#i'm in love mayhaps

[mindstriker]

i really wish more people would get into Scarecrow as a character outside of the "hot" iteration of him cillian murphy played in Batman Begins because honestly he's such a nothing character there. he's really just Ra'as' 5-minute-screentime-having lackey, but he's magnetic because come on. it's cillian murphy.

i just want to grab people by the hand and gently guide them over to all the other delightful interpretations of him. look, guys. he's from georgia. he has religious trauma of the evangelical-adjacent variety so heinous it would make catholic guilt look like the greener grass on the other side of the fence. he once drugged batman just to follow him around on patrol while he hallucinated all night to psychoanalyze him and attempt to convince him to retire. he also once made him chamomile tea. he may or may not have changed his own last name to crane in reference to the fact that he was bullied in school by being compared to ichabod crane. because he was built like a skellington. sometimes he just has a gun and uses this in place of his typical fear toxin gimmick. in one iteration he gets fired from being a university professor for firing a gun in the classroom to prove a point. he generally tends to condescend towards everyone, but seems to get along with fucking harley quinn of all people specifically despite the fact that you'd think her positive attitude would give him a hernia. he's an absolutely batshit individual. he's shockingly self-aware and chooses to be terrible despite being aware of how terrible he is. he thinks he's batman's therapist. please i am begg in g y ou i know his glittery blue eyes and submissive attitude in batman begins are appealing but please there's so much to love here i beg of you look at him

#is this me being needlessly bitchy about the fandom tag for jonathan crane being 99% nolanverse? mayhaps. #nonetheless: i stand by my statement. the scrunglier versions of him deserve love #am i going insane over this because i'm currently writing fanfiction? yes #blame it on the 3k words of my batman au #this is me yelling #batman rogues #jonathan crane #scarecrow dc

[kenobihater]

thinking about how rdr2 is about redemption yes, but also about loyalty to what matters, love of family, and the consequences of both. arthur loved dutch, loved him enough to follow him to hell and back, but not enough to remain blindly loyal when dutch betrayed him and john. he put his love of his brother above the love of his father, because his father taught him well, taught him the importance of family. if not for dutch and hosea raising arthur to believe in the importance of loyalty to what's right, if they had just raised arthur as a mindless outlaw, if they hadn't instilled in him the meaing of family, he likely wouldn't have cared about john enough to betray the man who saved him. for example, bill and javier weren't raised by dutch and hosea like arthur was, but they were loyal to him all the same. they weren't treated like dutch's children like john and arthur were. because the values of family and of right and wrong weren't instilled in them alongside the value of loyalty, they sided with dutch despite his fall from grace and remained blindly devoted to a man who no longer deserved it. but because dutch and hosea taught arthur and john the importance of thinking for themselves and choosing what was truly right as well as the importance of family, they realized that dutch was going down the wrong path and causing senseless deaths with his recklessness, and arthur and john decided they had to leave. arthur knew he was never going to get out, but he at least wanted his little brother to have a semblance of a life away from the gang. he wanted him to have a chance because he loved him, because they were raised together, and because they were raised as a family. dutch had a huge hand in his sons betraying him, not only because he drove them away and betrayed them himself, but because he and hosea raised them right!!

#this is incomprehensible i apologize i'm just incredibly emotional over fictional cowboys today i guess! #len's meta #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #arthur morgan #john marston #tag as ship and i steal your kneecaps and block you <3 they are brothers #hosea matthews #dutch van der linde #you can tag as their ship tho imho it's practically canon they're in tragic old man love #rdr2 meta #red dead redemption two #red dead redemption 2 meta #this is really a mess but i doubt i'll be able to distill it into anything more coherent so i'm posting as is #mayhaps i'll be able to write up another rdr2 meta post later that is less messy so stay tuned ig

[lunarharp]

qifrey & the gals

#witch hat tag #more recent things. i already miss the motivation and peace of mind inherent to being offline i was drawing so freely and happily Hahhhhhhh #i miss you i love you i need you (talking to the state of being Officially Offline) coco thinking she's the 5th household member... #and not the 6th makes me think of my irl dad. kid me thought they were his firstborn child and turns out i'm his. 6th. #sorry for the very wild cai lore. qifrey 🤝 my father: Mayhaps i could reveal just how many children there are or maybe not teehee

[zhongrin]

cw/tw. gif(s), child neglect, depiction of starvation & frostbite, suicidal thoughts

꧁

𝐆𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐀𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫: 𝐀𝐜𝐭 𝐈𝐈

Candour of Light and Shadows

Quest Started

I still think

Some people were born a shadow.

"ーHappy birthday, sweetheart!"

"Thanks, mama!"

"May Lady Tsaritsa bless my little snowflake so he grows up big and healthy... And may She protect you from all dangers and surround you with love and happiness!"

"..... Mama, what about-"

"Hold on, darling."

Every year, instead of burning candles, I burn the memories of you.

Every year, instead of huddling in front of a warm fireplace, I relive the memories of the icy grave you call home.

Every year....

I wonder.

Why didn't you just di̴̖̊ë̷̻͙́̒̿̆ that day?

Why did the gods pity you when your own blood couldn't care less?

Why you? Why me? Why us?

I dare not defy the fate bestowed upon me. This is the role we were bestowed with. The second option. The second best. The supporting role.

The shadow.

....

But maybe....

........

Just... maybe.

.............

Maybe all this time, I've been tricking myself, thinking I was undeserving. Of the spotlight. Of the warm fireplace. Of..... a home.

“....”

“Wha....?”

“Happy birthday, Cov!!”

“My my, did we catch you off-guard so much you were about to unsheathe your sword?”

“Ah... I'm..... sorry.......”

“It's fine, it's fine. More importantly, do you like chocolate cakes? I had no idea what kind of cake you'd like but since you love hot chocolate and cookies, I thought you'd like themー”

“......”

“Cov?”

“...........”

“Thank you.”

Maybe one day, I'll be able to feel truly worthy of this.

......

I guess…. Just for today, I can be the light.

𝐆𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐀𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫: 𝐀𝐜𝐭 𝐈𝐈 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞

Candour of Light and Shadows

Quest Completed

[ To be continued(?) ]

#rin's adopted children: coviello #rin's queue is serving tea #happy birthday my child my baby my traumatized pookie with trust issues #i somehow managed to finish this an hour before their birthday here #and i already said it on their last story quest but #it still baffles me that they're well liked. i love them (/p) dearly and i'm glad people find them interesting enough- #-to care about. idk. it just. i don't think i'll ever not feel awed about this #thank you always for the love and support to this character #more of them coming soon. maybe. mayhaps even more than them. maybe they'll get a brother and a sister soon #ps. i am swamped with stuff and has no energy right now. please know i'm not ignoring asks and messages but i'm just directing- #-the little energy i have to more important/urgent things. i'll be fine. will be back soon. hopefully.

[yoinkschief]

My Weed Smoking Girlfriend

CONTENT WARNING - Mild Nudity

#HE WONNNN #Yea this took almost a week #don't worry about it I had business #funny business some may say #urffff I LOVE HIM #he's my third weed smoking girlfriend #mayhaps you'll soon know the others #jay draws #eddsworld #ew #do i tag this with n//sfw? #no idea #ew edd #edd #eddsworlds sexiest character 2 #ewsc2 #made use of underpaintings but digitally #think I'm in love ngl #and not just with his fat honkers #also the picture was too big I had to compress it 😭😭 #the things I do for my wife #I dunno if tublr tanked the quality but if not feel free to zoom in as close as humanly possible #there's a lot of texture in there #i love my textured brushes

[sage-nebula]

Not every positive platonic relationship is siblings. Sometimes people are just friends. Best friends, even! But just friends.

#i used to be so happy that fandom could acknowledge Sonic & Tails as brothers #but now i'm thinking that no one understands WHY they are brothers #given the way they are so quick to call *every other friendship* in the franchise siblings #Sonic & Tails are siblings bc *Sonic raised Tails* #he is Tails' big bro & his mom & his dad & his picket fence #in NUMEROUS different canons they have this relationship #including IDW (Amy: ''Well [Tails] was practically raised by Sonic'') #& Frontiers (Sage: ''A family born of love'') #they are not brothers just bc they are besties. they're brothers bc of this specific set of circumstances #that formed their relationship. and other characters just don't have that! #Knuckles and Tails don't have that. Knuckles and Amy don't have that! they are FRIENDS - not siblings! #even when I say Tangle has Cool Big Sis energy - i'm referencing the trope! #she is NOT Tails's sister. she's his friend. but she has the ATTITUDE of a Cool Big Sis trope character #that's all that means! jeez!! #tl;dr stop calling EVERYONE siblings. friends exist. let's hear it for friendship #(altho i will say the ''siblings'' tag gets brought out SO MUCH MORE when a female character is involved) #(Sonic & Knux have bants? boyfriends. Knuckles & Amy have bants? siblings.) #(it's *almost like* it's not abt dynamic at all but is just abt shutting down potential ships. curious.) #and no before anyone gets pressed i *don't* ship Knux and Amy either. they are FRIENDS. #but i'm just saying i think there mayhaps be an ulterior motive behind the misuse of the ''siblings'' label #just as there was by ppl who said Tangle & Whisper were ''sisters''

[ourlittleuluru]

So... yes... With the recent update comes more spoken Xavier home screen lines~

Finally, this one is voiced and he sounds soooo sleepy ToT

It's... legitimately making me sleepy too... zzzz... 好啦。听你的。一起去睡 (＿ ＿*) Z z z

#love and deepspace #xavier love and deepspace #xavier #shen xinghui #churambles #bruh #i briefly like fell asleep at work too ngl #and now it's only just 930 pm and i'm sleepy af #but i shouldnt sleep #or imma wake up all weird #but yes devs #can we have a sleep together feature in Quality Time? #that would be nice #or some alarm clock thing #a widget mayhaps #heck #gimme just alarm voice lines for me to use on my actual phone alarm and i'd be happy #for now...

[emrlden]

DREW THE THING! Howls' Moving Castle is dramatic, Three Caballeros is pure fun, and Majora's Mask is tragic- my favorite comfort things! And now my favorite characters are seething in a car together- fantastic.

bonus things- i wanted to redraw it and watercolor but gave up- and slime time

#i don't know how to draw a car interior oops #also as much as i love howls moving castle i never draw anything for it too bad #Jose smoking in the car also makes it look like he's the one makin everyone maD AL;DJFAF DO THAT OUTSIDE DUDE #oogh i haven't posted art in months but I've been stockpiling disney art lately so mayhaps soon... #also sorry rock lee you're definitley a favorite character but when i'm sobbin i'm not hunting down your episodes #howl's moving castle #howl jenkins pendragon #jose carioca #three caballeros #skullkid #majora's mask

[keeps-ache]

drawin prompt: video killed the radio star but theyre both obj heads (im going to draw it too!)

oh, welcome to the studio! you must be new here-

[transparent version below]

thanks for the prompt !! send me the link when you post yours !! :D

#just us hi #art #my art #artists on tumblr #digital art #oc #? mayhaps #tw blood #tw impalement #YEAA #awesome prompt i've always wanted to draw smth like this and always forgot Hbvfshf :D #/getting ~+~ fancy with some of this stuff lol :33 #//also man i hate plaid sm Fvhshfhhs #but also i was very committed to it. i redid it like 3 times hfhs #+ the radio design is something i made up more or less cuz i couldn't find any that would work very well for me #oh wells! i like it anyway :) #also i love drawing pinstripes :D just not digitally Hbfvshfbv #oooh the pains.. #//[does a dancin dance] ooo i got motion sick on the way home drawing this so Lmao #i'm going to. recuperate hfh 👍👍 #//thanks again for the prompt had a Lot of fun doin this ehegh :DD !! #<33

[marty--party]

kiyotaka ishimaru nation please help me out what is the best quality piece of merch i can get without going into irreparable debt

#martyn talks #i love him so mcuh but i have no money #DOESNT NEED TO BE OFFICIAL MERCH BTW i just want a little guy to put on my shelf. mayhaps on my bed #+bonus points if stickers and i can just slap his two-dimensional ass on any surface #main tagging this because i'm desperate /hj #kiyotaka ishimaru

[coffeeshib]

can you give us a little sneak peek at your upcoming one-shot? how would you describe the story in three words? 👀

crack, dreamy, &.... pwp 🫡

#they're mayhaps Doing it in front of a mirror & lena's mayhaps getting railed into next week—— #this oneshot is actually the 2nd part to in the middle of the night #it feels a little like a crack fic cause like in the prev fic it has some goofy gc convos & it's just. really fun to include those 🫡 #14k words just need proofread/editing now; my least fav thing i'm going to mcpass out bro #hope you have a lovely day #supercorp #asks

[leonidskies]

It's time for The Fears (worrying that I'm doing my early 20s wrong because I don't hate my life) ???????

#thoughts that do in fact make no sense when they leave my brain! #idk. i live with my partner i have a job i don't hate i love my friends #i get to eat good food and i decide exactly what it is. i earn enough that every so often i can acquire items that make my life more my own #i bought my own pyjamas for the first time this year. i just bought tea towels for the first time. i have furniture now #people say that your early 20s is about hating your job and barely scraping by but idk. I'm doing okay?? #it makes me feel like I'm missing something. is there smth I'm meant to be doing that will consequentially make me miserable #very autistic thoughts to have mayhaps. i hate being happy when other people are miserable but that's SILLY. #the people who love me want me to have a good life. suffering is not a badge of honour we all have to wear. if I'm lucky I'm LUCKY #and that's a good thing. #this has been your irregularly scheduled brain time

[pierog]

i have a really cool job interview MANIFEST FOR ME!

#i dont wonna say specifics in case i jinx it #it's with animals #quitting mainstream journalism's been soooooo awesome #im “freelance” now which means i cook delicious meals and go to the beach and get paid for writing silly self-indulgent pitches #this job im applying for would be so lovely actually a childhood dream come true.. a complete career change #i have lots of experience and a vaguely related masters but i'm norveous cos i know theres load of others WAY more qualified academically #i'll actually be fucking stunned to disbelief if i get it but i didn't even expect to get an INTERVIEW so mayhaps i need more faith... #personal

[navree]

i also think that you can’t really do aegond in the way people do lucem*nd where the other party is basically a self insert being romanced by aemond (no shade, ship and let ship) because again, luke is a blank slate so you don’t need to relate to his experiences and emotions re: aemond whereas aegon does have a defined personality and also how in the name of holy god can anyone who isn’t aegon or aemond relate to this shit

#personal #like mayhaps it's just me maybe i grew up sheltered #but i have never EVER grabbed someone's face and begged them to let me be happy and they could be happy too #and known that they'd say yes if i begged hard enough until someone put an end to it and all my hopes got dashed #and in that moment i hated that person almost as much as i loved them #nor if i'm being honest have i ever had my face cradled by someone pleading for freedom i really wanna give them #only to not be able to do it and watched the hope die in their eyes when they realized that there's no way out #and part of that is now my fault too #i haven't been in either of those situations because IT'S INSANE #god i made one comment about crackshipping aegond and now everyone's making me talk about it

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

hngnwntnentnrneenfnenfengndngrnengnf

#HNNNNNN #survived a full youth group overnighter none the worse for wear!! #despite some hits to my pride (wiffle ball. also I lost at foosball several times alas) I think mayhaps I am even better for it #had a full functional one on one conversation with the sound guy which was. wild #but I was just wondering how long he'd been doing production stuff so I asked and we talked about it for?? several minutes??? #also girl it's so weird bc I really really do not want children but how is it that watching him be SO good with kids #is one of the most goshdang attractive things I've ever seen #like it's almost cognitive dissonance bc I can't stand the thought of having kids but I also love doing youth group #and also that is. very attractive to me that the sound guy is so good with kids. #I spent like half the time watching people play ping pong. I played ping pong a little bit too as previously mentioned #also ough I love being with the kids... being a youth leader is so so fulfilling #like I never thought it was a ''calling'' until this year but it fills me up so much #and I think the kids like me #at least one girl in particular likes me skdkfnskgnskgns #even though I'm a doof and don't know how to play baseball #I just hope that my motivations are for THEM and not for ME yknow?? #Lu rambles

[stormyrainyday]

guaranteed her within 20 more wishes i can't wait god she's so pretty

#and the sweetheart skin #is so nice??? #she's not really built right now #because i'm hyperinvesting into click #P5 click my beloved #and then horrorpedia #and then voyager mayhaps? we'll see #but yeah #sweetheart venus skin #i LOST IT #she's so #i love women #reverse 1999 #r1999 #reverse 1999 37 #r1999 37 #also i know i said wishes instead of pulls #i'm a g*nshin player leave me alone