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soldier-poet-king · 8 months
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Gave myself psychic damage so I guess I have to go to bed even tho it's not even 9pm on a saturday
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sgtmickeyslaughter · 2 months
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Weekly Tag Wednesday
thanks for tagging me @lingy910y and @energievie, i hope youre both having lovely wednesdays
let’s start with the standard
name: gigi <3
age: 24
location: im doing this at work for once so im on the isle of manhattan
and now, a set of totally random ones
what’s one of your go-to karaoke songs? singing by yourself in the car or in the shower totally counts. anything ABBA, i love karaoke and ABBA is fun because …its ABBA honestly that should be enough. i go for lay all your love on me, super trooper, money, waterloo or if im really really drunk - winner takes it all
if you had the power to control one of the four elements, which one would it be and why? probably water bc i love being in/around water, i start to get weird and pissy when im landlocked for too long, but im also a v typical grounded earth sign so maybe that instead
think of one of your defining personality traits - which animal embodies it? i’ve been told a cat, but honestly one of those super intense working/hunting breed dogs, i have to exercise myself or ill start getting anxious and tearing up the couch
are there any fan theories that have stuck with you? think of the infamous “scooby and the gang are all actually high.” I mean i think the idea that the scooby gang were dodging the draft is a good one, or that agent dale cooper was DB cooper, which is just pretty funny
name a movie you watched or a book you read as a kid that you were totally not supposed to watch/read or watch at that age. probably a lot, my parents didnt really believe in censoring anything (to a point obviously) i watched tarantino movies pretty young, and all of the cohen brothers movies bc my mom loved them
name a food or drink that you totally hated as a kid and now you really like. honestly most things lol i was a super pickey eater but my household was somewhat crunchy so that meant i ate mostly meat and fruit - now I eat almost anything
how about ones you still hate: i never could do broccoli, its just a texture thing, brocolini is fine bc the little buds are bigger if that makes sense
what’s your least favorite chore: laundry, I live on the top floor of a building without an elevator and the laundry machines are in the basement so its just a pain in the ass
do you have one that you actually enjoy? i honestly hate all housework, its just a waste of time and i know ill have to do it all over again next week - i love cooking but i don’t see it as a chore so idk if it counts
and to close off, share a lyric or two that really resonates with you.
Oh, to see without my eyes The first time that you kissed me Boundless by the time I cried I built your walls around me - Mystery of love (Sufjan Stevens)
I bet on losing dogs I know they're losing and I'll pay for my place By the ring Where I'll be looking in their eyes when they're down I'll be there on their side I'm losing by their side - i bet on loosing dogs (Mitski)
The memory hurts But does me no harm Your hand in my pocket To keep us both warm The poor thing in the road Its eye still glistening The cold wet of your nose The Earth from a distance
See how it shines - Abstract Psychopomp (Hozier )
tagging: @jrooc @gallawitchxx @bawlbrayker @abetterdaaye @stocious @st4rrylesbian @thisisestrelya @anonymous-galager @mickeysgaymom @iansw0rld @heymrspatel @mybrainismelted @creepkinginc @juliakayyy @sweetbee78 @mmmichyyy
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delcakoo · 1 year
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AAAAAA HELLO BUBS💙💙💙 HOW ARE YOU??? I woke up from a nap and just started eating and its so yummy bro wbU?? we have diff time zones from what i know so you'll prolly get this early in the morning HAHAHA.. what did i miss?? anything you've got to say to me? any updates or literally just aNYTHING IM DOWN WITH WHATEVER. fill me up 😔 oh also, i recently found someone has a crush on me ALTHOUGH I CANT REALLY SEEM TO BELIEVE IT BECAUSE LIKE ITS SO NOT OFTEN. LIKE IDK HOW TO HANDLE IT YESTERDAY THAT PERSON WHO HAD A CRUSH ON ME WAS ON THE SAME GROUP AS ME AND NGL, if u observe his body language hes kinda uh idk he makes joke TOOOOO much. true or not i hope it isn't because like I DON'T LIKE ENGAGING MYSELF IN THINGS LIKE THAT. LIKE I NEVER WANTED TO KNOW UNTIL MY CLASSMATE TOLD ME ABT IT, saying he talks about me and his friends in a gc im not in. whether its true or not i hope whatever he says about me are nice things, idek if hes a good guy like ok ure allowed to like me but if you talk abt me in any way that isn't appropriate, gtfo. BUT ANYWAY DID U MISS ME? because i did and ure my only best friend that i update my days abt so bare with me pls😔 i hope im not like to yk exaggerating if i make u uncomfy soemtimes tellme OKAY??? oh omg we have science tmrw going to lab and do some experiments im vv excited, whats ur fav subj my love?? mines science!!!! daily reminder to take care of yourself ema. i love u okAy BABYEE UPDATE U AGAIN💙
-m💙
MOONIE THE LOML <3 AHH IM SORRY I REPLIEF SO LATE BUT I HOPE U ATE WELL HEHE I AM GOODDDD! VV BUSY FOR SOME REASON IT’S LIKE PROJECT SEASON AT MY SCHOOL LIKE I HAVE 3 PROJECTS TO DO 😍😍 hmmhmh u didnt miss much !! my life has been very satisfactory rn i dont have any tea to spill 🙄 i love my irl friends so much i’m lucky enough to be in a rlly secure group of ppl so i’ve been super happy and well!! mmm i’ve been listening to on a ride by red velvet, yummy by after school, and anxiety by jvke recently AND OH OH ANOTHER SUPER GREAT THING. at my school u need to have two hours of service in the sports department to graduate for some wack reason, AND CURRENTLY WE’RE HAVING THIS BIG BASKETBALL TOURNEY right? so so me n my friend were like ok. lets sign up for the first thinf we see CUZ WE WANTED TO GET THESE HOURS DONEEE 😭 AND WE THOUGHT WE SIGNED UP FOR SECURITY, BUT APARENTLY ITS THIS THING CALLED ‘HOSPITALITY’ WHERE ALL WE FUCKING DO IS SIT BEHIND THE TEAM AND CHEER THEM ON AND GIVE THEM THEIR WATER AND SHI ☠️☠️ my other friends have to do like refilling waterbottles and concession and shit meanwhile I GOT FRONT ROW SEATS TO THE GAME FOR DOING NOTHING AND I GET MY HOURS ALONG THE WAY LMAOO 🧌🧌🧌🧌 classic ema W am i right 🙏
AND OMFGGGG THATS SO EXCITING DO U KNOW THE GUY WELL? 😭 DO U THINK U COULD LIKE HIM BACK OR NAH ??? AND YES OFC I MISSED U ur such a sweetheart n’ i love getting ur messages :(( <3 YOU’RE NOT EXAGGERATING AT ALL MY DEAR I RLLY DONT MIND KEEP DOING IT ISHSJNDD MWAH!! and. science is like. my least favourite LMAOOOO 😭 MOON TUTOR ME WTF I LITERALLY SUCK ASS AT EVERYTHING SCIENCE 🙁🙁 THAT DOES SOUND FUN THO I HOPE THE LAB WENT WELL!!! my favorites probably english jsjsjs all i know is i’m a english/socials over math/science person 😭😭😭
YES OF COURSE U TOO DARLING DRINK LOTS OF WATER AND EAT WELL PKAY???? SMOOCH SMOOCH LOVE U TOOOOO 💗💗💗💗💗
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Hnnnngh what a night I went out and before I did I was really anxious and it was making my tummy act up so I purged a lil. Wasn't hungry cuz of it didnt eat went out and syarted drinking. Planned my drinks and fheir carbs and everything so.i stay in ketosis. Went out got schwasted ubered to another spot and spent 90 minutes there and puked in the middle of it like a lot of wayer and nothing else. ate like 4 chips drank water came home in so drunk and I ate a little and a part if me wants to keep eating but I don't have anything keto safe idk whatbmy carbs are but I refuse to overdo it. Ok I had a slice of bread and butter and a few more sugar funny worms. Hope i didn't fuck anything up. I recorded everything so I should be good because mfp has me eat under my carb limit
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aces-basement · 2 years
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ok this is purely self indulgent but if for some odd reason you want to read this mess here are some things you should know
I'm not gonna try to make it good at all in fact I wont even edit its pure word vomit
itll be super fucking weird
if that scared you good. bye now. cringe time hehe
Ace and I were taking the kids to Springfield again. We were gonna let em play at the arcade while we ate at a restaurant together, just the 2 of us (getting sm to take to the kids afterward too ofc) but it's nice to just have time together as much as we love the kids.
And anyway what I didnt know is that the little shit (/aff) Beavis had wandered off and saw Barney passed out on the damn pavement in front of a place called Moe's tavern and thought "cool" so anyway the little fucker went inside
So I guess Beav asked for some beer and it kinda went like
"Can you like, get me a beer, or something? The alcoholic kind not the piss water. please"
The garish man looked up from his bar only a moment, just long enough to glance at the kid before muttering "Gonna need to see some ID. The feds are already breathing down my neck. Don't need another slip up"
"ARE YOU THREATENING ME?"
"Not yet I ain't"
"Oh. Alright. Cool. Can I like, have a beer now?" Beav asked, producing some coins and a small plastic dinosaur from his pocket
"Still gonna need to see some ID. If you ain't got any, best I can offer ya is a pickled egg. Even then theres a two drink minimum on that." Moe gestured to the glass container on the counter. Two of the eggs were floating. Not good
"Whoa. Cool. So if I eat one of these eggs, I can like, have two drinks minimum? Okay" Beavis dipped his arm into the container, only to grab and eat one of the floating eggs
"KID YOU CAN'T JUST-"
Anyway I dont know what happened after that cuz Beav passed out and couldn't tell me but anyway next thing Ace and I knew there was this gargoyle of a man approached us at the restaurants, holding our son by the nape of his shirt like a kitten. Ponyo was following after him.
"The little red rat told me ya might be here." He muttered, before yelling to me, "Hey, lady, mind watching your kid? Cuz if you payed any attention to him you might know you need to take him to the hospital, pronto."
"You talkin to them, man?" Ace looked around, "Cuz I don't see any 'lady' here."
I told Ace to stop under my breath and gestured for Ponyo to come to me, before I plucked Beavis from the stranger's grasp.
"Them? Oh, so you's one of those gender neutral folk," Moe hissed, with hatred behind it
Kids are secure. They're okay. Make sure Ace doesnt do anything-
Oh.
Theyve.
Already gotten into an arguement. With their fists.
Ace hit Moe. Moe hit the floor.
So you see officer that's why my husband knocked out your town's bartender
Wiggum sighed. "Well, you didn't wreck his mug. It's Moe, can't make him any uglier. So I guess I'll let you guys off with a warning." He said, uncuffing my husband, who pulled me into a hug
"I dont think that's fair but you know what, I'll take it." I told him, and Ace and I and the kids got the hell out of there before they changed their mind
I got the bartender's number, though. Maybe I should call him. Just to make sure he didn't die
But first we're gonna take Beavis to the hospital for eating a decade old boiled egg
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surveysonfleek · 2 years
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1648.
Do you take pictures of yourself on a daily basis? not at all
Do you like the name Adam? its common/classic, i know a few and i dnt like all of them but some are great
What is the first liquid you drank today? water
Have you ever been to Los Angeles, California? yes
Do you believe in angels? i dont really tbh. they would be super cool though
Do you prefer Pepsi or Coke? Or do you not care either way? coke if i had to choose but i prefer vanilla coke or pepsi max
Is there anything in your past that you used to regret, but now you don’t? yes
When is the last time you ate donuts? i technically took a bite of one on monday
Are you left handed? nope
Do you use your left or right thumb to press the space bar? just testing this out... looks like i used my right thumb more
Have you ever had a Hershey’s bar with almonds? most likely but i dont remember
What cell phone company do you have? optus
Do you text on a daily basis? What about hourly? hourly
What’s the last song you listened to? i forgot haha
When is the last time you sneezed? yesterday?
Who is the 3rd person you talked to this morning? this recruiter i was speaking to
Are you dating the last person you talked to on the phone? nope
Do you like surveys that have good grammar and spelling? of course. i dont really come across many with spelling mistakes anyway
Does your knee hurt? no
Has anyone ever bitten your knee? no..
Do you know anyone whose name starts with an X, Q, or U? im thinking and i dont haha
Do you know anyone whose name ends with a J, Q, or W? no
Has anyone ever called you sexy? yes
Do you have children? no
Do you like raisins? nope!!!
Do you speak any language besides English? kinda
Can you eat cheese? i love cheese but i always take lacteeze with it just in case
Are you in college? no
Have you ever driven a purple car? no
What about a green car? ive been in one but i didnt drive
Do you drink hard liquor? yes
Do you like scrabble? i do, im pretty good at it
What should you be doing now instead of this survey? nothing rn
Do you have a printer? yes
Have you met anyone new yet today? yes
Have you ever overheard a conversation you weren’t supposed to? most likely
Do you wish it was 10 hours later than it is now? nahm im ok with it being afternoon
Have you ever been to New York City, Chicago, or Indianapolis? yes, no, no. keen to visit all!
Do you want some pie? no, im full
Have you ever stayed up until 7:30 AM? yes, def more than once
Have you ever lived in Pennsylvania, Arizona, or Hawaii? nope
Do you like ants? no lol. i always wanted an ant farm as a kid though
Did you like the movie Antz? i did!
What was your favorite ice cream flavor when you were little? rainbow
Is it still your favorite? not really. i dont love ice cream anymore. i prefer gelato and hardly ever eat that either
By the way, what is your name? d
And what time is it? 3:12pm
What time zone do you live in? aest
Do you like drums? i dont mind them
Have you ever drank goat milk? i dont think so... just goats cheese
Do you like cats? no!
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insecxreasalwqys · 2 years
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And then he smiled, and thats what im after. (Ch. 3 : maybe its the way you say my name
Tw: mentions of bl00d
“Did we do something?” Chishiya said, as him and kuzuryu came into the metting room. No one said anything. “Ok, carry on, hatter” kuzuryu said. Sitting next to chishiya. Hatter was ranting on about how there were traitors and he wanted them gone after the meeting, discussing games, that stuff.  After the meeting, everyone left. Mira called kuzuryu over to her room.  “Hows it going?” Mira asked. Patting the chair next to her. Kuzuryu sat down. “I mean, its been okay.” He replied. “You?” He questioned. “Agnis rough. I didnt choose anyone, so i got paired up with him.” Mira stated. “Yeah, youve told me thay you got put with him for this past month or two.” Kuzuryu said.  Mira giggled. “Yeah, i have.” She replied.
Chishiya sat on his bed, staring at the ceiling. He was trying to count each dot on the ceiling to pass time. Just then, kuina walked in. “Shu-” she started, but got cut off by chishiya yelling ‘ah!’. “You made me loose count!” He said. “Sorry.” She replied. “I was just gonna tell you im out tonight.” She added. Chishiya gave her a nod. Kuina left and closed the door behind her. Chishiya sighed, and got up. Then, kuzuryu walked in aswell. “Chishiya?” He managed to completely say, as chishiya was in the bathroom. “Hmm?” He said, turning on the water. “We’re supposed to go looking for things at some stores later.” Kuzuryu stated, leaning on the bathroom door frame. Chishiya turned around to dry his hands. “Okay.” He replied. And with that, kuzuryu left. Chishiya took one of his jackets (and no, you wont change my mind that chishiya has like 10 of the same jacket) he folded last night, and put it on. He changed his pants, and he didnt from the night before and they were covered in dried blood.  Chishiya knocked on the door, and kuzuryu opened the door. “Oh hey, shiya.” Kuzuryu said. “Hi.” He responded.
 “So where are we going first?” Kuzuryu asked, trying to strike up a conversation. “I dont know, you pick.” Chishiya answered, hair blowing slightly in the wind. Kuzuryu and chishiya headed over to what seemed to be a pharmacy.  “Hey kuzuryu!” Chishiya yelled from the other side of the pharmacy. Kuzuryu paused, as he was surprised chishiya said his name. Or maybe he did alot, he didnt notice, but still, he kinda wished he said it more.  “Hmm?” He yelled back, shuffling through some painkillers. “Do you need any, like, medicine, and stuff?” He asked. “No, do you need painkillers?” Keiichi responded. “Im good! Thanks.” Chishiya stated. Kuzuryu found a med kit, somehow, and took it. They left that store, and went to the food store.  They searched for food that wasnt rotten. Alot of it was, as the beach had been going out for food for a long time. But there was some food that was still good. Chishiya picked the stuff in cans, and put it in his bag. He learned that, if it came to food options, canned stuff is the best way to go. Chishiya never ate too much, but he grabbed alot, as it was for the beach anyways. He grabbed some vegetables, because most nights there were vegetables. He never trusted them enough for meat, though, so chishiya and kuzuryu just ate vegetables and canned stuff. Some others ate the meat, but to kuzuryu and chishiya, it just didnt look very promising.  They went to stores for clothes, more food, and now were heading back to the beach. It wasnt, per say, dark. It was still fairly bright, but it started getting dark.  They talked about stuff back in the real world, and funny enough, how much debt kuzuryu was in. “Yeah, im still paying it off.” Kuzuryu laughed. “Im almost there, though.” He added.  As they were walking back, they heard noises coming from the main room. They realized it was people partying, and drinking. They both sighed, as they found these things silly. Why are you partying, and drinking, when youve been put in a place where you play games to live, and if you don’t participate, or fail, you die. It made no sense to them. They also knew if you drink this heavily each night, you would probably die.  They both headed back to there rooms, and took a shower. 
Hi! Uhm, i wrote this at like, five in the morning, and im really tired. I didnt spell check it or check the grammar, and im sorry if it looks kinda bad. Once again this ff is gonna end in an angsty way. Im gonna add a sequel, though. Bye for now! Have an amazing day! -insecure 
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thedianadiary · 1 year
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0005.
What is in the back seat of your car right now? just cleaned it yesterday so i think all that is left back there is in the sleeve of the seat and its the bluetooth speaker.
What was the last thing you threw up? gluten. 0/10 recommend
Menthol or regular cigarettes? i dont smoke
What is your favorite episode of Friends? gosh its been so long since ive watched friends. i always liked their thanksgiving ep and any of the ones with tom selleck because WOOF, papi.
Does anyone have any blackmail on you? no lol
If you could marry any celebrity today who would it be? i don’t really know any of the celebs outside of their performances so i dont think thats a viable reason to marry someone.
Have you been to a strip club? nope
Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? my sports bra from K
Are you wearing socks right now? nope its hot out
What was the last thing you had to drink? ice water
What are you wearing right now? shorts and a tank
Last food you ate? a burrito omg it was so good.
Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? i came SO close to buying these short overalls ive been eyeing from old navy for weeks because they were half off and i just love them but i didnt.
When is the last time you ran? running is not it for me. it triggers asthma crap so bad for me.
What’s the last sporting event you watched? soccer
Last person’s house you were in? C’s
Last movie you saw? in theaters? the newest antman. outside of theaters? uhhh omg the awful wakanda forever. SO lame.
Who is the last person you sent a message to on Facebook? lol the chick who accidentally got my mail from K. 
Ever go to camp? just like day camps.
Were you an honor roll student in school? yes
Do you like sushi? no
Do you have a tan? yes but its the last day of it. tomorrow i put on a fresh one lol
How old do you want to be when you have kids? im past that age that i *wanted* to be pregnant by. soooo. thats going well. but maybe in the next 2 years ?
Have you ever drank your soda from a straw? of course
What is your age? 30
Are you someone’s best friend? yes
Where is your dad right now? i honestly wouldn’t know if his gf didnt just text saying he’s in the hospital for some heart stuff What was the last thing you said? after all this back and forth a fifth won’t do, well I finally got a handle, finally got a handle on you
What color is your watch? white band
What do you think of when you think of Australia? enormous spiders and the opera house
Ever ridden on a roller coaster? outside of the baby ones no lol
Favorite gemstone? oooo. i love a lot of them to be honest.
Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru? lol i rarely EVER go in. 
Do you have a roommate? mom Do you have any bad habits? oh ya. im a little too sassy, i have horrible sleeping habits, etc.
What is your favorite number? 2 prob
Do you know anyone named Lori? yes actually
What color is your mom’s hair? its like black, silver, white.
Do you have a dog? sadly no. my beloved miller passed 2 years ago and i havent gotten a dog yet.
What happened to you in 1993? i was one year old lol
Does your first memory involve your dad? my first memory? no. my memories with dad arent all that wonderful tbh
Do you remember singing any songs as kids? yes of course! we have tons of videos of that lol
When was the last time you went swimming? last summer and man i miss it. i would honestly LOVE a freaking pool.
Has your luggage ever gotten lost? yes ahahaha definitely. but they recovered it eventually.
Biggest annoyance in your life right this minute? zero money.
Have you ever thought it would be cool to smash a guitar? nope
Do you like watching a bonfire? yes its pretty soothing. we were gonna do that today but theres a red flag warning so itll have to wait.
Are you allergic to anything? dairy and gluten HA
What is one thing you miss about your past? not having to worry about money
Do you ever get flu shots? i havent ever
Favorite shoes that you wear all the time? hmmm i need a good pair of sandals tbh
What is one thing you’ve learned about life recently? things work out the way they are supposed to
Are you jealous of anyone? mildly but not overwhelmingly. i would love to have a great bod and a dream career and a husband and kids but not all that worried about it.
Is anyone jealous of you? some are jealous over me, but of me probably not.
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its-a-hil · 2 years
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i said id answer the ask game in full so here we go in all my oversharing glory:
1 - who is/are your comfort character(s)? oh there are a few lmao - rinwell (tales of arise), eleanor hume (tales of berseria), velvet crowe (also tales of berseria), oginome ringo (penguindrum), kagemori michiru (bna) yes i am a fucking weeb how have you not figured that out yet
2 - lighter or matches? im bad with matches but they feel so much more real so them
3 - do you leave the window open at night? i only did that for about a month ever in my life since my freshman year dorm didnt have a/c, besides that no i love feeling warm and stuffy
4 - which cryptyd being do you believe in? i mean none of them really, but not out of some principled skepticism i dont have an emotional connection to any cryptids so i dont really care about them actually that's not true i believe in the insulindian phasmid, despite it being fictional as well as a fictional cryptid
5 - what color are your eyes? standard brown tbh ive been complimented on them multiple times by multiple different ppl, many of whom i had never met but idk they dont really seem that special to me
6 - why did you do that? i wanted to answer all of these (said as much in my reblog), but i didnt have the motivation to until i desperately needed something to distract me from my piercings itching they feel pretty much fine now but well i started so i cant stop
7 - hair-ties or scrunchies? both! hair ties are great for when i part my hair into two different things i forget the name or for when i (rarely) braid scrunchies are great for just holding my hair together when i need to sleep or get my hair out of my face or go out lazymoding
8 - how many water bottles are in your room right now? just my one reusable stainless steel bottle, which i really need to refill and drink from brb okay thanks for the reminder i wont go to bed dehydrated today
9 - which do you prefer, hot coffee or cold coffee? lol. lmao. i have intentionally consumed a meaningful amount of caffeine on about 3 occasions in my life, and none of them were from coffee also it smells like shit
10 - would you slaughter the rich? <redacted> <redacted> <redacted> <redacted> <redacted> of course they would be given all opportunity to become not-rich and thus escape <redacted> <redacted> <redacted>
11 - favorite extracurricular activity? this is a weird question to comprehend! i'll just interpret it as 'what was your favorite club-type thing you did in school?' and to that i would have to make it a tie between rock climbing and puzzlehunt-style puzzles 
12 - what kind of day is it? a good one! granted i didnt get nearly enough sleep last night but besides that we vibing
13 - when was the last time you ate? like 3 hours ago
14 - do you love the smell of earth after it rains? i love the smell of earth rainy or not, the smell of cities, and generally the smell of outside! except of course for the smells of cut grass and vehicle exhausts, each of which put me into a blinding rage for a couple seconds
15 - are you a parent? (all answers qualify) not even a little bit but if i can reach a point of stability in my life i would be happy to adopt if im not actively prevented from doing so or in the massive pipe dream scenario where i can get a functional womb implant, i would totally go through a pregnancy
16 - can you drive? yes and i need to in order to get to my job >.<
17 - are you farsighted or nearsighted? well this is a false dichotomy i did wear glasses at one point but that was mostly bc my left eye is weird and didnt actually have anything to being far- or near-sighted
18 - what hair products do you use? i mean. shampoo and conditioner im not very picky tbh
19 - imagine we’re at a sleepover, would you paint my nails? if you asked me to absolutely i mean i wouldnt touch you without your consent ofc but i would almost never turn down a low-stakes opportunity to help anyone im in proximity to
20 - do you say soda or pop? soda im a marylander (i also drink like. one can of sierra mist a year) however every time i think about soda i remember how fanta exists bc coke couldnt resist nazi money and that feels much weirder than a minor linguistics quirk
21 - something you’ve kept since childhood? i dont really have an answer to that (assuming im counting childhood as like. pre-age-13) i mean sure theres a lot of stuff thats just been in this house with me since i was 4, but i never did that consciously all of my most treasured possessions now (hello kitty velvet plush, pentagonal trapezohedron that my teacher made and friends signed when i was sick just before graduating high school, a few books, blåhaj, etc) have only been mine since i was at youngest 17
22 - what type of person are you? im not answering this it's too vague
23 - how do you feel about chilly weather? HATE okay that's a little harsh it's pretty fine once my body's used to it, but the first real chill of autumn fucks my body up
24 - if we were together on a rooftop, what would we be doing? idk probably just talking about random stuff maybe playing cards or something since im much better at life when i have something not-directly-social to concentrate on oh definitely looking at the sky and pointing out the clouds/birds/stars/moon to each other that one's mandatory
25 - perfume/body spray or lotion? i put a moisturizer on my body after i shower so my eczema doesnt flare up and make my life hell but that's about it i dont really care how i smell beyond just using deodorant
26 - a scenario that you’ve replayed multiple times? oh god. media: various trans shouma and shouma x ringo and trans shouma x ringo scenes other ships but that's really the important one by an order of magnitude not media: when i was younger i used to imagine my crush being my gf and kissing me or w/e then after a certain point it was getting rejected / being alone with the hopes that it would convince me that i could be okay like that since i had reason to believe that my crush followed the imagining and not the other way around i dont do either very much anymore now it's just media or being a teacher trying to convince transphobic adults not to hate crime me or their children i may or may not have issues
27 - about how many hours of sleep did you get? depends very much on the day, i need about 9 hours on average but i am extremely flexible in where those hours are allocated over a 4-5 day period
28 - do you wear a mask? i absolutely wear a kn95 almost all of the time that im indoors, and some of the time outdoors (like if im cold) speaking of i need to get a good warm cloth mask so i can go biking in the winter without freezing my lungs
29 - how do you like your shower water? warm but not quite scalding 
30 - is there dishes in your room? there are some wrappers but no my room is on the 2nd floor why would i bring dishes up here that sounds like a big hassle
31 - what type of music keeps you grounded? flare by clark powell there are a few other songs, some are homestuck and some aren't, but it really depends on how im feeling in the moment flare doesnt
32 - do you have a favorite towel? no i just wanna get dry
33 - the last adventure you’ve been on? ??? i have not been on adventures my life is quite boring, which is why it's good that im equally boring so i can enjoy it
34 - is there a song you know every word to by heart? bad apple!! i think (jp obviously have i mentioned being a weeb) a few other jp songs and some crane wives songs i also have a solid grasp on the lyrics to, but i couldnt recite them the same way i could for bad apple, at least a couple years ago
35 - what’s your timezone? est (eastern summer time) (what do you mean thats not what est means and that its not est right now)
36 - how many times have you changed your url? i dont think i have, but my tumblr acct is fairly new so thats pretty expected ive been considering moving away from the 'shill' branding, but ill probably do that when/if i change my name for real
37 - someone in your life, other than a relative, you’ve known for 10+ years? if youve gotten this far youve probably already read my answer to the actual ask for this suffice it to say i have a friend from elementary school ive stayed in contact with up to and including now and i love him
38 - a soap bar that smells good? soap bars dry my skin out so i dont use them
39 - do you use lip balm? when i remember to (almost never)
40 - did you have any snacks today? girl i would not be myself if i wasnt grabbing a cookie every time i remember that they exist
41 - how do you take your coffee? this is bullying
42 - an app you frequently use besides this godforsaken site? twitter (T_T) discord i just got on the cracking the cryptic app bc sudokus are fun i also have a crossword app i also have bandori on my phone but i havent opened it in a month and im scared to bc of the downloads
43 - what’s your take on spicy foods? spicy foods are generally good bc the ppl who make them know how to make food im neutral on spice though like i have a decent spice tolerance but it doesnt really taste better or worse when a food is spicy hot similar feelings to garlic, like garlicky foods taste good but so do non-garlic versions of those same foods
44 - you get a free pass to kill anyone, who is it? im not answering that cop
45 - can you remember what happened yesterday? yeah i went to work, got some b day congratulations, and ate dalbati + cake with my parents it was good
46 - favorite holiday film? i watched knives out during that period of time in 2019 so im counting it and i dont care that its not a holiday film at all i dont care about christian holidays beyond decorating the tree bc my family's done it since i was a baby
47 - what was the last message you sent? "okay here's a promise for yxll: im gonna stream tomorrow (tomorrow being wednesday, im not allowed to claim that it being past midnight means shit)" my twitch is twitch.tv/its_a_shill if you care i stream tales games
48 - when did you first try an alcohol beverage? summer solstice party 2021 (i was 3 months out from being 21 so like. not exactly transgressive) it was just a bottle of apple cider and since then i really havent drank anything more than that
49 - can you skip rocks? not to the point that i could get 4-5 skips in a row, and it has been a while, but i know the general mechanics and ive gotten a couple good skips
50 - can i tag you in random stuff? id prefer if you dm'd me but sure
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purplegardenerfox · 2 years
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Submission 6
Fifth day of challenge..
So, today I woke up a bit late so missed my walk, but as usual had a glass of warm water. Then , my exam was going to start at 10 and I was only having 15 min to eat something so I ate one banana as it was a quick option and also a good source of energy and it helped me to stay full during my exam time.
Then, during afternoon I was actually having a very important and urgent work that could not be ignored so, I missed my lunch, when i reached back home I was very tired to cook anything also it was very hot today. So, I had a 30 min nap to relax myself, after I woke up I had half cucumber and half apple salad, with a small cup of milk.
Then for evening snack today I didnt had anything, as there was no need. Then for dinner I was excited to have a chickpea and corn salad, again very high in protein, I added a pinch of salt and a pinch of cumin powder, mixed it and had in my dinner, it was honestly very tasty.
So, today was a very busy day, but I managed to have a really healthy diet. When I went to do some important work I forgot to take my water bottle, and I was feeling so thirsty but couldn't buy anything to drink, it was condition as drinks drinks everywhere,but not a drop to drink ( lol). However, I found McDonald's there and for free they could only give me a glass for water, but honestly that was really important for me at that time.
So, this was how I did my challenge today, it was hard but planning made it somewhat easier.
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I cannot sleep. I am not feeling so good. My body feels so weak. I cannot describe the feeling tbh. I don't know if this is because of caffeine, the lack of caffeine lately, my sleep schedule, dehydration, or anxiety.
1. Coffee
Caffeine runs through my veins. I cannot not have coffee. I didnt have the energy to go downstairs lately so I haven't had caffeine when I need it lately.
2. Sleep
I haven't had a good night sleep lately. I cannot sleep unless mr. Sun is about to say hi. As long as the windows are dark, my body won't sleep. Yesterday, I slept at 7am because I filled out an application form. I had to make my answers for the interview questions in the form. I woke up 5pm and since then I am still awake and kicking and not feeling good since forever.
3. Water
I am not a good water drinker. My organs are probably crying which is the only water intake my body has. I do drink from time to time a mug full of water and that's it. I drink coffee more than I drink water and that is definitely not good and I am realising this as I type so I will not drink more water. Lol.
4. Anxiety
I have been anxious probably my entire life. I am anxiety's bitch. I am in no way, shape, or form that can still work right when anxiety is waving hello. I am, unfortunately, one with my anxiety right now and I am not happy about it. It is one of the reasons I cannot handle to do anything right now. I cannot even take care of myself.
My life has been a bitch lately... Well, ever since I graduated. To be honest, I am not even happy that I have a degree and graduated. I am happy that i'm done with school because it ate me up big time. I am depleted. I am lost. I am empty. Im just nothing. I finished college but college ended me. I am in the verge of a huge meltdown and I am trying to slow it down by doing something. I am ruined and I am trying to act as if I'm not. I smile but Im not happy. I am just a bleh. I cannot even remember what I did the day before yesterday. I was barely awake yesterday so I havent really done anything lol. I am just a bleep. My brain do not function. Even my body cant function well. Im just trying to act like I can. I am just alive. I am breathing. I am not living. I am just awake.
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the-learning-bri · 2 years
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I missed a day.
Which i guess means i’ve been on some type of roll.
So shoutout to missing a yes.
Yesterday was good.
8.9/10.
Started off a bit slow with a the slightest so most irritable of headaches and not being able to fall back asleep.
I diffused my lemon scent and read The handmaids tale and eventually knocked out for some hours.
Woke up with some urgency around 1:20 because i told cam i would get his bike to Milford.
It wouldn’t fit in cj so i walked it down the hill and rode ot to the next hill and walked it up the hill and rode it up milford then mostly walked ot up washington then rode it the parking lot.
I locked it to fence, correctly but incorrectly lol. The lock was facing out but it got the job done.
I walked back like it was 2015 with my 2017 book bag and Big Sean in my ears.
I brought the recycling bin up the driveway and was geeeted by mommy eating McDonalds french fries out her truck.
I hadn’t eaten anything really and that 20 minute journey took me out more than I’d ever want to admit. I had barely drank water.
I laid on the floor not drinking fiji and not eating famous amos until i did. Then i stretched my hips and watched RuPauls drag race with Z.
I said hi and thank you to Ms. Aunt Felicia. I smelled — of cologne?
She encouraged me not to go back to Pizza Hut and that I should strengthen my skills. She said everybodys looking for “coders”.
My dad said i wont do any “programming” over the summer and its challenge accepted.
I’d be lying if I said me coming back and cleaning my desk of wasnt highly motivated by this.
Now i’m really considering something part time that has to do with my field. She said to not go backwards. And to be fair i cant be swe stale for 4 months.
Z directed me through puttin my hair in an actual bun. It was cool. I had to use a split head band to get it all up and a regular one doubled-over to hold the actual hair like the bun shape. Imagine you’re making a n you want it to be tight. Bring your hand closer. THERE. It’s like a rolling a blunt. Some of it can fall out and you’ll stuff it in later. That’s why that looks like that. When you double a headband you want it to sit on top of itself. Okay now tuck the ones on the right side. Your right. Okay now pull the front down some. Okay niceeeee. 360. You have a couple sticking up in the back. Okay perfect :) How do you feel :) Do you like it :)
It took all of my patience and then some. I’ve never known how to do my hair. But the end result was cool once i was done whining. It lasted all night and into the morning. And looked like a bun that I would think was pulled up in 87 seconds. Maybe I’ll get there on day.
I got Diarra and me Chipotle. I learned I dont know any of the toppings. They didnt have veggies. I forgot the sauce. I saw them take it out but didnt see them not put it in the bag.
When I had went in it wasn’t raining. It was pouring when I came back out.
There are cameras on 83 and the rain followed me. But not fast enough.
We rolled up. There was some distillate in a syringe. It was cherry pie? We got halfway through before a necessary break on my end. We killed the chipotle and watched sports we didnt know existed. World chase tag. Flyball. Some type of foot volleyball. Dodgeball. Swamp soccer. Handboarding.
Chipotle was murdered in between there. And my blunt was resparked. I ate some of my graduation treat and most likely overstayed my welcome by like 15 minutes.
We got slurpies on the house and parted ways.
Once back home I got a pomodoro app and used it to kick me off but then only looked back once. I made a good amount of progress and the desk is workable and now I can really contemplate the futon and its placement if it even has a place up here.
I fell asleep under my gray blanket at the other end of the bed.
Overall great day.
Today I plan to go the pop up shop. Send Z a package with not everything I wanted. But things can come and go in parts i suppose. Help Uncle Allen make a facebook and organize some of his t shirts. Overall seems like a fulfilling day already.
I need to drink more water than yesterday. I want to keep cleaning up. Drink a smoothie. Do some stretching. Do some programming. Keep reading. Yesterday I started the courage to be disliked and its told in a nice narrative fashion. Get back to writing. Maybe some more camera research. Make a list of people for thank you cards. Keep listening to music. Kendrick drop yesterday and there are maybe 4 songs I haven’t heard.
As of right now, I’m feeling good. Will probably get up around noon. Maybe sooner, nothing later.
My girlfriends stirring is peaceful. It’s present. It’s familiar.
TDAIL : Evening is from about 17:00 - 20:00.
YIL: How to put a bun in my hair and that handboarding is only with one hand.
05/14/22 10:50
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pr0dbeomgyu · 3 years
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**✿❀LINE 3: LAST (WO)MAN STANDING❀✿**
y/n woke up and dragged her feet to get breakfast, her mood instantly spoiled when she saw taehyun at the dining table, having his breakfast too.
she had no choice but to sit in front of him, but taehyun didnt really pay any attention to her, just staring at the empty space in front of him. they ate in silence, both of them opting not to pick a fight, its too early in the morning anyways.
"so let's write up some ground rules," taehyun broke the tranquil silence, his hand quickly grabbed a pen and a piece of paper, drawing a line in the middle, with their names on each side.
"ok, lets do that,"
"can i do it first, i have a class in an hour," y/n said.
"ugh, fine,"
it was too short, (at least that's what y/n thought) but y/n was sure it was the most crucial ones, the ones that irk her the most.
"i'll paste it on the fridge later,"
"alright, but wait,"
"what now?"
"what happens to the person who violates the rules?" she asked.
there was silence as he took the time to think. "they will have to move out," he flat out said.
"w-what, are you serious?"
"yes, why? you scared?" he smirked.
y/n felt like slapping the smirk off his face, but after glancing at his bulky arms, she kept the thought to herself.
"seems like you're gonna have to start packing, taehyun," you snickered, leaving the area.
**✿❀❀✿**
as y/n made her way out, she stopped by the kitchen, drinking a glass of water while looking at the ground rules written by taehyun. her eyes widened at the last one, as she choked on the water she's about to swallow.
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SYNOPSIS :
if there's anything y/n's good at, it's differentiating her feelings between love or hate. it's so distinct, she really doesn't get it when people say they have mixed feelings about something, cause to her, love is LOVE and hate is, well... HATE. LOVE is like her feelings for prodsputnik, an anonymous soundcloud artist she adores which she may or may not have a stan account for. HATE is like her feelings towards her roommate, kang taehyun. she even claimed that researchers are bullshitting when they say there's a thin line between hate and love. but what if y/n figures out that prodsputnik and kang taehyun is the same person? will the line between love and hate stay thick and clear as fuck (y/n's words) to y/n or will it get blurry?
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rommahh · 3 years
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I Carry Your Heart
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Harry Styles x Reader
Word Count: 4k
{Ahhhh ok so this is my first work like ever. There will definitely be a second part because ive got more to say and it needs a second part. I hope whoever sees and reads this imagine enjoys it. I appreciate comments, likes, reblogs, ideas on what could go into the story, and any form of help and redirection as to how i should write things. Much love, R.}.
Part two
All Y/N wanted tonight was to hang out with her boyfriend, eat a mass amount of junk food, and watch a marvel movie or two. That was all she wanted and that was all she asked of her boyfriend. Instead of any of that happening, she found herself sitting on the nasty kitchen island of her boyfriend's frat at a party that she was trying to avoid going to.
This party was supposedly ‘the party of the year.’ The last rager before finals and then christmas break. Y/N had spent the whole week studying and finishing up end of semester projects hence the want for a chill night. When Harry came to her saying his frat was throwing a party tonight and that he just HAD to be here, Y/N didn't feel like she had a choice but to let him go. She came because she thought this would be the only time she would be able to have some time with Harry after a long week of barely seeing each other. With two vastly different majors, the couple wasnt able to find a lot of time in the middle of school work to make time for just the two of them. Obviously her hopes of quality time with her man were futile because here she was sitting by herself in the kitchen of the frat while Harry drank and got high with his friends in other parts of the house.
Of course she was disappointed. She felt a knot in her throat and a weight on her chest just sitting there in that kitchen. Her white claw was warm now- not that it was any cold when she opened it. She was starting to form a small headache from the too loud music and the ache in her heart was growing.
She stood from the countertop on the search for her boyfriend, hoping he wasn't too far gone from sober. Wiping the back of her jeans from anything that was left on the island, she began walking around the house. She doesn't remember the last time the two of them spent time together by themselves. Of course they occasionally ate dinner together in the dining hall but they were normally surrounded by friends. Y/N wanted to be alone with her boyfriend to talk and bask in his presence.
After pushing through groups of partying humans, she found Harry and at least ten other people sitting around playing some sort of drinking game.
“Y/N! Where have you been?” Luca, one of Harry's frat brothers yelled out to her from the circle. Luca was cool, he was one of the only tolerable boys in this frat aside from Harry. Hearing his girlfriend's name, Harry turned around from where he sat on the ground and reached out for his girlfriend to sit beside him. Much to Y/N’s dismay, Harry was wasted. His eyes were half mass and his words bumped and slurred together. “We are playing truth or dare, wanna play?” Luca asked.
“I don't wanna play but Ill sit and watch.” Sitting next to her boyfriend, she grabbed one of his hands holding it in her lap. She was annoyed at him but it did her no good to show it when he was this drunk.
This game of truth or dare was childish. Dares of licking people's shoes and taking multiple shots had been done and truths about money and relationships were being spilled among the group. It had finally become Harry’s turn to do something, making Y/N tense.
“Ok Harry, I dare you to…” One drunk frat boy started looking around the room trying to come up with something clever. His eyes landed on a pretty girl in the room, Yara, a stuck up girl who for sure got her way no matter what. “I dare you to kiss the hottest girl in the room- obviously not your girlfriend because that defeats the purpose.” The frat boy smirked knowing what his intentions were. Everyone in the group giggles and gasped shocked by the dare but ready to see what was going to go down. Y/N’s brows furrowed as she became angry with the stupid dare.
The ache in her chest seemed to tip over the edge when she felt her boyfriend in the room move to stand up. She grabbed at the bottom of his shirt as a way of stopping him. Harry halted his movements to look down at his girlfriend. He giggled a little.
“You’re not actually going to do this right?” She asked Harry with wide eyes of shock. Harry laughed at her like she made a joke, making her heart hurt even more.”Harry I do not want you to do this just take the shot and lose the dare.” Her tone held warning.
“Don't be silly of course I'm going to. It's just a dare, nothing serious. Don't be so clingy.” He stood walking over to Yara and planted a wet kiss on her mouth. Yara gripped Harry’s shirt and kissed him harder. The kiss went on for a few more seconds, the room absolutely silent out of shock. Harry stepped back from Yara slightly sobering up from his actions. Yara smirked at Y/N, hand gliding down the front of Harry's shirt.
Y/N stood from the seat she was in and scoffed. Scoffed because she should've known Harry would do something like this. Scoffed because it hurt to see her boyfriend do something so careless without any regard for his girl's feelings. She pulled herself together, feeling her throat tighten once again. She was quick to leave the room and down the hall of the frat.
Harry's clumsy steps could be heard from behind her as he mumbled her name. Or at least he tried to. He was still so out of it, his words not making much sense. Y/N was crying now, the strength that she had slowly dissolving as she walked further away from her boyfriend.
“Y/N wait. P-please wait. I cant-” Harry stumbled over his legs behind her falling into the grass of the front yard. The girl couldn't help but turn around looking at her stupid boyfriend. She was choking on sobs now. She wasn't crying over a measly little kiss but over an extreme amount of burnout from school and exhaustion from simply existing. She was crying because her boyfriend ignored her boundaries, crushing and erasing the boundaries she had set in their relationship. Harry tried reaching for her once she had stopped walking. His hand clasped around her wrist, he laid his head down on her shoulder. He hated seeing her cry even if he was too drunk to see why.
“Baby don't leave, Im-Im Sorry.” He hiccuped and burped due to the alcohol. Y/N felt her rage build. Shoving Harry off of her, she crossed her arms across her chest as a way to shield herself from Harry physically. He was hurt by her distance and the wall she put up around her.
“You're an idiot Harry. An idiot!” her sobs grew louder, some stray party goers watching in amusement- some even snapchatting it for shits and giggles. “I didnt want you to kiss her and you did. What provoked you to think that was ok? All I wanted was for us to hang out tonight and just be us and you did this!” She was yelling now. Her hurt is beyond her now. Anger and rage simmered throughout her body making her head dizzy and her fingers curl within themselves. She didnt like being angry. It wasn't an emotion she liked acting on, it felt impersonal.
“Baby I don't under-” Before Harry could finish his sentence he was barfing at his feet. Y/N stepped back disgusted with her boyfriend. She couldn't even feel remorseful because of how angry she was. Luca, the frat brother from earlier, caught up with Harry and his girl only to find Harry doubled over heaving. Luca wrapped his arms around Harry's shoulders.
“I'm sorry Luca but I can't do this tonight. Can you please make sure he gets some water and goes to bed. I-I can't do it tonight, I wish I could but I can't.” Y/N didn't want to leave her boyfriend in this state but she didn't deserve this. She wasn't going to care for her drunk boyfriend when all she wanted to do was care for herself. Selfishly, she enjoyed seeing him this way because of the anger he caused her.
Luca shook his head in understandment. “Of course, I'm really sorry for tonight. He's going to seriously regret this in the morning, especially since it will be circulating all over snapchat in the morning.” Luca waved to Y/N then proceeded to pull Harry into the house. Harry called out for Y/N not wanting to be away from her but Luca pulled him harder.
Harry woke up the next morning feeling like the bottom of a dumpster. He wasn't shocked by that. He knew he got trashed last night, he had planned to. He, just like Y/N, spent all week studying and completing projects while also fulfilling certain responsibilities for his frat. He wanted one night to be a normal teen. So he drank and drank and drank and maybe even smoked some weed. As he tried to recall last night's events he came up with nothing. He didn't understand why Y/N wasn't here with him like she normally would after a party on the weekend. They were normally always together during the weekend. A bad feeling loomed over him. He could tell something wasn't right but decided to put his feelings to the side.
He saw a bottle of water beside his bed making him think she was probably here and left early. Chugging the water he started to go through his socials to see if anyone had posted about the party. He had multiple tagged pics and videos in his notifications from snapchat. Way more than he normally would.
The first video he saw was a video of him and Y/N standing in the front yard of the frat house. Turning the volume all the way up he could hear Y/N yelling, it shocked him. She doesn't normally raise her voice, especially not at him. The angle changed showing her face which was red with anger, eyes filled with unshed tears. He could hear her yelling about him kissing someone else. He felt his heart stop. He had kissed someone else? On the next snap was a picture of him keeled over vomiting on his shoes with the caption saying, ‘are yall seeing this shit?’ Harry was embarrassed but he was more concerned than anything.
His head was hurting but it didn't stop him from rolling out of bed, washing up, and putting on a fresh set of clothes. He checked his phone hoping Y/N had messaged him but nothing was there. He walked into the kitchen only to see luca sitting at the counter eating cereal.
“Hey Harry….” Luca said warily. Luca pushed the cereal around his bowl feeling the tension begin to rise in the room. He felt horrible about his friends.
“Luca...what's up?” Harry was confused by Lucas' wariness.
“So do you remember anything about last night?” Luca asked, setting his cereal down in the sink behind him. Harry started playing with the frayed edges of a bracelet Y/N made for him. It had little beads with her name on it. They made them together at an event on campus.
“I don't, I only saw the videos of Y/N screaming at me. I think I fucked up but I- I don't know what happened.” Harry's cheek flushed with even more embarrassment. Luca awkwardly chuckled scratching the back of his neck.
“You got dared to kiss the hottest girl in the room and um actually did it in front of Y/N...even though she didn't want you to. Which led you guys outside and yeah you know the rest...Im sorry dude, I wish I had stopped you.”
“Who- who did I kiss?” Harrys stomach lurched when he heard Yara’s name come out of Lucas' name. Y/N didn't like Yara and it was understandable. Yara has been pining after Harry since their first year of college. Harry couldn't breathe. He felt disgusted with himself. He could only imagine how Y/N was feeling.
Y/N woke up the same morning, eyes puffy and crusty from tears and head hurting. She probably cried herself into dehydration. She was lucky enough to have no roommate because she wouldn't have wanted someone else to see her breakdown. She still couldn't believe last night went down the way it went down. She couldn't tell if she was just being overdramatic or if her emotions were in the right place. She didn't want to be mad at Harry. He was everything to her, she had an odd connection to him. Meeting him during their freshman welcome week they quickly became best friends with a growing romantic connection in the mix. They started dating before Christmas break. They had grown close so fast that he even came home with her to meet her family for the first few days of break.  Even though they were in their junior year of college, Y/N could see them beyond college. She's imagined them getting married, travelling, sharing a home. She saw the whole future with him. She had her doubts though. He was immature just like every other boy in college. He was dumb with his actions and tended to only do things if they benefited him. He had a lot of growing to do as a person, so did she but she wanted to grow with him.
She heard a knock on her door hesitating to answer it because one, it could be Harry, and two, she looked like a wreck. Answering anyways, she was met with a very sorry looking Harry holding a small coffee and bagel from their cafe.
“Hi baby…” He sheepishly said holding out the items. She silently let him through the door not once looking him in the eye. He stepped into her room, setting her treats on her desk. He could see that her bed was messy meaning she recently woke up. Y/N never went about her day without making her bed. He turned back to her and finally their eyes met. He took in all of her facial features, from her puffy eyes, to her downturned lips that looked chapped, to her flushed cheeks that longed to be held for warmth. He hated to see her like this, the last time he saw her so upset was when her parents moved out of her childhood home. It took alot to make Y/N this upset. She was normally really headstrong and vigilant. She knew how to ease her way out of problematic situations and could talk her way through anything.
Harry opened his mouth to speak but was cut off by Y/N holding her hand up in front of his face. “Don't talk. I'm really hurt Harry, so if your plan was to come over here and apologize over bagels- think again.” She snapped, backing up to put space between the two of them. She sat down on her bed while Harry pulled the desk chair out and sat down. He much preferred to be on the bed with her holding her tight but he didn't want to overstep boundaries.
“Love, I don't know where to begin. I'm really sorry for what happened last night. I was really drunk and obviously wasn't in the right headspace.” Harry reached out and touched the tips of her fingers with his. She wanted to move but it felt good to be touched by Harry.
“I told you that a measly little apology won't do Harry. I didn't want you to kiss Yara and you did anyway. You know how Yara feels about you and you just let it happen!” She pulled her hand away remembering the prior night's events. Harry felt himself getting angry too. He felt like he needed to defend himself- even though it would be a very bad idea.
“I think you're being over dramatic.” Wrong move Harry. “It wasn't like I was making out with her!”
“You're joking right?” She scoffed and scooted further up her bed to create more distance. “Harry it's the simple fact that you did something that made me uncomfortable that shouldn't have even happened. I see myself getting married to you and it makes me worry that right now in our relationship you can't respect my boundaries!” She yelled. Harry’s eyes widened as he laughed sarcastically.
“Married? What the fuck are you on about? I'm a junior in college. In what world would it make sense for me to be prepping a relationship for marriage? Once again I think you're being over dramatic.” Her eyes watered hearing Harry's statement.
“I- I guess I'm the only one in this relationship thinking about the future? I thought we were on the same page. I'm not planning our marriage now, obviously. I'm thinking about how elements of our relationship now could play out in the future when we do want to get married. You cheated on me last night. I went to a party you begged ME to go to only to be there for you. I wanted to be here cuddling with you, pigging out on fast food but I was at a party with you and got cheated on!” Her volume rises once again, making Harry shove his chair from underneath him when he stands up.
“You're doing too much right now. I'm not planning a future right now because I don't want this future! I want to be myself without thinking about how to appease my girlfriend. I invited you to the party so you could lighten the fuck up. I love you, I do, but I'm not thinking of marriage and futures. I'm thinking about my life right now and having fun.” Harry snapped right back at her. Her chin wobbled. Obviously her and Harry were on different pages. It hurt so much to hear him say that he didn't want a future with her. Harry didn't mean it though.
“Ok, well I guess that's my fault for assuming we were thinking along the same lines. Um, I don't want to hold you back from being yourself so with that being said, you are a free man Harry.” She pushed herself up from her bed walking to the door ready to escort Harry out.
“Huh? Love, what?” Harry was confused on how they got to this point. Just a few days ago they were in love, meeting in the library to share a lunch and exchanging sweet words determined by their love.
“Listen I have a day full of exams tomorrow so if you could just leave that would be best. You don't really want this so I'm letting you go, Harry.” She had tears rolling down her face, falling from her eyes down to her chin where they fell to the ground in droplets. Harry’s eyes welled up watching his love cry before him.
“I don't-”
“Harry, leave, please.” She opened the door making room for him to go through. He walked through the door turning to look at her. She turned her face away from him whispering a small goodbye before shutting the door. Harry was left in the silent hallway, so silent he could hear his thoughts and the tears hitting the tile floor beneath him. He thinks he stood there for at least thirty more minutes before accepting what had happened and walking away.
Leaving Y/N in her room sobbing like she had never done before. Her tears coated her face and she thought her head could explode right then and there. She didn't want to accept what had happened but she had priorities. She composed herself enough to start studying for her exams.
The week rolled by quickly, Monday meeting Friday in a flash. Exams were done and Christmas break was on the horizon. Students were piling off of campus in a hurry ready to get home to their loved ones. People were outside by cars loading up their winter necessaries and saying their goodbyes to their close friends.
Harry cried everyday this week. He wasn't normally a crier. He hated crying, he hated the feeling of crying and the headache that came from it. He cried because he realized how wrong he was. He missed Y/N. He missed finals week dinner together where they tried to get off campus at least once and be alone for a moment. He missed watching her relax while eating food that wasn't from their school's cafeteria. He would pay for their meal just so she could have one less thing to worry about. They would normally get frozen yogurt right after too, Y/N getting as many toppings as she wanted because Harry would be the one paying. He missed her tight after exam hugs. She would squeeze his shoulders tight, smiling into his neck, telling him how proud she was of him. She would bring him tea in the morning when they met for breakfast. Sometimes they would spend the night in one or the others room so they could have time together to destress and just talk.
Y/N wasn't doing any better. She normally went into exam week feeling confident. She studied too hard not to. But this week she felt like shit. Her heart hurt and she kept thinking about the fight. She feels like she overreacted but hearing Harry talk about their lack of a future hurt nonetheless. She really assumed that they did have a future that included marriage and a life together. She didn't understand where his sudden lack of commitment came from. She regretted dumping him but at the same time she wished he did more to get them back together but he was silent. He hasn't contacted her at all and avoided all of their spots on campus all together.
She stood by her car prepping for her six hours car ride back home. Packing away her clothes and some essentials in the trunk of her car, she heard light footsteps behind her. Closing her trunk she turned to see Harry standing with his hands in his pockets.  
“Hi.” He said. She looked at him, putting her own hands in her pockets. It was cold outside, the nippy air hinting at a possibility of snow.
“Hi Harry.” They shared a moment of silence together. Just staring at each other. It felt good to be near each other again. They felt like they could breathe again.
“I had to see you before you left. I know the break is only a month but I didn't want to leave without seeing you.” He replied quietly. She made him feel so shy. Her beauty always made him awestruck. Even in a hoodie with their college's logo and some large sweatpants and some fuzzy crocs, she was the most beautiful thing he's ever seen.
“I don't know what to say harry.”
“It's ok. I don't deserve anything from you after what I said. I just wanted to apologize and wish you a good break before you left. I also wanted to give you this.” He pulled a small box and envelope out of the front pocket of his backpack. “I know we agreed on no presents but I think thats a dumb rule and I love you too much to not get you something.” She smiled at his words, taking the gift from his hands.
“Thank you Harry, it means a lot to me. So what are your plans for a break?” She asked him, the tension that was in the air slowly dissipating.
“I couldn't get a flight home until next wednesday so i'll stay here on campus until then.” He shrugged.
“Oh ok. Well tell Anne I said hi. I have to go Harry but I'll see you after the break, ok?” She didn't want to leave him but she didn't want to drive through the dark.
“Ok, love. Drive safe. I lov- I mean have a good break.” Her chest tightened at his hesitation. She wants to hear him say the words but she knows he won't.
“Have a good break Harry.” She whispered. Before getting in her car she stood on her toes placing a kiss on the corner of his mouth. Rubbing her thumb across his cheek and turning away and into her car.
She drove away knowing that her heart was left in that parking lot in the hands of someone she loves way too much.
Harry stood in the parking lot watching his heart drive away for winter wanting nothing more than to be with her.
Part two
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soft-boi-eli · 3 years
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okay I literally just made this acc bc there's no anon requests and I have an idea that I asked someone else but they turned it down and I'm lowkey embarrassed that they denied my request. I PINKY PROMISE ITS NOT BAD, HERE ME OUT
do you think you can write a lil bit about schlatt ending up having to "babysit" the reader (even though she's dead ass 18 lmaoo) because her parents are strict and don't trust her and they think Schlatt is a good influence because his parents are "🇺🇲🍟🐟🐷" but he's genuinely nice and respectful of other peoples views and opinions (unlike his other family). Basically Schlatt was like "aww hell yeah we're gonna play video games until 4am and watch action movies and be homies there's no parents stopping us" but the reader gets her period and she's just like laying around in misery and schlatt literally doesn't know what to do (bc yk periods are supposed to be a secret shhh) so he looks up what to do when girls get their period so while she's sleeping he just goes out and buys a bunch of stuff for her and its just fluffy (DONT FORGET PLATONIC) and the reader wakes up to all this stuff and its just 🥰 anyways she ends up falling asleep while watching Schlatt play COD.
(the reader is afab and uses she/her pronouns)
This is amazing. I have one other request but I am going to hop right on this one. Also sorry about the anon thing. I'm still newish to tumblr and I have no clue on how to turn it on. I've been trying to but i seriously cant find it. 😭
If this takes a bit I do apologize sincerely.
Pronouns:she/her
Warnings:periods cursing, strict parents.
Schaltt with an AFAB bff reader that he 'babysits'
Your parents. Thay dont know when to let you go.
Teaching you everything about females are supposed to be like this or that. Periods arent supposed to be talked about. They were the strict, bible Americans.
The best way to put it. Periods meant sin. And you were supposed to hide it. You were 18 in their eyes you're still a child. A child that worked 2 jobs just to hopefully live away from them.
But there was that rare day where you had it off from both jobs and could just relax.
That was until you heard there was someone coming to babysit you. You're a perfectly capable 18 year old. Not a toddler.
Yet your parents didn't trust you. You have a bed time of 10pm. And they got a baby sitter just for that.
He was there on time. And he looked you up and down in confusion. "This is who I'm babysitting right?" He looked the same age as you. "Alright. There will be no problem. They'll be in bed by 10pm. They'll have dinner at 6PM. And shower at 8pm." Your parents nodded in agreement and he watched them walk off. Shutting the door he looked at you. "Yeah. No. You are a grown woman and I'm not going to force you to do that. Also you're not paying me. You like call of duty? Action movies?" Perking up you nodded. "Yeah!"
He smirked. "Yeah. You up for a long night of movies and games?"
That day bloomed a friendship. The fourth time he came over you two were like best friends.
But the fifth time you seemed like you were dying. Laying around. Not wanting to play games. Not wanting to watch movies.
He was so concerned about you. Like deadass he thought you were dead his parents never saw the importantace of him learning what a period.
When you said the word period he was confused he searched it up and felt dread. You went through what every momth?! You can have so many symptoms yet nothing to help it?! What the fuck!
"Bro you want anything? Need anything?" You looked at him. He looked so concerned for you. "Heating pack. Dark chocolate. Please." He was quick to nod and start the heating pack.
Looking around the kitchen he couldnt find any dark chocolate and there was a store across the street. "You want strawberry ice cream and dark chocolate?"
The quite yeah was heard and he was off and back the heating pack fully heated and the ice cream that perfect texture. And a huge ass bar of dark chocolate. Along with a huge gallon of three flavored ice cream.
You know the neapolitan shit. You were so confused.
"Movie marathon or watching me play COD?" you thought for a sec. "COD." he nodded and sat next to you.
As you ate the sweet strawberry cream with frozen strawberries. Turns out he was preparing for when you finished you ice cream with the gallon.
When he saw you pint empty and you getting slightly sad he paused the game. In the middle of the campaign. And got you a huge ass bowl of the three ice creams.
You had never seemed so happy. Half way through the bowl you rested your head on his lap. You just wanted to sleep now and that's what you did.
You didnt know that schaltt left once more. Buying popcorn, your favorite candy, he felt embarrassed about this but he took a picture of the pads you use, like brand, size and everything. Got you quiet a few packs of them to be safe. Chips, chicken nuggets, even stuff to make your favorite meal by scratch. Stumbling into the stuffed animal aisle he scarned the shelves.
Finding a huge one with a zipper in it you had mentioned your parents have been trying to take your money and you could technically hide it in there.
Checking out the cashier gave him a weird look. But he didnt give two shits, he literally carried it back to your place. No car to help. He took that mile long walk with the bags and got back right before you woke up. Pads in the bathroom everything set up so it was easy access. And the stuffed snorlax was huge.
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Like a fuckin bed huge.
He didnt wake you. Just started up his game again.
When you did wake up you were covered in a blanket, snacks set out in a nice array of candy to chips.
Four drinks. Two waters and one coke with the other being your favorite kind of soda.
Then the heavenly scent that came from the kitchen. And before you could even get up to see what it was schaltt came out two (bowls/plates) of your favourite food.
"You didnt have to do this." He shook his head. "I wanted to. You're in pain and all that shit. You need to relax, keep hydrated, stay warm. All of it. And I might as well take care of my best friend."
I have finished. I do apologize if this isnt fully what you wanted!! And the other person was quite mean. I dont reject unless I fully explain it and tell them gently.
But I hope this is good. I have been quite busy as of late due to it being the first and all.
But yeah. Nearly died today and all. Roller coasters, indeed fun, but sometimes unsafe.
It's all good though had lots of fun at a fair, keeping safe with covid and all, I even got a shiny rock I am very happy.
Anyways have a good day!!
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Can I request Twogami, Hajime, Kazuichi and Ryoma going on a date with their s/o, but because started to rain really hard, the restaurant where they were going had to close and they decide to make the date at home? Like cooking, see movies and that stuff. If it's possible, GN please, Thank you!
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Notes: so many people are following my blog now- EPDOAIW I DIDNT KNOW MY WRITING WAS ENJOYABLE! First time writing for hajime!
Warnings: none, (I am going to use he/they pronouns for imposter! I hc them as gender fluid, but I wanna use these pronouns for them!)
Characters: Ultimate Imposter, Hajime Hinata, Kazuichi Soda, Ryoma Hoshi.
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Ultimate imposter
It was a very nice day, it wasn’t hot, though there were clouds covering the sky, the forecast said it wasn’t going to rain until later on the in evening.
You and your boyfriend were getting ready. Well more or less you were while they sat on the bed already dressed and ready to go
“Mkay, how do I look?”
Giving them a spin they look at your with complete admiration in their eyes. They love you so much and are so lucky to be with you.
“Breathtaking.”
You both were excited to go out. It has been awhile since you’ve gotten to go on a date due to your schedules being backed up
Just as the two of you were about to leave you opened the door for it to be pouring rain. They sighed and gave a disappointed look to you.
“Well there goes out date plans, I apologize dear.”
“Huh- what?! Don’t apologize silly! We can have our own date night here! I didn’t dress up for nothing!”
Deciding to make this the best date night in, you ordered from your favorite places and had them deliver. Laying next to your boyfriend you massage his shoulders slowly as he relaxes into you
“Try to get comfortable, I’ll go get the food and our drinks.”
You guys had an amazing night between making jokes, talking about anything coming to mind and just cuddling together (and a few smooches here and there 😏)
“I’m very lucky to have you, s/o. Thank you.”
“Gh- don’t get all sappy on me! And plus, I’m the lucky one… I have you and that is pretty amazing.”
You both had an really nice night and hey ended up staying the night and cuddling with you.
Hajime Hinata
You had planned out a date for you and your boyfriend to go out on. He seemed to be more worried about the weather then getting ready.
“Hey Hajime, are you going to get ready?”
“Oh right.. sorry.”
You decided to help him get ready so could hurry and get to the restaurant. You would of been lying if you said he didn’t look good though. Surprising him with a kiss on the forehead you can hear him stuttering when you walk out of the room.
“Hajime? Let’s go!”
“Alright s/o let’s go-“
The loud clap of thunder followed by a slight rumble is what caused the two of you to make eye contact. Hajime’s face turned into a slight frown.
“Damn it. Out of all days it had to be today.”
“Don’t worry about it hajime. Who saids we can’t have fun here?”
You took off your shoes and called in some place to deliver. You opened the curtains to let in some natural light.
You and hajime enjoyed the meal while talking about school, and things going on.
Hajime suggested board games and picked out a few for the both of you to play throughout the night
You also put on a movie for background noise as the two of you spend the night in each other’s company.
It was still raining pretty hard by the time hajime was going to head home so you decided for him to stay the night. You both cuddled close together and hajime was really happy.
‘Maybe sometimes rainy days can be fun… especially if you have a pretty amazing s/o.’
Kazuichi Soda
Needless to say this man was really hyped up for the date! He loves spending any and every moment with you!
Although a bit of his own anxiety seeped through when he checked the weather. You just told him not to worry that it shouldn’t rain yet.
“Hey? Kazu! C’mere.”
“Coming Mx.s/o!”
He had a star stuck gaze when he went to your bedroom. There you were all dressed up, for him. Oh jeez this was his dream come true
Taking your hand he was more happy for the date to start, but instantly his face fell to the sound of rain flowing through your ears.
He put a hand on your shoulder and looks down sadly.
“…. Ughhh this is baddd! Our date is ruined. Sorry babe..”
“Sorry?! Who saids we can’t have a date here? Come on big guy let’s go cuddle while I order some food.”
He gave you a love struck look and have a goofy smile. ‘I have the best s/o!’
He practically clung to you all evening giving you as much attention as possible and covering you with affection.
You both ate a nice meal, if you consider takeout nice (hey, sometimes it’s really tasty) and played games together.
The night was very nice and you both had a very fun evening. You let Kazuichi stay and he held on to you.
Ryoma Hoshi
He was actually pretty happy that you both had a date together. He finds your presence very calming and nice.
“Hey Ryoma are you almost done getting ready?
“Yeah ‘m almost done, hun.”
You went to the front door and unlocked it. Taking in a deep breath you step outside and felt a cold breeze and- water drops?
Yup. You guessed it. It started pouring on you and Ryoma pulled you inside.
“Hm, disappointing. Let’s have a date here.”
“Yeah, that sounds good. Let’s make the most of it!”
He chuckled and gave you a towel to dry off. You both started on dinner. Thankfully you had stuff in the fridge and you started to make a stir fry :) he put on music and you both started dancing while cooking dinner.
Ryoma set out the plates and you plated the food.
“This food is amazing, thank you.”
“You helped ryoma, I should be thanking you as well.”
You both finished your dinner and sat on the couch and put on a movie. He held your hand and rubbed his thumb over your knuckle and gave your hand a kiss.
You both spent the rest of the evening reminiscing and just having deep conversations.
You both adored each other and having a nice with just the two of you worked out perfectly
The evening ended with a gentle goodnight kiss and ryoma by your side
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