sammyloomis

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 this DLC…

#borderlands

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believe you me, im gettin this chapter out by the end of the month by hook or by crook

#ash.txt #its gonna happen. manifesting it.

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#me

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i am a loser in ways you can’t even wrap your head around

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Being a young adult is so strange. You enter a coffee shop. The 20 year old girl waiting behind you cried all night because she just came to a new city for university and she feels so alone. That 27 year old guy over there works a job he is overqualified for, he lives with his parents and wants to move out but doesn't know what to do about it. That one 24 year old dude already has a car, a house, and a job waiting for him once he graduates thanks to his dad's connections. The 26 year old barista couldn't complete his higher education because he has to work and take care of his family. The 28 year old girl sitting next to you has no friends to go out with so she is texting her mother. That couple (both 25 years old) are married and the girl is pregnant. The 29 year old writing something on her laptop has realized that she chose the wrong major so she is trying to start all over. We are not alone in this, but we are actually so alone. Do you feel me

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Fuck it cropped horrendously

#scream #yuh. yuh they be like that.

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Ending the stigma of drug use will save lives.

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listen to me. thoughts do not have moral weight. a thought will never hurt anyone. the actions you take because of a thought can hurt yourself or other people, but the thought itself is powerless and there is no such thing as thought crime.

"but i have thoughts about being violent towards people! towards children! surely that makes me dangerous!" are you being violent? for real? with your actions? if not, then you are not actually hurting anyone

"but i have thoughts that are offensive and hurtful! they're bigoted, or they're horribly rude, or they're invalidating to others! i'm a horrible person." and what are you doing with those thoughts, exactly? are you taking bigoted actions, or saying those rude things, or taking steps to actually invalidate people? no? well then. no one is getting hurt. and in the meantime, if it really bothers you, doing things like helping unlearn your biases (both against minorities and just, like, against furries and theatre kids and shit) might help some of those thoughts go away, but sometimes you just get shitty thoughts.

"but i have horrific thoughts about sex!" are you hurting people. are you forcing people to do things they don't consent to. or are you just playing the upsetting possibility in your mind over and over again, and acting like that's even remotely the same thing?

thought. crime. is. not. real. OCD. is. hell. (and anything else that may cause intrusive thoughts.) but it does not define you. your thoughts will always, always come secondary to your actions. you're gonna be fine.

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it’s like every month there’s some shit from the us that’s like “congressman for iowa john hamburger has introduced the Put Everyone Into A Meat Grinder bill (s.911) & it’s about to get passed to the senate everyone call your reps now!!!” & it’s something that affects the entire world

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the smallest artist i listen to? probably the bird outside my window

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half of this feels like absolute bullshit im ngl dfghj

#ash.txt #im talking out of my arse i s2g #like dont get me wrong i have a Plan. i have Notes. #its just turning those notes and plans into prose that makes fkn sense fghj #one more section in this chapter tho and then it'll be done :] not sure how long that'll take hh

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yknow having this url means i probably gotta have an icon to match so i made one

#ash.txt #there she is. 💖.

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makes me laugh when people depict sam as this super cool badass when shes an absolute loser (affectionate)

she takes her antipsychotics with store brand monster. she knows what fan fiction is. she worked at a bowling alley. need i go on.

#ash.txt #scream #sam carpenter #listen dont get me wrong i also think shes cool #but shes also a loser #a big mchuge loser who says cringe stuff on purpose to annoy her little sister #hittin the griddy in public (badly) because it makes tara soooooo mad

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There are currently ~2300 works in AO3 tagged with "Created Using Generative AI"

I'll be upfront with my opinion, which mirrors my opinion in regards to my field: using AI will only hasten your own obsolescence. The point of fanfiction is not to crank out fics, but rather to enjoy the hobby and communities of writing and fandom.

#literally who is voting yes fghjk #who would read that shit. fr.

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That feeling when your body is requesting something but you're not sure what so you just start eating and drinking random stuff to try and figure it out

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so unless im forgetting something i currently have 5 writing wips goin on...... for why

#ash.txt #theyre ALL scream releated too #okay tell a lie 3 of them are scream related 1 is wednesday related and the last one is a scream/wednesday crossover because im mentally il #who fuckin knows when theyre gonna see the light of day if ever #managed to write abt 3k for new stab-o-thon chapter during the week at least hhh #gotta get on that.... we just got to the fun part fghj