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partyinthemysterymachine · 2 months

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i want to just take a moment and give a big, BIG long-overdue and belated THANK YOU to EVERYONE for your support on that Big, Serious Text-Post i had made earlier this year.

it truthfully means a lot, more than beyond the everlasting reaches of the WORLD to me how many of you had shown your support for me, either in comments, reaching out, or simply taking the time to read and like my post.

i cannot thank you all enough for your generosity and understanding, and all the incredible patience and love that you have shown to and for me within my years being active in the Silent Hill fandom and on tumblr, and for showing me such kindness and enthusiasm that i have always tried to match not only in just my daily life and blogging here, but for GOOMT as well.

your trust and support in me, and your support of my endeavors and in GOOMT is truly, TRULY remarkable and HIGHLY cherished, and incredibly HEALING in my time of need.

i am EXTREMELY also, and very happy to report that said healing is going well. i have found a good therapist that i can connect with on a fandom level, who understands the interconnected community very well and has a good standpoint from which to help me through the trauma i endured in relation to the event. time will heal more wounds and i don't imagine it won't come up to affect me again in the future, but at least then i will be better prepared, and with a solid, and professional support system to seek further assistance in.

but as for you, and as for EVERYONE who has ever shown me your support, and shown me kindness, and shown me faith and trust and given me (and GOOMT) so much of your time, even if it was just anyone might call fleeting -- THANK YOU.

thank you so much for all of your efforts, and all of your love. i love and support you all in all of your creative and lifelong endeavors too, and i hope that you are all doing well, and healing from whatever has been hurting you, and/or WILL be healing in due time.

thank you, and i hope to be around more often again, soon.

just.. thank you.

thank you SO much, and i LOVE you all. 🙏🙏💖🥚🥚🥚💖🙏💖🙏🙏🙏💖💖

#ches writes #goomt #i'm so sorry i'm late to writing this little thank you reply to everyone #it's just that i'm.. gestures. limp wrists. Oh You Know~#lol.#but i'm HUGGING and kISSING U ALL!! YOU WONDERFUL and BEAUTIFUL good eggs!!!! 🙏🙏💖🥚🥚💖🥚💖🥚🥚💖💖🥚💖💖💖🥚🥚🥚💖💖💖!!!!!!

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solpng · 4 months

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..... hi 🧍🏻‍♀️

#can't believe i haven't been on here for like a month?? possibly a little longer idk 😭#i've been making up for lost time and hanging out with my niece #also i caught the plague again bc my immune system ain't shit #i was down fighting for my life for like 3 weeks 💀#the second half of this yr has been exhausting i'm so done with 2023 y'all like i rlly am #anyway i've missed y'all i've missed the vibes i've missed the tomfoolery etcetc #i genuinely hope u guys have been having an easier go of it than myself #hugs n kisses n all that

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boxwinebaddie · 3 months

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is there a reason as to why jers really did NOT like being called sweetheart?

okay, hmmm.

i think it's because he finds it...Condescending?

honey, sweetheart, angel, baby...

they're all terms of endearment, but jersey only does infearment, ergo: getting cutesy-woosty, fuzzy-wuzzy lil pet names from people, specifically adults, make him feel like you are likening him to a weak, helpless domesticated animal that's meant to submit to you, infantilizing/inferiorizing him the way you would petulant child or a blubbering baby, that you're praising him but secretly patronizing him...that you're basically belittling and looking down on him.

...when in reality, you're literally just trying to be Nice.

jersey played basketball all through high school, so he knows ALL about offense and defense, or rather:

being offensive and defensive.

like, at the grocery store, if the old checkout lady is like "do you want a bag for that, honey?" <3 kyle is like She Thinks I'm Not Strong Enough To Carry My Groceries ( aka apartment groceries that kyle is not even going to eat anyways, rip jersey's ed ) and will carry 7 huge bags to the car, huffing and puffing, cussing her out.

tldr: no matter how many times you fill the glass, jersey kyle's is always half full -- when it's not Empty -- which it usually is because again, jersey doesn't drink anything but water or red wine. he covets cynicism, thinks everyone is secretly out to get him/preying on his downfall and that no good deed goes unpunished.

more than that...jersey’s never had a Reason to be soft.

he's a machine. he doesn't know what to do with his fingers when they aren't curled around a pencil or fashioned into a fist. he doesn't think he was made to do soft things. sentimental things. to him, being gentle & loving were meant for kind people. the kind of people,

...who can love things.

and jersey does not think he can love things.

again, it's part of the jersey can't say i love you ask meme, that i think i'm just going to slowly distribute through these other ask meme answers, but i am of the belief that sixth grade pre!rm jersey either told stan he loved him and then stan died the next day or that jersey kyle was abt to tell stan he loved him and then he died...

either way...i think that traumatized the Fuck out of him.

so he was, one, never told i love you by his father...ever, doesn't think that he's meant to love things because he's a unfeeling cyborg whose only purpose in life is to Succeed, love makes you vulnerable which makes you weak which disgusts him. but mainly: he'd stopped believing in love full stop after he lost his stanley marsh...

...but now his stanely marsh is back.

and kyle's whole world is in color again.

once jerseykyle and ravenstan start dating, and even, i think, during the period of time when kyle thinks he has a crush on raven of c.d., finds that his heart, which was hard for so long...is softening. he had no reason to be kind or gentle, but now...wants to be soft and gentle.

for stan.

( he is very touch tank by quinnie coded )

like kyle doesn't care about other people or how they're handled or mishandled, but if stan even frowns, kyle is like cracking his knuckles and looking around before checking on him in the cute gentle ky vc.

someone asked me if kyle's ptsd goes after after he gets stan back, and yes...and no. it gets better, tbh i think taking the clozapine actually made his psychosis worse so when he got off that things were better, but getting stan back unlocked a new fear which is...

that constantly in danger of losing stan again.

so sometimes in the middle of the night if stan gets up to get a glass of water or pick up more cat food for curb, if kyle wakes up and sees stan not there, it'll trigger like a full blown panic attack where he's like "ohgodohgodohgod!! none of this was Real i just fucking hallucinated stan, this whole thing was a lie, stan is gone, stan is dead!! sTAN???"

and thinks he imagined the whole thing/stan is GONE again, start like yelling his name, freaking the fuck out, totally breaking down and stan just comes out of the kitchen w/ his glass and then immediately drops it and runs over like "ky, did you think i was gone again? :(" like putting a blanket over him and holding his face and giving him one million thousand kisses like "shhshhshh it's okay, calmate, cariño. </3 i’m here. i'm not going anywhere. you're safe. go back to sleep...

I Would Never Leave You."

wHICH! V SICK N TWISTED THAT STAN LEFT!! DURING THE RAVESEY DIVORCE!!! KYLES ONE TRUE FEAR!!!!!!

KILL ME

but we are not going to be miserable this ask meme!

we are going to be lovely and kind because that's how kyle is when him and stan start dating like...WHEN I TELL YOU NO ONE HAS LOVED ANYONE MORE THAN JERSEY LOVES RAVEN!!!!!

like nobody! No! ONE! NO!!!! ONE!!!!

like idc idc idc if he can't say i love you, he has trauma, and the literal trauma of losing stan is a large reason why he can't say it, but also the reason why kyle is so Attached to stan when they're dating is bc when kyle thought stan was dead he thought that he was gone forever...so now he's committed to spend every second with stan like it's his last and spend his life loving him.

ugh, i just...kyle would do ANYTHING for stan.

like he's so sweet and soft in a way he isn't with Anyone.

when stan was getting sober from alcohol and he was throwing up nonstop, fucking crying and dying with his matted hair sticking to his forehead from how much he was sweating/how feverish he was, literally shaking, so fucking miserable w/ his face pressed into the toilet seat like "kyle, i can't fucking do this. i'm not strong enough. i feel like i'm going to die. i can't i can't i CANT." :((( kyle was just like gently gliding his thumb over stan's cheek like "you can do this. you survived so much more than this. i know it hurts now, but i'm here. and i will be with you every step of the way." and kisses his forehead.

and when i tell you kyle's fear of contamination and his intense ocd has him washing his hands and spraying you with bear mace if you even breathe near him, it doesn't matter when it's stan. like he loves and cares about stan so much that he does not give a shit what happens to him or weird fluids or being sick and i'm...AAAAAAAA!

or like omg, speaking of stan getting sober, those first couple of concerts after stan stops drinking and has to do raven things or preform in front of thousands of people, he used to do shots and have to drink a lot to be comfortable out there, so he has huge panic attacks sober. and kyle just reassures him from off stage and squeezes his hand, blows a kiss & sticks his tongue out.

FR EVEN HANGING OUT WITH THEIR FRIENDS!!! bebe and tweek and kenny and craig and marj and jimmy are all on the couch and kyle and is like "baby, will you find the colander in the kitchen please?" and stan is like *squints in dyslexia* but is like "okay, be right back" but then kyle is like "wait you forgot something" and gives stan a little kiss AND EVERYONE IS LIKE "wAit yOu fOrgOt SoMEthiNg" and kyle is like "yEAH HAHAAHA REAL FUNNY ASSHOLES!!!! ITS GONNA BE REAL HARD TO LAUGH W/ YA TEETH ON THE FLOO--"

but stops midword bc stan makes a tiny whining sound like "kyyyy? i'm so sorry, but i can't find it." and kyle's face immediately softens and he's like "stan, what did i say about apoloizin' when you don't need to? i’ll be right there, sweetheart. <3" and everyones like i'LL bE RiGh-- and kyles like “tRY IT AGAIN, IDIOTS!!! SEE WHAT HAPPENS SEE--oh god, stan, don't cry!" :'c *races over*

girls, gays and theys!!! my sons are in LOOOVEEE!!! ;-;;;;

but yeah, no, when ravesey starts #hating, kyle calls stan sweetheart like alllll the time, all the little cutesy-wutzy, fuzzy-fuzzy nicknames that he claimed to hate because stan just makes his heart so warm. also jersey kyle saying "baby" in the jersey accent??? like saying sweetheart, baby, honey...I KNOW IT SOUNDS CUTE!!!

( ky does also call ravenstan zeeskeit and stan does call jersey mi sabelotodo like in his letter, btw xx )

okay, last thing, is that honestly learning how to love things and being vulnerable and soft is how he realized he wanted to be a guidance counsellor and provide support to kids like him who didn't have it growing up/being gentle with them and patient and nurturing.

the post!rm soft kyle psychology major/elem guidance counsellor era is my faaav like his character development is CRAZY!!

my comfort television shows are say yes to the dress and masterchef (which means that kyle's favorite comfort tv shows are them) and kyle is so gordon ramsey coded in that with all the adults he's screaming at them, calling them worthless and idiot sandwiches, but with kids he just like kneels all the way down and speaks sweetly to them and is like "i'm not leaving until you laugh" <3

like i think a little girl is in there one time ( i think it might be nova, who is the ravesey kid bc i had them adopt one of kyle's troubled guidance counsellor children...also she looks like this, yes i made her look like havana rose liu because i'm obsessed with her. she's a qt )

but yes, so a little girl starts crying in kyle's office and he's like patting her on the back like "it's okay to cry. don't be embarrassed -- look." then pulls out his phone and points to his lock screen and its stan in a black cd tee-shirt with all the tattoos and piercings and eyeliner in like a pair of ripped skinny jeans and the combat boots.

then jers is like "okay, so this is my boyfriend. and he cries alllll the time. over very silly things." and is like "like, the otha day we were goin' to the store and he saw this tiny little dog, even tinier than you, and she was wearin' this pink sweater and he started crying...bc he thought she was cute. like full waterworks, everything." and the little girl starts laughing and he's like "there we go! c': see, it's all gonna to be okay, my friend. take a piece of candy on your way out. see you later." and fist bumps her bUT SHE HUGS HIM AND HE'S LIKE AAA

anyways...actual angel jersey kyle...my beloved.

-uncle nina, who is leaking out of her eyeballs

#i am the jersey kyle being the softest person in rm secretly agenda #i will always be in the trenches for jersey i love him so bad #no one has loved anyone as fiercely or endlessly #than jersey loves raven like jersey kyle is a SIMP #its v unserious like i love when goth boot stan is like my feet hurt and kyles like stan i told u not to wear those and carries him anyways #like smh...does anyone hear a whip cracking #but no kyle jut doesnt like pet names bc he thinks ur looking down on him bc his brain is all hardwired for attack #but when him and stan start dating he just gets really soft and gentle and loving and idk hes really nice to little kids #its so nice i love u kyle hes so cute #i know that little girl hugged him and he sat in his office smiling for a long time and texted stan like AAAA STAN GUESS WHAT AWWW #anyways they are gay! move along!#sorry this is kind of written insanely i am very tired have like 145 asks and i am busy at work so if its spelled or worded weird #thats just the way its gotta be guys i'm sorry #my fav thing is ky verbally evsicerating someone like stopping to kiss stan on the cheek AND THEN GOING BACK LMAOO #“LETS GET ONE THING STRAIGHT AHOLE I AM GOING TO” “hi baby <33 i missed you” “AND ANOTHER THING BITCH!!!”#he is my hero lol #MY BABY MY BABY MY BAAAABY ;-;#stan on the kitchen counter while kyle cooks and hes like stan get off the counter get the fuc--baby will you please get off the counter?#like ur so cute ur distracting me ( but like totally lets him stay and feeds him all the little veggies n stands between his legs )#they are so cute i am fucking sick

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mikesbasementbeets · 1 year

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hm i wonder what that elmax hug is doing in there

#their decision to have elmax and by/er hug in the same frame.... insane behavior #their decision to put that hug HERE #IN BETWEEN shots of lucas asking max to dance and her kissing him #it's the first hallway shot all over again!!!! like!!!! they're setting up canon bi max i SWEAR TO GOD theyre setting up canon bi max #duffers i'm in your walls .....if u don't address this in s5 🔪#mikesbasementbeets posts

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astrxealis · 6 months

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good eve, sending u all hugs ^_^

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#hi. haven't been here for a while. LOL #sorry real life has just been really fun slayy school <3 finished w the college exams i care abt tho !! since the other two of the big 4 in #my country are uh. just backups. LMFAIHEI I HAVE MY REASONS THOUGH <//3 slay i have Big ambitions #anyway i'm kinda less busy but also even more busy and equally busy (???) that doesn't make sense but #hopefully by next month i can finally post on my writing sb (new) >:)) and also errr be more active here. bcs i miss it here. <3 #miss u all frfr i love all my friends irl and online so much. hugs and kisses to you all <3 !!#didya miss me btw ... haha ..... jk WHEEZE it's okay i always miss myself anyway even if no one else does hashtag Joke or uh idk . yay!

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automatonkisser · 1 year

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Borehole, sour grouse and death & taxes :^]

Borehole: What's a fact about your F/O that you feel like nobody knows or cares about but you? Talk about it!

ok this is a funny one because...apart from me and u and maybe like 2 other people i know i don't think anyone really ever talks about them, like AT ALL. we are lone soldiers.......anyway before i start going on tangents because i would like people to know every fact there is about them, i'm just going to drop this little sketch of his original design from the extra pages of the comic that i don't think i have ever mentioned/shown but that i think is very cute?? :]

i can see why they dropped it but i think the cape is kind of neat....it also makes me think of him studying the other heroes' costumes and going back and forth on whether or not he's a Cape Guy. also it's very funny to me whenever they're drawn very muscular because even thought hey technically could be, he's just...not. fhjkfhf

Sour Grouse: Is there something about the way your F/O is treated or characterized in their source that bothers you? Rant about it!

OOUGDDH OH U KNOW THERE IS. honestly i will TRY to keep this short but u've just activated my trap card basically. or maybe not really because i guess no one is forced to read this so it's just going to me be going on a rant all by myself but WHO CARES. okay.

anyway, as far as the main series (as in, minus the spin-offs because oh my god these are a whole other can of worms i may or may not dig into later) goes, i am very very disappointed that he essentially just got demoted to occasionally appearing as a comic relief side character when he had SO much potential to be much more than that. i know i'm about 500% more insane about them than the regular person and i'm not expecting them to be the main focus obviously, but there were so many missed opportunities and so many things that just...felt incomplete to me, as if kirkman didn't know how to write them anymore, or probably just didn't care enough. LIKE, it is very clear from the start that shapesmith felt a lot of guilt and regret over what he did to the original livingston, and second-guessed his own choices heavily. he seemed to have gotten over this after he managed to help bring livingston back, but it's addressed once again when it turns out that all they managed to do was give the sequids a ride to earth and that they were still possessing livingston (and like, a whole lot of other people)....but when invincible brutally kills livingston, an act that everyone thinks is shocking and unexpected and unwarranted because that man was essentially an innocent civilian who had no control over his actions, we don't even get a GLIMPSE of shapesmith's reaction. absolutely nothing at all. and i know this was about kicking off mark's No Mercy Arc and all that so i'm not expecting them to delve into shapesmith's internal turmoil, but i can't overlook it because they gave us just. NOTHING. he's not even shown to be reacting to livingston's death in the background of a panel or anything. we do not see this affecting them AT ALL. not even one line or panel is dedicated to it which is just insane to me.

like, there are a looooottt of other things i would have loved to know about them or see them being included in, but i can understand why they weren't and why kirkman instead focused on something else. but not including him in THIS scene, not giving him some kind of actual relevance in the conclusion of this arc......not taking at least a little bit of time to explore his feelings is something that i can't understand and that i'd probably criticize even if i was. y'know. more normal about him

and especially with kirkman seemingly dedicating a lot of time and care to set up his character and arc and declaring him his New Favorite Character an all that it just...makes me so sad because he really seems like kirkman's throwaway toy in some way. like, i really do blame the fact that he's been sidelined so heavily on kirkman ultimately not giving a shit anymore....like this little tidbit about shapesmith's new costume too???

i don't know. like i said, it just makes me so sad to see this sort of progression.

ALSO DO NOOOT get me started on the spin-offs (<- is actually getting started all by himself with no one else asking for this). i can't even get into it too much because i think i would start hitting and smashing things but they dumbed him down and infantilized him sooo much while also weirdly sexualizing him in some ways that just feel incredibly uncomfortable. like it's not just him because these comics are just super fucking horny in a really gross way but still. oh my god. there are SOME scenes that are actually pretty cute and sillay and i like that they made him a gamer but overall??? that's a big no from me and i don't think these people should be allowed to write him ever again. do not touch him ✋

OKAY WELL. thank u for letting me get this out of my system . moving on!!!!

Death and Taxes: Describe the moment when you became absolutely certain that you were going to F/O this character.

this is so silly but.....i remember the moment EXACTLY because it was so mundane hahah ;;; i was really badly in denial about my feelings for them for a long time, and even though i found myself thinking about them very very frequently i didn't want to have feelings for them (mainly because getting very attached to a new f/o can be kind of emotionally intense for me) so i just. kept brushing it off hfjff ANYWAY i very clearly remember being in the car, hanging out in the passenger seat when this song comes on the radio and my mind IMMEDIATELY goes to them. and for some reason that was the moment i Surrendered because i realized thinking about them makes me really happy, they make me really happy and it's probably time i admit that to myself. and that was a very good choice <3

#okay if u actually read all that i'm giving u a kiss and a hug #writing this down was therapeutic tho thank u for this #<3 #anyway i love them so much. kissing him kissing him kissing h #r: shapesmith 👽#letters 💌

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bylertruther · 1 year

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the ending of season three is so fucking gay. it's literally objectively gay what the hell and fuck

#dude.#like this is old news i know but. i just rewatched it (should be classified as self-harm tbh.) and like . HELLO?!#no offense but mike's gay lol #like he could not be! obviously. we have to wait and see.#BUT ALL THAT TALK ABOUT CHANGING.. THE LETTER TALKING ABOUT MISSING THINGS THAT WE'VE /SEEN/ WILL AND MIKE #DO TOGETHER ON SCREEN.... GOING TO HIS MOM TO TRY AND STOP THAT CHANGE... THE LOOK ON HIS FACE WHEN HE HUGS #HER... THE WAY THAT MIKE /ALWAYS/ TALKS ABOUT FAMILY WHEN HE TALKS ABOUT LOVE + EL SPECIFICALLY #AND HOW THE SHOW PARALLELS HIM TO HOPPER AND BRENNER AND EVEN ONE AKA ALL OF HER FATHER AND BROTHER FIGURES #HOW MIKE LITEARLLY SAYS HIMSELF SHE'D BE LIKE HIS SISTER. AND HOW MIKE WAS DESCRIBED AS THE ELLIOT TO HER ET. I JUST. HELLO.#'SHITTY KNOCK-OFF' 'TOO MUCH YELLOW' ONE WAY SIGN HELLO HELLO HELLO #EL IS GROWING UP AND MIKE IS CHANGING #THEY KISSED IN FRONT OF THE CLOSET AND HE WAS FULLY SEPARATED FROM HER FULLY IN THE CLOSET. HELLO. HELLO #like.#idk i wanted to Feel Something so i put it on and now i'm like . Okay This Is Too Many Somethings That I Am Feeling Right Now #em if u read this is this wht u feel like . when u are mikeposting. is it #i feel faint i feel like i need to sit down he is literally so gay.................... homoseckshewal....

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t4tbedehopmar · 1 year

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gn gamers

#i have a history exam tmrw wish me luck :')#luckily it's my last exam this trimester so :D #also u guys should give himeru all the love u can while i'm asleep :]#gives him a kiss in the forehead and a huuuuuuuuuuuge hug hehe <3

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chrisbangs · 11 months

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i don't think you realize how cute and endearing you are ☹️ i'd give you the world if you asked actually

#hey HEY!!!!!!! 🥺🥺🥺🥺#i'm really touched that anyone would say smth like this to meeeeeeee e hwhwjsnsksks I DONT KNOW HOW TO REACT TBHSJDKSMDD #i am famously not cute .. BUT.. this made me feel very squishy 🤧🖤💗#IM GONNA CRY !!!!#i nearly fell down the stairs reading this help me i am dumb #OP YOURE ENDEARING !!!! 🫶☹️🤍💗#i do not deserve the world but BUT !!! you're so cute 🫂💗🪐🐺🖤🌙💗🤍#i'm gonna kick my feet and giggle over this silly little ask you're so sweet #SENDING YOU ALL THE HEART SHAPED MEMES I CAN !!!#sorry i famously cannot take compliments to save my life so i have to resort to funny lil heart memes but #it doesn't mean i don't take it seriously i . JUST SUCK!!!!#but 🥺🤍🤧 this was really cute to read and i'm giving you the BIGGEST hug in the universe ... wahhhh #chans got nothing on my hugs actually 🥱 im the best hugger hm...#giving u a lil kiss and boop on the nose too 🫂🤍#anon #answered #for me; from you #CUTE OK!!! I HAVE TO SAVE TBIS SO I CAN SMILE AGAIN!!

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kanene-yaaay-o-retorno · 2 years

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what a beautiful day outside.

Perfect for making a sans cosplay

#OKAY OKAY I ALREDY HAVE EVERYTHING PLANNED LIKE I WILL BE HIS HUMAN VERSION BECAUSE I DONT KNOW HOW TO MAKE FACE PAINT #AND I HAVE ALL HIS CLOTHES ALREADY WHICH IS *CHEF KISS* CHEAP #I will clue a paper w a skeleton costume pun on my back #Make that stick mask w his face so I can be sure everyone gets who my costume is #Also bless toby fox for making them all in pixels because I sure dont know how to draw (especially skeletons)#But i *can* put some squares on a paper and paint them #Amazing #Also I'm thinking in making small hotdogs drawings and randomly throw it at my friends so I can be a menace #And I want to borrow a ruben chicken to put in my jacket (that has hidden pockets i would DIE for this jacket) in a way-#-that when beans hug me it will chaos I just ahwyfwjcsycs THINK ABOUT THE POSSOBILITIES #Anyway i'm almost finished w sans face so hopes are high that I will be able to make everything I want #Btw about his mask I almost f*cked up one of his eyesockets but I only teared up like twice about it before managing to make it right #So that is totally a win for me everything is going NICE #Unfortunately I didnt manage to find gloves or mittens so yeah that is what we have for today folks ajvatcwhvwyfw #From the profile to reality #Kanene being Kanene again #Random #OH WAIT I SHOULD MAKE A REFERENCE ABOUT BEING THE ULTIMATE SEXY MAN #B R U H #And learn some new jokes and puns. Mwahahahaha!!!

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nostalgia-tblr · 1 year

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I get so annoyed at the comparisons of Lokius to fluffy ship Ineffable Husbands (Good Omens) because they have nothing in common. And there really should be more fic exploring the abusive dynamics of Lokius. And ok, I admit I don't like cutesy ships like Ineffable Husbands much either way, but it's such a shame Lokius has so little tasty fucked up content and most fics are boring fluff. And people like OW so much they hardly ever make Mobius the perpetrator. I've seen fics were Ravonna made them do it or another Loki (usu. President) or EVEN TVA!Loki were the perpetrators and those options just rub me the wrong way. Lokius fandom is so quick to make Ravonna irredeemable (but not pure bean Mobius) and the power imbalance is not on the favor of the Lokis (the abuse and literal torture excused from Mobius while Sylvie gets called abusive for calling Loki a clown and trying to complete her life's mission... smdh).

The main issue, I think, is that "the Discourse" is so fraught and neverending that people either hate Mobius and everything connected to him and so they won't write about him anyway or they're on the defensive and don't want to cede what they see as too much ground to hostile takes. (They're not the only ones doing this but this is today's topic and I don't want to digress as much as I usually do.) That plus - the bane of my own existence in so many fandoms tbh - if you're into something enough to identify/be seen as "a shipper" of it then you probably favour fluffier takes on that ship. Which is valid of course, etc etc, but it means there's not many fic people around who are willing to spend the necessary time and effort on Dark Lokius. I mean, I'm fairly into the idea and I still haven't (really) made any fic of it so I am Part Of The Problem myself (I do have a couple of in-theory-WIPs but I have a lot of half-written fics and they won't all get finished). With me that's partly because I fear the reader glancing at the rest of my fic in that fandom and going "oh well OF COURSE she doesn't like lokius and wants it to be Wrong and Fucked Up," even though I fuck up a lot of pairings that I am very into.

Of course with me not being into fluff generally the dominance of that genre here means I read less lokius than I otherwise would and so the problem sort of self-perpetuates.

(Side-note on Ravonna, the comics canon (such as it has been relayed to me) seems to have massively influenced fandom's takes on her because I don't think she was even all that evil on the show? You could take her "brb off to find Free Will" as her having rejected the system and planning to bring it down some other way - which indeed I did until I was told no she's just a baddy. As Mobius's superior she's presumably more awful but what we see doesn't necessarily prove that. (Also there's only 22 - 22!!! - Mobius/Ravonna fics on AO3 and I have to ask HOW THE FUCK?? because I definitely detected a vibe there and refuse to accept that nobody else did. They had a vibe!!!))

BUT I DID DIGRESS LIKE I SAID I WOULDN'T. Added to all that is that the sylki and lokius shippers have become set against each other so again nobody wants to give anyone any extra ammunition for "actually your ship sucks" takes on tumblr by spending "too much" time on the nastier subtexts.

Um... well, the tl;dr is just that varying strands of The Discourse tend to push people away from spending much or any time on the darker lokius readings and that's a damn shame because as of this moment the pairing is tagged in 3,426 fics on AO3 and I feel like that means it could easily cope with a few more stories where it's to some degree fucked up. Bring on the Stockholm Syndrome, damn it, there's more than enough fluff to make it all better with afterwards :D

#replies #mobius #dark lokius #there i have a tag for it now so i should finish one of the fics #once again a fandom is failing to cater to MY needs and frankly that's very inconsiderate of it #i do get the appeal of the hugging and such but honestly the torture aspect was more interesting to me because WTF #i can get Tender Boyfriends Kiss Each Other Tenderly almost anywhere u kno?#the unique selling point is that oh my godddddd he has so much power over those variants literally life or death this could go SO BADLY #also LBR we all know at least one Loki variant has at some point just openly offered Mobius sex in exchange for their freedom #whether he accepted the offer is another step of course but the temptation is there #“oh yeah sure i can get you a meeting with the time-keepers... but first you have to help *me* with something...” D: D: D:#also can we talk about how Mobius died and woke up in a world populated entirely by Lokis and i'm not saying he thought he was in heaven bu

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sollucets · 2 years

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that said oc confusion aside......... pt 3 is really out here. giving me the things i want

#him trying to apologize was very cute #he initiated casual affection.... he kissed them on the cheek.....#CLICHE EX INTERACTIONS #it's very silly of me to be so heart fluttery over that by the way but i cannot help it i am 14 and into twilight again for a brief moment #and im fuckin HYPE about this whole eric thing #i felt so bad letting him find out i'm glad it's going somewhere cool #i'm liking all the platonic interactions too!!! i got to hug nat ;u; & hanging out with felix was fun.#yes i have been enjoying this #rowan chatter #twcposting #i'm up very late. i should go to bed #but..... [kicks legs dreamily] awful vampire boyfriend

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heffrondriving · 2 years

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i'll take messages that make me uncontrollably sob at wee hours of the night for $500, alex ︵‿︵(´ ͡༎ຶ ͜ʖ ͡༎ຶ `)︵‿︵

#kerrrrr please i love you so much forever i don't deserve you at all????? 💕💕💕#i'm not kidding i cried over this sm bc. people are thinking of me??? they're sweet enough to do this for me??? it's unfathomable #i'm just this stupid online goblin endlessly bothering everyone like literally no one important to anyone at all #and yet someone's gonna take the time out of their life to do something so incredibly kind for me i'm just #nope tears out again damn it pull ur shit together mate *flex tapes eyelids shut*#not to mention liz telling me we'll get to go to a btr concert before we're old like that's such a good promise to keep going on istg ;v;#i'm just glad to love this band and this is one of the reasons why. i'm truly blessed with my amazing rusher friends u make me so happy <3 #so many beautiful ppl around me. i love u all. you make everything so much worth it for me. i can't thank you enough (❁´◡`❁)#i'm so sorry if this is getting super annoying but my soul is just so full of love it hurts :'^)#i really hope big time rush keeps making me feel this loved and i hope everyone feels the same too. hugs n kisses always!!!#do pretty girl don't speak #bleep blap bloop!#won't delete bc online besties are Best and deserve All The Devotion ヾ(≧ω≦)〃

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pridewon · 1 year

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@soverina said: ✦ ( can’t remember if I sent one in for ushi— also only if you’re still accepting ofc !! ❤️ ) (kisses prompts) 76. a top of the head kiss && 47. a quick kiss.

“Ushiwaka! Can you get that one? Sorry about that!” With a wave of his hand, Ushijima dismisses his libero’s concerns and trots after the ball gone rogue that landed somewhere in the bleachers, unperturbed by the many pairs of eyes on him and his team. The Schweiden Adlers periodically hold open practice sessions; open to the public, who might be curious about volleyball, or about seeing their favourite players in actions outside official games. A decision that initially made some of their players nervous, before they got used to it and stopped thinking about it after two such sessions. Ushijima never minded. Eyes on him or not, his are resolutely fixed on the court, and on the ball he’ll have to hit.

Some of his teammates / friends have sometimes joked that he is perhaps too focused on the court, and sometimes forgets everything that might be going on around him (Hoshiumi had once said that a meteor could crash through their ceiling, and that unless the meteor itself or some debris landed on the court, the team’s star cannon wouldn’t notice. Ushijima can’t say he’s right, because he has never seen a meteor crashing on a volleyball court, but he can’t say he’s wrong either).

... which might go a ways to explain why he wouldn’t notice any familiar face in the audience unless he comes up close: for instance, when retrieving a rogue volleyball passed down to the visitors on the first row, right behind the banners and the ref’s table. “Sorry. We need - oh.” He stops in the track of his voice, and Peach’s growing smile impeccably mirrors his momentary confusion. Oh, right. She did say this morning that she would come along after her shift - is it that late already? Oh well. Nevermind that: pleased with this surprise (that shouldn’t have been a surprise, but there is only so much information he can retain while focused on his work), sharp features relax almost into a smile; she hands him the lost volleyball, and he almost goes to take her hand and give it a grateful squeeze...

... oh but he’s covered in sweat (and dust accumulated on the ball and his hands). Hm. Frustrating; but not insurmountable. He could wait until after practice and a shower, but... she is right here, and she is smiling at him, and he has missed her after she has had to bear with several night shifts in a row.

Wakatoshi decides on a compromise, and presses an apologetic quick kiss to her head as he retrieves the ball. “We should be done soon. I’ll meet you outside.” After a good shower.

#soverina #sh;; i quietly call to you / and you come and hold my hand (soverina)#(ushijima; interactions)#i'm always accepting everything from you nita <3 #ushijima's impossible dilemmas: when u want to hug/kiss your girlfriend but ur all gross from sPORTS >:(

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