#im crying but its fkne

[koriikoi]

This was requested by @ axetry on wattpad ! I still have more to do in my Tumblr draft but I'm procrastinating on it . Please feel free to correct me with something, its been a long time since I watched AOT.

Genre: Angst, fluff. Gender neutral reader !

TW: Mentions of dying

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It felt like, the world  stopped...

..when you saw him like that.

You weren't ready for this to happen .

You loved him, but didn't get a chance to tell him .

You wished you have listened to Levi's advice.

" You should tell him soon. If you don't, then no ones stopping you. "

Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Why?

You had a lot of chances to tell him.

Yet, you didn't tell him your feelings.

You are such a coward.

If you could change the past, you would.

But,

The past is in the past after all.

୨⎯ "FLASHBACK" ⎯୧

✎READERS POV

" I don't know what to do Hanji! What if I mess up everything?! I don't even know when and where to confess!! AaHHh"  I said as I bang my head in the wall.

"Err.. what about a love letter?"  Hanji said as they put a hand to my hand to stop banging my head on the wall, "Well, what would I even say?" I said back to them. " I don't know! I don't even know how to confess!" Hanji shrieked, "You're hopeless!" I screeched out. "At least take my advice!" they said after I stomped away.

↳ ❝ [TIMESKIP] ¡! ❞

I stumbled upon Levi, I stammered a bit but I still managed to ask him love advice but all he said was—

" You should just tell him your feelings directly. He might be gone out of this world once this expedition ends. "

And then left. It hurt me a bit, but it might've been true— No no! Don't think like that (Y/N)! Maybe he was just joking.. yeah. joking. Right..?

You'd protect Erwin no matter what though. But.. What if you were too weak to even protect him..?

↳˗ˏˋEND OF FLASHBACKˊˎ˗ ↴

➶-͙˚PRESENT. ༘✶

"No! Wait! Erwin! You- We haven't- I promise to protect you! Please don't leave me!" I cried out.

" I love you so don't leave me! " He.. chuckled and smiled. And then took his last breathe.

It felt like a huge weight left me, it felt like he was waiting for me to say those 3 words.

It was comforting.

I felt warm tears build up my eyes.

It was nice, but he died in my arms.

It was a mix of sadness and happiness.

↳ ❝ [END.] ¡! ❞

I am so sorry if this was short! I had writers block for a few days and didn't know what to do and my mental health isn't really doing well(；′⌒')

I tried my best so at least appreciate it?(^^ゞ'

Anyway, I'm gonna go now! See you lovelies soon!!ヾ(≧▽≦*)o

Discord: shr!mp#6702 Word count: 534 Wattpad: https://www.wattpad.com/user/shr1mp_n3ko#

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