#im really fucking proud of this sksksks

[golbrocklovely]

OH oh goddamn *finger snaps like at a slam poetry reading* brb i need to grab my marshmallows so i can roast them over this fire.

you said it. every. word. damn. i have nothing to add. i agree with everything. and i think it's perfectly fine we talk about this stuff here where it doesn't directly impact them nor does it stir up drama with the bebé's in the mosh pit. so i don't think you're a hypocrite and i will throw a drop bear at anyone who says otherwise.

lmfao "aww, you're upset i'm fucking your man? TOO BAD WOMP WOMP" the way I just pissed myself laughing rn. im such a private person when it comes to my personal life, especially when i'm in a relationship. bc im also a bit protective/possessive of my mans. like not in a toxic way, but definitely in a 'his wellbeing is priority no.1.' if i was dating anyone who had some kind of following, i would want to protect his privacy and always ask him before posting something with him in it. bc you know damn well i'd be feeding his fanbase and they'd be eating good.

a little possessive/protectiveness is alright if it isn't toxic. it's hot when a guy is like 'you're mine and i'm yours and i will protect that with my whole life.' but when it starts interfering with day to day life or starting fights, then it's unhealthy.

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exactly. i like that this is a space that snc aren't on, and we can come here and say what we want without the fear of snc (for the most part) seeing it. i also feel like out of all the platforms, bc this side of the fandom runs a bit older (usually 20+), we're actually able to have discussions without it getting too crazy.

and if snc see anything on here, it's bc they searched for it. on twitter and insta, they can't help what they see. but here… they would have to purposefully search to find things about them and at that point you kinda deserve to see stuff lol

i mean personally i am a relatively private person, but i'm also someone that would shout it from the rooftops if i had a significant other. if i'm proud of you, i'm your biggest cheerleader. so it would be hard for me to not post anything. and in the hypothetical, if i was dating sam or colby (or whoever really), of course i would ask first if it was okay to post things. but i will add, i don't do well when ppl tell me what to do with my life, so if i had a bunch of asshole fans in my dms telling me i wasn't good enough…. let's just say for every comment like that, another picture of me making out with colby would be posted lmao

and yesssss. a little bit of protectiveness and possessiveness is hot. there is a layer to it. but once you cross the threshold of "you can't go out wearing that, you can't see this guy, don't look at anyone else" shit like that…. oh FUCK no and FUCK you lol

at that point, that's a you problem, buddy. i'm not the one being jealous and weird and dictator-y. get help, bc that shit RUINS healthy relationships so fast.

and good, i love a good discount sksksk

#ask #personal

[hemolimfa]

😡😡😡

#jUST FUCKING KISS ME OR IDK HOW MANY FLIRTING DO YOU NEED #IDK HAVE U EVEN NOTICED IM FLIRTING WITH U FOR MONTHS OR XDDD EVEN EVEN A YEAR AND IT MAKES ME KINDA A HORRIBLE PERSON BUT YEAH #i kinda be doin this for a long time IM A LIBRA #yes #just 😡😡😡 #hey u wanna datemate IM HERE and we dont even have to DATE AT ALL CAUSE LIKE ITS FINE FOR ME TO BE IN AN INDEPENDENT OPEN RELATIONSHIP #ok i flirt with a lot of people......... if u know me irl you cant even spot who am i talking about AND IM PROUD OF IT #incognito #I LITERALLY MAY TALK BOUT ANYONE RN CAUSE I FLIRT WITH EVERYONE SKSKSK #but yeah there's this person i flirt with A LOT MORE than with everyone else AND I SUCK AT IT #CAUSE I CANT FLIRT WITH PEOPLE IM REALLY ATTRACTED TOXDDDDD I JUST CANT #ok vent post #personal

[letstalkaboutfandomsbaby]

not to get 2 real but your post earlier about your ancestors being excited to see you as you are today vs. changing your body to fit a “standard”… helps. To hear someone say. I really hope someday I can embrace that kind of acceptance and love of myself even if it takes a long time. I don’t want to hate my fat body, but it’s hard to love it on my own, with no framework to follow.

Hello lovely, i hope you're doing well. I'm happy to hear that my spur of the moment posts help in some way bc tbh sometimes i feel like im just speaking into a void and it's nice to know that the stuff i say isn't just gone with the wind sksksk

I completely understand where you're coming from and i can relate. For the majority of my life i have disliked my body, pretty much from middle school through college, and it's taken a lot of work to get to this place of self love and acceptance. I'm not going to pretend like it's easy bc it does take a lot of work, but omg im so much happier as a result. I still have my moments of doubt, which is natural, but overall my love for myself is far beyond what it used to be and im so happy for it.

Ik it's not easy to love yourself, especially with how society treats fat people, but practice and repetition is a proven way to help you change your image of yourself. Positive affirmations repeated daily may not seem like a lot, but human brains are suprisingly simple and once something is repeated enough, it becomes real to us. Even if you dont believe yourself at first when you say "I'm beautiful", if you say it enough times eventually you WILL believe it and once you get to that point you are going to feel such a sense of relief. I highly recommend researching cognitive behavioral therapy bc it played a huge factor in improving my self esteem and developing self love.

It's kinda funny, but i like to fantasize about my ancestors a lot, at least more than the average person. I'm white, i don't have a very detailed family history or a distinct culture so my experiences are different from others, but occassionally I'll think about a distant ancestor from Germany and what she was like. I imagine her pregnant, rubbing her belly, hoping that the harvest this year will be large enough to support her newborn during the winter months, and then i imagine the pure love she feels for her child. I imagine how she viewed her baby growing up and not caring about looks bc we didn't have an advanced society to tell us how we should and shouldn't look in order to be attractive, and i think about that child running around and picking flowers and the mother imagining how her grandchildren will look and act and just being so thankful that her child is healthy and safe and has survived so much. It seems silly but i imagine a lineage of women, mothers who want nothing but the best for their babies, who work tirelessly in order to keep them alive so they may pass on their own DNA to another offspring and continue to survive despite it all. Sometimes i imagine this with ancient primate ancestors too, animals who have no worries besides food and shelter and reproduction, and i think about how simple it all was and how despite societies and their influences, we as humans are still very simple and should treat ourselves as such. You are not fat because you are lazy or too indulgent or a failure. You're fat because your body stores energy in higher quantities. You're fat bc your ancestors were fat and survived and passed their genes onto you. You're fat bc people went through famine and disease outbreaks and lived and were able to keep going and have children. That's all there is to it. Fuck society's views and diet culture and all this unnecessary bullshit that has no meaning whatsoever. You are an amalgam of DNA that has accumulated over millions of years and has resulted in someone so unique that not even the world's greatest scientists can accurately label every gene in your body. You should be proud of that.

ANYWAYS this got way too long sksksk forgive me. I hope you have a good day 💕

#ask #this is kind of a ramble but i hope it helps in some way #i got off track sksksk

[punkcryptids]

LIFE IS STRANGE 2 EPISODE 3

okay, so throughout the recent life is strange games i have made posts such as this one; I would make a bullet-point list of my ideas and thoughts of the game, certain little lines or details and shit. i did this for the farewell episode, i think before the storm (at least one of the episodes), and captain spirit. i tried to do this for life is strange 2, but Tumblr fucking killed itself when i tried, like i even restarted the fucking episode to redo it. so i don't think ive done these for life is strange 2, but honestly they're a lot of fun to rant out my opinions of the game and the little details and shit so, without further ado, here's this -spoiler full- little list.

also, little sidenote: i had no clue this was supposed to come out, i heard jack shit about it so like, the day after it was released i saw an article, googled it, and fucking died and felt so stupid. so anyways. let's begin.

*spoilers ahead, ill tag the post too but smh once got anon hate over this shit*

ok just to start this off, the little like "last time on life is strange" refresher is really nice and unique and i fucking love it still

the wolf drawings v cute

not game related but this fucking incense im burning is floating across the screen and it's so fucking ominous

ALSO NOT GAME RELATED BUT FUCKIN MY HEADPHONES GIVING OUT

why the fuck is Chris a racoon

okay now game points for the a c t u a l fucking game??

ok this fuckin music fuckin kicking

ok i like the choice to start this episode with like a flashback, i really like that choice (also three bullet points in a row i start with "ok" v original)

yo sean wanna give me that weed bag? could use some brother skksks

fuck Daniel his room nice af

honestly the instant thought when Daniel came into Sean's room was that he was stealing his weed? cause I could've sworn that's where it was in the first episode

i love his dad sksksk

i hate that fucking toy okay, it's awful

ok low-key, i hate kids and if i Sean I'd be so annoyed? because like he came into Sean's room when he's been told not to, and like snuck in there, and then lied about Sean hitting him (bc I didn't hit him) and then as soon as Sean goes to apologize he's like "get out" like u little hypocritical shit hhhh. love Daniel but it's fuckin annoying

"and don't touch my stuff" (comes into Sean's room and touches shit)

LITERALLY FUCKING TOOK HIS WATCH BUT "don't touch my stuff"

Sean is a dick to Daniel sometimes but like he still acted like a good brother in the end and i would've been pissed so like good on Sean lmao

JESUS FUCK HIS HAIR

*inhales* AAAAAAAA

love the drawing of the deer smoking

wonder why they got kicked off the ranch

bRO A WEED FARM FUCK HIT ME UP SEAN WHAT U DOIN

i want a fucking joint Jesus Christ Sean fucking share? rude ass

ok so ur shirtless

good doggie

accidentally trapped the dog whoopsies

american grafitti

"fuckin ranch of hell AVOID" what the fuck happened there?

i like penny, he seems cool af

Daniel's fucking hair yikes

also why the hell he being a dick to us for? why the fuck it so hostile?

I like Finn too

"it was my turn" you had been throwing them?? for the entire morning wHY IS HE FUCKIN MAD AT US??

YOU FUCKING USED YOUR POWERS SO I WOULD MISS WHAT THE FUCK

NO FUCK YOU, YOU LITTLE ASSHOLE YOU JUST FUCKING THREW ME

Daniel is pissing me off I s2g

why is asking about the watch a "big choice"

oh okay so finn replaced sean and now daniel is just a little fucking asshole about it

big Joe big angry

he just fuckin hit her head what the fuck hell yeah I'll intervene fuck you??

why does he want to talk to me what the fuck did i do

okay if Daniel loses us this job i will fight him

am i really trimming weed rn i dont think y'all understand how much my stoner ass is jealous

uh? random ass glitch of flying scissors

okay whatever sounds effects are in the background of talking with Finn sound like lis 1 music and im freaked

if we get caught while training I'm murdering someone

new emo daniel

that music is fucking intense

"im not a kid anymore" I'm gonna fucking hit this kid I s2g

pass me the BONG

"how come you can and i can't" YOURE NINE DANIEL GODDAMN WAIT A COUPLE YEARS

I GET TO HIT THE BONG

ok Sean, you had one like mediocre bong hit and like two hits from that joint like you should not be that high. high screen is cool tho

ALSO HE DIDNT CLEAR IT THERE WAS STILL SMOKE

someone pass me more weed

I have taken 3 drinks of this beer and Sean cannot see anyone but the guy he's focusing on

i wanna stay with these guys ffs I don't want to go to mexico

fuckin daniel, hhh i feel bad that I didn't go with him but i wanna have fun :(

edgy boi now

IM ABOUT TO GET IN SO MUCH SHIT FUCK

this song is a bop tf

i feel like they haven't had as much copyrighted music in this season

nice work montage

i wish there was an option to say I'd buy Daniel some food that he wants :/ I get we have to save but fuck :/ trying to win big brother points and game won't let me

thank u Merrill im glad ur not mad at me uwu

DANIEL I SWEAR TO GOD

ARE YOU KIDDING ME

DID HE JUST

don't punch out finn i love him

why is Daniel showing him his powers like i get he threw the thing at big Joe but why this necessary,,,

can we give Daniel a haircut now like im sorry but his fuckin hair

FINN YOU CANNOT USE DANIEL TO BREAK INTO SHIT

they like took 1 drink of that beer and it was done what

you cannot fucking use daniel if they make me i will feel like shit

gimmie tattoo

ok ik I should probably say "wolf" bc of the symbolism throughout the game but like fuckin surprise me Cassidy

what is with this episode and fuckin nudity

i can literally see her nipple under the water wtf u good

I didn't talk to anyone else, just Finn and then fucked Cassidy so ya know

fucking finn are you fucking serious

shut the fuck up stop trying to convince me shit

fuck you I didn't fucking do this

fuck you finn

and you got him fucking shot you fucking proud? hm? fucking dick.

ok so Cassidy is still here, and Finn, and Merrill, and I swear to God, if fucking Daniel left us I will fucking

THERE'S A FUCKING GLASS SHARD IN MY FUCKING EYE ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME

okay so uh this episode? not my favorite. at all. especially because the choices didn't fucking matter. the "big" choices are supposed to fucking matter but they didn't and that really kinda pisses me off. and idk. i didn't care for this episode but like :/ time to wait till august

#spoilers #life is strange spoilers #lis spoilers #life is strange #life is strange 2 #wastelands #life is strange episode 3 #daniel diaz #sean diaz

[satanstcblog]

11/3/19 (uk)

aahhh hi, sO I had H today and uuuggghhhh my music composition makes me want to kill myself,, H keeps asking me about it and ahjwkshkw... I have a slight problem with recording it, and I had to explain everything to him and my face was all red and it honestly felt like I was burning. aH I recorded this one bit of me singing and H just took my phone and was listening to it and I was sat in the crying fetus position in my chair lmao. because of recording problem, H was like “here use my work iPad” abdkahsksj nO I’ll brEAK IT BY ACCIDENT but he was like “no you won’t, I trust you” I went to one of the practice rooms to and like 5 minuets later he walked in and was like “heY how’s it going?!” and sat next to me I’m on the floor :’) he helped me try and figure out how to use his fucking iPad recording shit. eeee he said that my piece so far was “very pretty” LITTLE DOES HE KNOW THAT ITS ABOUT HIM PPFFF AHA.

But I didn’t really end up recording anything new hhhh he asked to see me after everyone left and I wanted to piss myself, I was so scared??! He said that he was “worried about me because I haven’t done to much so he can’t give me any feedback on it and we only have a few lessons left to finish it” sksksk it was kinda sweet because he said that he understands my mental health is all shitty atm and that I find it hard to find the confidence to share my music but uh he was quite chill about it??! I was surprised considering I thought I was going to get an earful if shit, but I didN’T. bUt I wanted to crY because he said “I’m prOUD OF YOU, YOU KNOW THAT?” cuz he could tell that I felt really bad BUT EEEE “IM PROUD OF YOU” AAHH THOSE WORDS WERE PLAYING IN MY HEAD ALL DAY! 💓💖💗💕💖💝💘💓💗💗💝💖💕💘💓💕💗💝💘💓💗💖💓 I love himmm

#teacher #teacher crush #teacher crush community #teacher x student #teacher x student imagine #teachercrush #teachercrushblog #teacherxstudent #teacherxstudentimagine #tc community #tcc blog #tcc

[anxiouselfmusthide-blog]

FFFFFFFUCKING FINALLY

GOD THESE TOOK FOREVER BUT IM SUPER PROUD??? LOOK AT THIS HUMAN EMBODIMENT OF THE FUCKING SUN I DON’T FUCKING DESERVE THIS BEAUTIFUL SOUL HJTXDJKLFGHR

ignore the hair I just thought he’d look nice with a different style ok

AIGHT SO- The way you’d battle him SUPPOSEDLY- You have to beat Tamaki and Nejire first. If you haven’t, he’ll basically just have random convos with you :0 Really nice heartfelt compliments tho- almost makes you not want to fight him. :,)

He’d probably sit still tbh- the only one who stays still. ._. You can’t fight him at night tho, probably spending quality romance time with Tamaki sksksk 

I’m very sure his team would by Psychic/Ghost mainly. Again, feel free to tell me which pokemon you think would be cool on his team :0 bc im incapable of that um-

anYWAYS- That’s the third! No idea if I’ll draw more Pokemon AU stuff, only time will tell uwu

#Pokemon #Mirio #Lookatthisfuckingsunofachild #hedeservestheworldandmore #itainthimwithmyart #protecthimformewhenimdeadthanks

[survivorsupersmash-blog]

Rites of Passage

Timmy 

Julian

           -We weren’t on the same tribe, so we didn’t get to talk.

Isaac

           -We weren’t on the same tribe but also, I can’t imagine that we would’ve worked   together in this game.

Madison

           -Love your titties, sorry you got out.

Asya

           -Honestly glad you didn’t make merge because you and Jacob would’ve been attached at   the hip and we wouldn’t work together.

Jay

           -It’s been forever since we’ve played in the same game. We never seem to work together, and I was hoping that this game would be different but then you weren’t around.

JG

           -Robbed king! That tribe swap did you dirty and you didn’t deserve that. You’re a great  friend and I hope you’re doing well.

David

           -Word of advice: when drunk, stay out of a game chat.

Jacob

           -I don’t think we actually ever spoke, but in the round you left, it was either you or me, so           I wasn’t going to let it be me.

Clash

           -I am so happy we worked together in this game. You’re a great person and a great friendand it was a pleasure getting to know you. You got kind of extra at some points but that          was the fun of getting to work with you.

Sammy

           -We’ve played so many games together but haven’t ever actually worked in them together. I thought this time was that and while we did it was going great. Unfortunately,     you decided to go against me, and it didn’t work out. I did enjoy getting to know you        more this time around.

Orion

           -I really don’t know where to start. I thought we would be good in this game but then you           started going around saying I was working with friends…while you’re one of my friends       so that was weird. Granted I hope nothing of what happened in this game changes that      fact though.

Dennis

           -You are one of my best friends, but you did a lot of shady shit this game. It was a            whirlwind speaking to you and seeing you play in this game. It was exciting but also             terrifying. Very different from Islands of Adventure…unsure if it was different from         Barcelona, because who remembers Barcelona.

TJ

           -Although we didn’t talk a lot one on one, it was great getting to know you and working    with you during this game. What’s funny is that some people painted you as one of the       people I was working with when they said “he’s working with his friends” yet we had to            add each other on skype when this game started lol.

Brandon

           -You always wanted me out and I still don’t get it. But it is what it is, I don’t really know            what to write. I thought we would be better than we were in Barcelona, but honestly, I            think this game ended worse for us, I hope it can get better though.

Billy

           -King, Legend, Friend. 3 great words to describe you. You know I love you and you’re one of my best friends no matter what. It sucked having to vote you out, but you were going to win, and it was obvious. I hope you’re having an amazing time in Disney World.

Chelsea

Julian- we really didn't get talk much and by that I mean we didn't talk at all lmfao. Hooefully we can change that next time!

Isaac- Like Julian, we didn't talk at all but we have in the past and you're cool ❤

Madison- My first fallen sister. Ugh. Gone too soon, rip my sweet angel.

Asya- My second fallen sister. That vote was fucked and you should have gone farther. I'm glad we got to work together for the short time we had.

Jay- We didn't talk but it's okay.

JG- You have always been so sweet towards me and I am so sorry for voting you to go home. I hope you understand why I thought it was necessary and I hope we get to play again soon.

David- I had fun talking with you for the short time we had. You reached out to me first and I appreciate that so much. I'm not the greatest at making the first move and reaching out to people I don't know, but I'm glad you did.

Jacob- we talked about dogs for a hot minute and we have neighboring birthdays. Iconic. Happy belated!!

Clash- Oh Clash. I hope you understand why i had to vote you out and that it wasn't personal. Things were getting messy and closer to the end and like with other members, I felt like my time in this game would be coming to an end if I let you go any further. You still played a good game even though you're farily new to the community.

Sammy- Video editing KINGGGGGGGG thank you for always doing a slamming hot job on our tribe music videos. You are a legend.

Orion- I don't know if you'll even see this but I'm sorry things had to go the way they did. I needed you to go because things were getting messy and i felt like my game was being threatened every round closer to the end. I didn't want to use my power on you, i wanted to use it on me, and being that i made it to final 3, I'm sorry but I would likely do it all over again. You can hate me all you want, but I feel like you'd do the same if it meant you'd make it far, hell, I would HOPE you wouldn't waste a power on me when you could have used it for your own game. I hope that you can move on from it and i hope the game was fun regardless of what happened.

Dennis- Dennis i love playing with you and im happy for you for making single digits! You have always played a pretty fair game and i respect that. Danke for a fun time!

TJ- Your game is so awesome and I honestly think you could have won this game if you had made it to the end. I'm sorry for not being honest with you every round but I hope I redeemed myself during your few final rounds that I'm not always a shithead. Also, thank you for telling me that im not a cardboard box!!!

Brandon- I hope you know that your vote was not personal. You are so nice to me and I'm proud of you for making it so far! I used my power on you because i wasn't sure if you'd vote me again and it was the last round to use them. I had to do what I had to do and I hope you don't think anything of it other than it just being part of the game.

Billy- My best frand. I love you. Thank you for introducing me to the survivor community. I'm so thrillled to be sitting in final 3 and I hope me voting you didnt ruin your time in Disney. Thank you for your loyalty and helping me learn more about myself and my own game. You are an amazing player and your time will come. Honestly if you made it to F3 instead of me, i truly believe it would have been a tough vote. Anyway, thanks again for being an amazing and understanding friend. You're the friggin best, hun.

Michael 

Julian:

JULIAN, ahhhhh i really hate this so bad because i know your track record with tumblr orgs, but if it’s any consolation at all i really did try and save you and i hope to god you start feeling some success because you deserve it and if i do not win this game i know it will be karma for voting you out.

Isaac:

You’re gay so that means you’re going to hell but you have a great personality and all in all i was pretty sad to see you go but gotta protect my girl Madison. Madison:

My fucking queen, i missed you playing this game so muchhhhhhhhhhhh you make every game we play that much better and not just because i get to see your tit-smile but also because youre a shining light in any season and if things had been different who knows how far you could’ve gone.

Asya:

Coming into this game you honestly scared me because your social game is PHENOMENAL and it showed with how much control you had in the early stages of the game and all that, and im hopeing making final tribal council helps put that fear of me back into you that ihos made die.

Jay:

Thanks for coming bro.

JG:

MY FUCKING GOD YOU WERE ROBBED!!!!!! You’re one of my best friends ever and honestly more like a brother to me and it bares repeating you were ROBBED!

Jury

David:

Ever since your GF literally messaged me saying how youre a cool guy i knew youd be an interesting player this season and you didn’t disappoint, i honestly did try really hard to save you and i know you had so much untapped potential.

Jacob:

If you hurt Asya i’ll hurt you im so glad someone in this cast can find love, you were great this game and im glad you made it as far as you did even tho i wanted your ass GONE.

Clash:

You are CRAZY and i think you know it sksksksk honestly you are one of a kind in life and this game without you would probably be so fucking boring it’s unreal.

Sammy:

Sammy me boy, i absolutely love the energy you bring to every single game and its something we NEED, you know i adore you and im sorry i had to turn on you.

Orion:

During the Challenge i discovered your true identity i was living my scooby doo fantasy and it was a highlight of the season seeing it and gasping, we had the most interesting working relationship this game for me being each others double agent and it was cute.

Dennis:

Voting for you was the hardest thing i had to do bro, youre my world and you know that im so glad we got to play another org together after the disaster of our previous one and it was such a gag seeing you play the idol like woah. TJ:

BRO BRO BRO, you got fucked over by jigglypuff sksksksksksk but you were my one of my closest allies in this game and your elimination was my only real blindside in this game as you probably saw on my face but you honestly deserve at the very least runner up for player of the season.

Brandon:

Another guy taken out by an advantage sksksks honestly this was a fun time because you were one of the few people i didnt know too well so it was great to get to know you since the tribe swap.

Billy:

Ok so Storytime, we’ve had a rocky ride since lake victoria and honestly for a time i legit thought you hated me sksksksk BUT i can comfortably say that weve grown closer as time wears on and i can honestly consider you a really close friend and im glad for that, you slayed this fucking season and you deserve all the praise and recognition for that, and also enjoy disney!

#Survivor #Super Smash Brother