#ignore me im complaining

[apuzzledprince]

if i have to hear. one more goddamn noise. i am going to scream.

#people talking loudly on the phone with no regard for what anyone else may be doing #the dog chewing on a dog bone she was given #the upstairs squeeking as my sibling walks back and forth #i am going to explode #ignore me im rambling #ignore me im complaining #misophonia #is this because of my misophonia? #i have no idea #but im tagging it anyway #actually misophonic

[the-gayest-sky-kid]

its me and this boxed rice against the world

#id feel like shit ordering food this close to christmas when we JUST had to edit the budget so like #found these in the back of the cabinet and they're good !!! #wahoo #god im so tired though #ignore me im complaining #personal posts and stuff idk

[rohirric-hunter]

I am seriously considering picking up my whole operation and moving it to a different server. Crickhollow was widely considered one of the nicest servers when I started, but I'm starting to realize more and more that isn't the case anymore, at least not when it comes to PUGs and raiding.

On Crickhollow there's a cabal of about 20 big-shot raiders who rule the roost, and they decide who is or isn't good enough to do t2 and above raids. Even if you try to start your own group that has nothing to do with them, they'll clog up LFF with constant insistence that you're not good enough and you're going to get wiped, and if you tell them to shut up they'll claim they were "just trying to help." And if someone starts their own group, manages to persevere through all that, and makes the mistake of inviting one of this lot to their raid? They'll actually try to get themselves set as leader and then kick people they don't think are good enough. I've seen this attempted, with varying degrees of success, eight or nine times, and usually if they don't succeed they'll then drop out in a huff, because they never wanted to run the instance, they just wanted to stop other people from doing it. Once someone pretended like they were going to tank, aggroed all the trash, and then sent "this group sucks good luck" to fellowship chat and left the fellowship, which booted them out of the instance and left the rest of us high and dry. (Joke's on them, we finished the instance anyway with 5 of us and me tanking, because even a blue-line hunter can tank t2 Stairs. And yes, I reported that behavior but obviously nothing happened.)

SSG has been attempting to mitigate this through various means; delvings, for instance, grant high level gear so these people can no longer use gear as an excuse to keep people out of their private party, and this did help a little bit, but the most assholish of this group will now refuse to raid with people wearing delving gear, because, in their words, "gear is an indication of what you've managed to accomplish, and you could have gotten that from doing nothing but t1 delvings."

I have tried joining kinships that raid, but that experience has been even worse because as someone who is (I don't mind saying) pretty good at the game and usually geared out pretty well, I immediately got catapulted into the raiding "in-group" in these kins, where people expected me to help them put down members of the same kinship with exactly the same vindictiveness. (There was also a general intolerance in these kins for people who weren't in a financial position to preorder every new expansion the second it was available, which didn't sit well with me when I could afford to do that, who even knows where I'd have been when I couldn't.) And when I specifically look for kinships that are not like that, they were always way too casual to attempt t3+ instances -- most likely because picking up extra people to fill out the raid results in harassment from The Cabal.

Not to mention that although I said a few days ago that I thought the vitriol against DPS had died down a bit since it's been so hard for them to get DPS for months and months, I had apparently just luckily happened across a very reasonable group, because last night I was looking for (t1!) Carn Dum instances in LFF and someone saw that I was a Hunter and said I obviously couldn't handle it because I "probably didn't even know what mits are," like that's an appropriate thing to say to someone who's just looking for a t1.

Anyway. I'm really tired of the whole raiding scene being held hostage by like 20 people and their exclusive little club. I really want to go to a server with a more active raiding scene, since if more people are raiding, I figure there will be enough people that one group can't get that kind of a chokehold on it. I just need to do some recon and figure out where to go.

#lotro #ignore me im complaining #also these damning condemnations of dps classes always seem to come from tanks who cant hold aggro #just an observation its probably not connected at all #but i will definitely note that i play on a regular basis with tanks who can hold aggro and actually dont know what mits are #but are still better tanks than this lot #because they understand what their job as a tank is #(holding aggro. in case that isnt clear) #i legit once had a guardian tell me that 'its unreasonable to expect them to hold aggro at all times' IT LITERALLY ISNT #IT IS YOUR JOB #AND I KNOW PLENTY OF PEOPLE WHO ARENT IN YOUR STUPID LITTLE CLUB WHO CAN DO IT #can you imagine if i as a dps class went out there and said 'its unreasonable to expect me to do high damage in every boss fight' #to be very clear none of this is about the gwathrenost group from the other night they were all very lovely #except for the girl boss/man boss thing but to be fair thinking back over some things #i think english might not have been their first language. so well forgive that this once #this was about me trying to get a group last night and seeing that nothings really changed i just got lucky

[lightvixxen]

Said some controversial things on twitter and now im getting hate💀, like it wasn’t even bad, said “steddies and hellcheers shut up and kiss already” like damn, i know BOTH communities say nasty things to eachother but ffs. Twitter shippers are a different breed

#vixenspeaks #ignore me im complaining

[necco-wafer-man]

Hate when people put like "basic dni" on their posts because as much as I'm trying to respect peoples wishes out here, I!! Literally can't know if I'm allowed to interact if your banner deliberately obfuscates who your comfortable with reblogging your stim board or whatever!

#ignore me im complaining

[captainjimothycarter]

I hate being disabled. I know the place needs to be clean but I have no energy and everything hurts. I blame the cold and rainy weather.

I had no spoons to do anything but had to force myself to cook dinner and now, barely 1pm, I am utterly exhausted.

#ignore me im complaining #is this post covid or just me being disabled? #who tf knows

[puppyeared]

Unsurprisingly assigned fairy type so heres me as a pokemon/fakemon lol

#I honestly should have seen it coming LMAO #my whimsy and fruity behaviour has captivated you ooooohoohoohoo #(not complaining btw I see myself as fairy type as well hahfhgb) #I also saw a lot of grass and normal type which was surprising but I think it makes sense!!! #thank u for assigning me a type it satisfies my curiosity #I used clowns/werewolves as my base as well as my sona for this.. and I wanted a switch form type kind of like Morpeko and finizen #puppierrot is puppy + Pierrot and Houndrel is hound + scoundrel #this was fun to make!!!! I was also thinking dark/psychic and fairy/psychic could work but eh #and yea I know dark and normal are type opposites. but volcanion exists so im going to ignore the inconsistencies #myart #puppysona #fakemon #pokemon #character design #sona #edit:went back and changed the typing to fairy/dark and fairy/normal

[heartsofhounds]

FOLKS 🙏 How we feelin’ about my final David Shaw design

#this is probably the last bigger thing I’ll drop until Wednesday hehee #but i might drop a few doodles i come up with during my breaks #gotta feed yall somehow #the ref is really mostly for me but im sure yall wont complain <3 #nothing too polished cause im lazyy #ENJOYYYY THO #redactedverse #redacted audio #redacted asmr #redacted fanart #redacted david #david shaw #fen art #AND YES WE ARE GONNA IGNORE THAT HAND SHUT UP- #fen redacted art

[azuneekun]

i come check ur blog everytime my friends slander shane to my face. its a type of shane palette cleanser. ur the only mf who gets me

Im glad you can feel some sort of sanctuary in my blog bcz shane fans r always going through the fucking trenches in this fandom

#i just went through facebook looking at a page that did not ask for permission posting my art (i gave up) and im reading thru the comments #and most of them r just slandering shane left and right like CAN U GET OUT #i know that old man is stinky!!! now GET OUT OF MY HOUSE 👉🚪 #i keep getting shit in reddit too everytime i post shane. this never happens w the other characters 😂 #they all complain abt me drawing shane “handsome” like idk how to tell these ppl but can u fuckin imagine if i drew shane more poorly than #everyone else LMFAOOOOOOOOOO #like even if im not a fan of a character i wouldnt draw them intentionally 'ugly' 😭😂 there would always be someone who loved that person #ppl r entitled to their own opinion ofc and we cant stop them for not liking shane but they dont have to rub it in our face either 😭😂 #i normally just avoid/ignore ppl who dont like shane (obviously. incredibly normal thing to do.) but shane haters will go to shane fans #and shit right in their front yard and personal spaces lmfaooo 😭😂 good lord #sorry for the yelling in the tags

[arsenicflame]

ive had to step away from all the analysis of the finale because thinking about it for too long it fills me with such a [rage? bitterness? frustration? all of the above?] the likes of which ive genuinely never felt for a show before

ive cared about media before. ive been disappointed by media before, but i think the difference is i haven't put my faith in media like i did ofmd- and the more time passes the more i feel fucking stupid for putting that faith in the show in the first place, when so many of the things coming to light now were already there

i cant think about it too long else it makes me so fucking sad, and im tired of analysing it to bits because its not going to change anything, theres no way to fix any of this, no way to find a spark of light in it, no way to come back, to resurrect the show i fucking loved.

im sure everything everyone is saying is well thought out and nuanced things but for the sake of my own enjoyment of this fucking show i have to just not engage with it anymore.

#the last post was the exception to this and its only bc that segment of the interview was directly on my feed #like im sorry if you followed me for my serious takes and now youre getting silly goofy dude #but not taking this media too seriously is the only way im coping rn #ikyk ive talked your ears off about my relationship with fucking show and the fandom in the past month but. but #nyxtalks #ofmd #ofmd s2 spoilers #ofmd critical #like. the serangela break up Sucks and i could yell about it forever #but in the end i dont think i really went in having faith that marvel wouldnt fuck it up #and thats the difference here for me #the faith i did put in. and the way i see how that i shouldnt have #ill still complain. but i dont have the energy to read them or try and write them in a way thats in any way fact checked or nuanced i just #i need to complain but i need to keep my love for this fucking show i. need to #again. ikyk. so. silly hours. ignoring s2 hours. making up that fictional man hours. i gotta #also please enjoy nyx tries to label an emotion and fails

[possamble]

realizing im kind of a weirdo about laios and marcille

#possramble #ignore this im just babbling but #the thing is that like. i don't ship laios and marcille together. their relationship is so so important to me in that laios comphets himsel #and THINKS that he might be in love with her but he isn't and that's my insane obsession #platonic soulmates for real but they're so sweet together that i fully expect them to be shipped together #like i get it. that's almost the appeal for me. if dungeon meshi were any other series there'd be an epilogue where they get married #convention dictates that they're meant to be together as the male protagonist and his beloved female deuteragonist #but dungeon meshi DOESNT do that and i love it so fucking much they're the comphet besties ever for my strange little brain #like if i ever did an arranged marriage au it would absolutely be laios and marcille having a platonic political marriage and then just #the most insane mutual pining with marcille and falin while laios and marcille struggle their way into becoming best friends #the imagery of the king and his beautiful court mage being tender to each other and everyone thinking they're in love is like catnip to me #like yeah they'd be like that and have no idea people think they should be together and the subversion makes me so obsessed #the more people ship them romantically. the more i enjoy their platonic dynamic it's like some sort of weird comphet fetishism idk #people think they're in love and im outside the window like YES... YES!!! #but also the second i see stuff of them kissing on the mouth or fucking im like oh god no i went too deep in here i gotta get out #don't wanna see that. i'll go feral over the idea of laios and marcille being arm-in-arm like king and queen but they would not fuck. #i want marcille to be his default comphet beard and dance partner/plus one at official royal events but they're not kissing. #she's there on his arm because he's scared of the other noble women tryna get him and being a baby about it #and people see them muttering to each other and laughing and generally being very sweet and think that they're dating but they're not. #she's actually covered in hickies from falin underneath her dress and is gonna get dragon dicked right after the party is over #like she's in her bedroom and falin's helping her take her ridiculous dress off while listening to her complain about politics #and falin is the person she goes home to the person she falls asleep to and wakes up with #they're a triad of utter devotion to each other but only farcille's side of the triangle is romantic #it's almost like an open secret because they're not trying to hide it at all but people assume and are surprised to find out #like people are so right about her relationship with the toudens but with the siblings' roles switched #love of her life & irreplaceable life companion. does anyone get it #anyway. i don't know what's wrong with me #it bothers me that they're not the undisputed most popular het ship for marcille on ao3 #it's unnatural. marcille being paired with any other man should be a fringe case.

[apuzzledprince]

very hard to work when your organs are pretty much digesting themselves because you forgot to read the fucking ingredients on the food you bought

#yes i know they arent really digesting themselves #but it's incredibly painful regardless #and had several moments where i had to stop #and lean against whatever i was next to #so i could catch my breath and keep from doubling over or whatever #celiac disease #ignore me im rambling #ignore me im complaining

[lets-try-some-writing]

Getting close to spring break testing.

Latin sucks, finding citations is torture, and still there's more to go.

I'm doing my best.

Doing. My. Best.

#lets try some writing mumbles #ignore me im just complaining about work as per usual #words dont want to word when thesis consumes all my soul

[rohirric-hunter]

There's a drawing post about wheelchairs going around where the OP basically rips into artists for drawing people in hospital wheelchairs because they were "outdated in the 70s" and "nobody uses them" and "it's impossible to get around in them without someone to push you" and...

That's the kind my sister uses.

My sister has to use that kind because of her condition, the newer models don't really help with her needs, but that's not the point. The point is that I have to question the world OP lives in, where you never have to settle for a cheaper option because insurance doesn't cover the whole cost and something is better than nothing, where your only option maybe was a secondhand wheelchair someone got for free after a sports injury that they're now reselling for $15 because they have no concept of what it's worth, or where your needs are maybe a little different from the generally accepted demographic of people who use something. It's such a disgustingly privileged perspective, coming from someone who's clearly been lucky enough to always get more or less exactly what they need and takes it as a personal attack that not everyone is.

#ignore me im complaining #also im not gonna look up the history of wheelchairs to debunk the 'outdated in the 70s' comment but ada wasnt signed into law until 1990 #so #like #yeah #im SURE companies were making great strides in ergonomic wheelchair design in an era where businesses werent even required to let someone #in a wheelchair come in #that sounds SUPER plausible

[starrysharks]

i wonder if white people specifically white progressives realise that black people are only ever seen as their skin color first and foremost

#this goes for all poc but im talking about black people here #black people are constantly connected to their skin color and tone in good ways and in not good ways #people will always see you as your race first because white is considered the default #like if someone wanted to insult me the first thing they would go for is my race or gender presentation #whenever an actor is cast for a role people see the fact that they are black before anything else - talent. style. etc is ignored #black people are othered in society to put it bluntly . that is why white people get so upset when black people are cast as any role #or when they uuuuuh you know exist #and if the other becomes the majority - say a movie with mostly black people or a black-exclusive setting #then white people will get uncomfortable and complain #maybe the way i explained it is weird idk im not good at explaining #what im trying to say is that blackness is not something you can hide unless you are able to pass as white/are biracial etc. #and so the many stereotypes about black people are what people see first #what i'm trying to get at is that the way people percive black people completely changes our experiences esp if we're queer or women #a white and visibly queer person will have a different experience than a black and visibly queer person #and white progressives often forget that #sorry if this was explained weird im not a good explainer and also some bad shit happened today so my head is not really in the game #do people even say that god #whatever man

[dr3amofagame]

just wanted to throw it out here cuz i just yap a lot lmao -- i dont want anyone to think that like. my fandom opinions are abt morality and shit. fandom isnt activism, whatever you ship and what you think about the minecraft roleplay has zero bearings abt how you are as a human being, whatever you like in fanwork whether that be coffeeshop AUs or c!sbi hero/villain or darkfic ship AUs and how close it sticks to canon and shit really is up to you.

do i have my personal preferences and will i air them out on my blog? yes . do some things in this fandom admittedly make me roll my eyes or confuse me or squick me out or what have you? lmao, yeah. but at the end of the day im just one person and my opinions on people's fanworks starts and ends at "do whatever the hell you want." how people treat real people is always gonna be infinitely more important than roleplay or fiction opinions

#ignore me getting on my soapbox sometimes i feel like a hypocrite for complaining abt shit on my blog lol #look i have Thoughts and Opinions and some of them are quite strong and a little salty #but sincerely at the end of the day if im bothered by what anyone is doing as far as fiction goes i can just. block or mute and move on #as long as youre not being a freak about real people ... what do i care