#im losing my mind about it tbh

[intermundia]

idk how many of you guys are watching the bad batch, but i just wanted to write an open letter of recommendation begging people to give it a try. i admit the first time i tried to watch it, i quit after a few episodes as uninterested. i'm not a big found family adventure kid show person, i had trouble getting into the first season of rebels as well for similar reasons. however, i tried again and fuck am i glad that i did. you have to have the first season to fall in love with the characters and build the depth of the relationships, so when the breaks bad later, it really fucking matters and hurts. the scope of the show unfolds like a flower into the whole of the empire. it has just transcended itself and built up to a third season that actually rivals andor in richness and commentary to me except it's children in prison and hunted down. the animation is sublime, the huge environments and the light and smoke and grit of everything, the aliens and cities and planets, to me it is a strong argument in favor of animation being the ideal storytelling medium for star wars. the action grabs you and holds you, the combat is captivating and tense. the plot delves into the empire and the force in such a fascinating way, like we are actually getting the linking material between phantom menace's mention of midichlorians and the survival of the emperor into the future of the sequels. there are cameos from old beloved characters, but they do not distract and do not feel gratuitous, just richly embedded in the tapestry of the galaxy. the bonds of love and betrayal between the clones, brothers fighting brothers, the fate of the clones after the end of the clone wars, it's fascinating and heartbreaking. idk it's just so heartening to me as a fan to know that there is still good star wars being made, like it's everything i wanted it to be and more, and it's not done, so i'm just at the edge of my seat honestly to find out how it will end and i want everyone to know that it's good, so fucking good, im dying, come join me in hell pls

#im losing my mind about it tbh #please i hope everyone else is watching it #tbb #sw

[cannibalcarcass]

I need yall to know how unbelievably healing it is to see such a wonderful sapphic relationship so blatantly shown like I cried the first time I watched this show

#i could talk FOREVER about them #chaggie #charlie morningstar #vaggie #like look at them guys!!!! #theyre so sweet #idk man seeing them just be so blatantly in love absolutely killed me i adore them #as a lesbian idk it was so wonderful to see them just be together and in love #they have a little hiccup in episode 7 and its basically fixed when charlie realizes how hard sharing that part of herself mightve been for #vaggie yknow just #idk dude im losing my mind i adore them #hazbin hotel #please talk to me about them oh my god #like look at how vaggie looks at her i- #look at how they look at each other!!!!! #im losing it!!!! #also nobody asked BUT #femme vaggie and butch charlie #i cant im losing it #vaggies whole “i want to be your armor” thing #idk if youve ever met a femme lesbian but uh #as a butch lesbian yeah that checks and also #fucking SCREAMING #the urge to protect and shield your loved ones?? #seeing vaggie be not only portrayed as obviously the more femme of the two and desperate to protect charlie #warms my little butch heart idk man #i could go on forever tbh #v chronicles

[mxwhore]

who is this sharp jawed twink????? Dont know him

#i was just about to reblog the artist with this tag so i had to reign myself in #but i honestly cant take this anymore #even if martin had lost weight HE IS NOT A CHILD!!!! #his skin cant stretch back to that model physique. its impossible. theres always gonna be a bit of flab #i thought liposuctions were stuff of the flesh tbh #im losing my damn mind #i need to draw a fat man or else

[maruxee]

Rambling abt a very specific moment in ep.10:

the heartbroken soldier looking at Vash through his scope, seeing through it only the monster that took his family

Vash lowering his hands means nothing to him, nor the expression on his face, mirroring his own grief

to Vash, I bet the bullet just punctuated the devastating mess of emotions he already got from the soldier's words alone and the heat of his glare :')

the sight of his parents' supposed killer through his scope, just taking in all his hate without a word or retaliation or self-defence

so easy to pull the trigger

Vash's hand on his fresh wound like he's cradling the bullet close and keeping it in, as he then turns his back to them all and calmly walks away....

did he see the empty look in Vash's eyes through his scope after that??? did the soldier manage to notice it, past the veneer of hatred he held onto so tightly?

the mirrored emptiness left within the soldier as he lowered his gun, after he exacted revenge, left with an outcome he'd probably thought about before ever since Jeneora Rock, and had likely been so sure would feel better than this

#trigun #tristamp #trigun stampede #tristamp spoilers #im losing my MIND!!!! #there were so many good moments in this ep tbh #and i hardly ever make a post of my own in general i mostly just reblog stuff #cuz people tend to express what i notice well enough #but i haven't seen anyone say anything about this yet so #y'all this moment was HAUNTING #I loved it sm!!!!! im gonna keep rotating it in my mind for a while now #trigun meta

[marcusagrippa]

and he's mad about it too!

#read ing #look im losing my mind a little bit about vampire sulla PLEASE tell me its intentional like. i can. i will probably say more things about i #later when i can gather my thoughts properly but. yeah. colleeeeeen what are you doingggggg. #this book fucks severely so far its awful and incredible and i read like 200 pages on the bus today #not to be a little freak but the first time sulla was described tbh i just. because of #'hair like the rising sun' hmm. hmmmmm. pompey........... #masters of rome #sulla #mor

[reitziluz]

one of my fave things in the fanbook is the shit about sakurai and koyama. if i wasn't preoccupied with other projects, i would be writing new ship fic about them.

sakurai comments on koyama, saying he's always annoyed by his muscle/hothead shit, but that they mysteriously seem to just go through life in lockstep. he uses the term kusare-en to describe their bond that outlasted claw. it's one of my fave japanese words to crop up when characters describe their relationships, and means undesirable but inseparable bond. so exactly their vibe!

but. one of the questions was about their favorite sweet treats in their shop.

koyama's answer was bananas, which is already Great. but sakurai. holy fuck sakurai.

sakurai's favorite sweet treat is a banana roll cake. which. is an entire banana. covered in cream. inside a roll cake. and he likes them when they're real stuffed full of cream.

he likes his banana inside a cake filled with cream and koyama likes bananas!

...

i've never before felt this validated with my (non-canon) ship headcanons

#sakuyama #what even to tag this with #suggestive #i love being right #not that it actually matters but #hsjdhdhkfjdr #losing my mind #i was so right to write them as i have written them #tbh can't focus on the other projects either now that im thinking about them

[ambigrueity]

TREY LOVERS HOW WE FEELING

TWST DROPPING THE FACT THAT SCIENCE CLUB IS THE NEXT SET OF CLUB CARDS WHICH MEANS WE'RE GETTING TREY CLOVER CLUB CARD WITHIN A MONTH. A MONTH?!?!?!!?!?!?!? THIS CLOSE TO DOWNLOADING JP TWST FOR THE EXPRESS PURPOSE OF GETTING MY GRUBBY LITTLE HANDS ON IT PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD THE TREND THAT WAS NOTICED ABOUT THE CLUB CARDS HAVING NEW HAIRSTYLES FOR THE TWST BOYS MAKES ME WANT SLICK BACKED HAIR TREY BECAUSE OHHHH LORD I WILL MELT INTO THE FLOOR CRYING SCREAMING KICKING THROWING UP HE'D LOOK SO HOT LET ME KISS HIS FOREHEAD ROOK HUNT SHOW YOURSELF I NEED TO KNOW WHAT TO IMAGINE TREY IN FOR THE NEXT MONTH EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY.

#trey clover #disney twst #twst #twisted wonderland #im losing my mind #again #nothing new but also #oh god this is all im gonna think about #and the art that will roll in once rook's outfit is revealed #please #please be hot #please be well drawn #im like kinda nervous considering the state of the latest cards tbh #like i hope it looks good #and the coloring isn't weird #twst trey #disney twisted wonderland

[cinnamon-notes]

i have been ghosting my friends for idk a month??? and they have been doing the same??? except for when we meet in a workplace cuz somehow our jobs decided to cross over :)

#feeling so bad about it but like i cant bring myself to interact with people right now but i am also constantly sad because i dont interact #with anyone out of work :/ but working makes me socially exhausted & tbh all i wanna do is be depressed with my books & my movies &my tunes #but i also crave affection like i realize i have zero social life and i sometimes schedule some hangout with my friends but it's almost #become like idk a task? something i look at through work eyes. like- i arrange our hangouts the way i arrange work meetings. it's so sad. #i know it is. but still- i cant help it. through all my life ive been missing having a lifelong friend who knows me like the back of their #hands and i know like the back of mine. never had it. cant cry over that. it's passed. i cant invent lifelong friendships that never existed #and i gotta make peace with that. plus- what am i complaining about if im just incapable of keeping any friend for longer than a month??? #after the first month- maybe the first couple of months- it all gets boring and dont get me wrong i really love my friends but somehow they #lose interest in me and i lose interest in them and we become just people who know each other and occasionally hang out but like- i've never #had a friend who's there for me when things happen in my life. i've always had friends to tell things to afterwards. like- i know i cant #really pick up the phone and say “hey. im having a bad time. can we take a walk? talk on the phone? can you tell me about your day? can you #just be here for me?“ and i cant even idk just randomly pop up with a ”oh my god i hate him i hate him i hate him it's a whole montague vs #capulet but if romeo and juliet never existed kind of hatred!!“ i just cant vent right away. ive always thought that that's my problem. #and maybe it is. but still- how's come they can vent to me? im always there right away. i do love my people and i show up for them. #sometimes my depression makes it soooo difficult to hang out constantly but if there's one thing that cannot be said about mw is that i dont #care. cuz i do. and maybe that's the problem #and maybe it's just easier for me to care than let others care? idk? but then again- i did try to open up. i did try to let them care. i did #try everything by the book & off the book but still- idk it's always just an “im sorry” never an “i care so much to say more than im sorry” #and yeah it's my problem cuz i am not a constant person im not that steady in what i do. i still dont know if it's because i havent found #yet the people worth doing it or if i am just traumatized (my ex is knocking on this door lol) but- idk it makes me extremely sad!!! #and ive rambled on way too much but i jusg needed to let some things out of my mind cuz i cant understand whats wrong with me and why i #crave true friendships although im hella scared of and bored of and unwilling to nurturing one :) #cinnamon diary

[venomgaia]

I know of a mutual acquaintance who can help with live2d if you ever decide you want to get in the game with a big model

listen to me

LISTEN TO ME

IF THAT MUTUAL AQUAINTANCE AINT ROGER D. CHEETO, I AIN'T HEARING YOU OUT.

#THE TONE SHOULD BE TAKEN IN A FRIENDLY MANNER HERE BTW #live2d is very scary for me but roger's model tbh is one of my favs ive seen n hes the ONLY person id feel comfortable learning from tbh #n i think no one talks enough about HOW MUCH work that already is. #when i was working on that pngtuber test i was losing my goddamned mind #i rlly respect the kind of dedication it takes to work in live2d because of all the tweaking that has to be done #i think it takes a patience and discipline i dont naturally have and so I really really look up to people who CAN do it yanno? #if i ever pick up live2d. id be rlly shy about it bc im super reclusive but id love to have him mentor me through it #for now though. i think my specialty lies in pngtuber territory. but i wont completely write off the idea of live2d anymore ngl #i MAY be willing to learn frm others eventually but i do think roger is who id wanna learn from

[skitskatdacat63]

I feel like at least several times a month, I have a random insane revitalization of my love for The Smiths. Not that I ever stop loving them, but I'll listen to some song and then suddenly fall into this pit of just deep, intense love for their music again where I can't stop listening to their music on repeat and watching live performances and looking at pics like AAAAAHHHHHH WHY IS THEIR MUSIC SO GOOOD?????? WHY IS IT PERFECT?????? WHY WERE THEY SO GENDER???????

(songs I am feeling intense brainrot over rn in case you're curious: "I Want The One I Can't Have(live)", "Stretch Out and Wait(live)", "You Just Haven't Earned It Yet Baby", "Some Girls Are Bigger Than Others(demo)", "What She Said", "The Boy With The Thorn in His Side(live)"(p.s. I Want The One I Can't Have is Martian-coded to me, pls listen)(also it reminds me of that movie I watched yesterday)

#i want the one i cant have is playing on repeat in my brain rn and i watched a live performance and i was tearing up. why am i like this #the live versions of their songs are just incredibly good like at an insane level to me #i know the guitar is very complicated bcs my brother is equally obsessed w the smiths and rants to me abt how hard their music is to play #so the fact that their live performances are equal if not better than their studio versions is crazy #and i love the way he sings in live versions AAAAHHHH like just so over the top and dramatic #i absolutely love singing along to music and their songs are perfect bcs i can be as dramatic and loud as i want #and that hes singing perfectly and dramatizing it so much also while dancing along to it on stage?????? #their music has an energy to it in every single aspect that no other band will ever be able to reach for me #i spent so much of today just dancing along to their music and singing over the top. i just felt so joyful 🥹🥹🥹🥹 #GAAAHHHH sorry i just am really in it rn hahaha #its just crazy to me ig that ive listened to these songs so many times and they still fill me with such emotion #my mom sings and dance along w me tho shes like 'wow youre so energetic today did you hit your head or smth' 😭😭😭 #also was losing my mind looking at their pictures today and gahhhhhhhhb such gender envy their gender is unmatched to me #but its so funny every time i get gender envy over smiths era morrissey + #because theres some pics of my dad from that same period of time when he was younger where he literally looks exactly like morrissey #SIR WHY DID I NOT INHERIT YOUR LEVEL OF GENDER???????(my dad was a icon sjdkkd we look alike tbh) #anyways: i feel very joyful and energetic about their music. they just make me so happy and i want to dance around again 🥹 #i think this recent lapse into the pit was bcs i listened to the demos/live versions on The Queen is Dead deluxe edition #and im like ....how the fuck are they this fucking good?????? #hehehe tho my passion has affected others 🤭 #my brother is learning some songs on guitar atm and waxes poetic abt their instrumentals #my dad always listens to their entire discography when he needs background music. and my mom sings and dances w me #sorry this is unhinged i just feel a lot of serotonin bcs their music and i need to infect other people LMAO #maybe i need to make another web weave #catie.rambling.txt

[ban-joey]

sending laser beams to my professor with my mind. kenneth you said midterm grades would b up by this afternoon. it is officially TONIGHT and guess what? kenneth i would love to not be clenching my teeth in my sleep tonight. kenneth i will be sending you a bill in the mail. yes i know its probably a TAs responsibility but i blame you personally. i hate school

#i dont im having a lot of fun (genuinely) but it is often pretty stressful #did find out there are a few folks adjacent to my program doing zoonoses & climate change research so im very excited to chat w them next w #possibly directing my thesis towards one health. social epi gradually becoming less interesting #plus i think my strengths do lie in applying epi to biological concepts so. one health works there #my brain continually trying to get back to lyme disease :( sometimes i really do miss the east coast tbh! #not lying actually i think the number one thing i miss is the amt of vector borne disease research LMFAO #i do unfortunately kind of have a crush on a classmate so that's fine but whatever. grad school. men are nice to me and i lose my mind ig #need to go make out w a hot trans person i think that would solve my problems rn #but also it's nice to be so excited about someone deciding to sit next to me in every class :) #like wow how isolated have i been the last 3 years to be so delighted by like. active signs i have Officially Made Friends. #even if he does live like a block away from my dad and jokes every goddamn day like 'so i saw your dad yesterday' no you DIDNT shut UP #idk yesterday he sat right next to me in a class he usually sits w other people in and it sort of sent my brain off the edge and now im jus #yeah. sitting with this one. it's fine like it's normal. but wowie i do think it's my first time having a Big Ol Crush since (redacted) #a little scary for my animal brain i think but it's okay! #im 25 in like 3 ish weeks and i still get embarrassed about this stuff somehow? stupid. #he's just really nice and always really fun to talk to! i think i had to officially Sit With Myself today bc epi is doing a holiday party #and there's a baking contest and we were talking abt it in class and i was indecisive abt whether i want to participate #and he like fully cut me off and was like oh you should bake something so i can have some :) #and. well fuck now i have to lmao. IM SO EASY IT'S SO EMBARRASSING #good evening everyone. guess this is my journal now. anyway ken rice you owe me twenty dollars and i aim to COLLECT

[lucifer-kane]

Raven is soooooo. Literal looney toon ass slapstick violence weird guy. He also just is so tragic. Soooo so tragic.

#tragic character enjoyers would LOVE Uncle Raven Shaperaverse #i want to kiss him i want him to be able to rest and be happy again post david but that's just. so hard anymore #can change the scene in his favor to the slapstick from the original dark #sorry im thinking about his bit in the posthuman war and if i think about it too long i lose my mind #we say it all the time but imagine you could tell your past self he should have loved himself before he dies so you can live #all the posties are tragic but my bias is he's the most tragic tbh #especially because he just has so much potential as who he is #god the 'finale' to the posties story in july will kill me and im not even going to it

[cuntstable]

gave in to curiosity and pulled up a pucci clip on youtube to see what hes all about and was like. oh ok he seems like a pretty compelling character as you said. only for a girl's head to open up and eject a disc and he gets stabbed in the neck somehow? and then i thought oh right this is jojo, something i cannot even begin to comprehend

HEY….. DONT WORRY ABOUT IT OK :)

#the funny thing is that by the time you get to That Scene (one of my favourites btw and kinda better in the dub. TBH. ) its like. thats not #even registering as bizarre. like OOOOH okay his desire to not lose his loved ones makes him able to open up peoples ’’minds’’ and take #their memories Ooh okay. but like i said DONT EVEN WORRY ABOUT IT……… #anyway yayyyy im glad he seems a bit compelling though. makes me feel less insane for liking him so much LOL #jojo #pucci posting

[meowmeowmessi]

"no mbappe no party" as if the only time mbappe didn't exhibit disasterclass levels of performance post wc wasn't when he was shamelessly statpadding against his own fanboys. even if mbappe plays on the 14th and -miraculously- gets out of his funk and manages to score a hattrick bayern are going to put 9 goals past him bc your midfield is ass and defense is non-existent and your tinpot club has no vision. god himself cannot help you

#kyky stans on twt just saying shit bro im losing my mind. he missed two pens and bottled the rebound literally last match do you have eyes #and i have never seen a more colossal waste of oxygen like galtier literally why does this man even exist #'im going to build a team around messi' girl WHERE #sometimes looking at messi's club situation makes me feel so helpless #barça was never an option tbh you have to be deluded to think he'll ever go back and city's in crisis rn and i don't want him to go to #fucking saudi league or mls #sorry about the downward spiral yall i'll be back to reblogging messi getting lifted off the ground by men taller than him soon prommy #psg haramball just making me go insane is all

[alilaro]

white people will watch movies with people of color and say the most insane out of touch shit

#nope #sorry i know im late but like #knowing the full context makes logan pauls review 10x funnier #like my brother in christ the movies about YOU #the amount of reviews written by mediocre white men claiming Nope is 'confusing' and 'doesnt make sense' is astounding #tbh every time a new jordan peele film comes out with a black cast white people lose their fucking minds so.... #not to be pretentious but the amount of racism and lack of media literacy is killing me #please learn what metaphors and symbolism is im begging you to shut the fuck up lmaaao

[grlfriends]

I think it's time to admit I'm actually insane about scara in a not so chill neutral and casual way. it's a night of revelations for me tbh (fanart cred: @/cqnahs on tiktok)

#like..... im not casual anymore im genuinely insane im going crazy he's the loml im losing my mind just thinking about him #it's all just so...... ah tbh there's no words to describe how i feel exactly #g.txt