#i'm tired pls don't judge lmao

[inexplicablestarlight]

Just some silly little sagau ideas

The way I've imagined the creator is that they were around even before Celestia, putting their heart and soul into forging worlds, fascinated by the complexity of them, and how they can diverge so much from how it began. They were all experiments sure, but you always took create care to protect everything you've created. I mean, you figured it'd be wrong to leave something you brought into the world to suffer. After thousands of years of these worlds developing under your curious watch, new gods began to take interest in what you created. Some time later, this ended in a great war between gods, and you desperately tried to protect your worlds, yet everything seemed to be falling apart. You were gravely injured, just barely managing to protect your last hope (aka Tevyat). As you laid, bloody but successful, tears mixing with the golden blood pooling down to create glorious, yet solemn lakes of magic. In a last ditch effort to protect yourself and your world, you offered to share some your remaining magic for the mortals to protect themselves (this is how visions became a thing). This left you smaller, and much, much weaker. However, you refused to leave them behind. It was all perfect for a long time, but when the archon war began, you were heartbroken. After giving everything you had, your creations still sought war, destroying each other. You were tired. So, you left them behind.

Blah blah blah thousands of years later you have forgotten everything, and live in a human body. Somehow, Tevyat always has a way to find you, this time in the form of a video game. That warmth people felt years ago by your gifts of visions had finally returned. They couldn't let it go this time--it was just too perfect.

idk just some silly late night ideas, might write something with it later. It might not make coherent sense in this so I ight go back and edit this at some point who knows

#sagau ideas #sagau #i'm tired pls don't judge lmao

[writingforstraykids]

Lmao FINALLY you’ve left Niki and Kylei! I knew you were better than them :/

Nora is way better anyways lmao

omfg you guys still don't get it, do you? I'm single and I have been since I met Kylei and Niki. I'm not interested in dating girls...I'm in no way better than Niki or Kylei and unlike you I can judge that fairly. They're both amazing in so many way, so kindly, fuck off and talk bullshit somewhere else pls. I'm tired of defending them for ME not dating them..like wtf. Once again I'll link this but I know you probably won't read it because you'd know better by now otherwise. Me being loving or sometimes flirty with my mooties doesn't mean I'm dating them. I'm not dating Nora, I'm not dating Niki, I'm not dating Kylei and no, I'm also not dating @galaxycatdrawz (since i also got asks about us)...chill for a second 😂😂 I know I could feel flattered for you guys wishing I'm in love and dating someone that badly but damn, you're talking shit about whoever you think I should or shouldn't be dating... @atinyniki @kailee08

#anon ask #fucks sake not again

[cheriiyaya]

Okay so— feel free to ignore but I need to talk about this with someone and know if I'm alone or not.

I HATE most fics where the reader has anxiety, maybe is anxious that the partner is getting tired of them, or cheating or them or anything along those lines, and the only thing that the partner does to make up and """"reassure""""???? the reader is with sex.

Now, I want to specify; I have NOTHING against who write these, I have nothing against who likes and these, and damn, sometimes I also find myself liking them.

But some are just so... I don't know how to put it into words. Like, where is the comfort? Frankly, eating out the reader's feminine area or fucking them senseless does not ease the paranoia or erase the problem at the beginning of the fic.

Most of these I found are: The reader is anxious. The reader talks with the partner, the partner understands (sometimes after an argument), and decides that for showing that they love the reader they have to fuck them, make love with them, depends on the way the sex is written ig lol.

And that's it! Where's the reassurance? Where are the kind, soft demonstrations that are not carnal desire that could actually ease the reader's anxiousness??

I am an anxious person if you can't tell LIKE LMAO YOU CAN NOTICE SO WELL AFTER EVERYTHING I'VE WRITTEN BYE, so when fics like this happen I kinda a lil bit gets frustrated (I repeat nothing against who likes/writes this).

And no, I don't mean aftercare; I don't mean after sex a softy partner who cleans them up, showers with them, brings them to bed and cuddle to sleep. This may be enough for a normal person, but an anxious person does NOT work like this.

Now, please don't come at me pls pls I don't want anyone to write in the way I desire or feel judged because honestly I appreciate most writings and most of these stories I stumbled upon are written BEAUTIFULLY, HEAVENLY. It's just something that gets me a lil frustrated.

Idk, hope this won't come off as mean, or rude, or anything.

Have a great day/night, DON'T FORGET TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF, eat healthy and drink water! Okay so— feel free to ignore this but I need to talk about this with someone and know if I'm alone or not.

NONNIE !! NO I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND WHA U MEAN !! i dont read smut n i usually just delete asks that hafta do w it BUT OMGGGGGG THIS ACTUALLY ANNOYS ME SM

LIKE I HAVE ANXIETY AND IK IF IM FEELING ANXIOUS ABOUT ANYTHING GUYS FUCKING IS NOT GONNA FIX IT FRANKLY I'D FEEL EVEN MORE ANXIOUS (especially bc i have sexual trauma) LIKE I'D THINK U ONLY WANT ME FOR MY BODY NOT THAT U ACTUALLY LOVE ME NBVJKWFNVWEKJGVNJN like im sorry but it wouldnt fix the problem (at least for me) and im not gonna come after u bc i understand completely wha u mean !! personally while i dont read or write it i think smut can be a way to show that strong connection w someone BUT ISTGGGGGG THESE PPL WHO WRITE THESE FICS USUALLY DONT HAVE ANXIETY actually most fics where the reader is insecure or anxious, whether sfw or nsfw, usually does it rlly badly and im saying this as a person w diagnosed anxiety qwq

#red responds―୨୧⋆ ˚ #A secret admirer…―୨୧⋆ ˚

[fairycosmos]

Do you dislike people who have more than you (money wise)?

I guess i'm just embarrassed of my recent privilege. My family recently got more money bc my dad got a way better paying job a few years back.

We were a stable middle class (regular in my country) and now we're just like upper middle class ig. But I can def feel the difference.

They invested and bought an apartment that i can live in (paying rent ofc) until they're moving into it themselves (across the country bc they wanna live near the rest of the family).

And i'm so proud of them bc they're refugees and had nothing when they came here. My brother grew up actually poor but i luckily didn't experience that.

But it's almost embarrassing to tell ppl what they've done for me and i constantly try to think of excuses as to why it's okay that they've given me this.

But it's also like - this narrative of me seeking acceptance from people with less than me and trying to justify it through that.

I guess im just curious abt ur opinion of this (me) and the whole thing of seeking acceptance from people of the class you were previously considered being a part of (and below)

Im so sorry if i sound disgusting im really not and ive never recieved anything from my parents (barely even b-day/xmas gifts) christ i just keep going lmao

but if you'd like - pls tell me ur opinion abt it bc im curious abt how im perceived by others

hiii so honestly i don't dislike people purely on the basis of them having more money than i do at all - i think it's completely fine to be proud of your family's recent success and to enjoy the rewards it brings :) this is gonna be badly explained bc im tired right now but i think what makes a real difference is self awareness - continously educating yourself on people outside of your economic bubble, not blinding yourself to the lived realities of those who haven't been as fortunate as you, understanding that the system is designed to keep the majority relatively powerless and understanding how money and class plays into that. if you're making the effort to truly grasp that then i don't think you should crucify yourself over any of this esp since nobody in your family has had it particularly easy. it can definitely feel weird to "seek acceptance" from people who are poorer than you in this context, so instead of basically praying and hoping that they will understand you and your background and judging yourself through their eyes, i think it'd just be best to remain self-aware and grateful and educated and listen to lower class ppl when they speak on these issues - if you're doing that and you're doing the work you don't have to feel embarrassed or shameful about your own life, seriously. x

#anon

[for-lovely-things]

Get to know me

Thanks to @m-lter for the tag!!!❤️💕

Favorite color:

Pink! I've been so obsessed over it lately😬

Currently reading:

nothing😤 i'm not a books person and I'm judging everyone who reads (jk ok!!!) I don't remember last time I read a book or a fic

Comic: the last one I read was Ловя лунный свет (Catching moonlight) by Nushanchel. It's amazing though it's a russian comic book which I bought exclusively on an art market and I doubt any foreign ppl can check it out. It's amazing though and absolutely stunning art and watercolor

Last song:

Ok last time I listened to music which was two days ago (wtf) I listened to Life is Yours by Foals (of course lol). Last song which has been habitating my head is ​quinnie - touch tank though, it's very Vicky and Vel :")

Last movie:

Me and gf watched Jennifer's body last time :3 very dibolically lesbian lmao

Also last time I went to the movies with my friend we watched Dungeons and Dragons! Not fantastic but fun! John Wick 4 was much more my taste ':)

Last series:

The Last of Us!! AMAZING joel and ellie are my babies and i loved them sooo much more than original game's version. Fantastic adaptation!

And me and gf currently (re) watching Elena: Princess of Avalor. Very fun disney cartoon series about Mexican princess :3 Mel is working as my consultant on Mexican accuracy lmao

I'm also a very long-lasting fan of Miraculous Ladybug and watching season 5 currently. Soooooo good jesus, I'm having SO much fun watching it and each ep is such a boost for me ahah. Story is real good too, it get better and better with each season

Sweet, savory or spicy:

Sweet with savory! And bitter pls, why it isn't mentioned

Craving:

Moving aboard

Tea or coffee:

Both!! Ppl who don't like coffee just haven't found a perfect percentage of milk and sugar in your cup, and yes what I'm drinking usually can be barely called coffee xD

Currently working on:

Uni work :/ 3d modeling 4 rooms, house and landscape at the same time

From more fun stuff, I finally came back to wip of my fic about Johnny and V going on a ridiculous date- Badlands and Bad ideas. I think it's almost done but I've been super tired lately lol stopped drawing almost entirely too😔 doing rp still though so creative life is still going :)

Tagging @mejol @elioamari @cyberpsycho-for-eurodyne @tessa1972 but if anyone else wants to do it go ahead!

#im not really in a bad mood but this came out weirdly sad xD seems like im not doing anything except watching youtube #and studying #tag game #my post

[dramaism]

Judge Kim, you seem to belong right in this family. You blend in perfectly.

#the devil judge #kdramaedit #kdramanetwork #tvcentric #tvedit #kdrama #kdramagifs #ji sung #park jinyoung #mufaloedit #my edit #devjudedit #i don't really like this coloring i forgot how to color lmao #gosh i made this and then accidentally spoiled myself ep12 and now i don’t even want to look at this set #why is it always a rollercoaster with ga on being/not being on his side? #it’s ep12 i'm so tired of this #ga on honey aren’t you tired yourself????? #anyway these three together and happy is all i want to see pls deliver it to me and i’d be satisfied

[panchatea]

Got any hot takes about writing/writers?

hmmmmmm... let's see this might be a long but please be sure to like keep in mind that this is just opinion and I am not calling out anyone. This is just my feelings and my answer to your questions.

okay first of all!

LET's TALK ABOUT DEATH or TW-themed fics in general.

like idk if it's a thing but this topic has been going on for a while and I know some writers want to write these topics for a good story but they are afraid of getting judged and getting like called out.

okay, number one! Most of these fics have warnings and if they have a warning and you choose to read it and you are not comfy with it... that is your problem.

2nd please don't be afraid to write it if you want to and please don't be concerned about it. This is where we honestly draw lines between fiction and real life. Write tw themes like non-con, violence, death, drugging, and other stuff if you think you have a story that you deem great and you like to share.

I have read great stories that wasn't published because of this stuff. For readers and writers, pls do bear in mind that is just fiction we are writing and reading. Yes, it may happen in real-life but writing or reading it doesn't really impact our lives outside so keep that in mind.

THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH WRITING NON-CON, VIOLENCE AND ETC. Yes if you were to look at it at some looks is it morally questionable but if you are uncomfy with that why are you here? Like this community writes smut in the first place. We openly share our lewd thoughts about idols. Yes, it is wrong that we sexualize them, but does that also mean we were to rape someone? NO ABSOLUTELY. We love these girls, we respect them and we draw a line where we shouldn't cross. So don't be a hypocrite about it.

that is one point I wanna share...

The second is branding writers.

CHA WHAT IS THIS YOU GO ON THE SPILL ABOUT TW THEME AND NOW YOU TALKING ABOUT THIS STUFF. Well, here it is and this is connected.

We writers are famous bout some of our personalities or works and we get called some stuff. It's a good laugh and it's fun but it gets tiring and it gets annoying at some point.

IDK where to start with this but here goes... like why the hell would you brand a writer such things just because he wrote this stuff.

Why must I be called a "murderer" just because I wrote someone dying... like why does have to matter? It's a character that happened in a fictional story. Why must you relate it to the author? and brand him such?

Well yes, of course, it's fine for me, and I meme about it all the time but bruh what about the others? Don't you pity them cause I do! For fuck sake I'm a character study nerd. That means I have a deep connection with my characters, I cry every time I write someone getting hurt and dying in my stories, don't you think that applies to them too? Please think about it when you were about to call someone such.

Like if someone were to write non-con, would you call them rapist?

Like if someone were to write drugging, would you call them an addict?

Lide if someone were to write violence, would you call them a delinquent or a brute?

GOSH, I've seen someone getting called a cheater all the time cause they admire an idol different from their bias. I know it's a meme but don't you think they are annoyed sometimes by it? Don't you think at some point they're just laughing but it's not funny anymore? I'm sorry if they are not feeling what I am saying right now but yeah at least keep in mind this.

and yes this is my hot takes about both writing and writers.

lmao I'm so sorry.

[lesbolieeh]

✧ ✦ 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐨 ✦ ✧

Welcome, sinners.

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𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒚 𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒕𝒔 𝒎𝒂𝒚 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒂𝒊𝒏: ✦ Lesbo shit ✦ Domme!Reader mostly ✦ Sub!Girl groups & female idols ✦ BDSM themes ✦ Sexual content ✦ Sensitive content ✦ Strong language ✦ Opposite of stereotypes ✦ Characters that aren’t named Y/N

(There will be specified warnings before every post)

𝒂/𝒏.

(my authors notes are always written in lowercase and very informal language because they’re supposed to be personal and not perfect)

this is my first gxg blog!

if ur a kinky top who likes ggs and female soloists, this is for u hun!

i just wanna write things that baby gay me wished was on wp back when i was confused and felt weird abt my sexuality :(

there r plenty of reasons y i decided to start this blog but i've shortened it down since i don't wanna write 5k words lmao.

1. most gxg blogs are focused on bottom readers [which i'm not] bttm!reader makes me uncomfortable most of the time so i will mainly write top!reader content. sometimes i'll post bttm!reader smut too as i actually would go bttm for a handful ppl in the world, like rihanna and kehlani

2. most gxg posts are poorly written i'm not the best author out there, but i do think my english grammar and spelling is pretty good although it isn't my mother tongue (don't judge my english based on this note — as i mentioned it's supposed to b very informal and personal)

3. most gxg blogs are inaccurate to the point u start wondering if they're written by stra*ght people i'm so fkn tired of reading gxg stuff that is inaccurate, weird and offensive bc it's written by a straight person. i want to write stuff that doesn't fetishize or sexualize lesbians and that isn't disrespectful to the lgbtq+ community, thus i will refrain from writing g!p or anything else that promotes heterosexual relationships or homophobia

4. most gxg blogs only include popular groups such as blackpink, twice and red velvet content abt underrated groups and idols will b prioritized bc there's barely any content abt them — which is also the reason y i won't prioritize bp, twice and rv requests. don't worry, i will post content abt them too, but mostly the underrated members like jisoo (bp), rap line (twice) and yeri (rv)

on another note, i do not stan the groups in my masterlist. i am a fan, not a stan, meaning i like them but don't necessarily know much abt them. pls understand that the characteristics of the fictional idols may not match those of the real-life idols. idk everyone's personalities — shit idek everyone's names — i just listen to everyone's music and find them attractive. i always do a bit of research if i'm unsure, but i still wanna apologize in advance if some chapters i write aren't that accurate. the reason y i included groups that i'm not that familiar w/ is bc i wanted to include as many ggs as possible as i didn't want to leave anyone out :/

also, english is not my first language, so if u find errors in the language (spelling, grammar etc) i would really appreciate it if you pointed it out so i could correct it!

ps, i will shame anyone who kink-shames

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All rights reserved © lesbolieeh

This is strictly for entertainment purposes

I do not own or claim to own any of the artists

I do not own any of the images unless stated otherwise

16/06/21

#sub!gg #sub!kpop #sub!idol #dom!reader #sub!aespa #sub!blackpink #sub!everglow #sub!gfriend #sub!dreamcatcher #sub!gidle #sub!got #sub!itzy #sub!izone #sub!kep1er #sub!loona #sub!mamamoo #sub!red velvet #sub!twice #sub!weki meki #wlw kpop #girl group smut #girl group reactions #girl group headcanons #girl group scenarios #girl group imagines #girl group drabbles #gxg smut #gxg imagine #sub idol #sub kpop

[misssisblog]

My Fave Songs🎶

Hey, welcome to my first post:)

As you can tell by the title, in this post I'll be talking about my Favorite Songs(my whole life basically...you'll see why later).

I'm gonna start this by saying this cheese, corny things like: my playlist is my life, it makes me feel better etc. So if you're not interested, just move on to where I show you the music that i listen to:)

My Playlist, the music that I listen to is more than just music. Honestly. It's a way of escaping from reality and at the same time facing all the shit that's happening in my life... and the music is my comfort. It replaces the friend who happened not to be there to give a little hug, to say that "everything will be fine". It also takes me to another universe, were no one can touch me, harm me, broke me. Music is this beautiful life I wish I couldn't live. Or better to say, music is like dreaming when you're awake.

That's what music means to me.

SOOOOooooo let's see what i got you ...

First we're going to start with the basics ...

Billie Eilish - idontwannabeyou

I'm gonna start this by saying that this is pure perfection and I LOVE BILLIE OKAY. Lol. Uhm, no but i never felt more related to a song. I'm pretty sure you all have heard of this, but if you haven't THEN I GIVE 10SEC TO GO AND LISTEN TO IT OR A LITTLE GIRL WILL APPEAR UNDER YOUR BED AND...... (jk! No but seriously,,,,,cause,,,,,,,you never know🙃lol

MOVING ON

Lana Del Rey - Summertime Sadness

This is a old one, i know, BUT i can't help it.....it's just so beautiful and sad (justlikemymood24/7). It's the type of music I can listen to all day and never get tired of.

Charlotte Cardin - Dirty Dirty

This is also an old one. But still one of my ultimate faves!

This is talking about a girl who loves a dude (f*ckboy,,,,mayde not...but..ugh idk...) but he chooses another girl.

Lyrics:

~I see the way, the way you want her. You're not easily impressed, baby i got more under my dress but you won't switch.....~

Ughh,,,,, this song is just honestly what I'm going through. I remember the first time i listened to it i cried, cause it was like everything I've been facing for the past 6 months (and still)

I mean,,, you get it lol. Whaaat? I'm a girl, i have had crushes,,,and i was rejected so many times this song has become an anthem for me lmao.

Enother "Boycrush, girlcrush" song:

Benny Blanco & Halsey - Eastside

NEXT...

L💗ve

Julia Michaels - Anxiety ft. Selena Gomez

P!NK - Raise Your Class

P!NK IS MY QUEEN.

Thats all i want to say lol

*From now on I'll just write the songs without saying something under like i did with the first ones simply bc the first ones are my ultimate faves, LOWKEY the following ones are also great songs!*

Eagle Eye Cherry - Streets Of You

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Avicii (RIP🙏🏻) - Feeling Good , Wake Me Up

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Ed Sheeran - Happier

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Dean Lewis - Be Alright

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The Neighborhood - Sweater Weather , Cry Baby

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Adele - Skyfal

💗💕💕🎀💌💖💟💘🌸⚘🌹😍💐💝🌺🥀🎀💌🎀💗💗❣💌💖💘💟😍💖🌷💐🌹🌺💕💗❣🎀💟😍🌸💘💖🌺🥀❣🎀💗😍💖🌺🥀💟😍🌸💘💌💖🎀💗🌷❣💝💐🥀🎀💌😍⚘🌹⚘🌷💘😍💖🎀💌💕💗❣💕🌺💖💐🌷💝😍💟💘⚘💖🌸❣💗🎀🌷💕💝💘🥀🌹💟😍⚘🎀💕❣❣💗😍💘🌸💌🎀🌺🌷💝💕

SOOOOOOO

Thank you for reading my first ever blog on tumblr, I'm a newbie so pls pls PLS don't judge mt hart:) and also, i am not a native speaker so if i made any grammar or spelling mistakes I apologize!

BYEEEEEEEEE MY WEIRDOooooeSSSSSS♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

#musik #feelings #aesthetics #mood #love #pain #art #artist

[curseofaphrodite]

tori my love hi

my boyfriend and i 🤝 expressing our love for each other through bullying

i'm still down for yours and mine wedding tho totally will make him maid of honour for you

each time i write sanskrit exam i feel like i have accomplished everything lmao getting decent marks w/o studying in sanskrit exam is my job

you don't understand our farewell is on 13 and i'm literally so excited can't wait omg omg omg aND I'M GONNA GO SHOPPING EEEKKKK (my lovely girls are wearing bodycon dresses literally everyone's gonna look so pretty aww ig i'll miss this batch sm)

I ORDERED A VERY PRETTY NECKLACE TODAY HOPEFULLY IT LOOKS THAT PRETTY IN REAL LIFE TOO

mystery murders>>>>the whole world

aYY SO PROUD THAT YOU READ SIX OF CROWS PLS WHO DO YOU SIMP FOR (tbh i simp for all of the crows but kaz inej nina>>>) oh have read shadow and bones series nah cause i really i hate darkling but ✨ben barnes✨ to create darkling ben barnes really said i will take the sad boy//shy boy cuteness of stardust the royal airs of prince caspian the beauty of dorian grey and the sheer hoe energy of billy russo there i said it

pls stop casting hot actors for villians i'm sick and tired of questioning my morals every single day😔🙏

urgg true it did piss me off a little every time aarons blue eyes were mentioned but meh that guy hot asf so okay kinda makes up for it aaron pls choke me

moving on

harrison ostetfield is soo fineeee my fav white boy of the month

now the tea not exactly tea but me ranting about my best friend's sad love life

and since you don't really know any of us in real life i can share shits without feeling judged or fear that you'll tell everyone

remember nyasa? i swear my poor girl has the worse luck when it comes to dating//loving someone. poor baby falls in love with ppl who play with her feelings. so recently she liked a guy and the guy "liked" her back but said that he doesn't want to do relationships bc yk indian science students 🤝 sacrifices he told her friend to take care of her and not let this whole thing mess up her grades. oH AND HE CONFESSED HIS FEELINGS FIRST THO anyways i thought maybe it was right person wrong time bc he genuinely seemed to care for my friend but today (he goes to her coaching classes) she texts me saying that he told his friends that he never liked her and she was so damn sad she wanted to cry but she couldn't bc she's in class :(( my poor baby the fact that this happened 3 times with her really makes me sad bc she's now insecure and doubting herself. i've literally grown up with her seven years of friendship and seeing her question "is something wrong with me" totally breaks my heart :( IT MAKES ME SO MAD THAT PPL THINK IT'S OKAY TO PLAY WITH SOMEONE'S FEELINGS LIKE NOT RECIPROCATING THE FEELINGS IS OKAY BUT PRETENDING TO RECIPROCATE IS NOT OKAY

anyways i love you and stfu ik you'll do great in your exams take care have a lovely weekend<3

-🔮

ps do you wear rings bc if you do 😩🤌💍❓

REPLY UNDER THE CUT CAUSE I RANTED A LOT <3

lmao yes our wedding will literally be too cool for this world. just amazing and GODLIKE

YOU GET GOOD MARKS IN SANSKRIT WO LEARNING BISH GIVE ME YOUR BRAIN RN. but in all fairness, i dont have sanskrit or even hindi shjsh

plss farewell party hits so hard cause I only have one more year with the same people who have been with me from LKG???? kindergarten??? how am i supposed to say goodbye to them?? literally gonna cry so hard.

OMG YES PRETTY NECKLACE FOR A PRETTY HOOMAN!!!

me, along with everyone else, agrees with you on the ben barnes comment cause he really popped off with his acting. no i havent read shadow and bone series yet but ill probably get to it this monthh!! i simp for inej mfing ghafa as well as the disaster that is jesper.

LMAOO okay one fun fact, idky but whenever i read a book i have an idea of what the person looks like in my head rightt. i was watching a lot of personality type videos then so I ENDED UP IMAGINING AARON LIKE THIS DONT ASK ME WHY

hes really funny tho check out his videos.

YOU MEAN A LOT TO ME TOO LOOK AT THE SIZE OF THIS ASK, IM WRITING A NOVEL FOR YOU HERE

YOU BRING OUT THE BESTIE IN ME.

harrison osterfield looks hot in a very specific model way. like the kind of dude we'll see at a bar and you'll be like ;) and I'll say dudeeeeeee + ends up match making yall.

OKAY NO WAT EVEN NO THIS ISNT EVEN FUNNY THAT TROUPE IS VERY FAMOUS AMONG GUYS IG CAUSE THE SAME THING HAPPENED TO ME?? one dude said he liked me and a week later he went meh. horrible feeling istg.

tell your friend that it'll feel shit and it will continue to feel like shit but on the plus side, months later, she will go ew when she thinks of him; just like I do now. remember to give nyassa hugs, she's an angel ✨✨

I did not do well. everyone possibly failed in physics cause we were all laughing at how shitty we did.

I DO WEAR RINGS BESTIE SHKDHKSJ DO YOUUU?? CAUSE ID LIKE TO GIVE YOU ONE MORE HERE

#🔮 anon #tea with anons

[hanniejji]

TAGS UWU

So I was tagged three times and since I wasn't able to do it on my phone I had to do it on my computer lmao anyway I got tagged by my sweet cakes(@hyunjinsgiggle ), the sunshine (@felegs ), and this cutie (@stayuwu ) this is going to be long btw im sorry and the ending is very depressing ignore it

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Rules: bold the ones that apply to you!

Appearance:

I’m over 5'5 / I wear glasses/contacts / I have blonde hair / I wear sweatshirts a lot / I prefer loose clothing to tight clothing / I have one or more piercings / I have at least one tattoo / I have blue eyes / I have dyed or highlighted my hair / I have gotten plastic surgery / I have or had braces / I sunburn easily / I have freckles / I paint my nails / I typically wear makeup / I don’t often smile / I am pleased with how I look / I prefer Nike to Adidas / I wear baseball hats backwards

Hobbies and talents:

I play a sport / I can play an instrument / I am artistic / I know more than one language / I have won a trophy in some sort of competition / I can cook or bake without a recipe / I know how to swim / I enjoy writing / I can do origami / I prefer movies on TV shows / I can execute a perfect somersault / I enjoy singing / I could survive in the wild on my own / I have read a new book series this year / I enjoy spending time with friends / I travel during school or work brakes / I can do a handstand

Experiences:

I have had my first kiss / I have gotten drunk / I have told a crush I like them / I have traveled outside of the country / I have flown on an airplane / I have stayed awake for more than 48 hours / I have had a near-death experience / I have caught something on fire / I have performed in a talent show / I have shot a gun / I have been on TV / I have gone scuba diving / I have broken a bone / I have slow-danced / I have gone on a shopping spree

Relationships:

I am in a relationship / I have been single for over a year / I have a crush / I have a best friend I have known for over ten years / my parents are together / I have dated my best friend / I am adopted / my crush have confessed to me / I have had a long-distance relationship / I am an only child / I give advice to my friends / I have made an online friend / I met up with someone I have met online

Aesthetics:

I have heard the ocean in a conch shell / I have watched the sun rise / I enjoy rainy days / I have slept under the stars / I meditate outside / the sound of chirping calms me / I enjoy the smell of the beach / I know what snow tastes like / I listen to music to fall asleep / I enjoy thunderstorms / I enjoy cloud watching / I have attended a bonfire / I pay close attention to colors / I find mystery in the ocean / I enjoy hiking on nature paths / Autumn is my favorite season

Miscellaneous:

I can fall asleep in a moving vehicle / I am the mom friend / I live by a certain quote / I like the smell of sharpies / I am involved in extracurricular activities/ I enjoy Mexican food / I can drive stick-shift / I have memorized an entire song in a day / I believe in true love / I dream up scenarios to fall asleep / I sing in the shower / I wish I lived in a video game / I have a canopy above my bed / I am Multi-racial / I am a redhead / I own at least three dogs / I am LGBR

I'm about to answer 33 questions wow I feel like I'm on an examination

11 questions tag

by sweet cakes:

1. what is your fashion sense?

I have a lot of styles depending on the weather or my mood. I mostly do the sweater/jacket + high waisted shorts hehe or turtle neck + shorts + cardigan/jacket. when I'm lazy, which is always, I wear an oversize hoodie and shorts and the occasional cap hihi I have a weird sense of fashion

2. what is your favourite season?

I like rainy, or windy. any is fine as long as I don't sweat like hell adfaslsja I hate summer

3. if you could go on holiday anywhere, where?

I love going to beaches but tbh anywhere with good views is fine, it doesn't matter since the most important thing for me is that I get the experience and take lots of photos if they have a lot of delicious foods then that's better oof

4. what is one quote you live by?

"learn to stand on your own feet" has a very special place in my heart

5. would you ever get a tattoo, and if so, what and where?

I would want a snowflake, because we're not alone falling down

6. what is your favourite song at the minute?

at the moment, it's nobody knows by youngjae and fine by yugyeom ✨✨

7. what is one album you would listen to for the rest of your life?

I still listen to Linkin Park songs because of the meaningful and relatable lyrics

8. what is your favourite memory from the last year?

it has to be the one time my mom said she's proud of me :')

9. what is one regret you have?

not being able to make friends easily :'( I find it hard to do

10. would you change aforementioned regret?

maybe :'(

11. if you could have any food in the world to eat right now, what would it be?

How dare you make me choose I can't possibly choose between different varieties of foods :'( fries, frappe, and shawarma w/o cucumber pls

by sunshine 🌞

1. what’s one thing that helps you relax?

probably sleeping with soft background music

2. what’s your favorite novel and author?

I'd rather poetry :') sea of strangers by lang leav is amazing

3. are you an affectionate person? if so, how do you show affection?

I'm more like the closet affectionate person hehe but when I'm tired or sleepy I get clingy a lot but I'm mostly through small actions, I'm not comfortable with saying "I miss you" or whatever unless I'm typing them

4. are you an early bird or a night owl?

totally a night owl

5. if you’re comfortable with it, do you have a song you connect to something or someone, and if so, what is it?

sorry by halsey, broken home by 5sos

6. if you could go back to a place you’ve been to before, where would it be?

the beach we went to last vacation :')

7. what does your favorite piece of clothing - that you own yourself - look like?

a very comfy oversized hoodie, it's black with front pocket, sweater paaaaws, and it has a small doodle of neptune on the back

8. who’s your bias and why?

bias? I don't know her

9. do you believe in luck and miracles?

yas, my aunt is actually a fortune teller? idk? but she knows a lot about those and spirits thing but since I have low self confidence I mostly sound like I don't believe in them

10. what’s your favorite type of decorations?

aesthetic and pastel colors ✨

11. do you prefer being outside or inside?

booooth

by cutie :

1. Are you a daydreamer? If so, what do you dream about?

sometimes I just space out without even realizing

2. What’s your favorite place in the world?

home

3. What’s home to you?

somewhere that no one can judge me, a safety place, a place where I can let loose and be comfortable and not give a care about anything

4. This is not a question but quote a vine.

"oh hell noOooOoOOoOooOooOO"

5. Grey’s anatomy or House?

what i don't watch any of these

6. Do you have any pets?

a lame excuse of a cat

7. What kind of friend are you? (You know, the mom friend, the meme friend, etc).

the mom friend, scolds you 25/8, gives advises everywhere, comforts you, takes things seriously, drops everything just to listen to you unless I'm in a very bad mood, sacrifices for you, boyfriend material (according to my friend), secretly soft, lazy but exerts effort when needed, randomly does weird things and dances to fortnite, supports you, but lowkey doesn't do the same for myself lol because I'm emo and you can hear me saying bad things about myself 27/10 and pushing you away lol

I don't share my food unless you're important lmao

8. Do you hate someone? If so, why?

fake peopleeee

9. What’s your dream job?

to be a journalism

10. What MCU character resembles you the most? (not physically, more like mentally and emotionally).

probably wanda

11. I won’t use this eleven question as an actual question, use your right to answer to this to talk about whatever the fuck you want. Rant, fangirl, talk about what you did today or yesterday or whatever. Just talk.

I just want to cry to someone but I don't have the heart to tell anyone, I don't know why but I get stressed so easily and that one time our nurse had a seminar and asked if anyone is depressed, I just want to raise my hand but I'm too scared someone will judge me and think of me as a weak person, like now, and she started this speech about how to beat depression and I just can't understand how is that going to work because it doesn't work on me. I'm getting tired of constantly getting sad for no reason and it's bothering my classmates and I hate bothering them I feel like I'm annoying so I kept these thoughts to myself. It's hard trying to avoid spacing out and being so quiet all of the sudden, I'm getting mad at myself for being pathetic and I did the "do" once because I was so desperate to feel something other than sadness and I couldn't even tell anyone and right now I feel like this rant I'm doing is bothering everyone I hate being like this :'(

I'm doooonneee hehehehe that took me like a long time and I should really sleep now :') I will reblog this with my 11 questions and tags because tumblr has limits ugh

[annyaforger]

Omg ahsgsgz I'm so sorry that happened to you the first time you tried to respond. It's no problem though, technology happens, life happens.

I hope genshin gets that switch release soon, I know lots of people without a a pc, ps, or Xbox have been waiting for it!

I'm also really shy and rarely do co op. I don't do co op with randos bc I am afraid. But I like finding co op friends on social media. I love how genshin doesn't force co op on you, though. And ohh no your friend on the European server. Star-crossed genshin buddies.

Kaeya and Aether are the only free characters I use I love them ahhh. And I did get Itto, the day he came out!! You can get him from the new limited banner! Did you end up trying for Itto? He's so good! He's like my new main sry Childe.

I love winter and fall as well. It's not as great when you're far south but at least it cools down a bit. I used to live in Florida tho so I get that frustration with icky fake autumn lol.

My plans for Christmas are just a small gathering with family and for new years I usually just stay in and have some drinks on my couch haha. Do you have any big plans?

And for the end of my novel, I can't believe I didn't ask this sooner (at least I don't think I did but my memory betrays me sometimes) who is your favorite Ouran Host?? It's a personality test I swear. I feel like Kyoya bc of your pinned post but I don't want to assume! (Kyoya is my fav I'm such a stereotypical Virgo I swear)

lmao ugh i know but you know when it’s like *minor inconvenience* : *emotional meltdown* dnskks that’s basically what happened. cause nothing was working out my PS was being a piece of caca. lmao it was all so much i shut down like my laptop lmao

ugh i betttt. fingers crossed and prayer circle for that switch release this upcoming year!!! lol

being le’shy sucks lmaoooo i used to be more friendly back in the day when i was like 18-20s now it’s just hard as an oldie lmfao there’s just so many younglins and stuff and then you get judged lmao then there’s people my age but they’re super good and probably take the game so serious i just be havin’ fun. so i have yet to even try co op lmao. STAR CROSSED BUDDIES DJJSKSK yeah pretty much T_T

ugh you’re so lucky. listennnn i’ve tried the banner twice and didn’t get jack crap. i spent 15$ too lmaoooooo i be lazy to go around looking for more primogens skjakaks i was trying to get some more rn but im tired i’m going to bed i have like 12 days to get it i hope i get him i’ll fucking cry if i don’t.

ugh fckn texas lmao bipolar asf GLOBAL WARMING idk if i said that already lmaooo but in god. did i ever ask what state ur in??? and fun! i have a friend in florida.

same as u for xmas. just be with the fam. do gifts. we celebrate xmas eve tbh and just open the gifts at midnight lol. same for new years my parent’s like for us to spend the holiday with them since none of us are like married and shit idk if u know hispanic families lmfaoooo they wildin. my mom would be butt hurt if i tried spending it anywhere else

oh man idk of u asked or not? but listen yes kyoya but also tamaki LOML 😭 dmskkdk not a personality test lmaoooo did i pass? and oh lawddds a virgo? YOURE A VIRGOOOOO i got beef with virgos lmao jk just my mom’s virgo ass she crazy but she also got trauma so ? lmaodjjskakam pls im joking tho

im excited for the reveal pls wAIT DO YOU PLAY ACNH???? u should come to my wack ass island if u do lmao wait if u have a switch i just assumed bc we were talking abt it but now idk lmaosjjsjaja

#mail.txt #anonymous #secret santa 2021

[nora-ren]

Why do you dislike them? I'm not going to type out the ship name because I don't want this to appear in their tags, but i'm talking about the first one you mentioned

(Since i got 3 different asks referring to this, i’m gonna answer to this one hoping it satisfies curiosities. lmao. .. Also, im answering to this particular one because the other two included the ship name and i dont want this post to end up in their tag. Qr/ow/in shippers, pls dont read this ! - i 100% respect you all. but you probably wont like or care about my opinion. And also im not looking for any form of debate/argument, i swear lol. I hate drama and I probably wont ever talk about this topic ever again after this post. As a massive Renora shipper, i know that i really hate reading posts (even respectful ones) that say negative things about my OTP lol. it really makes me bummed. So, i dont want anyone to feel bummed over reading my silly opinion on this ship.. my opinion doesnt matter.) 

I just.. :P idk. its more like.. many little reasons put together, rather than one big obvious “NO”, ya know what i mean? The biggest reason the ship makes me cringe is because of how .. almost gross Qrow behaves towards her? Teasing her, messing with her, how she is obviously v tired of his shit because its not the first time she has dealt with him like this. i think he even kinda gets her into trouble at one point… but i dont remember that episode too well. i could be wrong on that last bit. ehim just not a fan of the whole  “guys pick on girls because they like them!” perspective. I mean, get it. Some people like that in ships. They like that about this duo. I just… i don’t. i’ve been on the teased end before, and i found it kinda.. embarrassing? demeaning? to be honest i just wasnt comfortable with it. Some personalities like the teasing. Some dont.. and idk, I dont see Winter as someone who would be comfortable with being messed with in the way that Qrow has messed with her. Maybe another girl (or guy). Maybe another personality. i dunno lol. but Winter specifically doesn’t give me the vibe as someone who likes such behavior. On top of it all, he’s pretty much a 40 year old drunk … and considering how it’s evident that Winter’s mother is also an alcoholic, I just… gosh.. no thank. its kinda.. nooooooo  ? ?  idk ,,, Winter could just go back home if she wanted to deal with a drunk adult or something??

i guess the “possible age difference” is a thing that turns me off a bit too. a lot of people pass it off and headcanon Winter as like 25-30 and Qrow as like 35 or something lmao but i just … ehh, no. in the Schnee family portrait, Winter doesn’t even look five years older than Weiss. and even if Winter is 5 years older than Weiss.. that would put her at like, 22/23?  which is ……. my age.

and Qrow is definitely about 40. (17 starting at Beacon, 21 from graduating Beacon, I assume there might have at least been a year or two before Yang was born? so like…. 22+17= 39…. and now with the vol4 time skip. 40, ig ?)

i just………….. asdflkjhdlkfdsfjka

i mean, shes is an adult, so i guess this last reasoning isnt as “relevant” as the others? She can definitely do whatever she wants at this point lol. She can legally date some 70 year old if she wanted lol idk. But i just… yeah no.. being 23, I myself wouldnt ever date someone that much older than me, let alone ship Winter with an alcoholic who teases her and seems to “hold power over her” (if that makes sense.) it just feels wrong for me, i guess. especially not with her having shitty experience at home with a garbage father and drunk mother.so yeah.. like i said… there are no big srs “100% NO!!!” reasons against this ship. Its not like shes a minor; or its not like the ship is incest or anything. Its still a reasonable ship for sure!!! I see why people ship it. I see why people like it. I don’t think people are weird for liking it at all!! Its totally okay and i dont like.. judge anyone or turn people away if i see someone likes this ship XD My priorities when befriending people aren’t ships, theyre whether or not said person is a good human ^_^ tl;drit’s just not my cup of tea.and its really not a big deal at all! p.s  pls dont read this as if im someone who hates qrow or something bc i really dont haha i love qrow actually ! ! ! ! like a lot. i just dont like him+winter as a ship 

#its about qr/ow/in so pls DONT read this if you ship them #cuz my opinion doesnt matter at all and im never talking about this ever again lol

[aredhels]

aww our new friend left :(((( I DIDN'T MEAN THAT IN A MEAN WAY!!! YOU'RE COOL ANON PLS DON'T STOP TALKING ILY! also what are you doing sari?? ily too btw you're so sweet and kind and hell i'm surprised you put up with my annoying ass

sad : ( ALSO PLS UR NOT ANNOYING I LOVE UR TALKING TO YOU i’m just scared you’ll get tired of it bc i’m so awkward and not cool at all lmao

i’m drinking wine and mindlessly queueing stuff! also read a chapter of a book hell yeah!! (fallout boy sadie jones; my mum gave it to me bc she thought i might like it and judging by the fact that it’s about some shakespeare nerds in london (and maybe later on in new york idk??) so she was probably right, at least i’m digging it so far)

#like i'm always looking forward to the evening and getting some new asks from you #asks #anonymous #awesome tolkien anon

[holychrein]

Hello and goodbye.

Tangina why can't I just have a normal conversation with you, like what a normal functioning adult would do? It was just the very first time I had to be this close to you - considering that we're like centimeters apart during the whole 4 hour trip. Though it was a non-sexual physical contact but then god. Oh god. You don't know how much I wanted to grab you by the back of your neck and kiss the shit out of you.

During at the middle of the trip, I was wondering and yes, little bothered, that you; for once, didn't sleep nor take a nap. Were you too busy to study my face, ooooh maybe it was because you were too distracted eyeing my sleeping face because I'm that ugly. Lmao same.

Pero yun ba? Yun ba ang dahilan? I'm not sure if 1 or 2 years ba gap natin pero sure enough that you're 1 academic year ahead of me. I know you've chosen this path a long time ago and all heartedly wanted to become in priesthood. Even heard that you're studying under you Regency now.

Idk why bakit ngayon ko lang naramdaman to. It's super duper cliché pero ito yung nararamdaman ko eh. Never had a crush on you in my whole 20 years of living. Pero bakit ako nagkaganito when we suddenly bumped into each other? (Not literally tho.)

Maybe destiny played me so good I cried for you this early morning. It fucked me up real good, I must say. You fucked me up rin, sa totoo lang. I thought I was doing myself a favor and avoided further invasion of your personal space when there's a sharp corner ahead during the trip. Reason because:

1.You're going to be a priest and I couldn't risk myself to fall for someone like you. Duh.

2. Maybe you already have a gf and ayaw kong maging pokpok na feelingerang magugustuhan mo rin ako.

3. I just don't want to invade your personal space. Simple as that. I'll be furious too, if someone would that to me. The fuck.

4. Some part of me wanted you to take initiative by occupying and closing the little distance between us. Hehe 😊 ang rupok ko puta di naman kita naging crush gago.

So yun nga, bakit naging ganito yung feelings ko? Akala ko naman I fucked you up because I really did a horrible thing nung malapit na tayo sa crossing! Sorry haha. I even had the audacity to smile (that kind of arrogant and smug smirk) throughtout the last parting minutes of our trip. I don't know what came through my mind that I think of some shit like that to you. Hanggang nakita ko na lang na kumakapit ka na sa may window kasi wala nang space sa inuupuan mo pag pumapaliko yung van sa may side mo. That's when I started to smile like a fool because I thought that you'd be irritated of me; and that was all I wanted to do in the first place.

For heaven's sake, I don't even remember your name and didn't ask you for it anyways. Even though we live in the same town and were schoolmates in grade school. Was even reciting if you're name was John Benedict or some sort like that. But I did remember that your elem classmates called you John John lol. Close enough until I stalked your fb profile. Stalker na kung stalker lmao. It was tiring ah, kala ko mahirap mahanap yung account mo. Buti nalang naalala ko yung last name mo. Lol maybe because I was under the advisory class of your Lola when I was in fifth grade.

It was just a typical and tiring day, honestly. It never crossed my mind I would be this stupid to actually fall in love with you. Puta ang advance naman yata ah? But it is true. It was unexpected and somehow my cards played right but soon came the havoc and destruction I didn't look forward to. Who would know na we would be sitting next to each other. Kung alam ko lang mas mabuti na lang na nasa seat number 11 ako. At least I wouldn't be hurting this damn much. Kung yun lang. Sana nga.

Magpapari ka, at eto ako patuloy sa college life ko na gustong matapos yung degree ko na medtech.

Okay na sana yung araw ko eh. Napagalitan at na-judge ng specialist namin after sa opd check-up namin ng nanay ko. Tapos mapayapang uuwi na sa Samar. Seat number 10 and 11 na sana yun. Walang kasiguraduhan kung anong oras dadating at aalis yung van. Pero putcha bakit nagkaganito? Kung hindi lang siguro nagpumilit ang nanay ko na baguhin yung og seats namin, edi hindi ako magkakaganito. Fr fr.

One thing rin, kung ako lang siguro naunang umupo sa seat number 3 instead of 4, mas okay na siguro yun. Hays.

Bakit ko pa ba iniisip yun? Natapos na ang nakakabagot na apat ka-oras na biyahe at wala ka rin naman feelings sakin loooool. Why am I doing this? Why am I like this?

Idk if you gave me a hint on the last few moments of our trip by pressing your leg against mine. Kala mo ah, di ko pansin yun? Hahahaha

Cute rin when there's this quick staggering bit when we brush our shoulders side by side everytime na dumadaan tayo sa isang sharp corner on the road. Ang weird and super conyo ko na ba? Hahahaha. Though it was hella awkward and 100% nakakataas ng balahibo when your left elbow was jabbering on my fatty waist. Super trying hard naman ako to adjust my torso. Hays.

I'd forever treasure this moment with you. Even though we haven't had the chance to exchange few words naman lang. Sorry kung ang awkward ko. Sorry kung na-invade ko personal space mo. Sorry.

Alam ko na nagseserve ka rin sa parish natin and oo, altar boi ka hahaha. Sorry if I made a lasting impression na ang sobrang pangit ko pag tulog, di na nga masimbahin, I crossed the last straw of your patience because of my childish antics during the trip. Btw, try to sleep naman during the trip. It'll help you pramis. Cute mo rin maging masungit haha. Kita ko rin facial expression mo nung lumugas ka nun nasa may crossing na tayo. Uwu.

Ps. Why didn't you sleep pala? I really am dying to know why you didn't. Is it because you're used to it? Wow. Insomnia ba? Hays. Pls take care of yourself.

To be honest, ngayon ko lang to naramdaman nung ngayon nga lang. Where were you pala nung nasa Duptours ka? Di naman kita nakita na nagpareserve ah lol.

Hope i'll be seeing you on the holidays this year. 6 mos na lang, baby. Hopefully I'm going to see your face from afar haha. Charot. Thank you pala sa memory na to.

I'll be crying and laughing after this. Thank you! Sana maka move on na ako sa'yo. Kahit lang sa kaunting memorya na kasama ka, sana 'di mo rin ako kalimutan. Joke lang. Depende lang yan sayo kung ikekeep mo ang maliit na memoryang nagkalapit tayo sa trip natin from Tacloban. Hays hahahaha

Bye, and thank you! ❤