#i'm demolished

[nezhanetwork]

the most soul-crushing 12 hours of my life 👍

#i'm demolished #seeing all of his family accusing him of being disloyal just because he had enough love for all of them...... #“and all i wanna do is just be loved” bro #always the second favourite #life series #limited life #bdoubleo100 #bdubs #my art #this is turning into a bdubs fan page real quick cuz i've been watching him lotssss lately

[alien-girl-21]

Officially my last post with wifi, wish me luck with moving tomorrow o7

#i'm demolished #like sooo tired pf just putting shit into boxes #and tomorrow i have to take shit OUT of the boxes??? #and then i have to go to classes??? #-inserte sticker del gato dormido-

[hajihiko]

tiny doodle before I run

#I am ON TIME for this fancy feast and I'm gonna fucking demolish this buffet #an art #Fuyuhiko kuzuryu #Hajime hinata #Sdr2 #Super danganronpa 2 #Kuzuhina

[stormflute]

Hero & Partner Week Day 1 - Cooking / Combat / Lost

The future gang comes to the present, with only a few hiccups.

@heropartnerweek

#pokemon mystery dungeon #explorers of sky #pmd explorers #pokemon #heropartnerweek #heropartnerweek2023 #my art #I think this was the fifth thing I drew for this event #I'm actually weirdly proud of how the shading came out on this one #it's so high effort for a crack treated seriously comic #but it's fine #I just had to draw dusknoir getting completely demolished #and also gratuitous amounts of palkia #because why now

[payaso-gomi]

~☀️URL Songs☀️~

The game's to use songs to spell out your URL! Then you tag as many people as there are letters in your name

I felt like I did this too quick, and tbh I would have used songs from my clown playlist if I could but none of them matched :( Except for one! >:)

Thank you so much to @hexusproductions for the tag! This was fun to do!

P - Pikebubbles by The Cardigans

A - Aquatic Mouth Dance by Red Hot Chilli Peppers

Y - Yo Te Dire by Miranda!

A - Absolute Territory by Ash Kencorp

S - She's a Big Boy by Mcbaise

O - ODDTAXI by Punpee and Skirt

⭐️

G - Gordon's Garden Party by the Cardigans

O - Oh! by Shishamo

M - Me Estoy Enamorando by Inspector

I - In the Afternoon by The Cardigans

Tagged:

No pressure at all! Just if you wanna do smthing in your free time

Hell if you see this, aren't tagged, and want a shot at it, tag me I'd love to see it

@libertys-lovers @ssslep @sillysiha @white-meadow @murder-at-the-bingo-hall @underlapped

#tag game #idk if uneducated to tag people you'd like to talk to but don't for one reason or another #i'm. i'm not tagging 10 people i'm sorry #i did this in a embarrassingly short amount of time #i blacked out and this was typed out #i'm listening to a few of the songs you listed too eli #clockwork god does in fact fuck! #love a good trashcan demolishing song mm #oh uh i reccomend most of these #she's a big boy and oddtaxi are big faves tho

[dirtytransmasc]

I hope we get a scene of Alicent with Aegon's body. If her son is damned to die, if she is damned to spiral into insanity, if she is to lose her life too the grief, let me see her with his body.

let her hold her baby in her arms one more time. let her wipe the blood that poured from his mouth and nose as he died. let her run her fingers over the viscous burns that adorn his skin. let her fix his hair. let her bathe him with a cloth as she had when he was a babe. let her kiss his cheek, his forehead, his hair, his hands. let her lay her head against him, hugging him like she had failed to do for years.

he was her firstborn and yet, her heart was still beating and his was not, she was not yet cold in her grave, no, no her son was cold, her flesh was warm, too warm. he was her baby, her son, the boy she tried so hard to protect, who had loved even when it hurt, who she had stood in front of a dragon for. she loved him, the very bones of him, and now he was dead.

let her lose her mind right there, in that room, still clinging to her body, one that's too cold, too still, too quiet. let her scream out to the gods, damning them, cursing them for taking her eldest son, amongst everything else in her life.

I want her to drive away anyone who tries to take him from her, forcing the silent sisters or whoever would be left to deal with his body at that point. let her curse and spit and claw at anyone who comes too close.

she would stay there for hours, reflecting on her memories of him. maybe she talks to him or hums a lullaby until she finally loses her battle with what remains of her consciousness and sanity, falling still against the table.

she dreams of Aegon, she dreams of the life she wish she could have provided, the life she had tried so hard to give him. a life where he was safe, a life where she had been a better mother, a life where she didn't need to live in and impose fear up on her children. maybe if she had tried hard enough he would still be alive, she'll think as she floats in the space between consciousness and unconsciousness.

she'll wake in plain chambers she only partly recognizes, she'll learn of her sons lackluster and sparsly accompanied burning, she'll learn her son was gone and she was alone. there won't be much of her left to care. she just continues dreaming, dreaming of her dead children and spiraling to madness until her broken heart finally gives out.

[my previous post inspired this, cause all I can think about now is Alicent mourning her son and its gonna put me in an early grave]

#[I know she isn't with him in the book but shhhhhh enoughs already changed let me be delusional] #I don't want to see this happen. my girl need a goddamn break. but if its gonna happen just demolish my heart in one foul swoop #all or nothing #cause if I watch a slow decent into madness I'm going with her #let her break quick and fast for my sake #I haven't read the book (as i've said a trillion times before. I'll get to it eventually) so take this with a grain of salt #I don't think book alicent didn't love her children #I do think the love she held for them and the love show alicent held for them is very different simply due to circumstance #and I don't think show alicent is lasting very long after Aegon's death #i wouldn't be surprised if she died of a broken heart shortly after him #part of me fucking prays for it cause I don't know if I'll be able to cope with her grieving for 2 years #my heart just can't #and she doesn't deserve it #just let her reunite with her children and be at peace #don't make her suffer #let her say goodbye to her baby. give her closure. let her go #I beg #alicent hightower #pro alicent hightower #aegon ii #aegon ii targaryen #aegon targaryen #pro team green #hotd #house of the dragon #its fine. I'm fine. I totally like my emotions.

[filmnoirsbian]

I'll never forget this straight man who I was chatting with on the plane bc we lived in the same neighborhood and had similar interests and he asked me out and I let him down very kindly and let him know I'm a lesbian and he immediately was like oh that's chill wanna just hang out as friends sometime? Which doesn't happen a whole lot tbh because I am femme and almost never get "one of the lads" treatment from straight men so I was pleasantly surprised and agreed and then literally the first time we hung out alone together he said "I've had sex with lesbians" and tried to kiss me. Straight men dig their own graves.

#the only straight man I'm genuinely friends with is my brother in law. #every single other one has demolished our friendships (sometimes after YEARS of being friends) by confessing their romantic love #for me or trying to hook up. #and i KNOW it's not only straight men who do this and i know it's not even only men who do this #but this has happened to me so much at this point that I'm not willing to hang out with straight men outside of a group setting #tcp

[thewiglesswonder]

I've been born!

#we've upgraded from birthday bagel to birthday ramen #I'm gonna DEMOLISH some black garlic tonkotsu later tonight #wig's words

[neverwasreddie]

“Incoming, Spaghetti-o.”

Eddie’s barely though the door, his hands still tugging at the scarf looped around his neck, before Richie is chucking the crudely wrapped box at his chest. His hands are shaking so badly it’s a wonder his aim is as on-target as it is.

Eddie, on the other hand, whose hands are still gloved up, is not as dexterous. “Rich!” he yelps, fumbling with the package. “Warn a guy, c’mon!” 

Richie mourns all the vines he knows are sitting unopened in Eddie’s inbox, because it’s the perfect moment for an I could’ve dropped my croissant! reference, but he lets it slide for now, snatching the gift away from Eddie so he can properly disrobe. 

Or at least take off his winter gear. Richie doubts he’ll ever get a chance to see Eddie fully disrobe in front of him, but hey, a guy can dream. 

“Sorry,” he says lightly, shoving the box into Eddie’s hands as soon as he’s carefully placed his coat, hat, mittens, and scarf into their (their!) coat closet. “Take two.” 

“We said no presents this year, you dingus, I would’ve gotten you something nice --”

“Don’t complain until you opened it, man, it’s a handmade Tozier original.”

“So patented, name-brand trash?” Eddie lifts an eyebrows skeptically as he peels off the dollar-store wrapping paper and lifts the lid of the cardboard box cautiously. “Whatever kind of stupid prank is gonna pop out of here, Richie, so help me God if it’s a clown --”

“I’m not that much of an asshole!” Richie cackles, a little manic-sounding to his own ears. 

“Is this --” Eddie grimaces as he lifts the tissue paper out of the box. “Jesus, Rich, when you said Ben was teaching you woodworking I thought you were just being a fucking creep --”

“Oh, I was, don’t worry,” Richie agrees loudly, shoving his hands into his pockets so Eddie can’t see how bad they’re still shaking. “The woodshop lessons were just an added bonus.”

“If I get a splinter from this --”

“This is the thanks I get for a hand-made present? For dismantling the Kissing Bridge and risking a vandalism charge to get the finest lumber Derry could offer --”

“This is wood from the Kissing Bridge?” Eddie mimes a gag over his arm. “Christ, Richie, am I gonna get -- fucking ringworm from this, or something? Jesus, if you wanted to commit a crime to get some cheap wood you could’ve just chopped down a tree from the Paul Bunyon courtyard or --”

“EDDIE.” Richie grimaces, slicing a hand through the air in a very Eddie-like gesture. “Could you just look at the gift, man.”

Rolling his eyes, Eddie drops his gaze down to the box in his hands, immediately snapping his head up to look at Richie again. “Oh.”

“Yeah, oh.”

“You made this?” Eddie carefully, as if it’s precious, lifts the hand-carved wooden picture frame out of the box. 

Richie knows it’s a little shoddy. He’s not great at working with his hands, which is why he went into fucking comedy as a career, and the detailing in the pattern around the frame is uneven and potentially looks like a child’s art project. 

But the picture in the center, of 11-year-old, pre-clown Eddie and Richie, arms around each other and ice cream cones clutched in their fists, is a priceless original, carefully mailed from Maggie Tozier in a padded envelope to ensure its safe arrival to Richie in time for Christmas. 

“Rich...”

Richie shuffles his feet, suddenly burning under Eddie’s attention and unsure of what to do with all that light and warmth. “Merry Christmas, Eds.” 

Eddie takes a step forward and throws his arms around Richie, the cardboard box and tissue paper falling forgotten to the ground while Richie feels the press of the picture frame against his back, clutched tight in Eddie’s grip like he never wants to let it go. 

If he doesn’t turn it over right away, if it takes a while for him to notice the carved but faded letters on the back of the frame (R + E), well...Richie’s been waiting over 30 years for Eddie. He can wait a little bit more. 

#reddie #richie tozier #eddie kaspbrak #reddie hc #reddie fic #reddie christmas fic #your honor i love them and i want them to have a merry christmas #also just the thought of richie like...demolishing a portion of the kissing bridge in anguish while eddie's in the hospital #only for him to go back and collect the shattered wood when eddie starts recovering #keeping it for some sentimental reason and then getting this idea and being like...heyben... #idk y'all i'm feeling sentimental #also i swear eddie's not trying to be a difficult bitch here he's just so flustered bc wtf richie got him a gift that's so sweet

[metamorphesque]

"The Emperor of Gladness" by Ocean Vuong ... I'm terrified

#I'm scared #ready to be demolished by yet another masterpiece #ocean vuong #the emperor of gladness #literature

[fearandhatred]

don't even try to talk to me about crowley irl because i will fall apart like a domino tower

#fearandhatred #i will fall to the ground like a demolished building #i'm ok tho i'm normal #good omens #good omens season 2 #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #crowley #aziraphale

[pumpkinrootbeer]

im so normal. anyway here's me casting various Muppets in dear evan Hansen.

Like a helpless, heartbroken little kid 🫤😔😔

#dear evan hansen #jared kleinman #evan hansen #:v #fuck it. #Muppets #Listen gonzo bunsen and statler and Waldorf would EAT good for you #WAIT SORRY I JUST IMAGINED ANIMAL SINGING DISAPPEAR IM CRYING..... #miss piggy would demolish Zoe's part in requiem #Animal wouldn't have killed himself he would like just. Idk left the Muppets #and now Kermit is lying and saying he didn't leave willingly??? #whatever we can workshop the plot I'm confident with the casting

[vexic929]

ooooh okay y'all I have ~IDEAS~ but I need your opinions so in the WestAllen raising baby Eo in the past AU I'm debating how and when they do it

#option 2 has more chaos but I'm not sure how it would work with baby Eo and EoWells #I'm also not sure if Barry's note to Barry should tell him who baby Eo is #I'm thinking no just to theoretically minimize damage #I mean this whole plan is going to demolish the timeline so lol #poll #polls #vexic lives #baby eo au

[ily1-net]

ara ♡ go! go! ily:1 ep 7

#the juxtaposition between her going i'm a princess uwu and then demolishing that bag of chips. it kills me #ara #lee yunji #ily:1 #e:que sera sera #by us #by alix #ggnet #kflops #underratedgirlsedit #dazzlingidolsedit #nugudomedit #nugudolsedit #kgoddesses #kgirlsquad #underratedidolsedit #beautyidolsedit #femaleidolsource #femadolsedit #femadols #femaleidolsedit #femaleidol

[lloydfrontera]

i just realized how delightfully ironic it is that javilon rebelled because he thought it was shameful for the king and adeline to grant rakiel's request when just a few weeks later javilon will be fully enamored of him. completely gone for the man. like. yeah babe adeline had to live in his court for a couple weeks but you're gonna kneel at his feet and beg him to stroke your hair. you are not the same lmao

#i talk a lot <3 #javilon amboise #rakiel magentano #royal malpractice #sorry i'm reading the translation for their first arc and. god. he's soooo embarrassing about rakiel lmaooo #i am still convinced that if rakiel had just. gone for a smooch instead of an awkward head pat javilon would've been done for #because like. him being weird with rakiel starts even before he cures his headache #he's already fascinated by rakiel he wants to be his friend he wants to be closer to him #and then rakiel gives him the answer he's looking for and he just. breaks. he completely loses sense of who he is. #so if rakiel had pushed at his boundaries just a little more i am fully convinced javilon would've crumbled and rebuilt himself #around rakiel. forever revolving in his orbit. #one day i will write the most toxic rewrite of cpsm where rakiel demolishes javilon's sense of identity and makes himself javilon's most #important person in the entire world to get him under his control. so exactly like in canon. but gayer <3 #and then you'll all understand what i'm talking about ajhkdsf #crown prince sells medicine #cpsm

[wanyinchen]

We all know that S3 is gonna be about the Second Coming-slash-Final Judgement blah blah blah blah blah but what i NEED is for Jesus to radiate so much little sibling energy™. I need them and Crowley to be a chaotic-sibling-bestie duo ok??? It's one of the only ways i can heal

#good omens #crowley #i need jesus to be a very chill dude (gn. they could be a little girl for we know) who pops out of the silver plane and surrounded by CIA #angel bodyguards and then they see Crowley and just fucking runs up to him to choke-bear hug hybrid him the way only little clingy sibs do #and then the angel operatives freak out #jesus: GASPS!!! HI BESTIEE🥰🥰🥰!!! how are ya doin? #crowley: what #angel mafia: !!!! AKDSKSDHASDJKL #and then crowley proceeds to kidnap him and then babysit him. they go to the barbie premier and the Eras tour and the bahamas and just went #around the world. leaving chaos in their wake. we're talking about confusion bafflement and maybe a whole ton of buffets being suddenly #replaced with fish and bread that could feed 6000 people. and then they fuck over governments without even trying and giving the poor the #queers the conspiracy theorists and all of the marginalized peeps everything they WANT #and where was aziraphale in all of this? stuck on heaven's top floor just seething that he can't go out cause the metatron locked him in. #the metatron angel-proofed the whole building just so aziraphale cannot leave. they're in lockdown and everyone is panicking. Aziraphale #the pedantic loophole-obsessed bastard that he is. was like "If they fucking angel-proofed superheaven then I'm gonna escape the good old- #fashioned human way. He then demolishes the glass with his bare fists. everyone screams and he walks out of heaven wearing #his tartan and shades because cool bamf angels don't look at the chaos they unleashed.