#im genuinely so confused tho

[angeliclovebird]

what the fuck happened the last time I checked it, it was at like 400??

But anyways TYSM GIRLBLOGGERS 💕💋 I luv all u lil birdies sm to everyone who likes and reblogs my stuff, ur the hottest mfs ever THANK YOU I LOVE YOU!!

#girlblogger #girlblogging #hooray #im genuinely so confused tho #i love my followers

[alphaketoglutaricacid]

when toshiro got on laios ass for being inconsiderate and never thinking about how his actions affect others like he was mean abt it but hes not wrong. Thats a pretty major character flaw and a pattern of behavior for laios — w not choosing jobs that made money for namari who is in a pretty dire financial situation where she cant even get off the island and has to go adventuring in the dungeon to get out of debt, who even explicitly brought this up, eating marcilles familiar immediately even tho she was attached to it, kidnapping shuro into his party and putting him in life threatening situations without like really checking he wanted to be there…?, wanting to see if izutsumi has more than one set of nipples when dehumanization is a HUGE huge issue for her the list goes on and on and on. Like when a friend does this to you its just kinda annoying but when ur the leader u really should be checking if everyones needs r met without them telling u. Like the autism plays a factor for sure, his cultural upbringing plays a factor for sure, but as ppl regardless I think u gotta step up to meet the needs of ppl in the moment or realize u shouldnt be calling the shots. just bc its influenced by factors out of ur control does not make it not a serious character flaw. And its written as such in the story.

#It makes him an interesting character w nuance and i like him for it #its a pretty big flaw dungeon meshi hits over ur head several times #And part of his character arc to grow as a leader who can communicate and take other ppls needs into consideration effectively so he can #be an effective king (an ending im still like kinda confused abt like i get its thematically full circle moment and a love #letter to the genre but like WHAT) #Granted ppl in glass houses shouldnt throw stones since shuros also a poor leader (worse than laios) #to the point that i think its a stretch to say it wasnt maizuru leading that party like “shuros party” i mean he sure was in their proximit #but his opinion does actually matter to laios and gets him to listen so ig it had to be said 😔 #dungeon meshi spoilers #Laios touden #But like it was not the first time this was brought up to him… cmon man #Toshiro is a sheltered rich kid with no conflict resolution skills who at least was kept materially comfortable his entire life #tho on the other fronts… genuinely he wouldve been happier if he wasnt born into that family #and when hes angry his actions become vicious and targeted to a shocking degree #but his assessment of situations tend to be accurate to a degree thats surprising for a person from another culture thats only been there #For 2 yrs #toshiro nakamoto #in da tags i suppose #Shuro

[lunarharp]

silly men

#witch hat tag #orufrey #i searched 'advanced cooking things' for this so i could find a word like 'blanch'. #lots of ppl said they want to buy my zine 😭 i have a printer now ufufu. i deleted my post of confusion even tho im still confused #i can post my ferdibert zine fic now. maybe i'll do a lil drawing for it. does anyone know what ferdibert is does anyone remember #genuinely finding it hard to call perfect-bound manufactured projects 'zines' any more.

[storm-of-feathers]

a?

#someone im interacting w on isq miiight have me blocked i think?? but i can still interact so im so confused??? #like i can still rb posts and even send a reply it just gets hidden immediately and labeled as a blocked reply #genuinely confused and now idk if i should interact if they tried to block me i dont wanna be that dick #ofc ik its partially my fault that their post got attention since i rb'd it to the big boy blog (to agree w them) #girl help idk if i should interact or not. i should probably unfollow tho i guess? #edit: some further info in the replies and begging someone to help me understand the social protocol for this

[etoiile]

chigiris hard to write for bc hes SO INCONSISTENT.

i dont think he has a type. i could see him being into the calm and collected and also the sweet and bubbly.

he's very feminine and hair care and skincare but he also gives big dick energy.

hes composed and soft-spoken, but also stubborn and sassy.

the list goes on but you get it. hmm this is giving me a fic idea actually...

#ami's chit chats 🤍 #LOLL #but fr tho #chigiri just isn't consistent in who he is #you cant peg him down as any character type #he is his own character type #like bachira is the energetic sunshine boy #rin is the emotionally constipated rude trauma boy #kunigami is the heartfelt honest genuine boy gone rogue #and chigiri is just #chigiri #hes a category of his own #like i cant write “he peppered your face in kisses” bc thats js not him #but i also cant “he felt too nervous to give you a kiss. he was so scared that it might make you uncomfortable” #so then im like “oh hes bold and direct” but hes also “chigiri's face had a rosy pink dusting to it at your words” #so then im like “oh hes cute lil shy sweet boy” but hes also “hell no. get the fuck away from me." #DO YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN #HES SO CONFUSING TO WRITE FOR #LIKE CHOOSE WHO YOU ARE AND STICK TO IT #but also i kind of enjoy how hes just his own cateogry #chigiri is just chigiri and thats all #chigiri hyoma

[faunandfloraas]

Being an introvert that everyone thinks is an extrovert is sure... something

#its tiring is what it is #at some point people seemed to take it as 'quiet person who is socially awkward' but i can be very friendly bubbly etc etc #so theyre like oh youre so extroverted!! like no. i really need to go be by myself now or im gonna freak out lmao #i always feel like no one has a clear image of me tho bc people have always thought i was super confident #bc idk ? im loud sometimes more in the past than now and idk i crack jokes ?? but like no i have horrendous body issues and bad self esteem #literally since i can remember. genuinely going back to when i was like 5 so again its just very ?? whenever people say shit to me about me #like my cousins bestie who i have known since i was like 6 said i was such a joyous happy person #and truly it made me so confused bc i am truly not but idk guess to her i am so 🤷‍♀️ #this is why i spend so much time alone now #its not totally an act sometimes i am that happy and fun but it is sometimes a mask that i have just been doing for 20 yrs so im good at it

[touch-starved-lurker]

Oh a lurker.

How does it feel to be stared back?

Into your eyes, full of personality.

ive become accustomed to people witnessing and experiencing my blog. when i first arrived i didn’t think i’d know anyone or post much, but happily i was proved wrong!

i love staring into people’s eyes, they’re always so fascinating and pretty…

#im SO sorry but whose eyes were you saying had personality?? ;-; #genuinely confused sorry #thanks for the ask tho!! <3 #asks #asks open #answered

[the-acid-pear]

It's actually really funny how it is bc despite being an insane person with weird kinks whenever I see someone with kinks I DON'T share I'm instantly thrown off by it. Which is comedic to me bc you'd expect the freak to inherently Understand other freaks but no unfortunately that's not how it works necessarily.

#luly talks #i am way more open to shit when explained to me tho #like usually I'm outright Neutral about this like ok sure. #but there's things that outright are so confusing to me they turn me off #like i saw some mommy rp blog and she was just... acting like a mother #and it's like. super sweet of course! but... not turning me on? at all?? #like i don't get why you'd want a 2 in 1 deal for a mother and a gf can't you just get the two things per separate? #and this is coming from a man with severe mommy issues too! I'm a man who lost 3 mother figures (maybe 4 even. prob more) #yet i just don't get it? like. i don't know. #like i dont get it when it's so Genuine ykwim? like sexy mommy daddy age gap shit i do get. i love older people carnally. #but when it is a real intention to have this person fulfill the gap your parents left (I'd have said hole goddamn it that'd have been funnie #r) it's like. do. do you know how hard this can backfire? like i feel it's only more harmful. like idk #like i am no one to say it i am as explicitly stated a certified freak but i really think some people should stop fucking and take an hour #off to go to therapy. just a thought. #like i have my psychological issues mirror into my kinks too I've thought of this deeply (not the cannibalism that's simply me being hungry #although i did make a huge post about hunger but i DIGRESS) but i feel it's different #maybe it's bc im autistic and aro Who Knows maybe this is about intricate social and romantic rituals i just dont get in general

[hella1975]

went to my first local d&d night and had so so much fun. me and my mate kept rolling natural 20s and all the more experienced players were genuinely freaking out and then i got to be the one to kill the Big Bad Guy at the very end. we're going back next week

#BOOM PSPSPSPSPS #i had so much fun #just drinking wine with some sort of taverncore playlist in the background and a load of us playing d&d #and they were all so nice!!! like they genuinely were just enjoying sharing the game even tho me and my mate knew literally nothing #i was a bard <3 and i kept picking random shit up and pocketing it which is how i killed the guy #bc i just by pure chance had this magical robe thing that i could use as a weapon lmfao? #im still mainly v confused by it all but it wasn't nearly as intimidating as i thought #we were there for four hours though i was HUNGRY #hella goes to uni

[arsonistman]

ok,,I finished the 2.1 quest...im not ok

#i genuinely didnt see Sunday getting killed coming #+ i was waiting for Gallagher to be revealed as sparkle so....my attention wasn't on that! #also what the fuck happened with aventurine #did he die?????? since the light disappeared from his stone?????? #im so confused #i with Acheron was more in the quest but it makes sense it was so focused on aventurine #her being on nihilitys path isnt that surprising... #either way shes cool as fuck #oh yeah. where the hell did ratio go?????????????? #he just dipped and was never seen from again lmao #OH AND super happy with firefly being confirmed as the one operating sam!!!!!!! #I wasnt a big believer in that so im glad It was confirmed nonetheless #I hope its the mech that becomes playable tho and not just firefly #but ig they'll probably do somehgin with her like Clara and svarog.... #eh who knows #txt #star rail #hsr 2.1 #and this concludes the 2.1 liveblog #sorry all the spam lmao #2.1 spoilers

[klugpuuo]

ok so if we know that someone of any agab can have any genitals & we know anyone of any genitals can be transwhateevr & we know that ultimately the only people who experience transmisogyny r trans women. then whats the point of listing your agab. whats the point of broadcasting specifically that youre exempt from transmisogyny like is that not obvious by just stating ones transmasc or. que?

#genuine question but idk who to ask #honestly i could make a gd thesis abt how much this specific thing confuses me i do not get it. i donot understand #tho thats prolly bc my first interasction w anyone like this is people calling me a spineless bastard for saying transphobia against #tboys exists & trans women saying baeddel is a term used against them and then. using it against trans men. a #nd so im slightly a little but fucking confused abt. literally. all of this.

[drewsaturday]

i think i agree with that post complaining about how we end up reducing characters to certain basic traits through incorrect quotes and memes to the point where we can forget what they're actually like, but idk.

i also think that if you do that while still keeping the source material in mind enough, vine compilations for your faves can give them more depth in a way? which sounds really dumb lmfao but i think a lot of the more lighthearted jokey posts in fandom can give insight into the more mundane day to day of the characters that you otherwise wouldn't if you hadn't matched their vibes to a dumb quote.

it's sort of the same effect of making a moodboard or playlist for them in regards to matching a vibe and getting further inspiration from what that thing adds, but less serious.

#txt #i don't disagree w that post tho it is something i've noticed in some fandoms where i genuinely get so confused bc ??? #these do not fit at all #i do not think we watched the same show and i think this was made for the sake of just slotting these guys into a meme #and i think some of my feels lately about fandoms feeling so repetitive probably do in small part stem from the same being used for #every ship slightly matching certain dynamics to the point where if that's /all/ you're engaging with the uniqueness of canon gets stripped #but i also don't rly care all that much since i don't think ooc stuff is the end of the world if people are having fun #it's disappointing to see stuff i don't personally think fits but #it's only an issue if it impacts how ppl interact with each other about characters if they're coming from #such totally different understandings/memories of canon that it creates needless conflict #but anyway yeah i rly do love the extra ideas matching characters to funney memes can give when done well and i think that's #a weird amount of value i maybe personally place on something so unserious j;lksdkfj but i didn't feel like... #comfortable reblogging that post bc of the above but im still thinking about it so. thoughts!

[mikoran]

its yearning for the monologue script hours again guys

#byler #because like. everything we hold dear with this ship depends on that script #the descriptions of el and mikes reactions and what theyre intending to portray all lies in there #if they wanted it to come off as genuine? itd be in the script. wanted it to come off as bullshittery? also would be in the script #that singular script couldve confirmed or denied byler endgame #IT HAS SO MUCH POWER #could turn my opinion on byler endgame around so fast #they made the actual scene itself just vague enough with what it tried portraying that honestly im just confused bro that script is a need #tho part of me thinks that the script might end up not holding much cuz if it were too revealing then they probably wouldnt have put it in #the polls in the first place #either way it COULD have something and that box being unopened is leaving so much up in the air #if the script is however mileven endgame promotion then i cant tell if id want it now or not at all #cuz id rather cut myself off sooner rather than later and stop myself from looking like a fool #but also byler is half of whats keeping me him going rn bro i dont think i could handle losing that #theyve become so important to me that season five is genuinely terrifying #what if they dont get together? what does that mean for my view on this entire show and what ive thought for the past year and a half? #my world would come crashing down bro #nahhh theyve gotta be endgame hahahahshdhrhrje #ohhh fuck guys is the byler doubt starting #oh god oh no #noooo im fine im okay im great guys #were gonna tag it in case oh god #byler doubt #man and i just made a post talking about how we should stay strong

[thecherrygod]

man knowing that there are parents out there controlling what their kids watch and read is. wild to me. like as soon as i was able to read subtitles i was sitting in the living room with my family watching whatever the fuck my parents wanted to watch. the first tv series i watched was sopranos i think, to the point its been long enough that i dont remember a lot of it. like. i feel im at the opposite side of the spectrum there

#my posts #like im not saying that was a good thing exactly but like i am the age that you could see fucked up shit online easier than now anyways #but like. i saw a post about parents controlling what their kids read and it made me think of this #also a friend told me when dexter was airing his mom didnt want him watching it and he kinda did it in secret #im a year younger than him. i was asked if i wanted to join and watch #“hey we are gonna watch (movie that clearly isnt for kids) wanna watch with us?” “i dont want to be alone in my room. yes” #worst case scenario sometimes movies got paused and i got asked if i understood what was going on in there #like maybe that did something positive to my comprehension skills? but still #im not complaining i just. it confuses me so much #i wont lie i really dont remember a lot of those movies or shows tho #i remember the very basic plot of 24. i remember more about lost and dexter and house even if the way we watched it was #weird bc it was pirated dvds lmao. im completely lost at sopranos and i think i watched t hat shit twice. the whole thing #but like movies?? i really dont remember them a lot. unless ive seen them more than once and some of them were more like teenage years then #its kind of a huge blank and movies blending together. i also think this is kinda why i dont watch stuff a lot currently dsiugh #anyways yes back out of the rant. i genuinely dont get it. i mean i get it bc its a controlling thing but. man

[rottengurlz]

My coworker just walked off the job for 2nd time because I asked her if she was almost done doing her housekeeping service and I said if any rooms took too long she can do them later. She then very loudly told my manager I treat her like a slave and I need to be fired basically

#she’s walked off both times because of me i genuinely do not know why she hates me sm #literally everyone heard me and was so confused why im she was so mad #and then she was mad because she had ONE more room to clean than everyone and it wasn’t fair #even tho I told her 1 of them is basically done it just needs the floors swept and mopped but she said she didn’t care

[chocoenvy]

I’ve finished the story, prepare to cry

🔫

THE STORY??? THE- WAIT THE WHAT?? WAIT WHAT STORY WHY AM I ABOUT TO CRY IM TERRIFIED WHAT HAPPENED????

#choco.asks #GENUINELY CONFUSED U DIDN'T SIGN THIS AS ANYONE SO IM NOT SURE WHAT UR TALKING ABT #IM PREPARING TO CRY THO