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#i. am like. borderline about to breakdown. i like. couldnt tell till like 5 mins ago.
pizzapizzadickz
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#diary
#personal
#drugs tw
#i. am like. borderline about to breakdown. i like. couldnt tell till like 5 mins ago.
#like yeah i knew i was feeling tired and shit. but i didnt know i was feeling this bad...
#idk. if stuff gets too hard. ill probably have to get high? like. i might not. but. im not sure how ill function tomorrow if i dont?
#idk. im not super bad but i can tell im like. about to get locked and ill have to fall asleep that way.
#idk im about ready to curl into a ball and die. i wanna scream. i wann flail and hit myself
#self harm
#i wanna cry. i feel like. i dont even know.
#like. im. idk. i just. idk. AHHH THIS IS DISTRESSING ME MORE PUTTING THINGS INTO WORDS SO IMMA STOP FUCK
#Seriously tho why cant i tell when i am getting upset. itd be very helpful to know like. 30 mins in advance at least.
#LIKE IM NOT TRYING TO IGNORE IT I JUST DONT NOTICE HOW BAD IT IS ACTUALLY.
#...at least im not in the garage rn working.... cuz i always breakdown big there.
#last time i did i was sobbing and hitting myself. the works really?
#idk. i should be okay tomorrow. or today if i get high. ill just have to see if im gettimg better staying the same or getting worse.
#haaah. im so tired. i dont wanna wake up or bother with anything tomorrow
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