#ik i havent rlly been..present

[sapphic-aroace]

hi! i hope ur doing well ^^

so i know im aromantic (or on the spectrum somewhere) and acespec

ive never felt actual romantic feelings but i feel attraction like being attracted to someones looks (but pretty much only women/ fem presenting people)

idk if i actually feel romantic/sexual attraction, i atleast havent so far but im only interested in fem presenting people but idk if im attracted to them romantically?? i hope that makes sense lol

like, i want to be in a relationship but i dont think i actually experience love ://

and the only times ive been attracted to someone i feel like its just me telling myself i like them but i dont bc im friends with them (everytime ive been attracted to someone its lit just me being like 'this persons my friend and theyre cool, ig i have a crush on them now' but deep down i know i dont actually feel that way towards them, yk?)

but i rlly dont want to be completely aro (ik that sounds terrible sorryyyy) i want to be in a relationship and have someone love me and me to love them back! i want like a slow burn like bff to lovers thing but i dont think ill ever have that bc i might be completely aromantic

i guess i call myself sapphic aroace but idek if thats accurate ://

hello!

I'm doing rather well today, thank you for asking 😊

about for not wanting to be aro, know that many other aros feel the same. I know I used to. for a long time. it can be hard to realize you're aro, that you'll probably never feel or experience what society tells us about romantic love. that it's magical, the most important relationship in your life, that only a romantic partner can see all of you and love all of you, that it's the most intimate relationship you'll ever have, both physically and emotionally.

that is not true. this is a romanticized version of romantic love.

also, deep, meaningful and intimate relationships don't have to be romantic. I, for example, have a platonic relationship like this and it fulfills my emotional needs.

what I want to say is that your feelings are not unusual, you are ok. it *is* hard to get over amatonormativity.

I also think you should look into the cupioromantic label, I think it would resonate with you.

as for calling yourself sapphic aroace, only you can decide if the label suits you and if it would be useful for you. you do fit the definition if it's what you're worried about.

#aromanticism #sapphic aroace #questioning #amatonormativity #cupioromantic #answered ask

[ppnuggie]

hello ppnuggie <3

can i have a lost in space match up please :3?

i go by sunny, my pronouns are she/they and im omnisexual!!

i have short, curly ginger hair and a lot of freckles,, im planing on getting little solar systems tattoed on diffrent clutters of freckles which is not really relevant ig but,, freckles

my eye color is a mix of blue and green and people have actually argued over what my eye color is at school lol,, i dont really have an aesthetic but i do have these really cool pants with doodles on them and a little ufo on the back pocket that says "i need space"

i have a very cheery personality around friends and i would literally die for them,, i dont express myself around my family as much because they can be really judgy and im really sensitive,, and if im around someone i absolutely hate/someone who has wronged me significantly, i will let them know exactly how i feel - if i do have an issue with someone i will always try to solve the issue in a civil mannar without hurting their feelings,, i rely on communication a lot and its an important thing to me with different relationships

but other than that, im very friendly with new people and friends, im very open and try very hard not to be intimidating, because as an antisocial and socially anxious person ik how it feel when talking to knew people,, im definitely more confident over social media and texts than i am in person.

im an artist!!! im graduating a year early from high school and going to one of the country's best art schools!! ive had art set as acareer path in my brain since the 5th grade,, art is my life

i also dabble in creative writting, mostly fanfics but its just so incredible to come up with stories,, im a big book worm,, if im not drawing or watching cartoons/syfi films im reading, could be ao3, wattpad, tumblr fics, poetry, or a physical book i bought, i will read it

i love syfi and action that simmer in some romance ya know,, it just hits diffrent,, especially alien robot themed syfi,, idk my brain just eplodes when i see space robots

i hate being surrounded by clutter, my surroundings affect my mental state so i try to be as clean as possible to keep my attitude and motivation up :))

i have anxiety + social anxiety,, especially if im alone in crowded/public spaces- went on a college field trip once in middle school and i had a break down at taco bell because none of my friends were there and i was surrounded by strangers,, students or not,,

i hate broccoli and coliflower and public speaking/presentation assignments

im sorry if this is too much? ive never asked for a match up before but the ones ive seen are kinda lengthy so im not too sure :// i might do another match up ask in the future for tfp if its still open i love those funky dudes

anyways thank you for reading my tf stuff and requesting it was the highlight of my week !!! :D

ahh tysm for requesting !! 🥹🥹🙏❤️ im so sorry i havent been able to reply to the comments and stuff you make on my posts 😭😭 i promise im not ignoring you ,, its just this isnt my main blog but instead a side blog ,, my main one i dont bother or toucb anymore 😭😭 but my dms are definitely open if you ever wish to talk or so <33 and np !! i cant wait to see the finished result for the request :D i like your work so much 🥹 its rlly good !! heres you matchup <33 under the thing ,, and dw ,, you can request again for tfp bc no ones rlly requested so far 😭🙏 congrats on the art school tho ! :D hope you do have fun with that !!

𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐃 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 : robot !! :D

𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐃𝐄𝐒 :

• he would stay around you often ,, not bothering to spend time with others and instead stick close to you unless you told him not to

• hes very curious about you ,, lights swirling around inside the glass on his face ,, he finds you interesting and nice to be around

• whilst hes not all that sure about humans just yet ,, as they all act differently from one another ,, he does feel safer and more comfortable around you

• whenever he catches glimpses of your drawings he tilts his head to the side ,, wondering about them in his mind

• he loves to see your drawings ,, how each varies differently from one to another ,, it just makes more memories for him

• he has tried to draw something for you before ,, wanting to indulge in this littke artistic hobby of yours and make something ,, though it was only in the dirt as he doesnt know how to use pencils and stuff yet

• he’ll help you with public spaces and crowds and strangers as best as he can ,, making it known hes there for you shall you need some reassurance <3

𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐎

the small stick glided around in the dirt ,, shapes starting to form as he moved it about. he had his mind focused on a plant form ,, gazing back and forth at it as he tried to mimick its shaping. the lights swirled softly inside the glass ,, hand moving to make another shape.

once finished ,, he turned to look up at you. the lights never once stopped swirling ,, a soft hum coming from robot as he awaited for your reaction. laid there in the dirt had been a mishapened flower ,, the one just a little bit in front of you two.

he hoped you liked it somewhat ,, hoping you’ll enjoy his creation as much as he enjoys yours. the lights slowed their pace ,, blue gazing into your eyes as he awaited.

#🏷.300 follower event

[niteview]

found the necklace i misplaced two years ago yesterday 😭

#ironically i cant find the post where i was talking abt this sdgljsd but im so happy my sister gave it to me ): #it's sodalite it's pretty & it does not go w/ my casey jones shirt rn but idc #i ripped apart my room twice & rearranged it once and it was at work this whole time.. #ik i havent rlly been..present? this week it's just been a bit emotionally draining the past couple days (tho im doing better today) #on a little less important note i have not started my 514 set 🤠 but i think i'm still too tired to start on it today #i did sketch out my layout tho i have a basic idea of what vids i need hopefully it comes together #anyways if ur still reading hope you're having a lovely day/night & a good weekend!!!! 💛 #lissa.txt

[cower-before-power]

THANK GOD MAGNA AND VANESSA ARE SAFE!!! i woulda rioted ong LMFAO and klaus, he loves asta so much his body had a physical REACTION TO ASTA SAYING HE WAS HIS FRIEND. my heart is broken. ALSO YUNO HATES LOSING SO MUCH HE WOKE UP JUST TO TELL ASTA HE WOULD BE WIZARD KING LMFAOO ok ik he actually woke up bc their promise means so much to him i love they. ASTA AND YUNO VS LICHT??? what happened to fake licht or patry or whatever then? havent seen him since he killed julius n then finished the stones. yuno is so overpowered oh my GOD how is he not like ROYALTY. ok im just thinkin abt this but i hope klaus gets chosen as the next captain of the golden dawn. anyways i love when fights are getting rlly intense how sometimes the animation style turns into like line art u know like the manga style??? ALSO ASTA CAN TURN PEOPLE BACK WITH THE NEW SWORD!!! although it sort of seemed like real licht like,,, Gave It To Him right??? like during the fight he just so happens to throw it and MISS??? hang on a second……. licht is the only person in the show that uses light magic right??? and wasnt the attack on elves used with the same spell that patry tried to use on the clover kingdom??? 🧐 thinking thoughts….. super sleuth black clover anon is present 😎

I’m feeling so anxious and sorry I keep replying to these late 😭😭😭😭

I’ve always maintained for myself, Asta and Yuno are platonic soulmates. They have a bond that runs deeper than anything. Now, I do have theories as to why Yuno was able to resist his elf soul, but I can’t tell them yet as I think they would involve some spoilers. So maybe when the arc is done, if I remember, I’ll share them haha.

Also I would love Klaus as the next Golden Dawn Captain because I love him like crazy, but it’s probably not in the cards haha.

I can’t quite remember but they may explain a little more in detail about how Asta ends up with that sword. It’s been so long since I’ve watched I can’t remember everything they explain, sometimes I think I just think something in my head and then assume it’s canon ahaha. I do know that you’ll get a lot more Litch backstory, that I can say haha.

I know you are so much father a head then where you were when you sent this, thank you for being patient with my dumb ass 😭

#asks #replies #anon #bc anon #lauren’s sweet potatoes

[skulltula]

psst answer all those unusual asks!!

so,, man y omg

started 12:24 am

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? spotify!

is your room messy or clean?answered!

what color are your eyes?brown!

do you like your name? why?¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i am neutral

what is your relationship status? dating @dreamui!

describe your personality in 3 words or lessanswered!

what color hair do you have?black!

what kind of car do you drive? color?i c an t drive

where do you shop?uhh mostly forever 21 and i used to shop @ wet seal until it died

how would you describe your style?i have no idea tbh,, grunge sometimes and jus kind of whatevers trendy other times

favorite social media accountanswered!

what size bed do you have? queen!

any siblings?8!

if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?uhh tbh just austin would be nice?? id rlly like to just live in austin it seems like a really good city especially for the south

favorite snapchat filter? dog filter 🐶

favorite makeup brand(s)i like colourpop! i only rlly wear highlighter tho?? fenty beauty seems rlly gr8 too ofc thank u rihanna

how many times a week do you shower?i bathe with olive oil and a strigil like the ancient greeks sucker

favorite tv show?cxgf!! or jtv

shoe size?7.5

how tall are you?5′4″ish

sandals or sneakers? sneakers!

do you go to the gym?lmao no

describe your dream dateanywhere w my bb! i really like just going to places like the mall and walking around tbh but ofc restaurant dates r nice?? im not as romantic as id like to b rip

how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?5 dollars

what color socks are you wearing? white!

how many pillows do you sleep with?none i dont like pillows

do you have a job? what do you do? [looks out the window]

how many friends do you have? uhhh around 15

[this ones too negative]

whats your favorite candle scent? anything vanilla tbh!

3 favorite boy namesorion, adante, troy

3 favorite girl namesquinn, zuri, cherry

favorite actor? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

favorite actress? zendaya!!

who is your celebrity crush?zendaya!!!! or arian grande

favorite movie? answered!

do you read a lot? whats your favorite book?n,,, i dont read a lot i dont have the attention span

money or brains? brains bc i can jus,, get money if i make some life changing shit

do you have a nickname? what is it? daizy °˖ ✧◝(○ ヮ ○)◜✧˖ °

how many times have you been to the hospital?i dont keep count tbh!! its not that many tho

top 10 favorite songshoney - kehlaniwait a minute! - willowthe other side of paradise - glass animalsbad decisions - ariana grandeperfect places - lordegravel to tempo - hayley kiyokoveggies - aminewild thoughts - dj kahled but lets be real rihanna owns the ssex - the 1975team - babeo baggins

do you take any medications daily? yyyy i should but its jus for stomach stuff so its not a Big Concern

what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)dry-average

what is your biggest fear?¯\_(ツ)_/¯

how many kids do you want? 1 to 2

whats your go to hair style?short and manageable

what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) small

who is your role model? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

what was the last compliment you received?@dreamui gave me a lot in the ask thing she got today!! ////

what was the last text you sent?“horrified“

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?i always knew bc my mama didnt want me thinking a white man was giving me presents when it was her

what is your dream car? i,, dont know

opinion on smoking?i dont like ppl tht smoke cigarettes?? at least not the ppl tht smoke them in public non-smoking spaces or get mad when ppl r upset they have to breathe their fuckign shit air bu t ppl tht jus smoke weed r chill but i assume this was abt cigarettes

do you go to college? going to eventually ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

what is your dream job? elementary school teacher!

would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? suburbs!

do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? hm i havent been to a hotel since i w as like,, 7?? but i dont think i have and idk if i would! ik some hotels r chill w it tho

do you have freckles? nahhh i dont

do you smile for pictures?i try to!!

how many pictures do you have on your phone? 430

have you ever peed in the woods? ye s it was a p mundane experience

do you still watch cartoons? yeah for sure!

do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?crie s i love them both

Favorite dipping sauce? hmm i think maybe honey mustard

what do you wear to bed? whatever stuff i threw on after showering

have you ever won a spelling bee?na h i never entered i was too anxious

what are your hobbies?drawing, playing the sims, making ocs, writing vns that i never finish, cooking, gardening

can you draw? yeah!!

do you play an instrument?yeah! ukulele a little

what was the last concert you saw? uhhh oh god idk if ive been to a real one

tea or coffee?answered!

Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts?starbucks

do you want to get married?yes!! i do for sure

what is your crush’s first and last initial?cl

are you going to change your last name when you get married? yeah probably!

what color looks best on you? yellow i think?

do you miss anyone right now? yes my gf!! 。゜゜(´Ｏ`) ゜゜。

do you sleep with your door open or closed?open usually bc my mom used to never let us close doors ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

do you believe in ghosts?mild belief i hav mild ghost belief

what is your biggest pet peeve? oh god i dont even know???

last person you called@dreamui!!

favorite ice cream flavor? strawberry rn!

regular oreos or golden oreos? golden oreos

chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? rainbow!

what shirt are you wearing? this fuzzy blue pajama hoodie w bear ears tht i got for christmas

what is your phone background?lil pineapple guy

are you outgoing or shy?shyyy but im good at pretending to b outgoing

do you like it when people play with your hair?n o unless its my gf

do you like your neighbors? i like the gays that live above me

do you wash your face? at night? in the morning?i dooo, in the morning.

have you ever been high? nope!

have you ever been drunk? nah!

last thing you ate? fried rice & chicken

favorite lyrics right now“i like my girls just like i like my honey; sweet, a little selfish.”

summer or winter? winter in tx is always better

day or night? day!

dark, milk, or white chocolate?dark!

favorite month? mayyyy

what is your zodiac signtaurus

who was the last person you cried in front of? @dreamui probably!

finished @ 1:17 am to b fair i zoned out a lot

#dreamui #talk to me

[kittycath5683]

a response to the talks about kathy at the game

alright, because ive been seeing stuff. i wanna clear stuff up. i was at the game on april 14. kathy was there sitting next to trina and troy beside trina. yes she was wearing the same jacket as the game before🙄 but i bet that all of you have that one jacket u love and wear all the time. how i saw them was i was looking around and noticed troy and trina sitting by themselves before the game started, later a few other wags sat in front of them i couldnt tell but probably the most common ones. later i looked during the game and kathy was there, mrs kunitz with her son, genos parents and anna, EVERYONE! (AND OMG IT WAS SO CUTE WHEN GENO SCORED! HIS FAMILY WAS SO FREAKING HAPPY! HIS DAD WAS LIKE A LITTLE KID WHO GOT HIS DREAM PRESENT!) anyways.. *clears throat* i only took that one photo bcuz wat else is there to show?? ik that that photo is blurry but its good enough and i wanted to enjoy the game as i dont follow hockey just bcuz of the players and who theyre with. i actually enjoy hockey. so to sum it up, YES i was actually at the game (why tf would i lie about that lol), YES kathy was there along with everyone else you would expect, and NO they werent bored at all. in fact kathy seemed VERY intrigued in the game. more than the other wags but not more than Mrs Crosby bcuz omg she was going ham! waving her terrible towel and such! LOL. they clapped when it was necessary not like other fans when the puck would literally just be dropped on the ice and the crowd would flip! (kidding kind of lol) so ya, i just wanted to clear it up. kinda awkward when people are talking about you and assuming you were lying and werent at the game lolol and for all u that think that kathy and sid arent together or are in denial...JUST ACCEPT IT. seriously stop doubting their relationship, sid is allowed to have a damn girlfriend. also from what i saw at the game EVEN FROM AFAR, she seems rlly nice and independent. the type of girl sid deserves. just bcuz she isnt in photos doesnt mean she isnt there too! like seriously, kathy seems like the type of person who isnt fond of being in photos and prefers to take the photos (BUT CATHERINE! SHES A MODEL WTF!) sooo just because she is a model doesnt mean she wants to be recorded on where she is. havent you ever been with friends and they all want to take a photo but you dont because you feel like shit, or you simply just dont want to so u offer to take it instead? its her personal life. SO GIVE THE GIRL A BREAK DAMN SON! okay im done. goodbye.

#kathy leutner #nhl hockey wags #wags #sidney crosby #pittsburgh penguins #sidney crosby girlfriend

[flootweed]

@misterbitches im finally responding to your posts lol sorry babes 😬

i think ive heard of tamara but i havent read that specific thing youre talking about. but yeah the power structures behind anti-asian racism are not perpetuated by black ppl def. and white supremacy has a greater effect on black ppl than asian ppl bc of ya know... history. thats some rlly interesting insight tho bc like the antiblackness in the asian community is seemingly often presented as a perfect parallel to anti-asian racism in the black community. 

moving on from depressing stuff .. the dubbing of the untamed is by different ppl which is why it fucked me up when i found out. like that wasnt their actual voices tf ??! both of the leads were idols so that probably was part of why they got the role lol but they’re also talented.

im sorry your college experience was like that it sounds like hell. 

ik i should say something if I feel i should but like i always think “maybe theres something im missing i dont want to talk out my ass” idk just how i am 

yesss im a large proponent of curating your own spaces i use the block button liberally. also just ignoring ppl who have meaningless opinions i disagree with. like i used to get myself in a tizzy in my head when i saw someone say something bad about something i like trying to justify to myself how theyre wrong. now im just like idc lol. 

i live in a city with a lot of out of state tourists and i just get to clean up after them for $11/hr 🙃

im def guilty of sometimes believing whatever leftist analysis i dee on the tl i really need to do start reading more theory/history but ive become illiterate. i learned about the stuff your referring to in a class last year but like im not gonna get into all that its just very complex.

atots is very romantic as a pisces it makes me want to die. ive never heard that story about SOPHIE thats lovely.

lol i lowkey tend to look at vague spoilers before watching any bl bc im picky and dont want to waste my time on something shitty its worked pretty well for me so far. your past obsession w/ lady gaga is understandable tbh. but yeah ive been waiting for all this to blow up in sibs face. i have no idea whats gonna happen tomorrow in the next ep. like obv gene is gonna forgive him but im excited to see his grovel. yeah i like up’s acting even tho his crying isnt my favorite bc he has great expressions. kao is eh. he was similarily as meh in uwma tho so i wasnt expecting much from him. i think tharn’s actor (mew) got so much worse about that pausing thing in season 2 it was terribleee. also i think tyoe’s actor (mew) is good but thats mostly bc i think he’s gorgeous. 

i dont think mhok and aey are stepbrothers but idk for sure. im thinking mhok is either a childhood friend or aey’s sisters bf. oh yeah fuck his sister. its probably partly bc hes gay but his father mentioned him being evil which ig can be referring to him being gay but idk. 

i liked color rush it had a unique premise. oooh i saw mr heart and to my star too. i think you already know my wbl thoughts so yeah ... i love shu yi and his dad needs to fuck off. i think the first season flowed much better than the current one. 

aw i feel like everyone like uwma for winteam but i love the main couple. fluke had to cry multiple times every episode and he did wonderfully. lol hes not the pale one who died tho that actor is earth/cooheart. he also cries a lot tho. fluke and earth are actually both openly gay irl love that. 

ah so its like the giver and the receiver. thats so stupid. makes me think of this political philosopher i read recently who thinks of marriage as inherently oppressive to women. which like .. word !!

yeah i used to read rpf but like it just doesnt align with my morals i cant. even if i dont think theyre real it still feels weird. lol i just watch from afar as stans think fanservice and queerbaiting mean these ppl are actually together lmao.

i just want gay ppl to be employed. if theyre selling the fetishization of gay men to girls then the gays need a cut of the check. the replacing a straight relationship with two men is why im fine when a bl has a homophobia storyline bc that gives it less straight vibes lmao. 

i still think about that scene in itsay where the gay one tries on his moms bra bc he thinks that what the other dude would want. and then has a breakdown bc thats not him. WOW art !! the girl was def utilized well in itsay i loved her. i havent seen my engineer but she sounds lovely. tiffy my love ... OKAY DONE