#im reaching my breaking point

[brighhton]

why. do thry call it "school holidays" a holiday away from school and then give me assignments i need to do during the holidays and is due first day back. what

#i hate this so much i just want ti enjoy my holidays without the ever looming stress of big assignments and projects and study i have to do #why cant i just have FUN on tbe holidays why is everything SCHOOL????????? #im reaching my breaking point #this whole year has fucking bulldozed me

[missbiddle]

i’m so tired and done with shit that life keeps throwing at me

#like im done #im reaching my breaking point #i dont know what to do

[cultct]

WHY are we back at the kiss scene how many times are they going to make me watch this

#im reaching my breaking point #mkm.txt

[lil-vibes]

#hes been so expressive lately #...gender #hes gonna break hes gonna reach his limit hes gonna cry and scream and sobb #the voices in my head are loud abt this trust me #im yet to read the ch but fyodor taunting dazai is peak funny lmaoooo #also im 100% on board with the chuuya ks just pretending to be a vampire at this point theory #asagiri show me his pretty eyes next please 🥰🥰 #ive missed this pov sm bro i LOVE sigma all my homies love sigma #bsd spoilers #bsd 105.5 #bsd 106 #im still confused as to which one to use #bsd #screaming into the void #cant believe this mf is boyfriendless fr #commod dazai L #chuuya my love

[littlewestern]

#im sorry im sorry im so sorry im so sorry im sorr-- #memes #what nobody here knows is that i edited this because i hate the scans from this book that are on the wiki #ttte #duck #donald #if you're looking at the notes on this go reblog gall0pingsausage's version instead! #it's way higher effort and quality than my dumb edit lmao #why does this have 400 notes what is wrong with you people #one day im going to turn reblogs off on this. i don't know what my breaking point will be but one day i will reach it

[hollowedskin]

Genuinely hating the fact that people have to look really closely at art to see whether it's AI or not and like, zooming in and pointing out the little bits that don't match.

Because like, it's really fucking hard for me to calm down on obsessive details and trying to make everything perfect and make sense, to make sure that every lock of hair has an invisible follow line.

I get so bogged down in details that I ruin my art and the only thing that's been able to save me so far is to repeat to myself that no one fucking cares if this doesn't match up perfectly. But they do now. Everyone cares. We are zooming in on artworks and pointing out things that could have just been overlooked as human error.

Machine generated art means I feel like I'm not allowed to have human error any more. I have to be pixel perfect. I can't just vibe. I can't even imply.

And I think about that and become too exhausted to even start.

#there is no point to this #theres nothing i think we can even do #the cat is out of the bag and we now live in an era of computer generated art #yes this is about the mtg ai art scandal #the zoom in just makes me feel like we have reached the death of digital art #a little bit of nonsense stutter texture on a dial #and a bit of somethign that doesnt line up in the background #stuff that ive specifically stopped myself from fixing in my own art in the past #in order to try and break free of toxic perfectionism #im just so tired #this isnt a defence of mtg #this is just me being so done #i dont think ive done a single digital painting since the ai stuff began #and i havent pposted any of my traditional media #personal

[holyfacehead]

me when i need to write 69 papers, go to the gym, review for three major quizzes, read a book, finish three art projects, learn how to crochet, finish two online courses of my interest, clean my closet, have a social life, get 8 hours of sleep while also being at school from 6am to 4pm and the day is just not long enough for me to actually accomplish anything:

#i am going insane #or maybe i just suck at time management #SCREAMING INTERNALLY #ripping my hair out #i haven't been sleeping well the past few weeks im afraid this is me reaching the breaking point of my sanity i am serious #i miss my bed

[wimsiecal]

Me: *finally gets out of bed, trying my best to stay positive*

My mom's loud ass phone downstairs: "Yeah there was a NONBINARY INDIVIDUAL-"

Me: oh God here we go

The video man: "They're asking us to change the way we speak. They/them is not proper English! They're asking us to talk about them like they're multiple people! Yes we use it when we're talking about someone else when they're not there. "That person, they are over there." But not to talk directly to another person."

Me: Bro just contradicted himself and then got confused.

#it's funny but also so sad. #i really try my best to not say anything to her but i had to this time #im trying to wait till i can move out but it's reaching a point where I'm about to break #bigotry #nonbinary #vent

[br1ghtestlight]

had enough of eating unhealthy takeout food so im gonna try roasting some vegetables w/ seasonings for dinner tonight everybody wish me luck

#and also perogies but those r easy ive made them before #tomorrow night?? spagehtti #not that i couldnt eat takeout but my body is used to healthier homecooked meals than this and i have reached my breaking point #I NEED TO EAT A VEGETABLE #of course i dont know HOW to cook vegetables but im gonna try?? #txt

[hella1975]

obligatory 'i feel a bit bad to that one anon bc it's the usual case that your ask wasn't actually bad so much as a bit annoying but alas it's the breaking point of something that's been bugging me so now im making a post about it' disclaimer but if you really really REALLY feel the need to ask me when the next update is going to be on a fic - and please ask yourself if you really need to - then i have some things for your consideration. the first is that i have a tag called 'taob updates'. when i am writing taob, i talk about it on here. initially and mostly, it's bc i genuinely enjoy sharing the experience and it helps me get my thoughts in order, but also it's my way of going 'hey, taob is happening! look!' if there have been posts in the 'taob updates' tag lately, then yay! an update is imminent and/or i tend to actually SAY on those posts how long i think the chapter will take. 'what if there haven't been any posts in that tag for a while?!' i hear you cry. 'what if you're actively posting for another fandom and clearly enjoying yourself and dont want to constantly have cold water dumped on you for a thing you currently aren't thinking about?' well.... maybe.... maybe i am not writing taob at that time..... and crazier yet.... maybe you demanding it isn't going to make me switch interests at a moment's notice.... food for thought x

#this always happens when we reach the ~2 month mark between updates i just start getting progressively shittier anons #and it's like yeah i bet you think it's harmless. i bet you might even think it's encouraging #which is why im not saying any of this maliciously but instead to explain how it looks like from MY point of view #like im seriously enjoying mha atm. im having fic ideas for it. me having fic ideas for a non-atla fandom IMPROVES my writing #wholesale bc it breaks me out of the block id be in if i forced myself to remain in the atla fandom #but even without needlessly justifying the space i take in other fandoms in terms of what they can contribute to taob #you shouldn't be bothering writers anyway! there are ways of encouraging specific fics without being annoying about it! #so yeah <3 just saying

[helennorvilles]

helen and dale are ONLY allowed to break up if they do whatever the newsreading equivalent of fleetwood mac's 1997 live performance of silver springs is btw

#and then obvs they get back together later but like youse are seeing what im saying here right #AND i can kinda justify this on a narrative sense because it's always been about the camera on vs off and for things to reach THIS point #where everyone watching can see something's up?? the masks are Actually off??? GOD that'd be fucking brutal right?? #that's the messiness that'd break me #'ill follow you down til the sound of my voice will haunt you. you will never get away from the sound of the woman that loves you' #ARE YOU SEEING THIS!!!! #my post tag #the newsreader #dale x helen

[dennisboobs]

sitting back after writing 3k words of a fic and thinking. what the hell is this

#ada speaks #if i say what ive written #this entire scenario is insane but. i guess im committed #it has been a very very long time since ive written mac and its like. allll coming out in a way i didn't really expect #i *almost* feel worse for what im putting him through than dennis. ....almost. #this shit is honestly so heavy i think i need a break but none of my other fics are light either lmfao #whats worse: hostage situation turned incredibly fucked up conversion therapy #or the most relentless barrage of awful truths realizing that your existence is nothing more than a burden on the people you love and #no matter how much you sacrifice and how hard you're beaten down you will never have anyone to lean on because even though youve finally #reached a point where you realize you have to open up to them they will never see you for who you truly are because of the years of lies #you've fed them #*wheeze* #okay i answered my own question actually this is the lighter fic comparatively #dennis is suffering in both but at least he has mac with him in the former for better or worse #north dakota dennis suffers and then season 13 on is the bleakest most hellish time like has dennis actually been close with the gang since

[flowerpotmage]

Say what you want about tiktok but holy shit ppl there have been so on top of debunking israeli propaganda and sharing news from loved ones and discussing political actions you can take. My fyp is nothing but support and news for palestine - and i know that my algorithm is more a reflection of me and my behavior, but these videos all have 20k to 1b worth of likes alone. That gives me hope that more and more people are going to learn and try to do what they can.

#i know i dont post about real world events on here a lot but im reaching a breaking point lol #my family is an activist family: i attended my first free Palestine protest when i seven #it's insane to now be approaching my thirties and protesting the same things my mom used to teach me about as a child #correction i asked my mom and apparently i was 5 lol

[kylejsugarman]

u literally dont understand: he had NO safety gear while he cooked meth for those six long months

#syd squeaks #im saying this like we've been arguing for several minutes and im reaching my breaking point #haunted by el camino u know how it goes

[stemmmm]

my problem with umineko is that im here for beatrice and beatrice only and if she doesn't say psych real fuckin quick i dont think im gonna be able to handle this one fellas.

#m.txt #umineko liveblog #spoken in the vaguest fashion possible #i did myself a disservice of breaking for lunch at a really crucial point and got my hopes up which is on me #but also we've reached a point of no return very abruptly and any kind of light at the end of this tunnel is feeling unlikely #you could say. im looking for something of a miracle. you could say.

[mikkaeus]

begging house to be stop being self destructive for once and go with what his shoulder is telling him

#he’s terrified that Wilson is going to give in because of what the Twitter guy is doing to him and he can’t bear to see that happen #so of course he has to make it happen himself #relatable but god you dumb son of a bitch #also his deer in the headlights look when cuddy said the thing about his shoulder and fighting with his wife #(cuddy is my fave fyi) #like Wilson is not the biggest enabler of house it’s cuddy #house md #hilson #3.08 #mother fucked IM terrified that Wilson is going to give in and I can’t bear to see their relationship reach breaking point even though #I know there’s 5 more seasons #the last scene of this ep was absolutely fucking brutal #I’m 90% sure Wilson was crying #house lb