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jackredfieldwasmyjacob · 1 year

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this is part 2 of my extremely long lore update of my missing month in tumblr. here's part 1 <3

i'll also put this one behind the cut just in case

26. we start when this extremely important event happened !!!

THEY'RE PLAYING 'MÚSICA LIGERA' IN THE SUPERMARKET

[there is a lyric in música ligera [go listen to it. or else] that goes 'la música de fondo en los supermercados' so 'the background music at the supermarkets']

27. when spring officially started and suddenly life was bearable once again

28. the sequel.

bomb the ucm [yes. i tweeted the exact same thing]

24 nearly 25 years old and i just learned how to sign stuff with the electronic certificate. i want to shoot my foot i can't do this anymore

the thing is today i've been 3 hours calling the same 4 fucking numbers every 10 minutes only for them to tell me 'hahah everything you did last week is useless lol. but don't worry the deadline is thursday you still have time :)' [this was on a tuesday btw]

the world if the digital certificate and autofirma didn't exist

so yeah. everything i did on march 15th was useless. lol. i sent proof of my physical deposit of the application and they told me i couldn't <3. in the end i had to sign it digitally through a different administrative process and lol. i hate bureoucracy so fucking much.

28. i do love taylor swift but yeah

the eras tour: bellodrama tour:

-without ana mena -with ana mena

-52728€ tickets -22€ tickets

-she doesn't sing 'las 12' -she sings 'las 12'

the choice is yours

29. it's time for the 'hole in the bedroom' arc <3

[pic 1]

today my bedroom disappears

it wasn't a joke

[pic 2]

do you like my new setup?

SO. i honestly can't remember if i said this here but idk almost a month ago now i guess some of my floorplanks strated to lift. out of nowhere. so we called people to look into it and there was a water leak. so they had to dismantle my bed (you can see the frame in the lighter floorboards lol) and now i sleep in the attic; a room my dad has always used to hoard stuff <3 yesterday they filled the hole so that's nice, but now they have to slash the floor and for that they need all of the furniture gone. my house is basically just a long hallway so there just isn't enough space. it's gonna be fun :) oh and also we've decided to paint the room while we're at it. so i'll probably won't be able to sleep here for at least a month i imagine. this is my current setup btw, i'm writing this from here:

30. this one's a preamble of what's to come. i'm so sorry.

me: existing at any moment

my brain: i think it's time to play 'me he pillao x ti' on a loop

[now it's doing the same but with 'un clásico' <3]

31. ANA MENA WORLD DOMINATION DAY

i'll do the small tweets first and then go in chronological through pics 5, 6, and 7

GOOD DAY

the way i know for a fact that 'me he pillao x ti' would've appeared on skam españa s2 if the show had been made now

if i am already annoying with ana mena the day i fall for someone i'll be incredibly unbearable i want y'all to know it

i want ana mena to know she's changed lives today

[pic 6]

the pause in the first listen of bellodrama to listen on loop to 'me he pillao x ti' is so real actually

no words with 'un millón de lunas'

MENAmoro [i fall in love]... her mind

ana mena has made me want to go out and party for the first time in my life i can't

[pic 7]

why all songs in bellodrama have their titles with the first letter capitalized Like This except Tomorrow god Will Say? what is she trying to tell us

reply to the tweet: atheist legend

[pic 8]

i didn't choose to be anamenista i only was lucky

ana mena you gave us everything

ana mena you are the pop artist of this generation. you are everything and you are summer and the sun and margaritas. you give everything and you're the best.

i love you ana mena

32. i went back to working on my fantasy book :)

i am gonna try working on my fantasy book after more than half a year. wish me luck.

665 words #slay

33. i know you missed me talking about fictional shows that don't even exist but here you go

i need there to exist some kind of glee españa specifically so a character can sing this song to their crush and i can finish losing my mind

33. this is the last ana mena post I SWEAR

(chronologically)

half of the views are mine

the way i hadn't listened to it before the album dropped and now i'm OBSESSED

34. la caixa incident

can someone explain to me how la caixa, a catalan business, is telling me to send them documents in english for the scholarship??

so yeah. the sent me an email telling me they needed some documents in english i had sent them in spanish (which lol) and after doing so proceeded to accept my application :) apparently it's a pretty fucking good scholarship so i'm a bit hopeful i'll be able to make it <3

35. places i've been to in spain!

i know i have to visit the north more i know

36. my most listened to songs in march 💀

37. MANDATORY MEMORIAS DE IDHÚN TWEET THAT IS SCARILY ACCURATE TO MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE

i am fascinated with the fact that one day laura gallego wrote three fat ass books projecting herself into a unicorn girlie that's involved with two dudes without knowing that with them she would forever change the brain chemicals of a new generation of spanish writers

38. and that's it :)

PEOPLE I GOT BACK MY TUMBLR ACCOUNT WE WON

#this one's shorter i swear

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midnightsinlove · 2 years

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rereading thoughts: like salt from seawater - chapter 1

@bisexualhobi

Ana!!

I’ve been so freaking slow rereading your story but I finished chapter 1 after a week of slowly making my through. I missed this story so much. I love love this hoseok. I was going to come back with my thoughts to you after reading the new and final chapter but I’ve been going so slowly and thinking so much, so I’m here now.

I really like the pacing in the story. Everything doesn’t happen right away but it percolates and we keep going in small loops, getting closer and closer - like from the beginning when Hoseok first gets a comment on a photo to him actually posting and then the exploration of what he posts. Or like Namjoon and Hoseok circling each other, first accidentally and then through actions, gazes, then physical, and talking things through more and more. I just loved how the things Namjoon intuitively asked or commented about Hoseok were also things that he noted when he was taking pictures (like about his ankles and wrists and their daintiness). I just really liked that because it’s clear that this Hoseok wants someone to notice and care for him without having to say it on some level. Namjoon says that he can’t read Hoseok’s mind obviously but he’s also clear that it’s important to be watching out for Hoseok’s body language and non-verbal signals (he’s saying it about domming him, but their relationship isn’t just that physical part, all that stems from that connection between them)

These characters felt so full and real too. And not a one dimensional reading - especially when they’re exploring the sub/dom roles in sex. I liked how Hoseok was the one to initiate their first kiss but it was done in a way true to his characterization - like everything prior just bubbled up and he couldn’t contain himself anymore, he couldn’t stay still.

I melt with how Hoseok melts every time he’s called ‘baby’!! Your note at the beginning of the story about how it isn’t a pwp but a ‘story about all the things around and leading up to sex’ is super accurate. the sex is as hot as I remembered too! ugh I loved the dirty talk and how much Namjoon pushed with his words as much as his actions. (ugh don’t you wish it came that naturally in real life - although, I guess a big point is that these two are good friends and the point is that Namjoon pays attention to Hoseok, that he is listening so he knows where to push and where to stay still). It also felt real that even if Hoseok wasn’t experienced in all aspects of sex, it wasn’t like some kind of clueless fumble from him. (like when Namjoon fucks him for the first time and Hoseok says he’s never done that before, but it’s not something he needs to be coddled through. it’s a new experience and can be overwhelming, but it’s just so much honest that you wrote it through his feelings and sensations rather than a sort of ‘virginal’ way - idk if that made sense. but in my experience, the new stuff with sex doesn’t need to be treated with a lack of knowledge, pretending like you have no idea what to expect or hope for, shame, or like you have to actually do it to know anything about it. You didn’t make it a big deal in a societally puritanical way and that felt real in a good way.) Also I liked how Namjoon talked about the traffic light system - especially about a hard stop. Like it’s not about worrying someone will get offended but all about trust. Trust that your partner will communicate their limits and go aheads with you. Oh! and all the lead up to and then the dirty talk to Namjoon rimming him for the first time and how shy Hoseok was but so into it!!!!

Hoseok’s circling thoughts about the seriousness of their relationship and how much it goes beyond fucking/if they’re on the same page felt raw in a good way. I just really like the way you write his thoughts. And the whole scene when Namjoon was sick and Hoseok was taking care of him was just so sweet!

the last line!!

Anyways, this got sooo much longer than I thought it would, but I hope it isn’t out of line to write so much to you this way. I’ll be off to reread the second chapter and I’m so psyched for the third one (and then write back in, hopefully that’s ok)!!! Thank you for the story Ana!! <3

#bts fic #bisexualhobi #salem.txt

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