#im only just brushing the surface of it rn but bdubs indescribable NEED to put someone in power and be their right hand man is so .

[beartusks]

"–this evening. what say you, my liege?" ren watches the dawning from the balcony, closest and only courtier at his side. the morning promises good weather, spring's end making itself apparent in the darkening of oak leaves and the scent of dying petals. as ren prepares for the business that summer will bring, bdubs looks at him with mid February in his eyes. he feels alone in his observation. (he feels alone in this tower)

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something something in the beginning, ren struggled with the role of King being so haphazardly Dumped upon him (there is something wrong with bdubs there is something wrong with bdubs*) something something. *why does he so desperately need someone powerful to look up to. why does he need order so badly. what overwhelming need for greater purpose compels him to install a ruler to serve. he does so under the guise that it will be good for the server, but– is it not selfish? is it not greedy? i cannot take it i need to study this man like a bug

#yes i write in lowercase #heart eyes so much at lowercase writing #it's so . POWERFUL #anyway im currently obsessed with the king era arc #im only just brushing the surface of it rn but bdubs indescribable NEED to put someone in power and be their right hand man is so . #INTERESTING TO ME #I WANT TO STUDY HIM LIKE A BUG #its so funny cause hes done it so many times before #he really is the henchman breed of person #goodcore #henchmancore #bdoubleo100 #rendog #renthedog #rentheking #hermitcraft #fanfic #my writing #rendubs