men have decided women are frail and weak and annoying when we scream in surprise but it turns out it's actually women who are more reliable in an emergency because men need to be convinced to actually take action and respond to the threat. like, actually, for-real: men experience such a strong sense of pride about their pre-supposed abilities that it gets them and their families killed. they are so used to dismissing women that it literally kills them.

love it. told my father this and he said there's lies, damned lies, and statistics. a year ago i tried to get him to evacuate the house during a flash flood. he ignored me and got injured. he has told me, laughing, that he never washes his hands. he has said in the last week that women are just happier when we're cooking or cleaning.

maybe i'm overly nostalgic. but it didn't used to feel so fucking bleak. it used to feel like at least a little shameful to consider women to be sheep. it just feels like the earth is round and we are still having conversations about it being flat - except these conversations are about the most obvious forms of patriarchy. like, we know about this stuff. we've known since well before the 50's.

recently andrew tate tried to justify cheating on his partner as being the "male prerogative." i don't know what the prerogative for the rest of us would be. just sitting at home, watching the slow erosion of our humanity.

#writeblr #warm up #ps edited so it is more clear where “half” of men is coming from: #15% literally don't even touch water #an ADDITIONAL 35% ''wash'' by just running their hands under water WITHOUT SOAP #15+35 =50% #like that is not washing ur hands. go back and use soap #btw the numbers for women are 4% never washing and 15% ''just water'' #which is still gross but like. sooo much better yikes #ps i know we're all gay on this site but watching ppl ''correct'' my math on this has been wild #i have a learning disability im genuinely bad at math so i check EVERY time someone corrects me #but no they're just confidently wrong..... #182 hours is a week babes. 182/24 (number of hours in a day) is ~7.6 #that's where i got that number from. also from rent we know there's 168 hours in a week. #ALSO btw if u read this and ur response is ''men are also struggling rn tho'' like babe you missed the point of it tho #this doesn't even make fun of men it's legit just pointing out that bigotry against women isn't founded #in anything men actually CARE about . like they don't actually CARE about ''being clean'' when they make fun of armpit hair #or they would be WASHING THEIR HANDS. #men pretend to be rollin' in cash and Apex Predators and instead they are trained to be lazy and unwilling to act in emergencies #i have never and will never make fun of men for asking for more support on important topics like DV and mental health. #this is so clearly not about men; it's about how common just being plainly misogynistic has become. #like they don't try to hide it anymore.

[jusblaz]

goodness gracious my mental health is appalling, crying throwing up etc 

#i cant take it anymore girlies #im struggling so much

[medicalunprofessional]

sorry guys they finally showed me peak fiction . Its called “phantom of the paradise”

#phantom of the paradise #potp #winslow leach #swan potp #nightmaretheater #these were all done on the same canvas and i spent over 20 hours on it. Its just that good you know #Sorry this movie is making me VICIOUSLY IRREGULAR. its just that good. You have to watch it Now #i hope you dont mind the billion belts i have gifted winslow. she deserves them #lalalalal i love redesigning characters a little teeny weeny bit #Honestly. I want to draw swan more. I hate him so much but hes like really interesting. Im going to put him in situations #I miiight have changed a few details . giggle #…:i just had to give him a cool mark & blonde eyelashes Giggles #anyways i love ur shiny metal teeth winslow *thinks about the metaphorical implications and dehumanization for 10 hours* #So hard to draw her helmet sometimes… But i will willingly struggle . It is Okay! #anyways. Watch this movie now or suffer my curse

[pidgeypidge]

The Wolf

#fenris #dragon age #dragon age 2 #da2 #fenris dragon age #my art #im really proud of the hair on this i struggle with hair so much

[turtletoria]

im so late but here's my full page for the @destinationunownzine !!! my little crossover was submas with fnaf hehe ^_^ this was really fun to do (despite all the trials and tribulations)!!

#fnaf #five nights at freddy's #submas #emmet #ingo #turtlearts #there's so much id like to change here but im still pretty proud of this overall! #ive never drawn a genuine background before so this was soooo hard. i struggled with the composition so much LOL #hopefully nothing doesnt look too wonky and the composition isnt too busy or confusing . haha. <- in pain #oh and the colors in the cmyk profile............good lird. the color struggle is real

[bloominglegumes]

still thinking about robots in love

#im trying so hard to work with the kibble instead of around it is it obvious how much im struggling with how clunky they are #uhh tags tags #tf idw #mtmte #lost light #dratchet #drift #ratchet #also i assume ratchets toolbox thing and drifts scabbards can be taken off #my art

[vampireposter]

meeting wyll at the grove, as someone who the tieflings trust enough to train their children, says so much about him. it's so sad that he doesn't get explored in acts 2-3 as deeply as the other companions, when his problems are equally intense. the average player probably long rests once before coming across the grove, but even if not, in that time wyll has already proven to the tieflings that they can rely on the Blade of Frontiers.

this is the immediate first thing he chooses to do after being condemned to slow death via ceremorphosis. his priority list in the first conversations with tav is: 1) hunt down a dangerous devil, 2) help zevlor with the goblins, 3) once nothing threatens the tieflings he will gladly search for a tadpole cure. wyll is perpetually his own last priority, and i wonder if it has to do with the lore about souls.

if he believes mind flayers' souls have been destroyed, and fiend warlocks will all have their souls sent to the hells after death, then becoming a mind flayer isn't the worst possible way for him to die. he would never become a mindless monster to save his own soul, but he's not gripped by horror the way that some of the other origin characters are. lae'zel has been made revoltingly impure to her people, astarion is terrified of losing the scrap of bodily autonomy he just regained, gale is guilt-ridden over the orb detonation if he dies, shadowheart has to survive to prove herself to her cult leader, and karlach has also just regained bodily autonomy and is desparate to live.

this is just another quest for the Blade, whose persona guards wyll ravengard against the vice of self-concern when he ought to be concerned for those in need.

#wyll ravengard #bg3 #writing a wyll pov thing in order to roleplay harder in my durge playthrough & ive become obsessed w him #i love him so much. he doesnt even really get to realize in-game how traumatized he is and in act 3 he has not healed any really #come here wyll we are going to learn about self care. you & durge need to overcome the desire to give up your lives for your fathers ideals #faerun doesnt have LMHCs so wyll gets my durge who currently thinks he is (a miserable failure of) a cleric of ilmater. #this fic is practice for my 'ascended tavastarion struggle to quit being Like That' character study thing wherein i am struggling w dialogu #loving working on both. im in my little dollhouse making my toys try out lines until they fit #vampireposted