#im not emotionally ready to have my art evaluated at an industry standard

[sammyloomis]

this horrible cycle of not wanting to think about what im gonna do after i do my final hand in on friday, vs knowing that i have to because i need to start looking for a job, but not wanting to because thats so terrifying and im not ready to do that again, but if i dont start thinking about my future or i wont Have a future oh AGONY

#ash.txt #when will the cycle end!!!!!!!!! WHEN!!!! #im not emotionally ready to have my art evaluated at an industry standard #and be told that its not good enough to get me a job #im already in a fragile place about it as is #this is gonna be a rough few weeks team hhh #but ill get thru it i guess #by hook or by crook